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2005 3 February :: 9.53pm
If you take another one away from me, I'm through with you
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2005 2 February :: 10.37am
Kevy Likely, Kevy Want Wingy
After sale of my car is completed I will try and purchase this:
1990 Toyota 4Runner: "Right here, straight from the lamp!"
So I can afford to have this:
1990 Kawasaki 250cc Ninja: 
Which after time I will sell and get this:
2005 Honda CBR600RR: 
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2005 2 February :: 9.14am
:: Music: Open Your Eyes - Sum 41
I have 4 GMAIL invites if anyone wants one let me know your email and I will send you an invite. Thanks.
Music now:
Lately,
I'm not quite myself.
Maybe,
I do need some help.
Just my confusion,
Trust my delusion.
Don't you,
Regret you met me.
Go through,
These steps to get me,
Back to where we start,
'Fore I fall apart.
If I could black out,
It'd become so clear,
Standing face-to-face with everything I fear.
Watch so closely,
but still I don't see.
As bad as it seems,
a piece of mind I steal,
An ordinary life,
But consequences real.
I'm past the point of reality.
This isn't me,
This isn't you,
When it's just everything we do.
Till you open up your eyes,
and understand this isn't real.
This isn't me,
This isn't you,
This is everything but true,
Till we come to realize,
Is what we put each other through.
It's like a bad dream,
Coming all so true,
Leaving me with nothing else left to do.
Now so helpless,
I'm not so selfish.
Tell me,
How does it feel to have a face like that,
How does it feel to be replaced like that.
Now so faceless,
Do you still feel
This isn't me,
This isn't you,
When it's just everything we do.
Till you open up your eyes,
and understand this isn't real.
This isn't me,
This isn't you,
This is everything but true,
Till we come to realize,
is what we put each other through.
It's hard to believe right now
This seem to be real.
Still phasing by this time
So why can't I wake up
This isn't me,
This isn't you,
When it's just everything we do.
Till you open up your eyes,
and understand this isn't real.
This isn't me,
This isn't you,
This is everything but true,
Till we come to realize,
is what we put each other through
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2005 1 February :: 8.14am
:: Music: Pieces - Sum 41
Weekend Delight
Where to start... Okay Thrusday night... Brian asks what I am doing and I was just getting out of the shower at like 5:30 or something, so we decide to go see a movie. Elektra to be exact, I wasn't sure if I was gonna like this but I just wanted to get outta the house. Anyway I invite: Tom, JD, Vanessa, and Jessica to go... Of course non of them were able to, Tom and JD had no money. Vanessa couldn't because of studying or something, and Jessica was a work. Brian's g/f Kasie got home so she went too. Anyway the movie was pretty good, or at least better than I expected.
Okay friday. I'm just standing around about to get in my car and go for a drive, when I get a call from Jon. He invites me out to Covina to go to some party. I was like "Cool I will be there" and hang up. I go get some food and am just about to sit down when Rayna calls me and asks what I am doing. So I tell her I am gonna be going to some party, and she was like cool where, and I told her in your city. So she asked if I could pick her up before I went, so I did. Anyway on the way to the party she started worrying if she would know people there, and I didn't say anything, I already knew her brother was there. So yah we get there and her brother was there and some of her brother's friends. Jon's brother was there too, so I ended up knowing more than I had realized.
Anyway the party lasted until about 1:30 before the cops came and kicked everyone out. It was a pretty fun party, not to crazy but still fun.
On Saturday I went to dinner with my parents and grandma, I think my parents have eaten out with her almost everynight since my grandpa passed away. Anyway after we ate I went home and pretty much just chilled by myself. I watched Eurotrip and I finished the first Harry Potter book, which was pretty damn good.
Sunday I didn't do anything that I can remember.
Yesterday my brother came back from Utah so I talked with him for a little bit and we went bowling like we always do every monday night. I brought Jon and Kyle and JD showed up later. I also talked to my parents about the big BDAY bash I am planning on having at my house on the 19th of Feb. EVERYONE but two people are invited, and I was making sure my parents knew that I was gonna take care of everything and that the reason I wanted to have the party was because my dad told me he would buy me a keg of Newcastle for my bday, so yah, if you don't already know now you do, your invited!
Oh yah and I got some new cologne and it smells really good.
Okay thats it, not much, but at least I had fun, eh?
Peace
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2005 30 January :: 8.34pm
:: Music: I'm Not Okay - My Chemical Romance
Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
wish you were really here listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this I'm okay!
(Trust me.)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
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2005 30 January :: 6.59pm
:: Music: Hopesfall - Champion Beyond Blessing
As I mentioned before in a previous journal of mine, my dreams have taken a turn as of late. When before I couldn't run or fight, now in my dreams I kick ass and turn into a tiger to run... EVERYTIME. *refer to January 30, 2004 post* (holy crap its been exactly one year, what a weird coincidence) But anyways, there's been a new revolution in my dream world. I have control over flight. I can MAKE myself fly in most of my dreams, the dreams where I'm an active participant. I even had a dream where I was climbing a ladder and I told myself in the dream, "you've been able to fly in your dreams before, just do it now." And after a significant amount of effort I was able to make myself fly. Its so bizarre, but I love it. Maybe I'm special. Maybe this is me tapping into the rest of my unused brain power that so many people aren't able to, and soon enough I'll be a phenomenon all Neo sytley. Maybe I'm super. Maybe I'm just a nerd. Oh well, its fun regardless. Even when I don't dream about that, I dream of you, and thats fine with me too.
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2005 26 January :: 7.23pm
What time did you get up this morning?
:: 7:30
Diamonds or pearls?
:: this is why I don’t like surveys
What was the last film you saw at the movies?
:: Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou
What is your favorite TV show?
:: Seinfeld
What did you have for breakfast?
:: nada
What is your middle name?
:: Randall Anthony
Favorite cuisine?
:: Ravioli
What foods do you dislike?
:: Tuna
What is your favorite flavor?
:: Purple
What is your favorite CD at the moment?
:: Alexisonfire – Watch Out!
What kind of car do you drive?
:: Blue Anthracite 2004 Volkswagen Golf
Favorite sandwich?
:: The Randall’s Heavenly Hoagie
What characteristic do you despise?
:: kindness and selflessness
Favorite item of clothing?
:: my deftones wrist bands
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
:: Kuwait
What color is your bathroom?
:: White
Favorite brand of clothing?
:: Giant (band shirts)
Where would you retire to?
:: Spain, for the Latina hunnies
Favorite time of the day?
:: when I’m finally able to rest my tired head
What was your most memorable birthday?
:: my 19th because my favourite family threw me a surprise party and I was genuinely surprised
Where were you born?
:: San Bernardino
Favorite sport to watch?
:: Extreme Dodgeball
Who do you least expect to fill this out?
:: Oh yeah!? How do you like this Kevin! You fucker….
Person you expect to fill this out first?
:: bah
What fabric detergent do you use?
:: I don’t know
Are you a morning person or a night person?
:: I’m a night owl, unless you mean like 6am when I’m still talking to my favourite people
What is your shoe size?
:: A TEN! A fucking TEN! (billy bob… varsity blues… this guy knows what im talking about *points to Kevin*
Do you have any pets?
:: Charlie and Charlette, two shitty ass birds that always bite
Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your family and friends?
:: Zach moved back home!! Chicken Sandwich time!!
What did you want to be when you were little?
:: Artist, Architect, Illustrator, Cartoonist
What are you doing today?
:: well its 7pm so my options are limited, but I’m gonna be a nerd and have a LAN party with Kyle and Zach
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