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2006 14 February :: 9.42pm
UGH i swear . are you the only one now!?!? you are!
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2006 14 February :: 10.35am
Is it really totally pathetic if I am completely unmotivated, and can't seem to force myself to do anything that I should do? and yet, I'm totally willing to do everthing that I shouldn't? I think it's pathetic, and I'm sick of it. And yet, for the life of me, I can't make myself change it! So I guess I'm just going to have to continue being a bum and not get anything accomplished that I should, and continue not caring. It's so easy.
Happy Valentines Day Everyone! I'm having a really really good day!!! even though I have over two hours till my next class........grrrr!! after spring break this will be better! I have to go to Meijer's today. I've been saying that for a week now, and I still haven't gone. SEE!! totally unmotivated!!! I don't know what's wrong with me!!! I just don't care! Maybe I'm finally sick of spending money, but that's doubtful, I think I am just sick of going to school. It gets in my way of doing stuff that I wanna do. Oh, and I'm sick of being told what to do. I wish so bad that I was more independent. Seriously, it's completely unfair the things that I still have to do. Maybe I just think so because I'm the one who has to do them, but it seems to me that once everyone on this planet is in college, and have a job, and pay for their own stuff, have a little bit more freedom than I have. I don't know, maybe it's just me.
But anyways, I got the best Valentines Day present this morning when Jake picked me up. It was the most thoughful present I have ever gotten. It means more when it's completely done to make you happy, and you know that every piece of it is honest and true. Ahhh, I am the luckiest person on this planet. I know that's what everyone says when they find someone to love, but honest to God, I am, we are the most perfect couple I have ever seen. I don't know, I can't stress enough how much he means to me, we've tried so hard to find the words that make what we feel for each other seem enough, but the words don't exist. We feel and mean more to each other that no words would ever be big enough, or have enough meaning to make it seem as big and important as it is. I LOVE JAKE MELLEMA, and that doesn't do it any justice.
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2006 13 February :: 9.06pm
If there's one thing I've learned about high school it would be that POPULARITY changes anyone and EVERYONE.
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2006 13 February :: 6.10pm
oh man... i'm so tired and burned out but yet i still keep going.
so tomorrow is v-day.. what a great day.... hmmm...
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2006 12 February :: 11.11pm
omg 11:11 it's such a sign
AHHHAHAHAHAHAH finally saw the love of my life tonight. no, not Bob Sagett, silly- ROMAN!
love love love love him. wanna shout it from the rooftops i am pretedning to be rascal flatts and i dont know the words but i love himmmmmmmmmmmm
and quote of the day
"I eat your boogers for fun, Jess!"
Well yes then everything is settled I shall never go another THREE FRICKEN WEEKS without seeing my glorious lover boy ever ever ever again because it SUCKS
and i love him so much
i love you baby!!
oh and at Olive Garden:
"So wait, is it Free salad OR soup? So are you gonna bring him the salad? and if i get the soup it's free? Are you bringing him a big bowl? So i could just have some of his?"
"Wow, it's only $28 this time? Last time it was like $50." "Oh, they must have charged us for the free bread sticks"
"Could I get a box for the soup too?" "Oh i'll bring you a bowl"
"How bout one for the water?"
"Bring us some more mints." "You'll get a bigger tip!"
"What's your name again?" "Amanda D." "We're gonna have you EVERY time! Aren't you excited?"
"Is she guarding the alcohol?"
"No one said Bonjourno to us" "What did you say to me?! I'm sick of all you damn Italians!"
"Bring her a big sombrero" "Ma'am I'm sorry I dont know if you were aware, but we're in Italy, not MOROCCO"
"What would happen, PERSAY, if it happened to be one of our Birthdays?!"
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"You know you get. I just had to collapse.." "Right, you just had to take a sit down"
"What? What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" "I had to puke"
"Did you think that was gross???" "Psh, no. I eat your boogers for fun, Jess"
"LIVE GIRLS! And come see our 25 cent movie arcade!"
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lol lets just say we had a bit too much fun lol. Oh and dont take any of that too literally!! lol.
yeah so and .....
a ten dollar silverware set!!
bomb!
i love you baby! so much! today was JUST what i needed and i wish the rest of my world would disappear.
UGH!
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2006 12 February :: 4.25pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Panic! At the Disco - Prolouge
FUCKING GOD!
i hate sundays so much. nothing to do but be alone and stuck in this house. everyone is always busy on sunday with god or something so they never want to hang so i end up dieing in this house. GAH. anyway so yeah someones a liar...wonder who it is.
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2006 12 February :: 6.38am
finally! i get to see roman for the first time in 3 weeks .
sooooooooooo happy!
thanks girls last night for a fun time at swirl.
oh and jess honestly you broke my toe. it's all purple, blue and black and it hurts so bad and i can't walk on it. so now i am cripple. but i know it wasn't your fault .
ouch.
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2006 11 February :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: unexpected
20 years old.
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2006 11 February :: 2.17pm
I feel like such a bitch.
I'm sorry.
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2006 7 February :: 9.42pm
yeah.
blah blah blah.
i am but words writ in water.
blah blah blah.
*sigh*
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2006 7 February :: 11.20am
omg. i seriously cannot even take 5 more days of this...
i am so serious!
i haven't seen roman in 3 weeks
THREE WEEKS
i am freaking out times a million.
and what's more ... i got hired at QUIZNOs where i dont even want to work. it MIGHT be good because i'll be getting a lot of hours. 18-20 to start. and i can keep my lazer skate job. BUT who wants to work that many hours anyway.
i'd rather work less hours for more money so if this job really turns out to suck, i'll just go back to ever-lovin' Rosie's
ughghgh
i'm so frusterated i cannot take it.
and 3 tests in one day. what more can suck?
and it's my first test in my class at CC.... Rueben if you read this tell me what it was like PLEASE!
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2006 5 February :: 11.15am
the rampage game on friday was awesome. my boyfriend is simply the COOLEST ever! *giggles.
after school keegan picked me up and brought me to bobbys because he had to be to van andle by 5... and it was so nice being able to hang out with bobby and talk to him for so long. even though we dont see eachother often.. he's like my big brother. i know he'd be protective of me and he so happy for me and keegan. the best thing about bobby.. is that he's just such a good guy. most guys flirt with girls regardless of who they're dating.. even if it IS their best friend. bobby isnt like that. everything is so comfortable and we talk about me and keegan and its just wonderful!
but anyways.. we got to the game at about 6:30 and before the game started at 7 keegans crew had already been on the field 3 different times! throwing stuff out into the crowd, flippin, doing a little free style... i was THATS MY BOYFRIEND! i mean seriously.. this is HUGE! and theres only 5 of them.. so its not like there's a bunch of people and you have to figure out which one he is. i was so excited i was like a little girl!
they're the rampage's promo team... so they helped with all the activities during time outs and everytime rampage made a touchdown they'd run out on the field with a big rampage flag and do flips and stuff then run off.
then they did their routine in between the 3rd and 4th quarter.. which was awesome because i finally got to see what they've been working on all this time at practices!
the coolest thing i think.. was when the game was over. they brought all these tables out onto the field and the players, rage dancers, and 61syx signed autographs for this 20 minute session. me and bobby just stood back and watched them. how amazing. a year ago they had JUST got together. since then they've improved SO much, they've been doing shows and NOW their signing autographs for little kids and adults.
i just cant get over how incredible huge this is. i had so much fun.. esp because i was with bobby. i just wanted to tell everyone around me everytime they came off the field.. THATS MY BOYFRIEND! I KNOW HIM! lol.
and the BEST thing about the night was that I was the one who got to go home with him. I'M the one who gets to tell him how incredibly proud i am of him and all his accomplishments. I'M the one thinks the world of him and cant possibly see myself without him.
i really think we're one of those power couples. we've got it all. and that is SO great.
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2006 2 February :: 9.57pm
:: Music: J.C. - Sunday Mornin' Comin' Down
So, we finally got the internet back..like it really matters. Anyway, I got a new job. Nothing special but it's work. I'm assistant manager at a place called "Back in Time" at the mall here. I enjoy working there, plus they sell tons of stuff that I like. Lots of Elvis and Marilyn and things of that nature.
Other than that, all I do is sit around. I am yet to have any friends so far. I sit alone every night doing absolutely nothing. I wake up at like 2:30pm everyday because there is absolutely no reason for me to bother getting up early. I honestly have no life right now, and I'm lonely as fuck. At least Stacy got what she hoped for.. I guess I just dont care, there isn't much that gives me hope now days. Whatever.
I was talking to Chad today and I guess him and I might go to New Orleans for six months to work. Coming home for a week every 3 weeks. I would be making $1200/wk but that's working 11 hours a day 7 days a week. If it happens, i'll go, if not, oh well.
Other than all the terrible shit, I do like Knoxville, a lot. And a couple people from work want to take me out on my birthday, rather than me sitting at home alone like usual. It'll be nice to get out for once.
Well, there isn't much else to say. Other than, goodbye.
Brad
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2006 2 February :: 9.00pm
i got my swirl dress. its perfect. a little tight (VERY corset-ish) but hell i dont care. it looks really good and its sooo pretty. i figure its my senior year, so as long as i look good and have fun i dont care the price. im so excited for swirl now. we're sticking with the theme.. my dress is yellow and perfect, and keegans going royal blue. and we're going just the two of us which will be nice. i love my girlfriends, but im really looking forward to sharing a special night with my best friend.
yearbook: good lord. what the fuck ever, thats all i have to say. im looking forward to taryn transfering into the class, finally we can have some one who can actually write and who'll get her work done. someone RESPONSIBLE. but i shouldnt get into that topic... i've ranted enough in the past few days.
ani difranco is really becomming spiritually reviving for me. her lyrics speak to me on so many levels.
keegans at his last practice before the rampage tomorrow. im SO excited! ahh!!! AND not only do i get to see them perform and be all cool and be like THATS MY BOYFRIEND to the 8,000 people around me (i love bragging about you!) but i'll be with bobby. i've missed him so much. im going over to bobbys tomorrow around 4:30 so we can hang out before the game. i think thats so cool.. that i can hang out with keegans friends with out him... its because they're my friends too and we LOVE eachother!!! me and his friends that is... laughs*
RAMPAGE!!!! i cant wait.... grrrr. im wearing keegans 61syx shirt and a rampage hat tomorrow to the game... so i can be like.. yeah im with the crew.. giggles* awwww im cute.
im tired.. but im waiting for the office to be on. i love that show.
alright... well that was a pointless entry.
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