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2005 22 November :: 8.58am
ok... in case anybody was NOT aware.. which im assuming most are not... the Holly Hop this year is a semi formal dance just like swirl or homecomming and is on saturday december 17th. yes ladies.. this means pretty dresses. ok, now im getting fairly frustrated.... and just for your further reference it is the freshmen that are planning this dance. if you knew about the dance prior to this entry please comment and tell me how you found out.... im trying to see how many people have actually HEARD hazels "announcements" because i havent... and he cant get it through his head that nobody is aware of when or what the dance is. most people only know of it through "rumors" or from me. so yeah... please comment on this issue.. EVERYONE... PLEASE.. because im very displeased with the planning of this event.
in other news.... *ponders if displeased is even a word* things have been going fairly smoothly. (in all aspects)
thursday is mine and keegans first year.... thats what we've decided to call it. why limit ourselves to "one" when we can say it's the first. its on thanksgiving.. so the day will be filled with family, food, and lots of US time. i think it works out nicely because we REALLY have something to be thankfull for. :)
GUESS what.... keegans dance crew (61syx technique) just got hired by the GR Rampage to dance at all their home games. its a paid contract deal and they're getting sponsered by a gym... they'll get jerseys with their BBoy names on em, 2 free tickets each to all the games and lots of publicity. im so excited for them! there's 5 of them... which just goes to show how good they are.. to get such an amazing opportunity... not to mention all the money they'll be making. *smiles....... as if enough people dont recognize keegan wherever we go... the guy told them that about 9 thousand people come to each game.. and there's 8 home game games.... say about 72 thousand people... yeah.. i'd say this is their big break! im so proud......
i'm VERY MUCH looking foward to sleeping in everyday of break. i have to work every day but thursday though.... aww well. i think friday im gonna get up really early and go shopping. i'd like to get a video camera for my mom for christmas.. figure that'd be the best day to get a good deal on one.
so yeah... i think that about covers it..
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2005 21 November :: 11.01pm
ugh seriously that's all
\and freakin hypnotism is weird shit. "DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM????? SHUT THE HELL UP. SHUT THE HELL UP!!!! I AM YOUR MOMMA!!"
hhahaa . it was fun but i'm sad. like x124125123512351235 million.
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2005 20 November :: 7.44pm
:: Mood: cheerful
Yesterday was me and nates one year anniversary!!! It was wonderful. Nothing to big just dinner and hanging out. Well my necklace that was supost to be for our anniversary but I got it like 2 months before. :) I am the happiest that I have ever been!!
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2005 19 November :: 4.45pm
It's been a real bumpy weekend. Highs and lows, and there of the highest and lowest points.
Example: Yesterday I decided to go to the play (again). And everything was good. Then we went to Ihop, and that sucked badly.
e.g. #2: I went to breakdance today, learned some new flips I was happy. Only to find out that someone stole 60 dollars from me at the gymnastics place. I'm pissed. But tonight. I'll be with erika, and most likely things will be better...
Damn roller coaster we call life.
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2005 19 November :: 1.18pm
OH my goodness. I'm having so much fun here. I think I'm really considering coming here, and not in a year either, I mean next year! We're going to a basketball game right now, and tonight we're going to this restaurant called The Embers. Dani's parents made reservations weeks ago for us to go there. After my campus tour last night at like 3 AM I think I know my way around already and it's really nice here, and I already know tons of people. Kevin is so hilarious, and Erik is really nice too. And everyone that I've met so far are people that I can see myself becoming really good friends with. Even if I don't end up going here, I'm already friends with all of them, it was really easy to be comfortable with them. I don't know.
Jon Glerum.....I'm missing you!
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2005 19 November :: 10.06am
the play is going really well.
and if anyone ever goes to eat at the IHOP on the beltline i will personally kick your ass for being stupid. im sure ashley will too. that place can burn....
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2005 18 November :: 7.30pm
ok ok ok! I'm going to Central tonight to stay with Dani!!! I'm so flippen excited!
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2005 18 November :: 1.16pm
I don’t know what to say
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know if it really even matters to you
How can I make you see
It matters to me
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2005 18 November :: 11.45am
where did i go wrong? i lost a friend
I really want to do something. I want to go on a missions trip or something. Feel worthy and maybe useful. I've been thinking about going out of state but you know. Things hold me back of course even though we have the resources so it's completely stupid, really. I could do it I guess just as easily as I'm doing what I plan to be doing... if that makes sense. But... there would be too many complications. Where would it leave us? I don't know, and so I will probably never do it.
Is that holding me back? I don't know. Not really I guess. Because it's also my door to absolutely everything. I wouldn't even be if it weren't for it. So I guess I can't say it's holding me back . That wouldn't make any sense.
How many times are you going to redo it? Kind of ridiculous.
I never knew people who had babies could afford such expensive clothing for themselves. Is that how you do it? Gawd.
I miss Roman like, really really badly. I haven't seen him for too long. Like a week. Almost. Really you're my strength babe. I'm going to see him early tomorrow. And then of course the day has to be brought down by work at 5. That's so stupid. I've worked every single day this week. Tired. Is what I am. Just tired. And then I have to work tonight of course at 5. We probably won't be busy at all and when you're a waitress, that really sucks. Getting paid $2.65.... come on. That's so stupid. I think I'll just leave if it's dead because it just is so pointless. And oh, I work Sunday as well. At 4. So I have worked every day for a week. What a glorious week.
When will something new come? I need.. not change but solutions. I hate this situation. I hate it.
I'm glad I'm fast typer. HA.
No love,
jess.
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2005 18 November :: 11.23am
everything is so....twisted. I hope it doesn't stay this way, I'm about to have a breakdown. I'm leaving tonight, I hope things don't get more out of control while I'm gone, and most of all I hope that I don't get replaced like it already seems I have. I at least hope that it isn't all forgotten over nothing.
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2005 18 November :: 11.22am
jess dont block your comments please cuz then i can't say anythinggggg :0(
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2005 17 November :: 9.56pm
Joe Lewis, I think that you are the love bug, and you have just bitten me!
(no, not really, but you're pretty awesome!)
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2005 17 November :: 9.44pm
oh man, now I know why I'm the way that I am. I hope nothing gets worse. I already have so many things stressing me out. One major one that I don't know what I'm going to do about it, and the rest just have to do with me making better use of...myself. I know why I care so much, but like I would ever tell anyone. gosh, I won't even truly admit anything to myself, like I know why in my head, for sure...100%, but I'm never going to say it outloud. It's so stupid. I just wish that they way I think about things happening in my head was the way that they really happened. If that was the case, then I would be totally stress free, I'm always so optimistic in my head, but in reality, I can't do half the things I thought I could do, and I can't be to anyone what I thought that I could be. And I guess I'm jsut feeling really awful because I don't know what to do, I always have a plan, and right now, I'm really lost, and I have nobody to talk to for real, that I can trust at the moment. ohhh gossshhhh! what the heck seriously, I can't take this anymore, I'm going to get sick after all this is figured out, yea, it's really bothering me that much.
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2005 17 November :: 9.40pm
we bit our lips, she looked out the window...
fuck this stupid so-called "family" what the fuck am i doing concerning myself with other peoples' happenings? i need to get my own life outside of SCHOOL??? and work. Rosie's babysititng and lazer skate and roman. that's my life.
then again, what is life when you're seventeen years old. It doesn't begin until you move out of your house. So when is life going to start for me. Hopefully sooner than we all think.
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