What Am I Doing Here Again?

:: 2003 2 November :: 3.55pm

ok um if the jets beat the giants right now i will seriously throw a fit

:: 2003 1 November :: 3.02pm

oh question..
if people went out like in the spring or sometime other than halloween and covered eachother in shaving cream, do you think that would be illegal?
halloween was too fun last night to have to wait a whole 'nother year to do it again...

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:: 2003 1 November :: 2.12pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: livin' on a prayer- bon jovi

HALLOWEEN IS MY LIFE
ahh yes, theres nothing like being totally covered in shaving cream, silly string and eggs, while running from the cops and other people who r trying to egg u out of the sun roof of their car and youre in a gigantic group of your best friends. last night was soo much fun, i cant even explain it. okay, so we got accused by a fat woman in a MDX of throwing an egg at her windshield and she almost called the cops on us...and we also had to hide in multiple backyards of random people just to get away from the drive by eggers... and some older kids lit the street on fire, but hey, its all in good fun. this is definetly a halloween i will never forget...
**sg, jb, mr, so, cc, hd, lk, jb, kp, ek, ew, ga, eg, rm, sz, lk, ek, tsg, jh, jo, ah, pj, etc...** ilu guys xoxo
----dml

:: 2003 1 November :: 12.00pm
:: Mood: jubilant

ahh last nite was awesome!

i officially love halloween!

:: 2003 31 October :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: milkshake

Halloween
I hate this holiday so much but today has been a really really good day and i hope tonite is even better...but im not gonna keep my hopes up, at least try not to.

i was really friendly today which is good for my anti-social self..and it was a good thing

Tons of love to everyone and happy halloween!!! have fun!!!

ahhh gg think i hear some early baby trick or treaters!

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:: 2003 29 October :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: hey ya~outkast

ok promise this post wont be about the yankees

im feeling really bad for my best friend, shes having a problem with 1 of her best friends and it makes me sad how it turned out for her...but im always here for u babe u know ilu

halloween...i hate this stupid holiday, but w/e. im gonna meet JOEY!!!

everythings been okay i guess. being grounded for a mentally retarded thing sux. ugh and i really dissapoint myself sometimes..the things i say when i look back at my day i just wish i could take back sometimes, and things ive said in the past...but nooo regrets

everyone is so depressed and sad..i wish it didnt have to be that way, 2 any1 having problems, im sry and feel better, just know 1 less person is judging u..and im always open to talk to any1 if they want.

and christmas season is soooo close, i just cannot wait, u have no idea, the month of december is the best month of my life.

and mayb from things ive said in the past people think that i may dislike them, but i really dont dislike any1, so just know that.

gg not supposed to be online shit bye mwah lvoe

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:: 2003 28 October :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: pour some sugar on me- def leppard

i hate it when someone pretends to be someone that theyre not, and when its a drastic change its obvious to tell. the person knows that theyre acting different but tricks themself into thinking thats how they "really are". its like look around...look forward, see whats there, look back, see what there used to be, and look at urself now, do u see the same thing as the past? is that what u wanna see in the future? uggh it makes me so mad! i know that it sounds like ahh i hate when people try and fit in, but thats not it at all. i hate it when people try and fit in where they dont belong, but want to be there anyway, and will give up theyre amazing friends and their happiness to find what they think will make them happier. in the end, it always happens that the person comes crawling back and is unhappier than ever. when will they ever learn??

on a lighter note...
halloween is in 3 days and im so excited. ahh i love halloween. cant wait. i have like 100000000 quizzes/tests on frriday and im going to die. oh and i finally understand multiplication of complex polynomials...yay!!

*more and more rockstar lovin...*
**danielle**morgan**

briggs17

:: 2003 26 October :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: faint

!!I WONT BE IGNORED!!
ya this is my new woohu name cuz my other one was rlly screwed up..and as much as i hate to start off on a bad note-- i must..

my family is driving me crazy i cnt take thiss shit n e more this has been one of the worst weekends of my life its unbelieveable but i explained the story out to one person already n i dont feel like typin it out again so all of u are off the hook this time.. ugh i just want school tomorrow i need to get away from this house..

BriGgs..

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:: 2003 26 October :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Stuck in a Moment- U2

some stuff i've learned this weekend
1) Dances r not exactly the "in" thing if theyre not homecoming or prom
i love dances, i dont care whos there or what the music is, i will have a good time n e way. I LOVE DANCING. i got myself all stoked and ready to go to the dance on friday and i wore my halloween outfit and everything and there must have been like 40 people there. everyone was at david imai's party. oh well, at least not all was lost. that night turned out to b so much fun.

2) One of the things i miss most about 7th grade is the small little get togethers that we would have on the weekends.
after we were at the dance for about an hr, jamie, jon, paul, tristan and jamie's british friend roland showed up. all of us knew that we couldnt stay any longer because it was sooooooooooo boring, so we all ended up going back to jamie's house. it was all the guys and me, steph, hilary, ryan, cherilyn and meredith. i miss that so much. it was so much fun.

3) British people r awesome
i swaer i could just sit there and listen to roland talk for the rest of my life and be totally amused by his accent lol. its awesome! i think its really cool that we all got to meet him, hes really nice and friendly and stuff and all of us got along so well. stuff i learned from roland:
a) pants=trousers
b) sneakers= treks
c) wicked is currently used in england
d) tea time is actually a real thing
e) what a crumpet is
british people r "wicked" lol ;)

4) It is actually a possible thing for me to go a whole week without eating pasta
honest to god, i never thought that could be possible. i didnt think i liked enough other food to be able to replace my nightly meals with other things. im proud of myself ;)

5) I dont understand how to multiply the complex polynomials

6) Essays r a pain in the ass

7) My attempts to make a garlic and olive oil sauce always fails no matter what
If anyone knows how to make a good one, please call me or something, i love it when restaurants make it, but omg its so awful when i do. lol

8) Queer Eye for The Straight Guy is one of the best shows on TV
enough said. 5 gay men making tv better one straight man at a time...what more could u ask for?!? plus kyan is hot ;)

xoxo-dml

:: 2003 26 October :: 10.08am
:: Mood: relieved

the art of losing
wow. we lost. but im not going to sit here and mope and complain, as there are many things to blame it on. lack of clutch hitting, bad relief work by ahem jose, errors, the hugeness of joe robbie stadium. these are all things that if made opposite, the yankees could have easily won the series. but they didnt, so why try to justify the past and whats already happened. true fans will say "wow that was an amazing season, we'll get em next year, hey we beat boston" and thats what it was like being in yankee stadium, in my opinion, one of the top 5 most amazing places on this earth, as that ground ball by posada was thrown to first (or was he tagged out, idk i didnt watch) and the marlins started celebrating, not one of us shed a tear. everyone was proud of the boys for the crazy ride they had gone through this year, and the way they managed to pull that club together and get this far. am i sad? yes, do i wish they would have won? yes, am i dissapointed in the players? absolutely not. the yankees and their fans pride and dignity cannot be shaken by any loss, not even in the world series, at home, without any runs, to an expansion team, yes an expansion team. the yankees have been around for a century. the tradition behind that team is so amazing, and the fact that they can have a classic-go-down-in-history-come-from-way-behind win in the bottom of the 11th at home in game 7 of the alcs against boston the second best team in baseball, shows that the heart, soul, and talent of the yankees cannot be touched by any loss not even in the world series, at home, without any runs, to an expansion team. I am so happy that this year i finally followed my liking for the yankees. im really surprised though at how much i learned and how much i really love baseball and that team. and even though my first year as a serious fan didn't end nessesarily the best way, i could not be any happier. so on monday and tuesday and when i go to miami, i will wear my baseball cap with great pride because i dont feel more proud wearing anything else. as joe dimaggio said "id like to thank the good lord for making me a yankee" :)

so congratulations yankees on an amazing season...you deserved all of it. and dont blame yourselves or anything else. its okay to lose every once in a while, it only makes you stronger and better. good luck and your fans will be waiting your return when the 2004 yankees are goin all the way again, and this time winning :)

(anyone who wants to talk about the actual games, i.e. errors, lack of clutch hitting, etc leave a comment and id be happy to discuss)

love forever&always
~gabrielle

:: 2003 25 October :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: spice girls~wannabe

going to church in 55 minutes...will spend mass praying for andy pettitte and the yankees
then i will go to the bronx and get even more worried when i watch prayerfully as the most amazing team in the world could possibly lose the world series, after an amazing alcs.

but u know what..its all good because we beat boston...so the red sox can go cowboy that.

but still 27 ws championships would be really sweet..

and i dont want to go miami in 2 months and be completely tortured either.

:: 2003 23 October :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: Christina A~Walk Away

11 bad things in my life that are really aggravating me

1) all this fucking schoolwork
2) some certain 8th graders who i cant stand
3) one of my best friends i feel is forgetting about the amazing friendship we have
4) 1 of my best friends is really making me think things i shouldnt be thinking about her
5) the fact that i wont be in miami for another 2 months..a place that would make all of my problems go away..i miss my family so much..like briggy says there really is nothing like a close family
6) back problems that wont fucking go away
7) Trying to figure out what to do this winter
8) The fact that Christimas is a whole 61 days away
9) Friends of mine trying so hard to acheive something that is so stupid and pitiful
10) People in this town who don't really think that smoking/doing drugs is stupid
11) retarded bandwagon fans

10 really good things about my life

1) My old friends and new ones who i cherish so much and make my life so much better
2) Im still managing good grades in school
3) the fact that christmas is ONLY 61 days away and miami is ONLY 2 months away and thanksgiving/advent is ONLY a month away (gotta think positive)
4) Soccer is over TOMORROW thank fucking heavens
5) Williams, Matsui, Johnson, Rivera, Mussina, Pettitte (my fave yanks) giving me something to be happy about when there are no good shows on. (still cant get over boston :) boone is sooooo sketchy lolol kate
6) Ceramics best class ever..ms phares coolest teacher ever
7) family is only a phone call/email away
8) im stable .. i know thats not that big a deal but it seems like to be that in edgemont is a good thing
9) I have a roof over my head and a truly good life despite all the comlaining..nuff said
10) IT* is finally going away and it makes me crack up how stupid it was
11) God
alright gg
* dont take life so seriously and dont be so hard on yourselves people..life is good
God Bless*
~much love to every1~
--gabi

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:: 2003 20 October :: 8.14pm
:: Mood: unsure
:: Music: Cry: Faith Hill

I learned something about myself today that scares me a little. my biggest fear is being let down. im one whos known for getting my hopes up too high, and today was a reality check. i get up on natural highs too often, and am let down just as much. i cant help it, i just wish and hope and pray that things will happen, my mind gets infauated with the thought of things, that i take it to new extremities within myself and i trick myself into believing that something will come out of my hopes. more often than not, my hopes are crushed, bringing me down to a low that lasts for a few days. i hate that, i hate being sad. overall, im a very happy person. i enjoy laughing and having a good time, and usually i can find good in bad situations, but its characteristic of me, a picies, a dreamer, to do this to myself. i cant control it. i want to stop, i dont know how. i dont want to get my hopes up for something that barely exists, only within the boundless mass of my mind. i dont know wats wrong with me these past few days but ive been so high and so low. i want to be happy all the time again. im sure it will come back, but i want the happy to come home now.....

:: 2003 19 October :: 6.01pm
:: Mood: satisfied
:: Music: seal~kissed by a rose

i had a really bad week. i got into a fight with my parents, not good with friends and school, and i was ready to throw up thinking that the yankees were gonna lose. things got better though, naturally the yankees winning totally put me on a high. it was so awesome. i could not fucking believe it, i was sobbing during the bottom of 8th, and they came back and it was so classic.

ive also had a really good weekend. yesterday i went to the mall with kate and brig for like 8 hours. we went to the cheesecake factory and had some good converstation and food, then we went back to the mall..lmao i lowered my cholesterol! so i said its not a tumor ... lol luv those girls!
today i have done absolutely nothing except hw and watch tv...its been great..weekends like this help get me ready for a stressful week, i just wish it was 3 days like the past 2.

lately ive really been impressed by one of my friends...shes a lot better of a person than i thought. its really made me feel differently, in a very good way.

soccer ends this week...which is a very good thing b/c of all the shit its caused in my life rite now. but it sux cos no more tbc :(

and its not going away...but its getting better, much less depressing..but still very mind consuming.

im just really happy with the way this year seems to be going..its not perfect but i think its gonna come close.

1 more thing..YOU piss me off so fucking much..you#1 u cant erase the past and dnt think im gonna forgive u without a freakin apology after all these years. you #2 ure so rude and obnoxious i feel so bad for u b.c ure disgusting and pathetic
(that was really bitchy but please dnt jump to any conclusions, these people have done things to me in the past im not being judgemental)

on the other hand, some people who i used to not get along with in the past i have been getting along with great, and realized that people judge them too harshly and theyre not bad people..funny how things work out and who really was the "bitch" in the end. but i really am glad with who turned out to be who

GO YANKS!

much love~gabrielle