I am so tired. I don't know why I'm still up but I guess I will talk about my weekend or something.

Well I went to Detroit because my Aunt Lori and my cousins Lindsey and Brina all just moved into a new house so we sorta went there to "help" but it didn't really end up like that. Friday we were supposed to be there by four but it ended up being like seven. I rode with my uncle's girlfriend and my cousin Haileigh and my uncle drove down seperately. My cousin and I were really hyper in the car and we were acting so dumb and everyone was looking at us and we were pretending to make out with the windows and we were at a stoplight and this lady looked at us and she gave us the dirtiest look I've ever seen but it was so funny you just had to be there then we got there and we all went out to dinner. My Grandma, Grandpa, My uncle and his girlfriend and my cousins Lindsey, Haileigh, and Brina and me. It was so funny because my cousin Brina who is two has a fake mouse/rat and she always carries it and we went into this restuarant she was carrying it and she sat in her heightchair by me while her mom sat way on the other side of the table lol she likes me more than anyone else and anyways she was sitting there and she randomly throws the fake mouse across the resturant and it lands right next to someones table and they all looked at it on the floor and they thought it was real and they were giving gross looks and the waitress walked by and seen it and was like "OMG OMG OMG" and my cousins and I all were sitting there laughing hysterically and anyways I made Brina go get it back and she was sitting on my lap and she put it in my drink which was gross and the waitress came to fill my cup up with more water and right before she did it Brina pulled the fake mouse out by its tail it was so funny and then they have this thing at their house that is HUGE and you jump in it..its like filled with air I have no idea what its called but we went in there and it was sooo fun and then they have a pool so we went swimming and Saturday we went shopping, I got a purse from the limited and pants from hollister and we went out to lunch and then we went to DSW which has cool shoes and then later that night we went out to dinner lol (my aunt has no food since she just moved in) and we started sleeping outside in that thing you jump in but it started raining so we came in really late and then Skyler called me. I miss him. I haven't seeen him in months or talked to him in months. Sunday I helped my cousin move all her stuff into her room and then we came home and that was pretty much it and I had to drive on the way home, only half way though which was like an hour and a half. I was so tired and we stopped at the rest area so I could drive and there were all these black guys and when we pulled in im like "ooo black guys" and my dad got mad at me and im like "dad your racist" and he goes "thats right" and I got into an arguement with him because he wouldn't let me marry a black person because he doesn't think its fair to my kids to be half white and half black but I told him I wanted to marry a black person and he told me if I did then I wouldnt' be put into this will lol so I started laughing and he made me stay in the car because he thought I was going to go out and talk to them and then when he got into the car im like "look dad they are all having a picknick, I think I should go join them" and he just got even more mad at me. We argue about stupid things like that but I think black guys are hot so who cares what he thinks. Oh and my cousin Brina normally sleeps in her crib but when Im there she wont and she just cries so my Aunt was like "try and see if she'll sleep with you"so I did and she fell alseep it was so cute. It was the cutest thing ever and then in the morning none of us would get up so she sat there screaming at us and was like "GET UP, GET UP" and finally everyone was up besides Haileigh so Brina took this little shovel and started hitting her with it lol, she isn't always that cute and then I was on the phone with my mom and Brina wanted to talk to her so I put the phone up to her ear and she just had like a 10 minute conversation with my mom and she repeated 10 times how she has a pool and how her sister (lindsey) is mean to her and how she fell out of her crib the other day when she was climbing out and how she got to sleep by me and she kept saying her sister was a bitch and she cant say the word frog or froggies so instead of saying that for frog she says fuck and froggies she says fuckies so she was telling my mom about her frog and my mom didn't have a clue what she was talking about. Aww I love that little girl.

Anyways I just remembered I'm leaving for vaction in two days. I'm so excited. I have to go home tomorrow and unpack stuff from the weekend and pack stuff for my vacation.

Shut up, come back
No i didn't really mean to say that
I messed up, so what?
Yea you want me so you messed up too
If you only knew what I've been through.


I have to go though.

Much Love,
Ashley*

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