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whispers

:: 2006 25 January :: 4.52pm
:: Music: trick daddy - sugar

jeremiah update
Six fractured vertebrae, three broken.. bones?.. in his neck, had a hole in his lung, but it healed itself. He can walk around, and move and stuff, but he doesn't have his prescription yet. Teri's got it handled though. I'm pretty sure I don't ever wanna mess with that lady, or she'd kill me lol. Especially right now.

Anyway, I feel bad for Jeremiah. I'm pretty positive I want him to get back to normal super fast. He looked like he was in a bunch of pain before me and Anne left.

We saw where he went into the trees on Shaner. We past it like.. three times, but we only really knew about.. one of them. For sure sighting type thing. We had to waste about 15 minutes so Jana could talk to Silvia.. that how you spell her name? I don't know.

Jeremiah made me smile on the inside today though. He said that Dennis could use his camera for when he went to the Grill with Shannon. Was my last entry not about me wanting a camera so I could be on the Real World? lol. YES!

Anyway, I have to go and relax with myself, since it's my day off. Back to my shitty job tomorrow. Ten to four though, so that's not bad.

If you don't already know what happened to Jeremiah, click here.

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whispers

:: 2006 24 January :: 11.28pm

real world
i'm pretty sure i want to be on the real world.

anybody gotta camera i can borrow?

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paradox

:: 2006 24 January :: 11.12pm

I got a new cell phone... new number, if you want it... call it... :)


We tried more sushi last night... so we've tried 2 rolls and there both named after a geographical place... a california roll, and a philiadalphia roll... There both pretty good.. Yakisoba is the best though... No chapchae... or udon! YAKISOBA!!!!!!!!!

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jennapie

:: 2006 24 January :: 8.01pm

well.....things are perfect. WE'RE perfect!

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swimfan14

:: 2006 24 January :: 7.20pm

Aww Stacy my background makes me so sad. It's so good but it just makes me sad to look at it because of everything we talked about. I hate seeing people cry and looking at my own picture of me crying is sad. I <3 you!

It's pretty much true though....

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eyesofcrystal

:: 2006 24 January :: 6.04pm

......bastards

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swimfan14

:: 2006 24 January :: 5.10pm

I can't forgive. I can't forget. I can't give in. What went wrong? Cause you said this was right. You fucked up my life. You'd rather watch me burn than break a sweat. You'd rather watch me drown than get your hands wet. You'd rather watch me fall than put weight on your hands. You'd rather walk away than try to understand.

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whispers

:: 2006 24 January :: 1.32am

sad times
i'm pretty sure i want to cry right now. a lot.

first, cheryl's going back to the bk lounge, and i miss it, and i remember one day i was in back cash, and cheryl got a tendergrill and chili, and she sat on the floor in back cash and ate her little foodies, as we chatted. that was nice.

second thing is, poor poor jeremiah got into a serious car accident. i'm pretty sure everyone who reads this already knows, but still. anne-tastic told me yesterday morning, dennis went into my work and told me, and then ross told me when i walked into bk last night. it's sad news, and it kinda makes me want to sprinkle a little tearage.

which leads me to ask this.. what would you get a guy, as a gift, who just got into a car accident when he loves everything about cars? probably shouldn't be throwing little matchbox cars at him going "ha ha ha, new cars for jeremiah!" i'm sure he'd just die and say "go to hell" or.. not. but i would. that was my suggestion until i remembered why he's in the hospital in the first place. see, stupid.

anyway, going to bed again. me=tired & thirsty.

ps. chicken, bacon, ranch from subway is probaby, by far, the BEST sandwich ever invented. oh, lee is trying to force me and tanya to take 30 minute lunch breaks. he's gonna forget, but if he does.. might as well get the hell outta there and go get some srubway!

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swimfan14

:: 2006 24 January :: 12.08am

That's what makes me so crazy, the difference between us. You can be heart broken and you can just...move on and I am just....broken.

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tonyp.

:: 2006 23 January :: 2.17pm

well my mother has limphoma of the stomic which is bad but not as bad as it could be but she needs to get kemothearapy so everyone wish her luck.
i talked to my friend chris reich who just came back from florida and he told me hes "probably" going to open a tattoo shop because thats what he does and he said if or when he does im getting a job with him as his piercer and eventually a tattoo artist even tho once i get the chance which isent going to be soon im going to open my own as well.
i havent really been doing much of anything except nothing.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 23 January :: 11.36am

The year is half way over. I'm happy about it and also in a way, sad about it. Lisa and I now have our 2nd hour together. We're pretty happy about that. It most likely isn't going to benefit us considering we already got in trouble for talking and we weren't even in there for 10 minutes yet lol. Oh yeah, we can't forget this.... The one person that I basically hate is in our class too. Lisa and I about died when we heard her name being called. I don't know why but i've never liked her and after everything last year she gave me a reason to hate her. She's going to get on my nerves real fast. Ohhh I can already tell this is going to be a long rest of the year.

I just want to get this over and done with. The easier it will be for me.

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whispers

:: 2006 22 January :: 9.24pm
:: Music: usher & alicia keys - my boo

sucker
people are retarded, but my friends being retarded make me laugh.. a lot. like so..

cheryl: i suck at bingo

go ahead and tell me how one can suck at bingo. go 'head.. you can't. it involves zero amounts of skill. anyway, that made me giggle, so i thought i'd share it with you.

anyway, so i had a nice chat with one of my friends about people we talk to, and hang out with. i guess i didn't really notice that i wasn't the only one that got annoyed with people and their little habits.

i just got a phone call from somebody. no idea who they are, but they said i work at the baskin robbins in cedar springs, which is obvious they don't know me. anyway.. if you wanna call them back and prank them or something, the number is 616-450-6882. this guy just randomly called me and was like "hey baby, yada yada yada." he's weird.

anyway, back to what i was saying, i was talking to one of my friends and we were just kinda.. exchanging thoughts about everyone else we know. granted, we love our friends, but there are certain things that are bothering us about some of them. so.. we decided to just.. chat. and it was nice. i enjoyed it a lot. showed that i'm not the only one that thinks half the shit i thought.

so, anyway. that's that.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 22 January :: 12.48pm

It's all because of the way it was.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 22 January :: 12.05pm
:: Mood: Tired

I can't do that to you. I just can't.

I would never hurt you like you hurt me.


whispers

:: 2006 21 January :: 4.53pm

well hi
first off, i wanna let everyone know that i changed my woohu layout, so that's pretty cool. it was a lot of fun to make this one. second, i am home, and the details about my chicago trip will be in a diferent entry, because i don't feel like getting into it right now. and third, i'm wicked tired.

i'm hungry. anyway, that's all. ciao.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 20 January :: 11.36pm

Aww I love Annalise!! She's too sweet to me!

Haha I love how someone will call me and then I didn't hear my phone ring and I notice that I have a missed call about two seconds after they called so I call them back and they are right in the middle of leaving me a voicemail and then listening to their voicemail cracks me up because sometimes they don't know if they should stop talking and switch over, or what. I don't know it just has happened to me a lot with many people and it's pretty funny.

Emily called me tonight and that happened, but that isn't my point. She wants to come over tomorrow with Logan and Justin to visit me. Afterwards she said she is feeling sick and she thinks she has mono from me.. Everyone who gets sick all of the sudden think they have mono lol. Let's hope not.

Thank god I only have like 10 minutes left. Robot mode is over soon Stacy lol.

Well this was pointless so I'm going to stop rambling on.


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eyesofcrystal

:: 2006 20 January :: 7.38pm

Im at eDen right now with Tony and Ryan. I was playing Battlefield 2 for like, an hour and a half, but then I got bored. I think Im ok at that game. Tony is playing World of Warcraft, and our characters are under the same account so I have to wait till he is done. Its no big deal though... I mean, he has been wanting to play forever and every time we came here I would play the entire night. So its his turn for a long while. Good times.

Im really glad that this week is over. Its been hell. But now its the weekend...and its time to cool down. The end of the semester is always stressful for me, butn ot as stressful as this time. Now graduation is on the line. I want to go back in time to my freshman year and kick my ass for being so damn stupid and lazy! Things would be fine if i hadnt been so immature!

BUT....thats all done and over with, and I think things will be good. There is only like..a few weeks till Spring Hill. Im looking forward to that. It will be fun.

I guess thats it for now.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 20 January :: 1.32pm

Last night I was in the hospital again. I was actually going to explain everything thats going on, but now I don't really feel like wasting my time. If you're important then i'll let you know what happened.

I can't believe I'm saying this, but I can't wait until I can go back to school next week.

I probably wont ever say that again.


jennapie

:: 2006 20 January :: 1.09am

I can't believe how fast I'm falling. It's the most amazing feeling I've ever had.

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jennapie

:: 2006 19 January :: 9.57pm

I wish I knew what to say.

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jennapie

:: 2006 19 January :: 10.25am

One of my biggest pet peeves is when people can't, or arn't allowed to think for themselves. I only know a few people where this really shines through, and it's people that I truly feel sorry for. I'm so annoyed by them, I just wanna throw them into some bushes or something and make them realize what a huge mistake they are making in their lives. But since I can't do that, I'll just continue to pity them.

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kellilynn21

:: 2006 18 January :: 8.48pm
:: Mood: Sad*

January 18, 2006* :(
Holla Dawgs! Lol. I’m turning GaNsTa. Rachael is making me this way, haha.


Anywhooo: so this past weekend definitely didn’t turn out the way that I had planned since like last Monday haha, BUT it still was a good weekend. Friday, the game, I had sooo much fun. As everyone knows by now, we beat Sparta. I ended up going to the game with Kyrstal and Alex because Rachael had to work… blah. Then after that I went over to Krystals for a while then left and came home and did absolutely nothing. What a wonderful Friday huh lol? Saturday, I so didn’t even wake up or even start getting dress for anything until like 2:30. It was awesome. But Saturday afternoon(ish) I went over to David’s and we watched movies. Then Steven come over there. Definitely haven’t seen him in awhile. Then I left David’s and came home at about 11:30ish. Sunday I did like nothing and Monday we didn’t have school thank gosh. I don’t remember, it was either Sunday or Monday that I went and seen my lovely Ashley. She’s sick and I love her so I brought her a flower and ice cream. I went over to Kevin N Lee’s for a bit, then hung out with Rachael for a little bit on Tuesday because we had a snow day and it wasn’t even snowing haha, and I seen her puppy Mya! Awwwwwww, is all I have to say. I’m gunna take a picture of her next time I see her and post it because she is the cutest thing I have ever seen.

And well today… school. I friggen hate school. I’m trying to get switched out of my first hour (sorry Amanda), but it doesn’t seem to be working out and its pissing me off. But yeah so today after school I went and seen Ashley again because I missed her. This week is gunna suck without her. She’s writing me a note tomorrow though and putting it in my locker when she comes in to get her homework, yay lol. Oh and tomorrow im going back over to ashleys just because… I can and we need to finish our movie that we started watching today… “Red Eye”. So yeah this weekend don’t really have anything planned just yet. Probably game on Friday. Saturday I don’t have a clue. Sunday… mmmh maybe hanging out with David, not sure. And so yeah that’s all I got really.

Leave Comments Bitches.<3


PS

Happy Birthday Sara! (On Friday)


((EDIT))

R.I.P James Fitzgerald. Kari Ann I Love You And Im Always Here For You Hun. You Know The Digits.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 18 January :: 6.59pm

Today was a long long day. I haven't slept very much today. I had a lot of friends come over to visit me :) I love them. They're too sweet.

Now my sleeping schedule is off track. At around 3:30 am my mom wakes me up to so I can take my medicine. I fall back asleep. Then at 7:30am she comes and wakes me up again so I can take more medicine. I sometimes get up and go visit everyone who's getting ready for work and school or sometimes I just fall back asleep. I sleep until around 11:30 when she wakes me up again. I get up..she makes me eat something..I watch a movie...I sleep until 3:30..usually by then someones here to see me..I see them for a while...I usally sleep some more..wake up..i'm forced to eat..I watch tv for a while then I sometimes fall asleep and at 11:30 before my mom goes to bed she wakes me up again and makes me take more medicine...

Haha im going to be addicted now.

I pretty much didn't do that at all today so tonight's probably going to be rough.

I'm going into my 3rd hour (drama) for like 20 minutes just so I can talk to H and see what I'm going to do about the play and I have to get all my homework from the rest of my teachers. Ugh..

Josh's letter he wrote me was so cute. I'm so sad for him. He has to face Ms. Eilola alone...oh well things happen. I'll write his letter tonight, and I can't forget to write Lisa's and Kelli's too.

When I got my picture taken for my license the lady was like "you could have at least smiled" since I was complaining about me looking horriable and then she said that and I just wanted to slap her and be like "umm maybe you should shut the fuck up I have mono and I've been in the hospital" and then I also just wanted to lick her or something so then she'd get mono too.


Anyways I don't really have much to say and too many people are talking to me and my brain still can't function very well and im getting too confused so I can't do all this at once.


~mCaLa~ says:
bummer....so H found out today, did u hear this story yet?
*ASH*-forget the things we swore we meant <3 says:
no
*ASH*-forget the things we swore we meant <3 says:
lol
~mCaLa~ says:
oh...well he was in shock..he's like "are you serious? lil one has mono?" we're all like "umm..yea" he let out a yell..lol

Hope this was fast enough Stacy!!

<3 ashley

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tonyp.

:: 2006 18 January :: 2.15pm

well ive applyed at applebees in two differnent locations and at bufflow wild wings and at the outback steak house and im still looking but hopefully ill get a job soon because i need on so i can actually get the things i need. ive been really busy lately and by busy i mean ive been at eDen alot which is alot of fun. jimi if you read this which i think you do sometimes give me a call im sorry i havent called you i lost your number again. my mom is going to have to have surgery so everone wish her luck and keep her in your thoughts, theres something wrong with her stomic so lets say your stomic is the size of a football well she has a mass that makes it about the size of a softball and ofcours im very woried because i love my mom very much.
but if anyone knows of anyplace thats hiring please please let me know.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 17 January :: 11.23pm

I'm not really mad at you. I just don't think you meant what you said. You lied to me and from now on I can no longer believe anything you say.



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