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rina

:: 2004 21 December :: 2.10am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: where is my mind - the pixies

oh walt you silly man
i love how all the fairy tales have been disney-fied. they are much more gruesome than you would think. and hardly any have happy endings. no lie.

take the little mermaid for example. first of all, she eats people. second, she doesnt actually get the guy; to get legs and have fun as a human she has to kill the man she wants. but as she is going to stab him, she cant bring herself to do it and instead stabs herself in the heart. and then she turns into seafoam.

isnt that fantastic?

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lovethehibiscus

:: 4 20 December :: 11.32am
:: Mood: thinkin
:: Music: californication - rhcp

we'll have halloween on christmas
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas but I will be sure to let you know when it starts feeling like Christmas. To me, Christmas is starting to lose it's luster. The holiday itself has become so overcome with the stress of holiday shopping and buying everyone that perfect present that it has left the true meaning of Christmas buried beneath a rubble of crumpled up wrapping paper, shimmering bows, and new gifts. The perfect gift for me would be something that you can't buy from a store. Those new gifts that were the reason for all of the holiday stress eventually become old, break, or end up in a free box at a garage sale. The gift I wish to receive cannot be wrapped up in a box, for that feeling of love and joy that I used to feel gush over my family cannot be wrapped up in bright red wrapping paper with various pictures of Santa Claus on it. To end this novel, all I'm saying is that I sometimes feel as if the Grinch should pay us all a visit to resurface the feeling of Christmas that I adore and miss so much.

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rina

:: 2004 19 December :: 12.56pm
:: Mood: awake

iwantkingdomheartstwoooooo
it is winter break.

my first day = video games!!!

i can already tell, this will be the best break ever.

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rina

:: 2004 17 December :: 7.59pm
:: Mood: blarghisnebasdbgol.
:: Music: remy zero

everyone should go out and get trashed.
it is winter break!!!!!

and i have exams to study for. what bullshit.

dude, i have the most fucked up dreams ever. the one i had last night was absolutely ridiculous. if you want to know; ask. otherwise, just leave it. for your own safety.

i sometimes wonder why they're so odd, and have come to the conclusion that its just my family gradually driving me insane.

i am sad about my chemistry exam. sad sad sad. i got a 105/120.

BECAUSE OF THREE STUPID IONS!! thats such shit. blah.

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rina

:: 2004 16 December :: 4.07pm
:: Mood: dumbfounded.
:: Music: the dusty brothers

welcome to the outback.. in africa.. WTF?!
ah. chemistry is easy when you study like a madwoman.

ugh. i am so not looking forward to the precalc exam. im trying to think of some genious way to cheat. because we can only have a piece of paper that he gives us, a pencil, and a calculator.

and yes, he clears the memory of graphing calculators before every test. argh.

and holy shit, my bus is so retarded.

they were talking about STDs or some shit like that, and this one boy was like "yeah, but thats a disease way down in.. africa or something if you get bit by a kangaroo."

so i ask myself.

is stupidity contagious? it seems he passed it on to some of the others on my bus. i pray that i am immune.

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rina

:: 2004 14 December :: 3.29pm
:: Mood: insane
:: Music: mad world - michael andrews

prepare to evacuate soul in 3, 2, in 1
during exam week i think everyone walks around with an invisible gun to their head.

and i am about ready to just fucking die from everything i have to do.

tomorrow is the chemistry exam. you can imagine how thrilled i am.

..

i also have 2349516140560673828510483684 things due on thursday which i have neglected to do. it sits there staring at me from my bag saying "you are so fucked."

ohmygod. we took all the notes we need for the precalc midterm today. when i looked at the board i wanted to cry. holy shit.

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rina

:: 2004 13 December :: 3.44pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: cute without the 'e' (cut from the team) - taking back sunday

insomnia would be better
so this dream i had.

i was at a party at this house. and i was talking to alot of people and suddenly i had to go run to the house next door to get something. the dream is set in a kind of grayish tone.

and i run across this yard with gray grass and jump over a tree made out of metal.

it looks like one of the trees from ferngully, you know, with the mushroom things sticking out of it like little plates.

i step on one of the mushrooms as i fly over it.

and then i end up at the next house over and there are people there. i look to where they're staring. its a house, with one of those screened porches that wrap the whole way around it. like an endless patio. and just as i look, a naked man with a funnel on his head runs from one side of the porch to the other.

now, i couldnt see his bathing suit area. it was 'censored' out like the 'whats my age again' video by blink 182, when tom, mark, and travis are running through the streets in their birthday suits.

i turn to the group of people and say "he must be really drunk."

the rest of it was really strange. and also i was talking to some boy and we were looking across the street and our noses touched and we started laughing hysterically.

it was pretty fucked up.

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rina

:: 2004 11 December :: 2.46pm
:: Music: home - three days grace

fight club
new layout.

i haven't updated in a long while. i hope i can update more now that i will be getting my computer back soon.

i was grounded.

and later i must post a very odd dream i had.

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rina

:: 2004 11 December :: 12.57pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: i'm not okay (i promise) - my chemical romance

yay memegen
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...breath taking
Your hugs are...to die for
Your eyes...sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...awakening my heart
Your smell is...amazing
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...unique
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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lovethehibiscus

:: 2004 14 November :: 9.24am
:: Mood: allllllriiiight
:: Music: anywhere with you - saves the day

whata weekend
yesterday from 9:30 to 3:30 i did lacrosse
6 hours
twas fun
fell three times
grass burn is so not fun
hahahah got a foul for falling into this girl

didnt get to go to bull bash
:(
next year :)

went to sleep around 8ish
woke up around 8ish
whoa baby thats 12 hours
HUZZAH!

i am le sore
i feel like an old lady hahaha

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lovethehibiscus

:: 2004 5 November :: 6.28pm
:: Mood: chilled
:: Music: when the world ends - dmb

fallin into old familiar shoes that have walked this path before
at the end of the day, words of sweetness don't make up for feelings of sincerity.

start it all 0ver...


Rina

:: 2004 4 November :: 8.20pm
:: Mood: blerfnah!!
:: Music: we are - ana

see the devil on the doorstep now
bush won.

what a fuckhead!!

i am wearing black tomorrow. i shall mourn kerry's loss.

ah ha, and it coincides with spirit day.

oh the joy.

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lovethehibiscus

:: 2004 29 October :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: shimmy shimmy quarter turn - hellogoodbye

guess whos back? back again? guess whos back? tell a friend
break down
computer = broken = not turning on = me sad
using aunts old computer = crap = cant update

curly hair makes you feel unstoppable..err maybe thats just me haha

tonight is one of those nights where i just want to escape.
they are all drivin me up the walls


buuuuut.....
its the freakin weekend baby im about to have me some fun...

have a safe an' happy halloween

andie

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thoughtskill

:: 2004 21 October :: 8.14am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: me & em singing tbs . .



Hey guys .. been SOO long since ive updated.. well not much news .. i go to mariner high now =] and im still with nick <33 7 months & still counting .. today is field day ! and hawaiin day ! =] cuz its homecoming week hehe . . im not sure if im goin to homecoming or not . . n e ways . . thats about it ..





Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
remember more than you'de like to forget

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Rina

:: 2004 20 October :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: aggravated

FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST AND POTATO CHIPS!!!!

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bugga3

:: 2004 18 October :: 8.01pm

I love you once
You loved me not
I loves you twice
But i forgot
You never loved me and
You never will but yet again
I love u still

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lala91

:: 2004 18 October :: 7.21pm

hey, nice journal.
nice writing.
i wanted to know how you got the 93 days, 14 hours thing? just post me a comment back if you have the time.

thanks
<3

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Rina

:: 2004 16 October :: 11.11am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: chevelle

pre cal cul us. um. gee im a tree?
siiigh.

chem is try.

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thoughtskill

:: 2004 14 October :: 8.47am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Nufin`- - Juhst Typin`

<333
Hey its Ema` im on Brittanys WOohu ! <3333. We`re in 2nd. Period.. Puter Class =) Mr. Saad Moved me right by her =) And, im a happy muther effer` =) Brittanys bein` a sneeky sneeky wiff her "SNICKER CRUNCH" Lol. Its Crazin` Crazin`s Raisins ! <3 Hmm.. Well.. i`ll update Toniight if im at Britts house.. Which i prolly will be =) ilu* Brittany Marie Gamester ! <333

<3. Ema`

I love Brittany Marie

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Rina

:: 2004 12 October :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: hopeful

meep.
new layout!!!!! you know that you love it.

because, hey, best movie ever. :)

ana and i = masterminds. really.

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