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2006 1 March :: 10.20pm
What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away and never knowing what could've been and not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do.
My heart is breaking and you're still faking a feeling that you will never know.
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2006 1 March :: 12.30pm
well god damn.....
after only one day at wicked ways i have already been replaced.....
just because i did one bad belly button and i wasent experenced(sp). i feel like i let myself down, no i let myself down and ben. i was so frickin proud of myself and i screwed up. well i need to focus on tattooing anyways. but like i said im still proud to say i was an employee of wicked ways which in my mind is one of the best tattoo shops in michigan. theres a tattoo convention coming up on march i think 15,16 and 17 or its 17,18and 19 but it dosent matter im gona go to that cause it will make me feel better. but yea now my life sucks again.....
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2006 1 March :: 9.02am
me and keegan got a hampster sunday.
his name is Sushi and just might be the cutest thing i've ever seen. (exageration... but awwww, hes the cutest)
we had our leadership convention monday, and last friday i had to send out the award of excellence. im so relieved to have two major things lifted off my shoulders. i was majorly stressin. but its all good now.
now if only yearbook would go smoothly.
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2006 28 February :: 10.42pm
Tonight just made me realize that this isn't going to come easy.
It's pretty much now or never.
It's just one of those things where the stakes are high. Sometimes it's forever and sometimes it's goodbye.
All I can say is I'm not going to be the one to regret this.
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2006 28 February :: 11.57am
well yesterday was my first day at wicked ways. it was pretty cool i guess. the place is soo soo clean. i think ill like it there but i have to get alot better at piercings if im gona stay so im gona need some people to practice on. i only work mondays, wednesdays, fridays and saturdays. i went to dinner with erica davy and ramiro after words which was fun to i havent eaten that much in a long time but yea other than that theres not much else that new so later.
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2006 27 February :: 10.29pm
I saw your face in a crowded place and I don't know what to do because I'll never be with you.
But it's time to face the truth. I will never be with you.
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2006 26 February :: 11.47pm
well i guess there is some gold in all this grey
i got a job at wicked ways tattoo and piercing in comstock park.
well i dont really want to say i have the job because im going there to work tommorow but he can say that im not really what hes looking for but i dont really care because i doubt that he'll say that.
but yea thats all i really wanted to say is that im the piercer at wicked ways.
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2006 26 February :: 5.57pm
:: Mood: Annoyed
The longer I tried denying this, the worse I feel. I've come to realize that pretending I don't hate you isn't making anything better. The truth is, I've never hated anyone more. Sometimes I say that I hate someone when I'm talking to one of my friends and i'll be like "oh yeah I hate him/her" but I never mean it. Things are differen't with you. I truly hate you and nothing will ever change that. I don't feel bad for saying this. You have no idea how much you've ruined things. You're so fucking ungrateful and selfish that I can't even stand it anymore. I seriously hope you choke.
Glad that's all out in the open now.
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2006 26 February :: 12.37pm
You got your own way of looking at it, I guess that proves that I got mine. It's just who we are.
We've come too far to start over now. I know what you're thinking. I'm not always easy to be around but I do love you. You keep me believing that you love me too and I know it's true. This love drives us crazy but nobody's walking away so I guess we'll have to do it the hard way.
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2006 26 February :: 12.03pm
yesterday started out pretty rough.... but fortunately got better.
we went and saw brokeback mountain... it was really good. keegan didnt like it. whatever.
then we went to oasis. that was nice.
and then this morning he wouldnt make me french toast because he has to complain and whine about everything. so i had frozen waffles. i just want to be treated like a princess like other girls. their boyfriends make them breakfast. mine wont even cook.
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2006 25 February :: 8.48pm
i hate to bitch and complain soo much but im gona and if your my friend youll listen.
i hate this, i feel like a ass hole. i feel like im a horriable person because im mad at my mom. it pisses me off to see how shes acting how shes milking this for all its worth, i feel like it might not be as bad as it really is. everyone is making her think shes completely helpless and is gona die and thats how shes treating it, its like shes giving up and that makes me mad as hell.
my car is a piece of shit, i was suppose to be getting a better car when i got ride of my thunderbird insted i got a car with a leaky gas tank and on top of that i get in a god damn accident.
i get my hopes up because of chad and getting a job at a shop but nope. once again i think im gona get a job and of course i get let down.
not to sound like a depressed emo kid or anything this is just how i feel......i feel like the whole god damn world is out to get me, i need a break.
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2006 25 February :: 1.26pm
:: Mood: Giggly And Giddy
Yesterday... :D!
Oh my gosh. Yesterday… very very good day. School kind of went slow but after school was when everything went up. The stupid assembly we had was kind of dumb haha. But when I was getting ready to leave school I got to talk to someone that I haven’t talked to in awhile :D. Then at around 6:15 I went and got Lisa and we went to the game so I could get Tyler’s jersey. We were going to go get food after I got it but everything was like speeded up and it was already the 4th quarter of the JV game so we just stayed. The game was pretty awesome. I had a lot of fun, like always. I *LOVE* going to basketball games. This game though, was… *sigh*… the best. All I can really say is… he makes me smile, just by smiling at me. I feel like one of those little girls that gets all giddy about everything that boys do.
Okay, so enough about that haha, then after the game me and Lisa and Jeremy and Nick all went to Arby’s. Oh my goodness, that’s a way different story. Lisa and I had to wait for our food for like 15 minutes. Me and Lisa only friggen ordered 2 fries a sandwich and chicken fingers! Finally 15 minutes later (oh and by the way, they have been giving the people after us their orders and everything, and they didn’t even give us our cups or anything) *oh and I’m not over exaggerating about the 15 minutes part either* so yeah 15 minutes later I finally go up there and I’m like “Ok I don’t mean to be rude but I’ve been waiting for my food for like 15 minutes!” and there like “oh well what did u order?” so I told them. Then they were like “oh we must have forgot your order.” So then they like “upgraded” our fries lol. So then I sit down and I open my sandwich and its not even what I ordered. So I have go back up there and they have to make me a new sandwich, THEN I come back and sit down and our fries are the worst fries I’ve ever had. So I made Nick go up there and get me new fries haha. So yeah I’m definitely not going back to Arby’s any time soon. Anywho: that’s all I got!
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2006 25 February :: 12.39pm
In case I haven't mentioned it before.......
I LOVE JAKE MELLEMA!!!
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2006 25 February :: 11.58am
Ya know what? I'm REALLY REALLY bored!! lol
And ya know what else? I think that jealousy is the dumbest thing I've ever had to deal with. It's so pointless, and it's always for no good reason.
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2006 25 February :: 10.57am
Why is it snowing?!
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2006 25 February :: 9.48am
I wanna go camping REALLY bad.
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2006 24 February :: 11.41pm
Tonight was really good I guess you could say.
First I went to Aarons after school and then we went to the game.
I seen Ryan Case there and I was really happy. I haven't seen him in a while and then I was just walking and someone called my name and I turned and it was Martha and Ashleigh. I was so excited. I haven't seen either of them in over a year now. Martha had a baby named Alex and he's 6 months old and Ashleigh's baby is 5 months old and her name is Haleigh. They both were so cute. I was holding them the whole time.
Oh and so then of course I'm just minding my own business when Sara comes up to me and she either heard Josh saying this to someone or he told her but anyways I guess he was saying how he wanted his cousin to meet me because he has the biggest crush on me and blah blah blah and so Sara said I should go talk to him and I was hell no that's not going to happen. It's too akward for me now. It's fine not knowing if someone has a crush on you and yeah if you have a crush on them then that's perfect but when you don't it just makes things akward and it basically made things 10 time worse when he wrote a fucking SONG about me. I've never had anyone do that before and it's just a little weird esp. since in the song it said "I want to love you forever." Yeah..that's what I said. It's just too much for me and I don't know how he became so in "love" with me since I've never liked him back and i've also never lead him on. He loves me but he doesn't know who I am and of course after the game Aaron and I are walking to my car and Josh is also in the parking lot and he has to make it known that i'm outside so he starts talking really loud so Josh can hear him and look over and see us.... It's just too fucking weird for me. First I get flowers by one boy and now im getting songs by another. It's not really cute unless you actually are dating this person. Now I'm just getting annoyed by this whole thing and I feel bad for complaining about this it's just I need to vent right now and everyone else in the world is sleeping.
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking. When you fall, everyone stands, and you've had your fill of sinking.
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2006 25 February :: 12.42am
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
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2006 24 February :: 4.57pm
well god damn
i was driving home from sand lake and some smart ass pulled out of the bank and just kinda waited for me to hit him.... my shoulders alittle sore and my car is too but its all good. the guy seemed nice, poor basterd only had the car for two days.
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2006 23 February :: 8.35pm
You know..I can't remember the last time we kissed because you never think the last time is really the last time. You always think there will be more. You think you have forever but you don't. -Greys Anatomy
Yeah so...it's like...I really want to tell you...but then again I don't want you to know.
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2006 23 February :: 6.23pm
You say we're bitches but we laugh because we knew it way before you did.
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2006 22 February :: 3.59pm
Take me. Break me. Every mile further there's a part of me that slips away. One day you'll see, even if you got down on your knees you couldn't make me stay.
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2006 22 February :: 8.52am
monday keegan and i saw date movie. with out a doubt, that was the dumbest movie i've ever seen in my entire life. we were about ready to walk out of the theater it was so stupid. never in my life can i imagine enjoying such a tasteless classless film as this one. honestly... anyone who dares wasting their money on that movie deserves to be shot. (we used the gift certificates his mom got us for christmas therefore nobody directly spent money on it.... therefore we're safe.... lol) seriously... i just had to update to warn everyone. its not funny, its disgusting... and made me sad for the actors and their now flawed careers.
yesterday i made cupcakes for the break dancers (they have practice every tuesday, thursday and saturday) and i drew little stick figured breakdancers on them with this gel stuff. awww. i shall be known as the crew mom. *giggles because im just the cutest*
hmm.. thats all i suppose.
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2006 21 February :: 8.45pm
hmmm...well I went to the doctor today, and I swear that I had strep because I had white spots all over my throat, but he said I didn't, and pretty much right after I knew that I wasn't sick, I started feeling better......hmmmm....my brain is on crack. Oh well, I hope I stay feeling better, cuz gargling with salt water, makes me gag and shudder and I hate it! ewww!! but Jake went with me to the Dr. and he said that he was feeling better too, since neither one of us has strep throat now. hahaha! We're too cool. AND TODAY, we decided that we were nerds. And we're totally ok with that, well, I am anyways. lol I made him dinner. Well I made him MY faovrite dinner, spaghetti, but he liked it too! and now I'm at work, for about one more hour! then i get to go home, and I don't have class thursday, so tomorrow is like my friday, and Jake does have school, so I don't know what I'm going to do.........I'll think of something. I'll prolly just end up cleaning, but whatever, I'll be home alone, so I won't mind. I might go to Meijer's and buy more film. yea, I'll do that, I just decided. I'm having the best of days..................... I love you Jake!
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2006 21 February :: 7.16pm
well im alittle bumbed, i was suppose to be getting a job at a tattoo shop that chad (the guy to is teaching me ) was going to start up. it would be his second shop and he wanted me to run it. well turns out that one of the guys didnt want to start a second shop with him and the third guy ended up in jail so im not getting a job, oh well i guess its best i need to stay home and take care of everone. today was my moms first kemotherapy treatment. i guess it went well shes sleeping now, she has been sence 4:30 i guess kemo takes alot out of you. i have a favor for all my friends who still go to school or see me ever. to start collecting pop taps and send them to me, it helps pay for my moms treatment and it helps the kidney dialisas (i dont know if thats how its spelled). so if you see me and your nice enough to but some taps in a baggy that would be awsome. i got a nintendo game cube yesterday and i went out and got some games but i need a memory card or everything that i do dosent get saved. any one have a gamecube memory card they want to sell me for cheap....im broke.
well thats it.
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