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2004 21 June :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: In Love
:: Music: Popcorn [remix] - Happy Hardcore
This is what love is
Love is when you stay up all night because you're waiting for them to call to say goodnight.
Love is when you want to know every thing about them, good or bad.
Love is when every song on the radio is about them.
Love is when you see something funny you want them there with you so you can see them smile.
Love is when you save all the conversations you've ever had with them.
Love is when they are sad, you cry for them, their pain is your own.
Love is when you are far, far apart, yet they are still always on your mind.
Love is when they've found someone else, you smile, and say "I'm happy for you" and you mean it, even though you still want to cry.
First love is something you will never forget.
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2004 21 June :: 3.01pm
You are Jupiter...
Lucky, Careless, Philosophical.
What planet do you represent? (Anime Pictures Girls) Please Rate!!!
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Today I made a friend and I talked with Sieg and called him earlier today.
Today is a good day.
I'm going to go take a shower. X3
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2004 18 June :: 6.52pm
:: Music: The Postal Service CD
"I'll wear my badge; Vinyl sticker with big block letters, adherent to my chest.
That tells your new friends I am a visitor here: I am not pernament. And the only thing keeping me dry is where I am." - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight: The Postal Service
Heh.. Here's a quick convo between Jessica and I. I'm Moochie.
PokuCat (6:55:15 PM): Hey, wanna read a new song I did that made two people think dirty thoughts? ^^
Moochie135 (6:55:42 PM): In what way?
PokuCat (6:56:01 PM): what do you mean in what way? *still brain dead*
PokuCat (6:57:38 PM): Did you mean dirty thoughts in what way?
PokuCat (6:57:52 PM): What else is "dirty" supposed to mean? Besides "messy"
PokuCat (6:58:23 PM): When I think of those words, I think of something extremely sexual and DIRTY. dude. Not doil.
PokuCat (6:58:51 PM): soil*
PokuCat (6:58:53 PM): XD woops.
Moochie135 (6:59:02 PM): No, what in the lyrics made them think dirty things, as in what did the lyrics imply.
Moochie135 (6:59:05 PM): I'm not dense.
PokuCat (6:59:35 PM): Why don't you read them for yourself and see what they mean
PokuCat (6:59:38 PM): b/c I dunno
Moochie135 (6:59:46 PM): Fine. =_=
Meh.. umm.. Hi all.. I want friends on woohu.
*Waves frantically* I know I'm... different.. But.. Mm.. I want more people to talk to. And to teach me how to get my journal better looking. XD
I'm still revamping it though.. I'm liking the new bground.
PokuCat (7:00:59 PM): PokuCat (5:56:30 PM):
My love for you,
So unreal.
My heart
What cries out for you.
{Chorus}
Can't you see,
I can live without you?!
[Understand....I need you...]
So please,
Kiss me,
Hold me,
Never let me go!
PokuCat (7:01:12 PM): Heal me,
Save me,
Take me,
Away!
[chorus ends.]
My whole body is breaking down for you,
Baby.
My headaches burn like a bitch!
Why can't they stop,
Why can't they go away,
What the Hell is wrong with me?
PokuCat (7:01:22 PM): I'm losing control!
My love is too hot like snow!
Too cold like flames!
Too much for this body to take ahold of.
Too much to comprehend!
So much that it's burning a hole through me!
[|{Chorus}|]
I can't take this holding back any longer.
I need to show you my real love!
Physically...
PokuCat (7:01:34 PM): As our bodies entertwine!
My heart is racing!
As we touch for the first time!
I'm wanting more!!
This lust can't hold back!
This urge to feed on your love!
BABY!
I can't help but allow these thoughts to sink deep--inside---me!
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PokuCat (7:01:47 PM): If I don't have you in my arms soon enough,
I'll ignite!
I'll burn like a blizzard!
I'll turn to ashes like the snow that falls from the dark grey sky!
My fingertips melting.
Just like ice.
My love can't hold itself back any longer!
PokuCat (7:01:58 PM): Free me.
Save me.
Taste me.
Create me!!
Moochie135 (7:03:54 PM): I didn't think dirty thoughts... O-o
Moochie135 (7:04:01 PM): Though it was very loverly.
Moochie135 (7:04:03 PM): <3
PokuCat (7:04:09 PM): *shrugg* Me neither.
PokuCat (7:04:11 PM): Thank you. ^__^
Moochie135 (7:04:20 PM): *sniff sniff*
PokuCat (7:04:23 PM): lol
PokuCat (7:04:24 PM): what?
Moochie135 (7:04:30 PM): Mum's frying something.
PokuCat (7:04:39 PM): ah
Moochie135 (7:04:39 PM): I can smell it.
Moochie135 (7:04:44 PM): >_o
Moochie135 (7:04:51 PM): I think fries..
Moochie135 (7:04:59 PM): Umm.. Let me guess what's for din din.
Moochie135 (7:05:07 PM): Fries..
Moochie135 (7:05:09 PM): And..
Moochie135 (7:05:22 PM): Fish or burgers probably..
Moochie135 (7:05:25 PM): u-u
PokuCat (7:05:33 PM): ^_^ lol
Do do do.. ^ More conversation.. ^ Her song is up there.
I got this pretty necklace and theses lighty blue tinted glasses that are shaped like the sheriff's sunglasses.. But they're a little bent, that can be fixed though. They look so awesome! XDD
More Convo. Don't Hate me.
PokuCat (7:07:04 PM): *groans* I dunno what to WRITE. *rubs eyes*
PokuCat (7:07:18 PM): Y'know I only got three hours of sleep? But, I'm not tired.
Moochie135 (7:07:46 PM): Then don't write, listen to music damn you.
Moochie135 (7:07:51 PM): The music I want you to downlaod.
PokuCat (7:08:05 PM): I am listening to music though! v_v
Moochie135 (7:08:11 PM): MEH MUSIC
PokuCat (7:08:16 PM): nuuuuu not yet
Moochie135 (7:08:19 PM): Or I won't get you a birthday present.
PokuCat (7:08:21 PM): I wanna write sumfin
PokuCat (7:08:23 PM): *GASP*
PokuCat (7:08:30 PM): no no no! I will I will!
PokuCat (7:08:33 PM): STOP!
PokuCat (7:08:34 PM): >_<
Moochie135 (7:08:36 PM): Or at least I'll make a threat. :gonk:
Moochie135 (7:08:41 PM): Good.
Moochie135 (7:08:45 PM): Here's the list:
Moochie135 (7:09:47 PM): "Brad New Colony", "Sleeping In", "The District Sleeps Alone Tonight" by The Postal Service
Moochie135 (7:10:35 PM): "Don't Ask Me", "There's A Fire". "The Fix Is In", "Bye Bye Baby", and "Hello My Treacherous Friends" by Ok Go
Moochie135 (7:10:45 PM): "Page One" by Lemon Jelly
Moochie135 (7:10:47 PM): AND
Moochie135 (7:11:07 PM): "Life Goes By" by Special Goodness.
Moochie135 (7:11:20 PM): Feel my wrath of power and overbearingness.
Please comment! >_<
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2004 17 June :: 11.42pm
:: Music: Lemon Jelly samples
Your ideal mate is Hige!! Laid back, easy-going
and funny, this pooch will always bring
enjoyment and excitement into your life.
Though he does tend to make light of serious
issues and sometimes goes with the flow a
little too often, he's a loyal friend who will
follow you to the ends of the earth!! After
all, he's just a great, big, cuddly teddy-bear.
. .err, teddy-wolf.
Who is your Wolf's Rain Mate? (For Girls)
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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.
Still revamping.
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2004 15 June :: 2.27am
:: Mood: apathetic
Posting with the new theme.
It wa supposed to be a type of Emoish feel, but I ended up not liking it that much, My mind might change though.
I got a new haircut that's really neat, though Mum will be dissapointed to find out that it doesn't work well with pony tails.
On Gaia I'm questing for a pair of Jacked-Up Pants now.
I have 6.3kish now. But they cost 35k-50k And the price will unfortunatly be rising.
I do kawaii chibis of avatars for 750gish.
And i love donations.
Ja well enough with the begging, for it never gets me anywhere.
I'm too preocupied in my mind to care and or fix the typos. Ta ta.
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2004 1 June :: 11.25pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: MiniDisc Mix
Congratulations. List of recet events.
+I got straight A's for the last semester
-Sieg and I are over, I will never be able to hear his soothing voice again
+I'm starting to go to a womens' Gym
+I'm revamping my journal again, this time completely, with a new Icon and everything, even if it takes a whiel to get the flim developed and edited
-I'm too lazy/busy.. kinda.. to post the rest.. if there is any..
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2004 25 May :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Sieg's wonderful voice
Bweeee
I am no longer single! ^^ Anyway.. Sieg asked me out last night, so yeah.. It was so... I can't even think of words to describe it.
And so Jose has the hotts for me, and so he's giving me free CDs, music sheets and intrument repairs and crap. But.. He's a litttle.. No, a LOT out there.. And not in the good way.. >.>;;;;;;;
So I told that to Sieg and he said I should slap him and I asked him why, so then we got in a little tug of war of words in why he said that and eventually he said, 'Because I love you..!'
It really made my day. ^_____^
Yeah, and it made up for when I smashed my fingers while going to slap a double three in cards during fifth period.
His mom walked in while we were talking.... Ehh... Not good..
>.>;;
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2004 23 May :: 7.24pm
:: Mood: Like this: >_<*****
:: Music: Me eating.
ARGHH!!
I go out of the room for FOUR MINUTES and he goes and signs on, talks and then signs back off!!! Ahhhh... I already tride to call.. It's risky, but I might try again, for I am Sieg deprived. ;-;
Quiz:
hug from behind - you like to feel what the other
person is feeling and see things how they see
them. you tend to be serious and emotional.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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2004 23 May :: 12.23pm
:: Mood: Bubbly, but still kinda lonely and hungry.. x-X;;
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional - If You Can't Let It Be, Might As Well Make It Bleed[On loop ]
More quizes and missing Sieg.. Oh.. Wait.. is that good news I hear??
Yes.. I think it is..
This morning an extremly generous Gaian who gets her kicks out of giving people heart attacks, sold me an OMG Hat, for a mere 22.6k! I'm so happy! *huggles OMG Hat* Now I have about 200g from cruising around for a little while. And soon I'm going to actually buy some clothes for my avii, for she barely has any clothes, just mostly acessories. *sweat*
I'll keep the three or four quizes until the end of my post..
Lovesick stuff down on the next line, scroll past or deal.
*Sigh* I really hope he had a good day yesterday, since he was out of it before.. I kinda still am.. But I was really, really, really out of it yesterday.. I miss his voice..
I got around 8ish hours of sleep this morning, I also hope he got as much.. Poor dear needs to get s'more sleep..
I never got to take a bath or watch Romeo and Juliet... I suppose I'll go take it now.. As I need one.. Then I'll pop in the movie if my love isn't online yet.
Oh here are some Lyrics to a few songs that I really like but don't know who their by or what they're called:
"As cliche as it may sound, I'd like to raise another round.. And if your bottle's empty just help yourslef to mine. Thank you for your time, and here's to life."
"You can't ride it.. Took forever. Go as far as you can see, but don't give up on me.. You can't drive it, do whatever makes you free. But don't give up on me.."
Argh.. Shit. Litteraly! >_< I have to go scoop dog feces before I can take my shower.. Oh joy.. ¬_¬*;;
But here, I leave you with some quizes.
How random are you?
this quiz was made by alanna
You're Captain Jack Sparrow: smart, savvy, a demon with the eyeliner and the best damn pirate we've ever seen. And only a litte crazy. Savvy?Which POTC character are you?
this quiz was made by alanna
Jolly good, wot! Anyone for tennis? That'll be ten ponies, guv. You're the epitome of everything that is english. Yey :) Hoist that Union Jack!
How British are you?
this quiz was made by alanna
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2004 23 May :: 2.40am
:: Mood: tired, still lonely
:: Music: Coheed and Cambia - A Favor House Atlantic
though I shant get angry.
Because the computer isn't in his room yet, so he probably wasn't able to get on some how. I haven't talked to him all day.. I really hope he's on when I wake up, that would be so great.
So yeah.. I went swimming, then I layed in the sun and was just there for like 3 hours, though I wasn't really much in the sun waiting for someone to call, I didn't get a tan because I was blindingly white, but maybe now I'm not AS white.
Even to just a simple 'good night' to me would be more than enough to satisfy my crave to hear my loved one's voice again.
Though it's only around 11:40 where he is..
But I've been waiting about 4+ hours, and I need a little sleep.
I kinda cleaned off my desk too.. It won't last very long though.. c_c;;;
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2004 22 May :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: lonely, kinda hungry
:: Music: I'm singing a Flaming Lips song to my self
I think it's called "Do You Realize?"
Ugh.. I miss him.. ._. A lot.
I have such a lack of things to do that I'm counting the minutes he's been gone since I last talked to him. >_<
42 minutes.
I'm kinda tired... I have no idea what happened to my favorite hair tie.. x-X
I have 50¢ left in my lunch account for school.. So.. I better bring in money..
I finally ripped off the wrist band from the ice skating rink from a few weeks ago that I had kept on. I thought it might get stuck in the pool filter, so I had to remove it my self.
Alas, when will my love return to me??
Mmm... I'm going to watch Romeo and Juliet, gansta stylin', yo. X3
But before that I'm going to wash my face..
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2004 22 May :: 4.17pm
:: Mood: lonely
A few quizes and guy talk.
You're an Etch-a-Sketch!! You're the creative,
artsy type who doesn't need to actually utilize
a single muscle group in order to have fun.
Doesn't matter though, you're still cool.
What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
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You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p
What kind of kiss are you?
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ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you
think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You
can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Yeah.. I've pretty much done absolutly nothing productive today, I couldn't get my mind off of Sieg for barely a few moments. He was online for, like, a few minutes, then he had to go. I think he was going off with his family to a cabin place.. He had to go to help chop wood and stuff. Reow. ^-~
I miss hearing his voice.. I called him on my cell a few times before, but this morning I got a mic hooked up to my computer so I didn't have to go outside to talk to him, but, alas.. He's away. ;-;
I want to go swimming.. It will give me something to do at least.. But I'd have to clean it first.. And since it's only around 1pm where he is then I might take my cell phone outside so I can hear it if he calls me. But I still need to do something about those long silences. I really love it when he sounds excited or happy about something, it just makes me feel so good. Oh and when he says romantic things.. I just melt and can't say anything. Though I really, really want to make him feel as good as he makes me feel, but sometimes I'm at a loss for words.
Well I'm going to go swimming now..
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2004 22 May :: 2.37am
:: Mood: extremely sad and lonely
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hmm today was Friday. Nothing new really. Armando is hard to read. I think he likes me but then i always see him talking to Julia and stuff. I dont know. He said he wanted to prove to me that what happened on Friday was serious. How is he to prove that? Right now i just felt like it was revenge to get back at his girlfriend. That day plays over and over in my mind like a silent movie. I looked at him more closely, like i'd never seen him before. Lying there on the grass with his head blocking out the sun, him leaning over me, i'd never felt to open. So vulnerable. His hand in my hair warm lips caressing mine. It felt so right. His eyes were gorgeous. A perfect shade of chocolate brown that i love. He has 2 little scars above the right side of his lip that i failed to notice before. I felt so good, lying there under him with his fingers tickling the inside of my right arm and under my shirt on my stomach and side. That day i looked up at the sky and never realized how blue it really was. I fell in love with every little imperfection in him. Hes amazing. Hes not perfect, not even close, but hes amazing.
My fortune from my fortune cookie at dinner: Star light, star bright. Your wish will come true tonight.
:shrugs: My only wish is to be with Armando and for him not to hurt me anymore. Well, since there's only 30 minutes left in 'tonight' i guess thats not happening. :\
Today is fire and she b u r n s
Armando: If i score on Sunday i'm dedicating my goal to you.
Armando: Kay purtyful?
It seems like he likes me right? :shrugs:
Damn i'm lonely. These are the times when my depression takes over. :( All i want right now is to be with him. Just have him hold me in his arms. Just to be near him. Thats all i want.
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Now im falling a p a r t.
Total eclipse of the heart.
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