I'm working until 2 and then taking pictures for Laina at my house, and then I don't know.

I had a bad morning. My sister woke me up yelling at me to get ready because we were going to take a family picture, ok, fine. So I take a shower and get dressed, and then my sister is using the blow dryer, so I have to wait to do my hair, in the meantime, I did my make-up. We used to have like 4 blow-dryers, I don't knw what happened to them, but we only have one now, which in a house with 4 girls, it isn't a good thing. Anyways, I wasn't wasting time. So then I am blow drying my hair and my dad starts yelling at me to hurry up because they have to leave to get to my sister's soccer game. I told him that I was hurrying but it wasn't my fault that we only have one hair dryer. And then it just went on and on, he would yell and I would yell back. He finally ended up telling me that my attitude was about to get me in bigger trouble than I already was, and he called me a bitch, well not really, but he said I better get my bitch attitude straightened out. So anyways, I started crying, not like bawling uncontrolably or anything, I just was so frustrated and mad that the tears just wouldn't stop coming out, I wasn't even really crying, I just couldn't make them stop, which in turn messed up my make-up. And then I got mad at myself because I hate crying, and I was just really frustrated and mad because I hate being rushed and everyone was waiting for me and it wasn't even my fault to begin with. I finally gave up and didn't even finish my hair, I just did the sides and not the back. So then, I go outside and we take the pictures, and it's all fine and eveything, I don't think I look like I had been crying, and Stacey wants pictures up close, so we take up close ones, but I wanted one that showed all the leaves, so Dan backed up and took one with all the leaves, and its so pretty! I loved it, and it's not that far away at all, you can see everyone just fine. I liked it a lot, and I was like ohh! finally something good. Except for the fact that I'm ugly and I looked ugly in the pictures too, but that's beside the point. So everyone leaves and mom and dad and Kourt go to the soccer game and Stacey and Dan go and start messing around with the horses, so I was moving the zoom around on the picture that I want and guess what? STACEY HAS HER FREAKIN EYES SHUT!!! GRRRRR!!! Well, it was too late then, so I just gave up, it doesn't even matter. It just put icing on my already messed up cake. I'll post one when I get one, I mean, they're not that great but whatever, it's the main reason for this whole entry so I guess I'll let you see them. And then all of a sudden, Stacey starts yelling at me about being mean, and how its her camera and she doesn't have to let me use it today to take Laina's pictures, and blah blah blah and it might not be home when I get back and she went on and on and on, and so I just left. I couldn't handle it anymore, I have a headache now. So then I had to come to work, and I have homework. OH MAN! I hope tonight is a little better. I don't need anything else going wrong. But knowing my dad, he won't just let it go when they get back, most likely he'll have a list of things to do. Punish me and make me work. I betcha anything, he's thinking of things right now as he's sitting at the soccer game. Whoo! Go Dad.

Somebody.....let's hang out.

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