Because of you..

:: 2005 11 December :: 8.14pm

WHO WANTS TO TAKE MY KTITTY KTITTYK KITTY NAMED ELVIS OVER CHRISTMAS BREAK WHEN I GO TO FLORIDA. WHO WANTS TO BE HIS HOME FOR ABOUT 10 DAYS. 12.... 22-2ND WHATEVER THAT IS. LOVE

REQUIREMENTS: YOU MUST FEED HIM, LET HIM POOP, PET HIM SOMETIMES, BE NICE TO HIM AND NOT LET HIM DIE AND/OR KILL HIM OVER THE TIME YOU HAVE HIM. OH AND YOU CAN'T NAME HIM SOMETHING ELSE, IT MIGHT CONFUSE HIM. HIS NAME IS ELVIS.

:: 2005 11 December :: 7.20pm

So yesterday I had the acts and they were okay and then drove all the way to big rapids and home with roman and then to the concert adn that went fine and i played my solo and i dont think i've ever shook that much but everyone was nice and said i did well so hooray

i have too much to do

i need to start working though
ugh
and whats this modeling thing i duno. whatever too much to do.

jennapie

:: 2005 10 December :: 4.06pm

I wish people would make their own opinions about people, and not according to what other people tell them about the person that they haven't met yet, or....I wish that people would keep their opinions of others according to what they saw and knew, and not change their opinions from things that happened between that person and another person.

:: 2005 10 December :: 6.20am

so...
i'm supposed to take the act's today and i can hardly keep my eyes open. they are so puffy. i haven't had this in like ... well like all school year at least. oh well . I'll do great!!

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see, it's better if you just keep an insane attitude towards everything. happy, happy, happy! right?

driving downtown i bet i will die. Eeeckckck. eek
elk
b ye
wish me luck.

:: 2005 8 December :: 10.38pm

god fucking dammit stop this fucking sht i'm so fucking sick of it!

bigwilly

:: 2005 8 December :: 1.47am

Is it healthy to stay up till 2, 3, or even 4 am then be getting up and ready for school at 5? I mean I'm not tired... hmm. well I've been doing it all week and I'm getting damn good at one game in particular, so I guess it's alright. I wrote some pretty sweet poems for lit maybe I'll let you see.

brokenmentality

:: 2005 7 December :: 10.51pm

stacy... reading that, i think made my heart stop beating. i dont remember breathing for a couple of minutes and my eyes welled up... which they hardly do. i miss you guys being "you guys" so much. and i'll support you in whatever decision you make. just know that you wont have to stand on your own and i love you sooo much!

:)

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:: 2005 7 December :: 2.25pm

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jennapie

:: 2005 7 December :: 12.49pm

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I�ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
�I�m fine baby, how are you?�
Well I would send them but I know that it�s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I�m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I�ve got to go home

Let me go home
I�m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I�m living someone else�s life
It�s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I�m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I�ve had my run
Baby, I�m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be alright
I�ll be home tonight
I�m coming back home

brokenmentality

:: 2005 7 December :: 8.46am

sometimes you drive me crazy. this morning was perfect until you started feeling sorry for yourself. and as much as i want to just slap you and be like "QUIT WITH THE SELF PITY" i cant because i hate to see you upset. you have alot of stress this month... and sometimes i make it worse. i apologize for that. you know i've got your back though... as stupid and cliche as that sounds.. thats what we do. we catch each other when we fall... i know there are times i wouldnt beable to stand on my own without your support. and i pray to god that i make you feel the same.

i dont know whats wrong with me lately. i've been really depressive(ish) barely anything sets me into it... and hardly nothing gets me out of it. i dont understand. winter is supposed to be overwhelming in its beauty... and all i can concentrate on is how cold it is. how i lost my 4 dollar gloves, or how i'm ruining my "winter" boots by wearing them out in the snow. its hard enough that i can wear my heels in the snow.

and with the whole heels thing. i feel at times that i've become just that. the girl who wears heels everyday. i know it sounds stupid. but i also know that poeple have probably said amongst themselves something along the lines of "why does she wear those everyday" and no i dont care, but then again i guess i do. in a way i hide my insecurities in wearing them. i used to be really self concious about how i walked. now im not anymore. yeah.. im just gonna stop.. whatever.

i just hate school. and a part of me thinks that its just because of algebra. i dont mind any of my classes except that one.. first hour. so i have no motivation to get out of bed in the morning... which yeilds all my absences. the only reason i took that class was because one of my stupid math teachers told me that if i didnt i'd HAVE to take it in college and they would make me pay for it but it wouldnt count towards my credits. well its a good thing that's not true.. ESP after im in a class that im failing. it doesnt help that i have babbit. like im really gonna go home and do algebra for an hour. i hate the subject, im not gonna use it later in life, and its making me miserable. yeah.. i could suck it up and try harder and all that jazz.. but im a senior. i just want to get out of here. sorry if im not to concerened with one stupid grade. BUT this one stupid grade is gonna bring down my GPA. thats just GREAT.

i went christmas shopping yesterday... hoping to get it finished, far from that. which further put me in a bad mood. and what do i do when im in a bad mood? i take it out on whoever happens to be around me at that time.... sorry again doll.

i just go through phases where i hate existance.

lynds4090

:: 2005 6 December :: 4.08pm

i got my senior pictures back, but i'm not as cool as erika. i can't put them on here for everyone to see. you'll just have to come find me. :) well yes school..
accepted to Western.. pretty much have my tuition paid for for the first 2 years... oh i'm so glad.. and thankful... 4000 a year is just amazing. ah yes! lol.
on my x-mas list.. i only have to get david somehting.. which will actually be hard. he formed a decent size ego of the last year, and i don't think a GI Joe is going to cut it this year. i guess i'll have to get him clothes... oh i remmeber when i was little and if there was a clothes box under the tree i would be so mad!!!!! .. i still do kinda lol... i mean who wants clothes for x-mas when your 6, when you can have a barbie!!! i tell ya. lol. so yes...
well i'm out! much love!

2 love me | do you love me?

:: 2005 6 December :: 10.42am

so...what was that all about?

2 love me | do you love me?

jennapie

:: 2005 5 December :: 1.05pm

I want some new jeans, I'm going shopping.

:: 2005 5 December :: 11.05am

honestly i'm starting to care f ucking less and less and less.

f uck you and your lies.

oh my god and f uck this stupid school!!!