Dear Die-ary,
Det ser ut som vi har moroskriving i forskjellig languafes, gjøre derfor jeg Norwegian i dag.

Jeg forandrer verdenen lager det ikke slik hard slik jeg ikke gråter når de jeg elsker skader meg dreper seg
forkleiner seg som vi lever i en verden som skapt av de harde ralitetene av mann hvor hund eter hund og eter
eller ett jeg forandrer verdenen lager det bedre for all leve i hvor elver oversvømmer aldri eller kjører
tørrVokst er mere enn hva folk trenger vintrene ikke er hard eller sommerne også varm jeg forandrer verdenen...
*points at the foreigness* have fun translatin' that ^_^

There once was a little girl who hadn't seen
her mother for seven years. The little girl
was given clothes made of iron, and told
she could go see her mother when they
wore out, so the little girl rubbed the clothes
against the walls for a long time, and finally
they wore out. So the little girl got her hood,
some bread, cheese, and butter, and went
to see her mother, but on the way, she met
a wolf, who asked her what was in her basket;
"Bread and cheese and butter" said the girl.
"Can I have some?", asked the wolf.
"No, they are for my mother", said the girl.
"Which way will you be taking to your mother's
house? The way of Pins? or of Needles?", asked the wolf.
"The way of Pins", said the girl.
So the wolf hurried down the path of Needles,
and ate the little girls mother.
Now the little girl arrived, and knocked on
the door, and the wolf said: "Come in,
it isn't locked", and the girl pushed on the
door, but, it wouldn't open, so, she crawled
in through a hole. Once inside she said to
her mother: "Mother, I'm hungry", the wolf
said: "Their is some meat in the cupboard,
eat that" So the little girl ate the meat, but
then a cat came, and said: "You are eating
your mother's flesh" and the girl told the
wolf: "Mother, this cat says I'm eating your
flesh", "Throw your shoe at the cat", said
the wolf. The girl threw her shoe at the
cat, and it ran away, then the girl said:
"Mother, I'm thirsty", "Drink some of the wine
in the bottle", said the wolf. As the little
girl drank the wine, which was really her
mother's blood, a bird came and said:
"You are drinking your mother's blood"
The little girl said to the wolf: "Mother, this
bird says I'm drinking your blood", "Throw
your hood at the bird", said the wolf.
The girl threw her hood at the bird, and
it flew away. After the girl had eaten the
meat, and drunk the wine she said: "Mother, I'm sleepy", "Then get undressed
and come lie down", said the wolf. The
little girl got undressed, and as she neared
the bed, she saw her mother lying in a strange position.
"Mother, what big ears you have" said the girl.
"All the better to hear you with, my dear", said the wolf.
"Mother, what big eyes you have", said the girl.
"All the better to see you with, my dear", said the wolf.
"Mother, what big claws you have", said the girl.
"All the better to hold you with, my dear", said the wolf.
"Mother what big teeth you have", said the girl.
"All the better to eat you with, my dear", said the wolf.
And the wolf ate the little girl.

Dear Die-ary,
Ich wünsche, daß ich es nicht gemacht hatte...
Ich habe mich selbst, den ich etwas machen würde, wenn Ray je versprochen...verletztet sich selbst wieder...
So...i hat gesteckt zu meinem Versprechen. ..i nicht weiß, warum ich ihm machte...all, den ich weiß, ist, daß ich hoffe, daß es nie wieder geschieht...
Ich wünsche, daß ich es nicht gemacht hatte...Und ich werde es wieder je nicht machen...
Ich bin erbärmlich ich Euch verletze...and ich nie werde versuchen, Euch wieder zu verletzen...

Wir sind nicht Mann verkleidete als bloße Hunde, wir sind Wolves verkleideten als Mann...
Ray-i'm bein' a good girl, dun worry. Now YOU be a good boy *stares*
Rachel-hola, i'm fine, now you be a good girl as well ^_^
Ben-mike oscar oscar
Jackie-did j00 like Arjuna?
Kelly-make love...not war!!!!!
Esther-hola! how's life?
Jessie-\/\/007!!!! 5PR1l\l9 8R34l< 15 l\l34RLY l-l3R3!!!!!!!
*Ed liebt euch!*

Dear Die-ary,
Ei ei ei!!!!!! I just watched Jin Roh at Tracey's hause!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! It is such a GOOOD movie!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw it dubbed (i know i know, dubbing is the devil!) but it was good dubbed. It's sooo damn good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rachel and Jessie, we so totally NEED to see it!!!!!! Oh, and i called Fuse!!!!! So hah! j00 can have j00r squall and riku, but i have my killing machine *grins evily*

Oh good moo!
Dear Die-ary,
I need to get away from my family, i swear i'm goin' insane!!!!!!!!!! So we had leftovers fer dinner today, right? well, i didn't like either o' the choices, and mum bein' the dictator and all wouldn't let meh make me own meal. I ended up losing my cool a little and yelling in german that i hated both the choices and that i'd be up in my room. Then Vatti came up and we had a conversation in german, him sayin' i need to come down and eat, meh sayin' i don't wanna, stuff like that. I finally came down and reluctantly ate a small piece of chicken (bite-size) and scowled. After dinner Vatti was mockin' grandma mac (me mum's mum) and i was mockin' her too, mum got a bit p.o.ed and smacked me petutsky, hmph! Oh well, she WAS laughin' as well, and now i can't have the computer 'cuz Andy the brat needs it fer a project that he shoulda done dayz ago!!! Or at least he shoulda stayed home from the gym today to work on the damn thing!!!!!! Ah well, hopefully ed'll have der Schuh des Manitu tomorrow, if herr pickerd remembers.
*ed liebt euch!*

Dear Die-ary,
Ed did okey-dokey on her debate yesserday!!!! Most of the class voted fer her and Angel Bob, including one member of the neg. team. Ed loves debate now!!!! Plus she got an o.k. scorey, 82 or 84%!!!!!! Not to bad fer someone who dislikes speaking in front of people. Before the debate, ed was scared shitless, she didn't want to debate against a fellow otaku and a quiet, shy guy who had talked to her, she wanted to jump thru a window and run around in the courtyard that nobody's allowed in. After the debate, ed felt like she ruled the world, was all hyper and jumpy, and being able to talk to Nate and Jeremiah (the neg. team) again.
Now ed has a mushy-gushy poem. She thought of it when she saw two people leaning by a window, hugging and cuddling (no, it wasn't rachel and ray)...

When i first saw you *points*(that's the title)
I first met you
what it seems forever and a day ago
(when in truth it was only last month)
I was loud and free
ready to stand up
and kick the sky,
while you were
quiet and shy
watching as if from a distance
away from the rest of us.
I was newly 16
naive and young,
while you were old
in the paths of experience
and the ways of the world.
We started chatting one day in class
you shyly nodding
while i laughed
taking notes
and comparing scars
the world gave us.
Mine were new and fresh
while your's were old,
starting to heal
though it still hurt to think
about what caused them.
Our talk resonated in my mind
thru all the days
and now i only have one thing to say,
I may be falling for you...

Funeral
Rain falls to the ground
drops go pitter-patter
as God cries from the heavens
for the life of someone
who took their own.
The drops fall,
collecting on the faces of loved ones
who mourn the person's
early death.
Daughters who
never where close
cling to each other
wishing it was only a bad dream
that has brought them together.
The loving and caring spouse
who was always there
buries their face in their hands
weeping openly
wanting to bring back their lover's soul
from the land of the dead.
Mourners walk past the casket
looking down
seeing a young, caring face.
Arms that will never hug anyone
again.
A mouth that will never smile
again.
And beneath the dead skin
a heart that will never
beat again.

warum?
Dear Die-ary,
today ed found out that her friend'd mum committed suicide. She o.d.ed on meds. She left behind 4 daughters and a loving husband...my friend was the one who found her. She was trying to wake her up cuz her dad wanted to talk to her, but she never did...
Ed is sleepy-weepy -_-, she wants a hug, and someone to snuggle w/...she'll be fine w/ Inu Yasha tho, he doesn't mind being snuggled.
Ed liebt euch ^_^

Your season is Fall! You are usually a follower
among your friends but seem to keep it together
by your being there. Your always the one
people would go to for advice. You are the
social butterfly, funny, easy to get along with
but have a bad temper if you get frustrated or
stressed.


What season are you?(Anime-related)
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

storms
It comes like a thief in the night,
creeping slowly upon a quiet town.
Arrows flash thru the skies
below the battlefield of clouds.
The crashing of bombs is hear overhead
as children scrunch up in their beds,
cuddling their teddy bears and blankets.
Then comes the blood,
the teardrops of the dead.
It beats down on the houses,
staining them w/ dark colours.
People look out windows,
watching the skies cry,
and they want to cry too,
to release all the pain they have stored in their hearts.
Babies scream as the battle grows louder and harder,
making hairs at the backs of necks stand on end.
Suddenly
it stops.
It is calm
and clear,
w/ a rainbow in the sky.
The only sign that a battle took place are the sidewalks,
that are still stained w/ blood.

I stare at the bars
self-conjured in my head.
i've always thought my life was special,
little brother
loving parents
wonderful family
but i've learned things in the past few years.
my little brother is now my torturer,
my parent are now jailors,
keeping meh away from the life i want to lead.
my family is loud and annoying, barring meh from the things i'd like to do.

School is no vacation,
loading more and more work on meh every day,
until i give up and scream.

Friends,
they are the only freedom i have, laughing and giggling over nothing.
Helping meh not give up on life and rebel.
They treat meh like a regular person,
not a baby.
I've got a "big brother",
and some great bff's,
helping meh out in my troubles.
Hugging meh when i'm sad,
taking care of meh when i'm sick,
laughing w/ meh when i'm happy.

I've learned that friendships help make the burden of my life lighter.
I may not be able to see all the movies i wanna see,
or listen to the musik i wanna hear,
or wear the clothes i wanna wear,
but i've realized that those things don't matter. Material possesions last mebbe a few years, friendships last forever.

One saying i always think of is that it takes a second to break someone's trust, and takes a lifetime to build up again.
I may not have lost my trust, but i'm tired of bein' treated like a little child (even tho i'm whining like one right now *winces*), i'm afraid that someday i'll snap...

Rachel, i'll talk to j00 tomorrow. Ray, remind her aboot the topic, as i don't have a clue what it is. Jessie, i enjoy quoting "the emporer's new groove\" w/ j00!!!!! "pull the lever!!" "wrong lever!!!" "why do we even have that lever?!" Kelly, hope j00're feelin' oj, i'll see j00 tomorrow. Ben, j00'd BETTER have those fliers tomorrow!!! Jackie, hola! Kristy, hey! How art thou? Esther, hola. please don't be mad at uns! Or at least at ray or rachel, just be mad at meh! i hate it when friends are mad at each other!
Tschüs, ich lieb' euch...

Dear Die-ary,
Thank moo, i have me voice back!!!! Now i can go on insulting andy and others instead of just flipping 'em off when their backs are turned.
I saw "My big fat greek wedding" last night. That's a really funny movie!! i now have 2 new heros. First there is the greek grandma, she's paranoid, goes up on the neighbor's roof, and drinks beer/wine straight from the bottle. Then there is this little old lady. She beats people (one man in particular) w/ her bag. I love 'em!!!!
I got me hairs cut today, real short too. I can't recognize meself in the mirror, partialy cuz i don't have me contacts in...
Today i saw Blood: the last vampire. Damn! that's a good movie!!!!!! Great musik, plus it keeps j00 at the edge o' j00r seat from when the movie begins until it ends. I couldn't believe it when it ended, it seemed so short!!!!
Well, i got 'rents to nag aboot bedtime and such...hopefully they'll start treatin' meh more like an adult...

Dear Die-ary,
Today i lost my voice. It was right before math, and i was being poked as usual. And squeaking as usual. I shouldn't have tho, my throat was sore and that last squeak ripped the voiceness outta meh. Thankfully i'm gettin' my voice back tho.
Arrrrrrgh!!!!!!!! Mrs. Gee is such a commie!!!!!!!! She made us go today even tho i couldn't really talk. I had to have an interpreter fer the bloody harms debate. And good moo, we're really screwed. Yep, but oh well.
Anywhos, i got Blood:The last vampire from the library today (DVD and j00 know what that means, subbed!!!!!), mum says that she and dad are gonna hafta watch the bloody movie w/ meh. Bloody hell!!!! i'm not bloody 13 anymore! i'm 16!!!!! i don't need to go to bed at 9 o'clock!!! i don't need to worry aboot wether a movie is pg or pg-13!!!!!! Good moo! i need a vacation from the jailers!
Ok, i'm done w/ my spiel. Hopefully my voice'll be back soon. Hehehe! Plus Herr Pickerd's gonna let meh borrow his copy (bad quality w/ a few scenes deleted, but it's all good) of der Schuh des Manitu. Anybody wanna come over and watch it?

I hate being sick
Dear Die-ary,
i was sent home from skool today 'cuz i was feelin' like Scheisse. A nap and lunch later, i'm feelin' almost my normal self. Except fer the fact that i still feel like Scheisse, but not that much, and that i'm weaker than usual.
I need to see Der Schuh des Manitu again! it's hilarious!!!!!!!! The best part was seeing ben's face when we met Winnetouch, a gay indian, fer the 1st time. hehehe...i've gotta get that movie!
So, what did i miss in skool today? Much funness afterwards fer sure...
Shout outs *w00tchu*
Rachel: how fared thee whilst i was gone?
Kristy: Thanx fer makin' meh go home
Ray: ditto w/ the kristy dealy. Hope j00 had fun in french club
Kelly: i so sorry aboot j00r oma!!!!!
Jessie: we need to see Jin-Roh! i miss j00!!!!!
Esther: Hola! Como estas?
Ben: i still think that j00r Hombre and not Santa Maria
Jackie: hi, didn't really see j00 today. Sorry 'boot in the hall, i didn't even notice j00 were there, i was in a daze
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~"Spinnst du?!" *hits Abahachi in the face*-Ranger
~"Er spielt unsere Lied (or sommat like that)"-2 guys in Santa Maria's gang
~Indiaaaaaaaaaaneeeeeeeeeeeeeer!!!-alot o' people
servus!!!-Abahachi and Ranger at least
(während Ranger und Abahachi an den Mast gefesselt sind) "Leck mich am Arsch!" - "Wie denn?" (Ranger und Abahachi)
*(while being bond to a log) "Lick my ass!" - "How?" (Ranger and Abahachi)
~"Wenn Du hier auf's Klo gehen willst, setz Dich bloß hin!" (Winnitouch)
*"If you want to go to the toilet, sit down on it!" (Winnetouch)
~"John hat sich meinen Kugelschreiber in den Popo gesteckt!" (Jemand aus Santa Maria's Bande)
*"John put my biro into his butt!" (one of Santa Maria\'s men)
~(während er die Bahn sieht) "Krasses Pferd!" (Listiger Lurch, der Schoschonen-Häuptling)
*(while seeing a train) "Crass horse!" (Listiger Lurch, the chieftain of the Schoschonen)
~ (zu Listiger Lurch) "Mensch, jetz lass ihn doch mal ausreden, Arschloch!" (Ranger)
*(to Listiger Lurch) "Dude, let him finish talking, asshole!" (Ranger)
~(Whärend er in der Badewanna sitzt) "Hier nicht mir Straßenschuhen reinkommen!" (Winnitouch)
~ "Du warst ja schon immer so ein verrücktest Huhn" (Winnitouch zu Abahachi)
*"You've always been a crazy chicken!" (Winnitouch to Abahachi)