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brokenmentality

:: 2005 16 August :: 12.55am

just got home from micahs.... and before that we just got home from mackinaw or mackinac or whatever it is.

it was nice to get away for a little bit.

thats really all i've got for right now. im listening to the night noises outside and its really calming.

Words Of Hope?


swimfan14

:: 2005 15 August :: 4.27pm

I'm not going to get upset over this. I'm done waiting around for you, and im sure as hell done making my life revolve around you.

6 Chances | Words Of Hope?


jennapie

:: 2005 15 August :: 4.26pm

everybody.......I'm sad, and I have to go to work.

HEY this is your stomach speaking! and I want ice cream, and smoothies that are to die for, take me to Jenny's Grill 'n Chill after 5 to get some ice cream and to satisfy my craving for ice cream! Thank you, that is all!


Please come and visit me. I'll love you forever. 5-9 @ Jenny's

thank you for coming in advance!

1 Chance | Words Of Hope?


swimfan14

:: 2005 15 August :: 1.49pm
:: Mood: shocked

What did I tell you Brianna!? I knew my sister (Danielle) was going to tell my mom about me drinking because Bryce was there with us at Rachelles and she parties with him so he told her that I was there drinking and she told my mom. So last night at Lisas we didn't go to sleep until really late and the past two days before that I have been out partying so I haven't had much sleep so I had to get up at 8 today to go to the dentist and I came home and went back to bed and I just woke up so I wake up and my mom goes "why are you so tired, did you stay out at Lisas last night" im like "not really no, but I did the nights before" and she goes "oh well Bryce told your sister that you were partying with him" so at this point I was like oh shit..so im like "umm yeah I was there but I didn't really drink. Ha notice the didn't really part of that sentance. I don't know if she believed me and I don't know what she would have said if I told her I was drinking. I don't really want to find out but this weekend I'm going to another party and maybe Nicks too so Brice will probably be there and once again he'll tell my sister and my sister will tell my mom. Bright Idea.

6 Chances | Words Of Hope?


kellilynn21

:: 2005 15 August :: 1.42pm
:: Mood: confused

[i need you]
Even Though Your Always There For Me When I Need You...


Your Never "Really" Here.

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jennapie

:: 2005 15 August :: 1.13pm

ohh man!!! Thank you mom for loaning me gas money and telling me about the gas prices before they went up!! Ahhh!! I'm gonna go broke just thinking about it!!! As far as I know, Amoco is still at $2.55, but everywhere else is up to $2.78 or $2.79, so just to let you all know, GO GET GAS NOW!!! At Amoco! This really sucks. I mean...really bad!

1 Chance | Words Of Hope?


jennapie

:: 2005 14 August :: 10.24pm

I went to my sister's apartment today, it's really nice, and easy to find, so someday when I need to go away, that's where I'm going! I had a bad weekend though! I wish I had...........I don't know.......someone.

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jennapie

:: 2005 14 August :: 9.59pm

bah!!!! parents!!!! they can make me so gosh darn mad!!!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 14 August :: 2.21pm

Were young and dumb but at least we had fun.

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Paradox

:: 2005 14 August :: 1.59pm

Erika's gone :( she's on her way to mackinaw city and such for a couple days. I miss her... We have so much fun together. and I'm bored already. Oh well, I'll pick up some extra shifts at logan's I spose. Come visit me! (Thanks to Dani who did!) Peace yall.

-K. Loye

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swimfan14

:: 2005 14 August :: 1.39pm

This weekend was the best weekend ever. Seriously. Nothing could compare to it.

Friday I didn't go to bed until 4am and then I had to wake up at 9am and then last night I barely slept again so im extremely tired.

1 (Shopping) At hollister I cut in front of about 15 people waiting in line lol Brianna. I told your mom that I was going to tell them to suck it haha.
2 (Olive Garden) Lady offers us wine. Do we look like we can drink lol? The waitress asked if I wanted cheese in my soup and I said yes and of course she puts just a little in Briannas but she gets to mine and she keeps pouring cheese in and I was like "thank you", meaning that she needs to stop and she just kept on pouring so I had this big cheese ball in my soup and Brianna was laughing at me and then her mom tried to tell me to use "used" napkins lol.."were not touching those. thats sick lol"
3 (Bries) Brianna lost a bet with her mom about what time Dan was coming to get us. Five dollars lost.
4 (JDs) Pointless.
5 (Bowling) I sucked. I lost the 1st game by far and I'm almost positive Kevin won and the next game I came in second, finally. Kevin, Dan, and Brie tried to make me eat mustard but I refused. That shit is sick.
6 (Taco Bell) Kevin and I waited for Dan and Brie to get their food because we didn't want anything.
7 (Park) We went to the park at like 11pm and we went on the stupid merry-go-round and Kevin started spinning it faster and faster while Brie and I were on it. We almost threw up lol. It was fun though. Kevin and I just sat on the swings and talked. I actually talked about things. My life, my feelings, everything. I said things I never would have told anyone else. How I managed to trust Kevin so much. I don't know but it was just nice to talk about things that needed to be talked about.
8 (Back to Bries) We had to find more trouble to get into.
9 (Rachelles) Crazy time. Some girl was nuts there and she was talking to Brie and I about some oger or girl. We couldn't understand her.
10 (Nicks) We went to Nicks house with Andrea Towns. It was fun.

That was really it but we didn't get home until like 5:30am and now I think I should go to sleep.

3 Chances | Words Of Hope?


jennapie

:: 2005 13 August :: 10.33pm

Profound:
Jeff Gilson is the most entertaining person that I have ever talked to.

and more profound: I love him for it!

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tonyp.

:: 2005 13 August :: 1.35pm

life sucks right now. i hate it when were like this, i hope its just gona be for a short time. i hope nothing bad happens, i love her more than anything and im afraid i might lose her forever, i dont have anything else i dont know how to love another girl i cant, its a thought that i hate thinking...if i cant have her ill be soo frikin sad and lonly. i have to be the old me so she will want me back, i have to change or ill never get to feel her love again and i need to feel that. my body is all cold and tence it has been for a long time. i want to scream but i cant. i want us to be happy again. i love her with all my heart and im afraid shes gone for good.......

6 Chances | Words Of Hope?


jennapie

:: 2005 13 August :: 1.37am

ummmmmmmm, yeah, so today kinda sucked. It was boring, except that the lady at the bank got me all pissy, because she was so dumb!! Don't you think that after cashing my checks at your bank all freakin summer with no problem what-so-ever I would have known that you charge a $10 fee to do it!! YES!! but I have an account with you so that DOESN'T even apply to me!! She just didn't get it!! ugh!!
but then I paid my car payment, and with what I had left I spent it all. Oh geeze.....I need to save it!! Somebody take my money away from me and hold it, so I stop spending it!! It's getting out of hand! anyways, today was..to say the least....very unproductive....but I have to work tomorrow and then I'll make up for it! ahah, night everybody!

2 Chances | Words Of Hope?


swimfan14

:: 2005 12 August :: 5.17pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Papa Roach-Scars

Feelings I used to have really aren't there and for the first time in so long I really don't care.

Oh well..It's not my problem anymore.

This is really weird and it sort of freaks me out but a a week ago when I was at my Aunt Loris in Detroit I had this dream that Mischa Barton was on the cover of Cosmo Girl and so in my dream I went home to get my magazine since I was so excited she was on there and the cover was ripped of so I got really mad and then I woke up so thats all I remember from it, but anyways when I was there my cousins friend and I went to the store to buy candy and I was looking at the magazines and she was like "what are you looking for" and I told her I just wanted to see if Mischa Barton was on the cover because she was on it in my dream. And of course she wasn't because they didn't have the new issues of it there yet so today when I got to my dads house, I walk in my room and there sitting on my bed is my Cosmo Girl magazine with Mischa Barton on the cover! It's freaky that I knew she was going to be on it before it even came out, and now she is and the cover looks exactly like it did in my dream. I scare myself sometimes.

4 Chances | Words Of Hope?


eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 12 August :: 1.00pm

*yaaawwwn*
Wow, Im tired.
Well, I am going to my sister Khristina's today to spend the night. That should be fun. But i gotta wake up first.....gaaahh. So yea, I shouldnt be writing in here from like, now till tomorrow. haha. Ok, have a good two days while im gone!!! BYE!!

1 Chance | Words Of Hope?


brokenmentality

:: 2005 12 August :: 12.31pm

another perfect morning. except this time i woke up with him here.. he didnt wake me up when he got here.

last night after i got out of work we went back to his house and fell asleep around 11.. then at about 2 we woke up and it was pouring rain and there was lightning and thunder and darkness... its moments like that where we're so connected to eachother, even in silence... that make me realize how fortunate we are to have found eachother.

i came home around 4, fell asleep thinking about us, and woke up with the only other person that has ever fully completed that simple 2 letter word.

2 Chances | Words Of Hope?


swimfan14

:: 2005 12 August :: 12.11pm

I killed my cat. I ran it over. Last night my sister and I left at like 10:00 and before we left I thought I seen my kitten run under her car but I didn't say anything because It was dark and I assumed that I probably didn't see anything. So we left, nothing happened. We came back and I opened the door to get out and there right next to me is my kitten and I almost threw up. I kept saying "omg" and my sister was like "what happened" and I told her so we went inside and told my mom and they went outside and obviously she was dead. I feel horriable as it is, even though, yeah it's just a cat but still she was my favorite cat and I killed her. It was an acciden't and shit happens I guess.

4 Chances | Words Of Hope?


jennapie

:: 2005 11 August :: 2.59pm

Dani, go to my photobucket, I added tons more pictures, and I have copies for you and Alice that I made today, I'll give them to you tonight.

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jennapie

:: 2005 11 August :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Feel Good Inc.~The Gorillaz

Last night was so much fun!!! I can't wait to go again!!! I LOVE dancing!!! But ya know what was really weird......when we first got there, I saw this guy, and I thought to myself....wow, he really looks like so-and-so. and I swear he caught me looking at him like 5 times....yeah...way to be discreet Jenna. Anyways....then while we were dancing he ends up right in front of me and behind Dani and Alice, and I tell them, look at the guy behind you...doesn't he look like so-and-so? and they were like yea...kinda.....but then we got really hot and we left around midnight, and when we were walking down the street, Dani was like hey, THAT guy looks just like so-and-so too! So Alice and I look, and it WAS so-and-so!! How weird is that?!?! Seriously, it was the last person that I EVER in a million years expected to see there....craaaazy. But anyways.......I had a ton of fun!! and I can't wait to go again!

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eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 10 August :: 10.31pm

Well, Im happy. Im actually getting comments in my journal!! YAY! oh and for anyvody who was sad that I didnt add them to my friends list *cough cough Ally* Ive updated it so no one has to be sad anymore!! Umm....Im spending the night with my sister this Friday, but if anybody wants to hang out after that please call me because im bored. 696-9784. And Justin, if you wanna go to the Rosa Parks Circle and swim in a fountain.....you know where to find me!! lol.

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tonyp.

:: 2005 10 August :: 6.54pm

i feel good i got friends, some one that loves me very much and a family that cares for me, im good lifes good i just need a job so i can actually get a new car and get my tattoo stuff, i feel really bad tho because i got a tattoo done by my friend chris reich and he dident color it in and when i went back to the shop to get it filled in he wasent there, i guess he just decided to leave and not work at the shop so i had chad fill it in because i wanted to get it done before a wedding i had to go to..and now chris got ahold of me and is asking me when i want to fill it in, i havent told him that its already filled in because i dont want to "hurt his feelings" and i just dont have the nerve to avoid him forever...so i have to tell him sooner or later and i feel really bad but not like any of you care so im sorry for wasting your time on this subject. well i just need a job and ill be really good but what ever ill talk to you all later, love you erica!

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breezeyluvsu

:: 2005 10 August :: 6.42pm

Cheryl is the COOLEST. WHAT A DOLL!!!!

Now my journal is fun, Hooray !!

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whispers

:: 2005 10 August :: 12.44am
:: Music: whitesnake - here i go again on my own

no effing air
only.. 9 more lesson books to do, and i'm done. =)

man, oh man. today sucked lol. i woke up at fuckin 2, then i had to go to work at 2:30. hm, wonderful. so i get there, no air. it's broken. god damnit lol. so then i'm in a bad mood all day. eh, whatever.

after hot ass work, me, debbie, and alyssa went to debbie's house and went in her pool lol. today was debbie's last day. aww. =(

i'm done. lol. i don't feel like doing this anymore.

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EyesOfCrystal

:: 2005 10 August :: 12.36am

....hmm.....i was going through hot-or-not because i was bored out of my mind....and i saw this girl.....

http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=EYHUGEB&key=AQJ

and she is getting like a 7 something.....makes me scared for people...

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