Jesus Girls: Strength, Hope, and Love~Live for Him

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:: 2004 8 November :: 9.12am

Am I ever going to hear from anyone after Halo 2 comes out?

[edit @ 9:45am]
I didn't like my other layout, so I changed it. This one is cool, and Rei is a little creepy at first, but no more creepy than anyone meeting me for the first time, so it's good.

:: 2004 7 November :: 7.13pm

So today was fun. Me, Kate, Jenny, and the Mom went shopping. It was fun. I got a new cell phone. MY NEW NUMBER IS 648-3771, don't call my old number cos Jess owns that phone now. But we went shopping and i bought some cute shit. But yeah...that's pretty much is , call me on my cell phone :) it'll make me happy

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:: 2004 6 November :: 10.34pm
:: Mood: tired

Why can't I just get certified and be done with it?

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:: 2004 5 November :: 3.12pm

Last night was really cool.
This week is culture week at OU and last night was the International cafe thingy where they had some food from different cultures (egg roles, some weird ham roll and chocolet cupcakes). They had music (they played some of my Japanese CD's!) and the different culture clubs had posters and some even had dance or singing presentation. Looking around I finally found the people I have been looking for the whole time I've been here: nerds. More specifically, anime and Japanese nerds. So I quickly found the Japanese Club booth thingy and got talking to one guy almost immediently. I was introduced to his friends and we were talking for a while, and I met others that are taking Japanese classes and into Japanese culture. I finally met the Japanese foreign exchange student. His name is Tomo and he loves J-pop and anime, including Hamasaki Ayumi and InuYasha! It was really cool to talk to him and I have his dorm number and email address if I ever need a Japanese fix. (Yes, I'm addicted. What's it to YOU? O_o) I also met a nice guy named Steven and I have his email address too. He has a girlfriend whom I met as well, and they are both pretty cool. But as I said, nerds. Oh and I talked to Sara and Lisa from my Japanese class. They were both in second year when they graduated, and I think they were in the split class during my second. But Sara's major is East Asian Studies Japan as well, and she, Lisa, and two of their other friends are sharing an apartment a little ways from school. The other girls graduated with me as well and were in Japanese too come to think of it. But yeah, last night was very cool, I stayed to talked to everyone for three hours or so and would love to hang out with them again. They also gave me great advise for my Japanese class, so I think I'm going to take the 115 class, just because I'm a little rusty and 214 might be a little too much for me right now. That's all I got.

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:: 2004 4 November :: 10.26am

I got a question for you all. I took the Japanese placement test and the head Japanese prof said I could make it in the 214 class, but I wanted to start in the 115. I have the option to take 214, but should I? Do you guys think I could handle it?

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:: 2004 3 November :: 7.50pm

So how is everyone? I haven't heard much from you guys lately, well, nothing I can really understand by reading. I hope everything gets better soon!

kandy

:: 2004 3 November :: 6.23pm
:: Mood: depressed

alright. i'm actually home for once and all i wanna do is cry. i miss him so bad. i'm so used to spending so much time with him and already i haven't talked to him in almost 20 hours. :( this will be the first day in almost 6 months that i haven't seen him. or talked to him. my life is just going down. work is a bitch i can't stand the boss. and as for college i'm all stressed cause i feel like i have so much to do.but i can't do it all at once cause then *like now* my brain gets fried. *sighs* i wanna lay down and just pass out and let the world go on with out me. *yes i know i'm a lil drama queen.* but still. i just wanna get this shit done with and move on. i want my life to be in one clear path. i don't want any insecurities or fuck even choices. i want my life mapped out. right now i just wanna scream and tear my hair out cause everything is just a mess! i don't know where i stand at all anymore. i doubt like everything. i hate this. why can't life just be simple. or at least simpler! argh! ok.. time to de-stress... but how... *thinks* hmm well i could play with the pup.. naw.. umm read? no.. oh no. the boyfriend is being an ass.. hmm am talking to people online that's at least intriguing. well i'm gonna go dissappear... see ya'll

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iron-cipher

:: 2004 3 November :: 6.02pm

This year was suppose to be different, but I have the distinct feeling that it won't. I think that I will see those new friends disappear quite quickly. I had fun while it lasted though. No harm no foul.

:: 2004 3 November :: 1.19pm

I just ugh somedays I'm just so drained from everything.

I really don't want to get in the middle of anything. That's the worse place to be. I just want everything to be okay, because that's what I'm use too.

So yeah last night was good, I talked to both of them. Friday me and Katie will probably go over there and Sat. I'm sure
I'll hang out with him On sat. and then I 'm gonna hag out with Cass whens he gets back from state

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Joel's being gay.

Jess

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iron-cipher

:: 2004 2 November :: 10.36pm

You would kill for this, just a little bit... just a little bit!

Stop floating and enjoy the view, because what's the worst that could happen?

P.S.- My grandpa's cancer is gone, and there is just a little proof to those of you that think that nothing good ever happens. Gone, none left and it's his 65th birthday.

Lavitz1985

:: 2004 2 November :: 7.53pm

Hey look, once again I update, and once again nobody will care. So I might as well do something like

Fuck you

:: 2004 1 November :: 5.53pm

So I checked all my grades today and they're all up there. :) yay! The only classes I was too concerned about were Yearbook and Anatomy, but suprsingly I have a C+ in Anatomy and it'll go up tomorrow after my test, and yearbook I finished my photo project so now I have a 94 which I believe is an A. Bomb, I had an okay day. I was just relaly sleepy, and some ppl were really pissing me off. I hate jerks, I really do. I'm only mean to ppl who are assholes to begin with, I'm never mean to innocent, sweet, nice ppl. It espically pisses me off when ppl are mean to my friends, that just rubs me the wrong way, and saying shit about them and their sanity, ugh strikes a nerve and I honstly almost socked you in the face. No one talks about my friend, or any one of my friend slike that. No one. I don't who the hell you are. You can kiss my ass if you're going to be like that, and if you think you can just get away with being an ass and doing that shit you're Sadly SADLY mistaking, because that's it once you've blown it, you're outta the picture. After all the shit I dealt with last year, NO ONE will walk all over me and get away with it. I hold grudges, and thats it. It's done. People need to learn to keep their God damn mouths shut espically about people they don't even know, let alone what's going on with them.

***********************************God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change those I can,and the wisdom to know the difference*
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So my birthday is in ten days. Woo I'll be 16 woot woot! lol Wow that's pathetic, and I won't even be able to drive, so I'm going to be depressed. Good thing my brithdays on a Thursday and we have the following Friday off. I'm going to party like mad, have my own party lol :) So you better not forget my Birthday is the 11th of this month! I WILL LOVE ANYONE FOREVER IF THEY GET ME A PUPPY (PREFARBLY A GOLDEN LAB, BUT A PUPPY OF ANY KIND WORKS FOR ME ;) LOL THANX. Get right on that ;)

~Jess

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:: 2004 1 November :: 3.12pm

Besides the lesbian undertones, I like Salior Moon. My favorite thing about it though is Queen Serenity and King Darien. I love that dress, I really do. It took forever to find any good pictures with Darien and Serena in their royal outfits, and I decided to use the first one I found. All the other pictures I have are either too small or too blurry. Anyway, that's about all I have to say about that.