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2005 5 December :: 8.46am
why does it have to be freezing in this school.
our stupid seminar thing is today... im just shooting to remember my monologue and get it over with. nobody wants to do it... nobody is going to be receptive of what we're trying to say. as far as im concerned its just a waste of our time. like its really gonna make people in OUR high school stop and think. everyones got their eyes closed to tight to see whats in front of them.. so who are we to tell them what to change.
saturday was the battle in ann arbor, it was pretty cool. i cant believe how good some people are. i mean... around here keegans crew is one of the only breakdancing crews around.. then you down to an organized thing where there are people from all over the state and you realize that break dancing is more than just a past time.. its an entire community of dedicated dancers. it really is more of an art than dancing. when they move their bodies command your attention. none of this hip hop shit that we see in our school.. i mean genuine dancing. it really makes me respect all the people who can actually DO it.. ESPECIALLY the Bgirls.
after we left the U of M... (it was in their rec center) we brought micah back to eastern and went up and saw his dorm for a little bit. i could NEVER live in a dorm. lets just leave it at that! i miss micah... and i reallllllly miss micah and keegan together. its like the shawn without the cory ya know?
hopefully i can get all my christmas shopping done this week or the next. i get paid today... but i know it wont be much. shiiiiiiiiit.
well.. i suppose i should get to doing something productive.
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2005 4 December :: 10.37pm
I don't think I'm going to school tomorrow, first of all I'm sick, and second, I just don't have the will.
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2005 4 December :: 7.25pm
Do you ever feel like you really need a friend, and when this happens, there is never anybody around?
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2005 4 December :: 6.21pm
I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW.
I can't get along with anyone in my house, then I was going to Alpine, and that sure as hell didn't work out like it was supposed, so much for getting half-way there. I can't stand anyone and I don't want to talk to anyone, or go to school, or work, or be at home either, I don't know where I want to be but not here! And, I have to stupid as hell english research paper, that I have to do, for my final, and tomorrow, I have to do a title page, a works cited, and a rough copy or whatever, now, how the hell am I supposed to do a works cited if I haven't even written the stinkin paper, and haven't put any research into it yet? It's the dumbest thing ever, oh, and we were supposed to get our Christmas tree today, but do you think that happened? Heck no, and guess why it didn't? Because my sister seems to rule everything around here, and it just wouldn't work for her. Well la ti da! Isn't she just wonderful, and then she sits here telling me what to buy her for Christmas, when she isnt' getting anyone anything, and she wants me to make her a blanket, that'll cost $30, and I don't really think I want to spend that much on her. All day she's been asking me what's wrong Jenna, why are you in a bad mood? Well I wasn't in a bad mood until you annoyed the crap outta me asking me what's wrong. Let me tell you, if I'm in a bad mood, there is no way that I can hide it, you'll know. You can tell. Maybe I wasn't bouncing off the walls in a good mood, but am I ever like that here? rarely ever. It seems like I'm always the one who gets screwed. Nobody else ever gets disappointed, everyone else is happy with their lives. I wish that I could be the person that I want to be. Ya know, this is totally shallow, but I think that if I looked different, I could have a boyfriend. I hate boys. Because honestly, I don't think I'm that annoying of a person, I'm pretty sure I could get along with someone and make a relationship work. But no, everyone around me is dating and having a grand time, but not me, everyone is talking about what they are going to buy so and so for Christmas, but not me. Hell, I try to buy Christmas presents, and people don't want me to. They tell me no. I don't mean to make you feel like I'm expecting something in return, because I'm not. I just wanted to do something nice. It's not like I've ever done that before. I am so frustrated with how everything is turning out it's unreal. I wish everyone would get off me about everything that I have to do. I'm not 10, I can handle a few responsibilites, I thought I had proven that, but I guess not. I can't wait to leave. But I know that I could never afford to live on my own, and seriously, who would want to live with me anyway? I am nothing.
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2005 4 December :: 11.16am
I have to go to this family Christmas party today, and I won't even know half of the people there. It's my great grandma's side of the family. Well, I guess I'll know most of the people there, but we only see them at this thing once a year. So my parents talk and seem to enjoy themselves, but Stacey, Kourtney, and I, we just kinda sit there and talk to ourselves. But we do get a present. Cuz it's a Christmas party ya know. hahah! We were going to go and get our Christmas tree today too, but maybe we still will afterwards, it's at 1:30, so if we leave at like 3, there should still be time, right? I hope so, cuz I've been looking forward to it for a long time!! And I kinda wanted to run over to Plainfield today too, to finish everything up. But, I don't think that that is going to happen anymore. I only have to buy for, Mom, Dad, and Stacey still. It's a good feeling knowing that I still have a few weeks before Christmas and I'm almost done. Last year I went shopping a few days before. It was pretty bad. But anyways, I feel like I'm rambling on about nothing, so that usually means it's a good time to shut up.
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2005 4 December :: 1.08am
I hate it when I'm all stressed out and all my muscles are tense, and my jaw is clenched, and I don't realize it until it hurts, and then I have to force myself to relax.
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2005 4 December :: 12.23am
Only three more people, and my Christmas shopping is done!! yea!!!
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2005 3 December :: 11.49pm
I swear I'm like forbidden to have even totally harmless fun in this house/family. DUMB ugh i swear. so effing boring.
we went to kareoke at Rosie's tonight because they're having it every saturday now and it was a lot of fun. woo
and yeah i need to go do some ACT shit and find a new job also. fuck that bs.
ughhhhh i hate act's wooo
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2005 1 December :: 10.46pm
math
act
calculator-roman
work
saturday-11
chemistry-quiz monday
cc
online stuff
piano
k.
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2005 1 December :: 8.15pm
:: Music: dezi arnazzzzzzzzz
OH MY GAWWWWWDY GAWD GAWD!
you bug the effing crap out of me!! you are horrible! stop it! seriously. i mean it. you better stop.
and in other news: Excuse me, Mr. Pete. Have the Cubans a different beat? If they have, will you teach me to chick. chick chicky boom chick chicky boom
lolhahahahahaha
that's for justine.
eyah
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2005 1 December :: 7.28pm
Senior Pictures.
the pictures are showing up now
out of the 150 some proofs we got back, these are the ones we ordered. soooo... tell me which ones are your favorite.... ACTUALLY tell me which one you want a wallet of (if you're worthy) *giggles... im kidding. but really though.... telll meeee.
Read more..
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2005 1 December :: 12.08pm
roman is back and safe and in one piece. i didn't feel good and didn't go to school today. i have to babysit today. i love him . i can't wait to be out of here
<3 it's good.
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2005 1 December :: 8.07am
Things have been going good lately... I'm excited for this weekend. We've got a show on friday at a hip hop/diversity convention at a church downtown. I think its going to be like a huge charity pot luck. We're going to dance, and talk about the history and art of breaking which will be cool I suppose. Then on saturday, we're going down to ann arbor for the 'Michigan Matchups' battle at angel hall. We'll be battling a crew called Free Soul Tribe. There pretty good, but I dunno itll be an interesting battle for anyone who cares.
Erika's been attempting to learn to breakdance for the past couple days. It's so cute.. And she's one sexxxxxxy lady when she gets movin... Don't deny it people you know it's true! I think thats all I got... have a good one.
-K. Loye
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2005 30 November :: 5.21pm
I want to be kissed under a mistletoe.
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2005 30 November :: 9.16am
this weekend i had the most exhilerating experience. i went to keegans and he worked me really good. my WHOLE body was like spinning. It was great. I finally understand what hard work it is. i mean, i was sweating, breathing hard, and it even a hurt a little bit. they always say that it does. that its not as easy as some may think. keegan stressed that it's all in the form and positions... and you absolutely HAVE to throw your hips into it or it just doesnt work. im so sore today in all the right places...................................................
because we were BREAK DANCING. mwah ha ha. yeah, picture that. little teeny tiny me "breakin it down". *giggles. it was really fun though. you dirty minded fools. pshhh.
break was pretty good... i hate school. i hate being here. i honestly wouldnt mind it as much if it didnt start so early. waking up at 6 is the hardest thing for me to do.... gahh..
i got most all my christmas shopping down this week. noo.. not on black friday, that could have killed me.... did you see that footage of people getting trampled! geeeesh. i got keegan all taken care of which is a HUGE chunk of my shopping. at the end of the holiday season... i'll probably be about 500 dollars in the hole.. and thats only including my mom, keegan, little sister, and brandi. yikes... its a good think i dont have bills to pay.
i feel like scrubbing it the whole rest of the year... yeah... sounds like a plan....
OOOHH.. we ordered my senior pictures yesterday. im so excited to get them back. my mom ordered a ginourmous one too. 16x20 i think it was..... woot hoot!
oook, im pretty sure thats my life so far..
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