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moomoo

:: 2005 10 August :: 8.18pm

Your Drunken Personality by Lavinia_Nightelf
Name
Favourite drink
Usual Blood alcohol level: 72%
ClassificationFriendly Drunk
Who buys your drinksYour sugarmommy
Where you end up the next dayIn your room with a stranger
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moomoo

:: 2005 10 August :: 8.10pm

GARAGE GURL - Flirt inna Skirt!
A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number
one.

Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,
sociability.

Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..



You almost certainly wouldn't like this game,
because it's not your thing:

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What kind of girl are you?
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innocence

:: 2005 8 August :: 12.54am
:: Music: everytime we touch

i thought u were just another guy. but baby these butterflies dont lie // sometimes i wish i never met you cuz then i could go to sleep at night not knowing that theres someone like you out there !!

ya know, i never understood the whole friends with benefits thing.. you're friends, but you hook up occasionally? i mean whats the point of that? if you're friends you obviously like their personality, and if you wanna hook up with them you like their looks.. so why not just date? it makes things so much easier, and makes you not feel like such a slut. but i guess theres always those reasons you cant date, like distance or other people, or the guy doesnt want a girlfriend or some stupid reason like that.

but if you like them a lot, is it worth being "friends with benefits" .. or does the girl feel dirty and the guy agree that shes just a random hookup and dirty and easy? i just dont know. but if i could change the situation i would. i do like him enough to hook up with him and not go out with him, but should i? should i risk what him and other people think of me for a hook up? and when i say hookup i dont mean brain, or face, or anything really intimate. i mean a hookup, kissing -- tops. but i dont need to be considered easy or a hoe, because im definitely definitely NOT.

maybe im just thinking about this too much, and over analyzing it. maybe i dont even kno what the fuck im talking about, maybe i completely took this whole thing outta line and maybe my so called situation has nothing to do with this, but i just dont understand friends with benefits. the more i wanna hook up, the more i dont cuz i feel easy, but if you like a person a lot lot.. is it worth it? i need opinions here. but yea i guess ill stop babbling..

and nobody ask me who this is about or where this came from because my mouth is shut on the whole situation until i figure out a few more things. xoxo thanks for all the help in advance to the ppl who comment!



you can fall in love with anyone.. but the problem is -- he can too
im just a girl with a huge crush on a cute boy <33

before i met you i didnt know what it was like to look at a person and smiile for no reason

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innocence

:: 2005 8 August :: 12.32am

ashh if you read this and have time to help me , will you please do my journal for me again?! id really appreciate it. i miss you && love you

if anybody else out there is willing to fix up my journal for me id really appreciate it. thanks a bunch!!

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moomoo

:: 2005 7 August :: 9.26pm

Life has been going pretty good lately. I love having a car, theres so much more freedom. I've been working like crazy lately, I almost went over hours tonight. lol. I've been having lots of fun this week, made tons of memories I will never forget lol. I got my license in the mail today, that was pretty cool. I've been having major chest pains lately, that kind of sucks. Oh yeah, DONT Call my cell phone at 3 in the morning, if you know I have to work at 10 in the morning. That just pisses me off, I'm so sick of people calling really late and calling really early. I have to get some sleep sometime. Well I'm off to try to get some sleep.

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 4 August :: 1.07am
:: Mood: misunderstood

it plays on my radio .. over and over . .over and over . . over and over . .it never ends. .the tears always fall . .my heart always races . .you my love my life my everything

it truley is the truth.
theres a but behind my words. .
you say
&& maybe so
but atleat you know
every word is true



For all those times you stood by me
For all the tuthyou made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through. .through it all

a few beat and a verse . .strikes the tears && dosent stop them


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 2 August :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: pissed off

yea . .


nothing befor but matters . .



. . maybe to you

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moomoo

:: 2005 30 July :: 2.30pm

So I got my license today. I'm so happy.I get my car back hopefully on Monday, its at the shop right now. I'm going to see Tasha in a week. Then I'm going to 6 flags and Chelsea is coming over today. Life is so great right now.

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 28 July :: 1.35pm
:: Mood: depressed

yo bitches

im sickkkkkkkk =[
it bites. .
&&
im extreamly

CONFUSED =\


anyway.
heres some pictures ::
ENJOY && COMMENT !! =)

you know i love you . . right . . .


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butterbean
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rick
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chantai did my hairrrrr =)
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&& i did her make`up <3
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chantai && I
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noa me && drunk krystina !!
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noa && the drunk one
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krystina && butterbean
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the girls <3
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bb dancin ;)


more later
sick of this shit !!

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 25 July :: 10.23am
:: Mood: crappy

i miss you ♥

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livelikejackandsally

:: 2005 23 July :: 10.21pm


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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 20 July :: 8.47pm

i havent died . .

my computer is broken
&& im having wayyyy to much fun
with chantai && mike && `family"

keys . davie

YA KNO ;)

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innocence

:: 2005 15 July :: 11.26pm

im back !! this is going to be a lacking update because if i got into details i would be here for dayss.

trip to florida was amazing, i had so much fun seeing my best friend again, meeting ashley, seeing friends i havent seen in a year, it was such a blast. two weeks was a total tease tho, i miss everybody like crazy and cant stop crying. my life in new york is hell compared the one in florida.

already my aunts on my case about stupid shit.. but whatever. i went to the beach today was SO much fun and i saw steve =]. im hoping to come back to florida in december and maybe get a few people to new york in september so we'll see how that all pans out.

but im gonna cut this short cuz im talking to steve phil and leah and im really tired, i havent had enough sleep lol. i love and miss you so much carly!! and everyone else.

my puppy skye i miss you !
<33 oh how you drive me crazy <33

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moomoo

:: 2005 11 July :: 11.10pm

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates aten
your best quality isyour music taste rules
your worst quality isyoure a bitch!
this is becauseyoure true to yourself
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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 12 July :: 1.50am
:: Mood: bouncy

my weekend was bbetter than yours !! ;p


i had a Blast this weekend.

lots of ::
fun && laughs
drinking && tickle wars
spades && bowling
kids && cousins [[ i have been `claimed` as im told ;)]]
family =)

ha. i hate a blast. i really did krystina && I are going back this weekend too , cept were staying untill monday night . . so well be there longer . . then the follow weekend were goign back for mikes birthday . . i THINK danny will be there that time yaaaaaaaaaaaay

i got a rose from jacob [[ ha it was to cute . . it was a plant ? that had a red flower on it . he pickedit and gave it to me =) ]] . .

hmmm . . yeaaa
what a weekend ♥



tonight :: danny is coming over !!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
makes me smile ;)

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