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:: 2004 26 January :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: happy :)
:: Music: red hot chili peppers - fortune faded

welcome to cattlesburg: the locker and coral
so monday..6:55 a.m. and i'm standing outside my locker. i HATE my locker. a.) i like to call it a suicidal locker, meaning that you figure out the lock, open the locker, and stand to the side. if you dont you will be pelted with a plethora of heavy books.

ha that once happened to coral. she was blabbing my ear off, blah blah blah, most probably about her cheerleading competition or the homecoming court, while i was gettin the lock open. i opened the door and stood to the side.

coral, still talking, of course, was standing infront of the locker. BAM! books fall to the floor with a huge bang...some hitting her. well she didnt get a concussion or knocked to the floor or something like that. she just came to school the next day with a huge shiner on her eye.

it was the funniest thing ever to see. coral blabbing away to someone who isnt listening and doesnt care (that would be me.) then these big books toppling upon her.

even funnier is that happened during yearbook photo week. she painted on about 10 pounds of makeup to cover that enormous black and blue mark my lit. book left on her right eye...but you still could see it. i cant wait till may when we get our yearbooks. mwuhaha.

we dont get along that well....well she thinks we are the greatest of chums but i beg to differ. ya see...we were friends when we were like four.then when she was five her mom sent her to cheerleading camp. thats where it all ended .

she came back to cattlesburg rah-rah-ree-ing and "look at this great cheer" and "oh i cant believe you are wearing that shirt!" when i was wearing my paint shirt since i was finger painting while she was twirling around like a merry-go-round. i, of course, rolled my eyes. even at age 5, i had my infamous eye roll.

peace out//hugs not drugs yall
*:) Andie

:: 2004 26 January :: 4.55pm
:: Mood: happy :)
:: Music: stupid girl - cold

brad had a hole in his butt.....LMAO
ok monday...school...bleh...haha hm hm hm what happened? in algebra i sit by these like 3 stoners and thats ALL THEY EVER TALK ABOUT!! hmm during i got pulled outta health for like 10 mins. for this little gifted meeting. get this- most freshman at UF had a 3.8 and higher core academic thingamajigger. lunch was okay. hahah i made will throw my trash away. "your playin me like a fiddle." haha. i helped erica up to the clase. hehe i got to ride the elevator. ha i dont really like elevators. in spanish clase this kid named brad who sits next to me, got up for some reason and this girl hollered out "brad has a hole in his butt!" hahah it was really funny. then like 3 other girls hollered out that same phrase. i guess he had a hole in his jeans. dun dun dun 6th period (thunder crashes) well my teacher was extra picky and mean today. our sub from thursday totally screwed us all over because he made us do some of the work that we did today and he didnt give us the work for THAT day. we tried tellin ms. crappypants aka my teacher and she was all "YOU DONT TELL ME HOW TO TEACH MY CLASS!" theeeeeeen this kid has to go to the bathroom and he asked at the beginning of class, and in the middle, and i guess by the end he REALLY had to go by the end of the class so he asked to go and she was like no and he got up like he was walkin to the door and she was like "get your stuff cause if you leave you get a referral. well this kid got a referral. that is mondo crapola if you ask me...she shoulda just let him to to the freakin rest room. then ding-ding-ding 2:00 (thank goodness) bell rings and i have to like speedwalk from the opposite side of the campus to my bus. phew. i made it. then i got home and went to the pool. did laps. wooo hoo go me. hurrah! then came back to mi casa and tanned a bit. hopped into the shower and here i am now updating the journal. im hungry as a hungry person so im gonna go eat and maybe i will take another stab at that rubiks cube...maybe :)

peace out//hugs not drugs yall
*:) Andie

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bugga3

:: 2004 25 January :: 6.01pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Christina

Softball
Hey yall Im so happy softball season is back I love softball i mean i ike volleyball and all it just isnt competitive enuff for me. My team this year is pretty good. And guess what i am friends with Kayla Vetter. She is really nice when you talk to her like you are her friend but if you are an enime i guess she is a bitch. I dont know but we had practice today and i was really proud of myself for once i did good.. Really bad news im a pitcher again well 2nd back up but still i have to pitch and i suck at it. lol. I mean it was fun when i could do it the first year but know it isnt anymore because i havent done it in a long time. Kayla Vetters dad is an assistant coach this year he is a extremely good coach. He tought me how to bat better because before i dropped my frount shoulder to soon. I get to play 1 2 or 3 witch is good because that means that i am somewhat good lol. well the coaches think so anyways. Alisha was on my team last year and she is on my team this year again. And are catchers name is Audume and she is really good i guess suppoale because she came from pilly and she was ont he traviling team that traveled around the world or somthing like that all os her shorts and her worm up sute and her shoes and her batt and her bag and her gloves and her helmet and her batting gloves and her sweet rage all have blazers written ont eh m becaus that washer traviling team up north. OMG do you know the big girl Steffany Pepe she is on my team and she is the worst player there she is the only one on my team that is a new player i think this year will turn out to be fun after all. Kayla bring it on. lol I know you might have more returning girls and all your team might be better but i knwo this year will be fun for me .. lol . I get to play infeild again. Kristi Rachel Heather Lauren Kayla g i wount get to see you much anymore because we have practice almost every day of the week witch is good because are team is going to get really good but bad because I wont ever get to see you guys. I got practice every saturday & friday from 7 to 10 so i dont kno i might not have much time for anything anymore but thats ok because people were really pissing me off tehse days anyways so knwo i wont have to deal with some of that wont the weekends anymore then after softball season is over i think i might try out for allstars and if not i might do dolphin dazzlers and NO KRISTI I AM NOT GOING TO TURN IN TO A PREPPY ASS CHEERLEADER SLUT lol i can promise you that lol if i do i dont know it will deppend what my batting average is at the end of the season and how everythign went and everything and after all that it is back to volleyball when i get to spend time with kristi and rachel some times again but i dont hink i will see then ont he weekends for a long time to come so good thing i got 2 classes with rachel and 3 with kristi . well call me somtime anyone from 5-5:30 or 6 lol because before or after that i wont be home unless you cal my cell phone. Becaus ei will be at kaylas till about 5 then i get home try to do my homework and talk to my friends all at once then leave at 6:15 then wont be back till 10:30 or so .. so i will miss you all and next weekend the only day i have off it saturday so my mom said that kayla lala kristi rachel lauren and heather you all can spend the night since i wonjt be seeing you all for a while and saturday we can go to teh movies and see Your serve because i really want to see that and it comes out friday but i have practice .. then you all can spend the night saturday ok .. wel rachel and kristi can you do a big favore can you skip a day without your boyfriends to spare and come and see me please.. i know it is alot to ask but lol.. call me yall at 458-0962 or 209-3305 ok I love you all
B@iley

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:: 2004 25 January :: 10.58am
:: Mood: _GrRrREd_

~~TRAFALGAR GIRLS VBALL TEAM~~
I HATE THEM!!! yea, they went on to play at dunbar and won. and their coach was just sitting on the bench with his "california look" and his elvis sunglasses acting as if it was no sweat. grrr.. n then when dunbar called timeout he would continue sitting on the bench. referee asked "dont they need your words of wisdom?" and coach replied "they're ok" and let them talk amongst themselves. AHHHH. n then "im looking forward to next year. we should be good" they r gonna hav 8 returning players next year. GULF-- WE GOTTA KICK THEY'RE A**' ! lol i thought i would let you all know that the trafalgar "tough's out title" on the front page of the youth sports section in the news press. pic and all. BIG ARTICLE. it pains me to know that that page shoulda coulda and woulda belonged to us. GET EM NEXT YEAR!
~~TRAFALGAR~~
thought i would let yall know

bugga3

:: 2004 24 January :: 7.01pm
:: Music: none

none
YOYO Well im having a blast just got back from the movies me kathreen rachel lacey another lacey meaghan emily Kayla chris chrises brother and all there friends went to the movies tonight.. Xcept me kayla lacey emile and Meaghan saw I won a date with Tode Hamelton sorry kayla you could go i wish you could have you would have loved it lol.. really great movie and came home and played sharks and minowes witch is a really fun game. Then lacey and Emily left and went to emilys so i went over to mias house to meet her sluty little friend Amy that weres her thongs up to her fucking belly button ya real sexy lol nasty .. Then we had to leave becasue mark had to go to bed because he was going to bed because he had to be up at 6:30 int he morning to go to Bush Gardens for the feild trip. Lauren i Hope you had so much fun while you were there you have to tell me how fun it was lol.. Hey kristi I hope you had a great weekend with rachel cameron and the one and only david lol.. And heather you have to call me some time so we can get together sometime... well luv yall g2g
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:: 2004 24 January :: 8.19am
:: Mood: _i dONT knOw aNd nEiTHeR SHoulD YOu_

__________
today was the best. i woke up at 8.59 and thought it was a school day so i started panicking. lol. then i relized after about 5 minutes, that, no, it wasnt after all. bailey and i went to my neighbors at 10 and ate breakfast. a man [[mark]] came [[he's english. he had an accent and everything!]] and highlited my hair as well as mom's, peg's, maria's, and pams. a cut, color, and style for all of us. i got a funky lookin style, but itz the style in england. [[ and mark would kno he did hair in england for nearly 20 years!!]] bailey liked it so i guess i have nothing to worry about! lol
ne way then my aunt and 2 cuzin's came down from sarasota. my aunt is a massage therapist so most of us got massages. [[well me and bailey didnt]] so now im at my house, baileys gone, and im sittin here on the computer talking to ethan. GrEaT. dave went to pick up mark and josh from busch gardens, and mia is over at her friend amy's house. so im all alone. bailey invited me to spend the night but my cousins r here so i couldnt [[sorry bailey]] [[i <3 you!! call me in the mornin]] okey dokey. wow i say that a lot. lmao
okey dokey,
LaLa
K LoVeS c!!!
lol... kayla....

:: 2004 23 January :: 11.13am
:: Mood: _oK_
:: Music: thru the wire kayne west

win a date wih tad hamilton
hey hey itz 11 13 pm. tonight i went to the movies. i saw chris there. of course he's to cool to hang out with "preps" so he goes off with his "freak" friends. ok whatever. so it was bailey me meghan marquez, lacey and emily. just the girls. yes kayla, the movie was great and i know u'll love it!! lol
i love this song
"thru the wire, to the limit, to the wall
for just the chance to be with you i'd gladly risk it all.
right down to the wire even thru the fire..."
AWESOME!!
well. at the movies rachel slapped. chris go mad and right before he left he was talkin to rachel about sumthin. i dont know what tho. and then rachel started to go off on sum1 else. itz like she wants to go to jail.
w/e.
i g2g
hollA
LaLa

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:: 2004 23 January :: 6.02am
:: Mood: ______

hey hey lala,
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ok today was ok... the usual... chris hanging around calli when calli says that she hates when he follows her. lol. kayla and me [[peeing]]{{lol kayla}} ne wayz i have 2 choices for tonight. babysitttin or movies. i cant decide which one. that like trying to decide money$$$ or fUn. hMmM...
so now im sittin at the computer bored to tears.
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okey dokey ima go!!!! muahz!!
hollA
LaLa

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:: 2004 23 January :: 3.52pm
:: Mood: happy//creative
:: Music: sheep go to heaven - cake.....sucha sweet song

i wrote this in 5th period
my madre says i should cut my hair cause you cant see my face. i dont cut it cause you cant see my face.

ok i'm madly in love with this boy....he just doesnt know it yet. his name is Dash. yeah, i know what you're thinking....weird name right? his real name is probably like eugene or harry. if one of those we're my names...i'd want to be called Dash too.

anyways, i live in this little town in california called cattlesburg. ok i have no idea why it's called that. i mean we live in california, there are no cattle around here!

cattlesburg despite the lame name is actually a pretty sweet town. we have a boardwalk on the beach. it has a ferris wheel and some other rides...mucho fun!

my ma owns a florist shop on the Walk and we live in the casa behind it. my casa is really cool. it looks like one picket fence away from being the cleavers. yea we got a pool and i was blessed with messin with the chlorine and stuff.

cattlesburg high school is the hell i attend 5 days a week. thank goodness for my amigos. i dont know how i'd survive without them.

peace out//hugs not drugs yall
*:) Andie

thoughtskill

:: 2004 22 January :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: nothin.

black and white.
MiSsy n amber are here, were havin the time of our lives. i forgot how much i <3 them.
o2 days still busch gardens!! im not on kev's bus =[ but im on court n kimmys n ryans n some other people'z =] yayzzz its gonna be so fuckin fun !!
I don't think i could love anyone more than i love Jay ..i could not live without him.
i skipped school today n im skippin it again tomarrow..
everything is turnin out great sept the fact that Jill, who was sopposed to be the only one i could ever turn to and the only one who could make anything better has now turned on me. nothing is okay anymore.

what a life.

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:: 2004 22 January :: 10.21pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: born to slow - the crystal method

tunes and chow...aka music and food
music is like food
a. ya cant live without it
b. there are different kinds...mexican food- mexican food...
c. ya gotta try new kinds to like new kinds...kind of like when ya dont wanna try carrots but then ya do then ya like carrots..kind of like when ya dont wanna listen to...um (insert band) then ya do then ya like (insert band)
d. your mood effects what you eat ANNND what you listen to

Rina

:: 2004 22 January :: 2.23pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: people talking on phones

i take a look at my enormous...
oh man.
today started out really crappy. first was ok and second was better than i thought it would be, but third, fourth and fifth really did me in. in third period the flute choir had to go down to the black box theatre at the center to play our song. i dont even know why. anyways, we went back to the band room and i hate mr. daniels. you know, i think he doesnt have the mental capacity that allows him to give someone a compliment. its beyond impossible for him. if he had a choice of saying 'you played nicely' or burning in the deep depths of hell, i think he'd just jump in the hell hole to make things easier for himself. people are strange.
moving on..
fourth period was ooberboring. i couldve screamed. we were going over this worksheet and i reaallly didnt understand why we were. half the class didnt bother to even touch it. ah, such is the mystery of ms. bode. well, i decided to do my biology. there wasnt anything else i could do. except maybe carve into one of the desks. thank pink socks that i dont have an army knife.
oh well. in biology i was bored again. and i was feeling really crappy. because nola isnt there and i have to listen to guys. and i think i have a cold again.
i. h a t e. c o l d s.
but lunch really brought my spirits up. i had a good meal.mmm who wouldnt want to have a school made chicken sandwich? with tater tots?
not you? crazy!
but sam spilled red hawaiian punch on his khaki pants. red! and we are all laughing hysterically.i felt sorry for him though because sabrina was like 'well, you know sam,there is a time in every girl's life when she hits puberty. wait. you're a guy.' it was hilarious. i almost pissed myself. it was beautiful.
me and sabrina were still laughing in sixth period. mostly because she asked me if we should give him a tampon. hahaha. i seriously felt bad for him though. i offered my jacket. :)
seventh period i was crazy with anger. mad-crazy if you must.
I. H A T E. M A V I S. B E A C O N.
i already got to the advanced level for the ten-key. and i passed my goals. twice. but no, since i dont want a certificate, there must be more work for me to do!! i was going mad. absolutly mad.
mavis beacon will end up haunting me to the rest of my days. i will be in a computer store one day, and some clerk will come up to me and say 'excuse me, would you like to try the new version of mavis beacon in 10-key?'
ooorrrr, my mom will say 'we got the new mavis beacon! would you like to try some practice in 10-key?'
do you see how this is affecting me? mavis fucking beacon will be the end of me. grrrr
anyways, i am here at my mothers office for another 45 minutes. oh joyous days. but i did get a pepsi. im only here because i have a doctor's appointment. maybe she'll give me some more amoxicillan. *shudders* i hope not. those things were huge!
this next part of my entry shall be the compliment of ana's recent journal entry entitled 'i have a detachable penis.'

Whenever life gets you down
keeps you wearing a frown
and the gravy train has left you behind
and when you're all out of hope
down at the end of your rope
and nobody's there to throw you a line
did you ever get so low, that you dont know which way to go?
c'mon and take a walk in my shoes
never worry 'bout a thing
got the world on a string cause i
got the cure for all of my blues..
i take a look at my enormous penis
and the trouble starts melting away
i take a look at my enormous penis
and the happy times are comin' to stay
i got a sing and a dance
when i glance in my pants
and the feeling's like a sunshinny day
i take a look at my enormous penis,
and everything is going my way..

well, thats all i want to write. mostly because i cant exactly remember how the middle part of it goes. :D
im going to mess up this laptop im on. (its my mom's boss' son's laptop) ha. ha. ha. *grins evilly*
well, must be off to do my 'homework' haha yea right.
*Rina

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:: 2004 21 January :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: angry and in pain
:: Music: are you gonna be my girl - jet

OUCH MY TOES!
a.) i hate door frames
b.) i hate stubbing my toes (well honestly who does?)
c.) why am i so gosh darn clumsy!?!?!?! i think that question is more mysterious to what the "mystery meat" is at school or what is in mickyd's chicken nuggets (ok..if they are now white meat...just what in the world were they before?...)
d.) i think i broke my toes
e.) my foot is numb
f.) my poor pinky toes is like dark pink and swollen
g.) what the heck do they do if you have a broken toe? ya cant put it in a sling!
h.) grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i HATE DOORFRAMES!!!!!!!
i.) last but not least question.....WHY AM I SO FREAKIN CLUMSY?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?

peace out//hugs not drugs yall
*:/ <(ow my toe) Andie

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Rina

:: 2004 20 January :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: confused

We can live like Jack and Sally if we want, and have Halloween on Christmas..
Dont get involved in politics.
Its all rather confusing, really. Here's the deal. i just got done watching the last 10 minutes of Bush talking. this is an overview that i have summed up to the best of my ability...
Ok, Bush wants to spend lots of money to help these prisoners that are being released to have a home. and be mentored by some faith, which basically means that the churches will probably get a bunch of tax money if they hire these guys. well, i think thats majorly bright... *shakes head*
hmm.. i am very confused because of my parents' differing political views. you see, my father is republican. although he wont tell me why. not that its a bad thing, really. i just want a better understanding of the stance of both parties, so he wasnt that much help. now my mother, on the other hand, is an alien, so she cant vote. (from sweden) but, she said if she wanted to choose, she'd most likely be democratic. do you see my situation here? *sigh* well, she tried to explain some of the major democratic views. and i kinda get it. im just a bit unclear about republicans. my sister said the following: "The republicans are more interested in building up the military and stuff. the democratic are more for the people. the republicans are retards. dad, you're a retard." yea, so.. the only thing my dad said (except to not talk so loud) was that the democrats are dumb. basically. not quite sure. maybe i should be a liberal. except there aren't many in the senate/congress and im not sure about their views either.
politics are scary and i want to hide from them.
besides that, if anyone can clear the air id be most grateful. well, on to bed i guess. i actually did my english, which is a start. but i didnt do bio. big suprise there. and nola is switching out of that class. :(
did i mention that i had one of the shittiest days of my life today?
except for lunch (strange, isnt it?) because i had some.. strange.. conversations with sabrina. all i will say is that it involved pretzels. thats all... really..
*runs away from politics*

...

*Rina

p.s. oh man, we are doing coil pots in ceramics and i had the most brilliant idea for mine. Jack Skellington from the Nightmare before Christmas! i am truly a genius.

:: 2004 20 January :: 5.44am
:: Mood: _LoVeD_
:: Music: voilence blink 182

i wAkE UP ANd tEarDrOPs thEy FaLl doWn LIkE raIN...
rascal flats GOOD SONG!
today was ok... bailey got lunch detention, lol, ~~notes!~~ lmao! bad girl.
apparentley ppl think that bailey talks about kristi behind her back because she hugged calli... shes never sed ne thing while i'm around= she didnt say nething lol!!
i had a fun time at lunch except for when i was being called a ~~LIAR!!!~~ which im not b/c actually kayla, that happens in scary movie when they make fun of 8 mile so in ur face... and u told me that it doesn't so YOUR the liar... lol j/p
right now mia is watchin ghost ship on my i-control thingy. i've seen it to much. "im not like the others!!!" "AHHHHHHH" its actually not that scary but me n kristi prefer watching jackass, lol kris.
i burned clay aikens cd, THANKS BAY! muahz. i think later tonight my dad is takin me and mia to the library so we can get an EDUKASHUN. lmao
okey dokey!! ima go!!
hollA
--MUAHZ--
LaLa
p.s. kayla tell me who s is and who c is!!! ur KILLING ME!!! lol

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bugga3

:: 2004 19 January :: 5.37pm
:: Mood: none
:: Music: nope

Hey
Hey whats ^ everyone i hope everyone had a great 3 day weekend ... well i had a great time at the fair Thursday with K.B. and m.It was fun that was the first night i went to the fair.. Then Friday I went with kayla b kayla g kristi lauren heather adam frankie mia mark josh nick. Then Saturday was awesome i went with kayla.b mia heather lauren coleen Kathleen alexa kathreen lacey s and lacey i dont knwo her last name robert roberts friend Justin justins sister her boyfriend and his friend and his girlfriend matt r and his friend phallsha her friend, casandra her friend some hot kid that was with her mark josh and nick and more i just dont rememeber.Then Sunday we only went for like an hour well it was me kayla b mia mark josh nick malike his friend robert his friend heather lauren and more i just dont remember. lol well i hope you all had a fun weekend and the ones that went to the fair im pretty sure you had fun and im sorry i didnt go into the funhouse with you robert lol you scare me sometimes.lol I think Justin likes Kathreen lol oo well. Welll g2g luv yall all
B@iley

:: 2004 19 January :: 11.24am
:: Mood: _tIrEd_
:: Music: miss you blink182

hey hey
i went to the s.a. fair last night... boring = we left early.
me and bay couldnt find a ride to take us home so we walked. we thought about hitchhiking= ~~grounded~~ so we didnt! lol we got home and watched a horror movie= swimfan SCARY!!! STALKER!!!
so the plan was that we were gonna go over to chris's house later= his dad was at his uncles= not tonight. so he told me we could probably hang out tomorrow= today!! lol so i gotta call em. YAY
ne wayz bailey is STILL in bed= we're not gonna be eatin breakfast... lmao
okey dokey well ima hollA
lots of love,
LaLa
i LOvE you

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Rina

:: 2004 18 January :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: dark

No one can run from the shadows of dreams
It seems that i haven't updated for a while. well, my life is just so gosh darn exciting i guess i dont have the time. Here is a run through of what most people call "life." I will be excluding details.

The Hell Tower that is called Thursday
maybe not an actual tower. more like one of the lower depths of hell that is not yet understood. note my amazing sarcasm. ha. ha.
well, i'll pick out the interesting parts. mostly because i dont really remember the first part of the day. *shrugs*
Lunch is amazing. I got to eat, and feel like crap at the same time. It appears as if one of my friends believes that i waste too much of my time on computer/tv/playstation. tv dominating. this friend thinks that because i have wasted my time on these petty excuses for entertainment, it has resulted in the drop of my grades. sorry. it has not. just because i have 2 c's, doesnt mean i am a complete dumbass. really, it doesnt. and im sorry if i have my own life, in which i sometimes like to sit and watch some television. oh yes, and im terribly sorry if i have offended you in any way by making lively conversation about television with other friends. and i do use 'other' as you believe i would. i would like to congratulate you on making me feel like shit.
everyone, please applaud this wonderful act of utmost crappiness.

so sorry.

What Dante could call 'The Friday of Hell'
The Friday of hell. it is most brilliantly named, if i do say so myself. well, the morning was good.
plans of a sleepover were made with 2 of my friends and second period was fun. amazing, isnt it? its one of those once in a lifetime experiences. thanks, ana. :)
Now then. there was a pizza party at the center at lunch. for the art people who painted stuff for the children's benefit. or something like that. who knows. Indeed, i went to this aptly named 'pizza party.' Of course, since i have freis it was most enjoyable being late. and having no pepperoni/cheese pizza left. just supreme.
I ate one piece after taking off the onions, mushrooms, peppers, and olives. it was delightful.
went to sixth period. my other friend (ah yes, so the term is again used.. fancy that.) told me about this 'friend' who controlled the pure shittiness of the day named thursday. more mean things. what fun i have in my social life, as you can quite imagine.
The day of disappointment
Saturday. also brilliantly named.
the day of the 'sleepover.' No calls, no plans.
no friends decided to come. fair enough, since it was such short notice.
More bloodsucking went on through the day. (i use the term 'bloodsucking' loosely and in the meaning of 'life-draining.' almost the same meaning. crazy, eh?)
Although it is quite tragic, i had no sleep. i just couldnt sleep. maybe it was my thoughts of friends that kept me awake. or perhaps it was the next day's comings that kept me from dreams. the main point is that i couldnt slip off into my favorite place where everything is either perfect, or cunningly nightmarish. no in-betweens or mixes of the two. but that could never affect our reality, could it?

pity.

Fell asleep at 5:30 a.m.

Today, the day of broken dreams
I am truly broken. im broken into thousands of bits and tiny halves of bits, and the millions of particles within them. such is expected from nature i guess.
plans were made for the same 2 friends to sleepover after we terrorized the little ones at the medieval fair held at lakes park. crushed. no one calls.
i woke at 8:30 to be dragged to church. i literally mean dragged. rain came. it was so soothing. and calming. and i tried with all my might to stay awake in church. really, i did.
Mom took me to Starbucks. got a frappuchino and a cookie. i wished i could have stayed there. i love bookstores.
came home and glued myself to this lovely machine. i dare say, that paint shop pro is addictive. dinner. then more broken-ness. explained to mother my failure of buds. cocoa should be a medical solution. i will look forward to ana's cocoa pot.
so ends my days. but i must say, with all honesty, that i have 1 or 2 good friends. one of them is andrea. i love you andrea, because you make me like this ----> :)

stay tuned for the next thrilling episode.

-me.

:: 2004 18 January :: 2.55am
:: Mood: _uNd3cIdEd_
:: Music: invisible clay aiken

if i was invisibe
then i could just watch u in ur room
if i was invincable
i'd make u mine tonight
if hearts were unbreakable
then i could just tell u where i stand
i would be the smartest man
if i was invisible,
wait i already am...

i just got back from shoppin with brooke and bailey, brooke got a bunch of clothes and i put stuff on hold! fun fun fun

well bailey wants to talk now!! so i g2g!!!
hollA
LaLa