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2004 22 May :: 2.23am
:: Mood: tired, though very happy
:: Music: Non-Stop Rock on MTV
^_^
Sieg's so nice. I really wish we lived closer to each other.
I have to clear all this stuff off of my bed so I can lay down.. I'm getting tired since I'm not talking to him anymore.. But we seem to come to silent spots occasionally. But it's okay, because even the more quiet moments I can hear him laugh once and awhile, which is, like is voice, very calming.
He lives so far away though.. >.<;;;
I really love him, he's really sweet.
I just can't stop thinking about him.. A lot of things remind me of him.. Like the Linkin Park music video that just came on.
My stomach is kind of hurting.. I'll probably go to sleep listening to the videos or Modest Mouse or something.. Maybe The Postal Service.. They have some nice relaxing songs.
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2004 21 May :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: undecided
:: Music: The Offspring
Now i stand here, betrayed and broken.
hm yeah i've been off of the computer for this week beacause i had two Ds on my progress report. Psh...
Monday- Eh, nothing too special. One of my blander, non-exciting days of the week.
Tuesday- This was one of my depressed, saddish days. On Friday Armando said he was giving Juilia until Monday and then he was "cutting her off." Well here we are on Tuesday he was still with her. At lunch he has his hand flipped over on the desk so no one could read it, but i had seen it already. It sais Armando <3 Julia. So yeah i was all sad and shit, just pretty much sitting there thinking all lunch. Then i was walking to 6th period with Joana and he was over with Julia and her huge group of loud annoying friends. They were like "C'mon i wanna see you guys hug and kiss. You dont even act like you're going out." He knew i had just walked by and i looked back trying not to be obvious to see if he would kiss her. Then she was like "Im gonna be late for class" and started walking down to her class. He waited for a second and then followed her. He walked he bascially all the way to class and, well, i could still see them. He kissed her and i just about brang me to tears. All 6th period all i wanted to do was break down and cry. It sucks seeing the guy you're in love with kissing someone else. Bleh...
Mr. Orton and Mr. Davis are on administrative leave for letting the kids use the computers in their class and they watched the beheading on Nick Berg in Iraq. I guess a couple of the kids went home and told their parents they had seen it in their class and their parents called and complained to Mr. Perry. So now the teachers are basically fired....how messed up is that? It was their TAs who showed it anyways.
Wednesday- It was okayish until about 6th period, then things started looking up. Jimi told Julia in second period about Armando and i on Friday. She didn't believe her. So then i guess Fez and Monique were talking about us loud in front of one of Julia's friends and i guess she went and told Julia. So then at lunch i was walking with Jo and Jimi out to the soccer feild and one of Julia's friends comes up to me and goes, "Hey, can i talk to you? You better stay away from her man, because you dont know who you're messing with. We'll kick your ass." lmao i just laughed in her face. I found it quite hilarious that "her man" is the one coming to me, dumb bitch. XD and also the fact that Julia didn't have to balls to come up to me and tell me that herself, she had to send one of her stupid little friends. XD so yeah then we walked out the the feild and Joana took Branden's jacket and she goes "C'mon Manda, get Armando's jacket. We're going under-cover." lol so i took his jacket and put it on. Man, was it big but damn it was warm and it smelled so good. Well, probably not good to other people, but it smelled like Armando. So to me it was the best XD. I wore it all 6th period and man, i think i smelled it like everyother second. So then i was walking with JO to the bathroom and i put my hands in the pockets and there was a letter in there. Being the curious, coughnoseycough, person i am...I read it. I was from Julia. It said something like "I want to know why you broke up with me. If it was because of Ben i kinda thought you let that go. I tryed to make our realationship work and i have been talking to you and hanging out with you more. I wanted to be with you for as long as possible...yada, yada, yada." Hunny, you just got dumped. XD. So yeah i had written him a letter the night before and it basically told him how i felt so i decided to leave it in this pocket. I gave him his jacket back. Man, lol i so wanted to steal it. I probably would have slept with it. lol it smelled oh so good. Oh yeah so i walked out to the car and i looked back at him and the first thing he did was put jacket on and put his hand in the pocket. Then i saw him look back at me. lol he found it. Then later that night we were talking and he goes "Oh yeah, i broke up with Julia today." I asked him why and he said, "Well ya know how i told you we were having problems on Friday or whenever well thats why. And she found out about us on Friday. She wanted to take me back no matter what, but i didn't want to go out with her anymore." Then he was kinda quiet and goes, "And, i did it for you. I wanted to prove that what happened on Friday was serious." You should have seen the smile on my face. :D lol i was so happy. Then he said, "I noticed the look on your face Tuesday at lunch. It wasn't happy. And your poem/letter you gave me today. Did i really makey you that sad?" I told him "yeah, sorta." and he said, "Aww, that sucks. I'll make yup for it though." :D So im guessing thats a good thing. He said he told Julia to leave me alone. Im not scared of her or he little friends but i really dont feel like dealing with their bullshit right now. So yeah...
Friday- [will be added later tonight.]
<3 Amanda
Deep inside secret's burning
I Should have known all the while what's true
I went along, to fool myself
Can't go on, I can't escape it
All along
I think I really knew
It was there in the words unspoken
All along
Still believed in you
Now I stand here betrayed and broken
Close my eyes from the burning
All along all the while it's true
Take it on, or turn your back
Either way, you can't escape it
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2004 20 May :: 7.58am
:: Mood: mellow
It's getting late, I have to get ready.. O-o;;
I'm going to summarize this as not to bore you.
Tuesday: Met a guy, talked, had fun.
Wedesday: Talked more, in his case, literally.
Thursday [today, so far]: School trip, I don't want to go so I'm going to school just for first period yearbook signing then at 10:30 I'm going back home. I have my own pool so I can swim any time I damn well please. XD
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2004 17 May :: 9.29am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Classmates cheering for slime dodgeball
Meh..
Travis got a haircut! >_< It is scurry, you can see his eyebrows!
I've already gotten three donations from people on Gaia, one being my friend, Yue Ying. And then another from my new friend, Peripie. But I gave her the same amount so it was just for the fun of it.
The banner to her thread is on the front page of my quest thread.
http://milo.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=2197182&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0
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2004 16 May :: 4.22pm
Hmm yeah...yesterday we had two games. We played San Pedro the first game at 8:00 and lost 2-1. They scored in the last minute because our defense screwed up and wouldn't clear the ball out. :growl: I was pissed. lol then i went home and hung out with Lindsay and Jimi and we ate tacos from Jack in the Box and watched premier league soccer. Well, i watched it lol. Arsenal won the championship. They were undefeated. Holy man, my sexy man Ronaldo is on the team. :swoons: He's number 7 too. lol 7 is Armando's number in case ya didn't know. :D Arsenal is Armando's favorite team. lol its my second fav, Manchester United is my favorite. And, well, Real Madrid is my third favorite because Mr David Beckham plays for them. woo lol anyways...Then we went back to the feild like at 2:30 and we played. We tied 2-2 so eh...it wasn't that bad but it still wasn't winning.
My game ended at like 5:00 and i ran home and took a super fast shower and dryed my hair and did my makeup in lightning speed lol. Joana picked me up and i went to St. John Bosco to help her work this fiesta thing for her church. lol i was like "Heck yea, ill go...Bosco Boys lol." There wasn't any smexy guys there though. @.@ We got there at like 6 and stayed 'till 10. We just pretty much sat in this game room thing with playstation 2 and X-Box and a tv and stuff and took peoples tickets. I met Jo's friend Angel. He's pretty cool. He goes to Downey but is getting expelled and is being charged with assault and battery because he beat some guy up and hit him with his cast he had from another fight. XD. He was nice though. He was making fun of us because sometimes when jo and i are talking we'll just look at eachother and know what eachother is thinking. lol. He was like "I've never chilled with two girls at one time, this is weird." haha. XD. So yeah....then i went over to Jo's so she could show me her new house. It's really nice, they have a pool and everything. I love her room. So yeah then her mom took me home and i was talking to Omar and my dad told me to get off the phone and go to bed. So i told him i had to go. This was like almost 11:00. Then i was in the bathroom getting ready to braid my hair and Armando called. lol i was sitting in the bathroom on the floor talking to him so i wouldn't get in trouble. lmao i talked to him for 2 hours until 1:00 in the morning. I was in the bathroom for the whole time and my ass was asleep from sitting on the floor for so long. XD he was so funny...
Armando: So did you have fun friday?
Me: I sure did, did you?
Armando: Yep
Armando: Man, Friday was crazy
me: Crazy, but good.
Armando: Crazy, but good, and enjoyable.
Me: Yes it was
Armando: Hey you made me
Me: No, i didn't make you do anything
Armando: Yes you did
Me: Nah ahh
Armando: Yes huh
Armando: You tied my hands
Me: No, you're the one who had my hands
Armando: No way
lol. You should have seen the smile on my face. :D then i told him i was sad because he didn't go to my games and he said he was gonna try. I was like you better go tomorow or else im gonna be even more sad. He was like okay ill try. :( He never showed up. And i scored with my left foot too. >.< Dumbass, he made me sad. Im serious. we won 8-0. I told him we'd win but he still didn't come. :cries: lol just kidding. He has a game at 3:00 or else i'd call him and tell him to come to our next game. We play semifinals in a little bit. :growl: this was his last chance to see me play this season because al our other games are away. Oh well, i guess. Well i better go get something tp eat. buh bye
<\3 Amanda
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2004 16 May :: 10.45am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: The Franz Ferdinand CD
I need to go to the bath room XP
I finally made my quest thread! Yay!
Here is the link:
http://moira.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=2197182&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0
Jessica got some friends together and bumped/conversationed it to get it up to page EIGHT while I was with my dad at the movies! And then my friend I met on Gaia, which I did two advatar commisions and a wishlist for for free 'cause she beesa my fwend, donated 2000g!!!!!
More advertizing for my quest below.
I'm current;y questing for an OMG Hat. I currently have 15,512g\\85,000g So I'm almost a fourth of the way done!
I just can't wait until I can buy one, my advatar would look sooo uber-adorable in it!
^____^
Back to dad last night, I got a little bit of my lost childhood back, which was good. First we went to Linsey Lohan's new movie, Mean Girls, which was pretty okay. Then we went to the beach and dug out a mote around a sand pile. It was fun, but then I got all salty and sandy and I was hungry. Dad hadn't had anything to eat all day so he was geting kinda dizzy. So we went to Checker's and I had the same as I always get when I go there, a hot dog with ketchup only kids meal and a small strawberry shake. ^^ It's really good and it's only, like, two bucks.
Then we went home because he had to rest up for his job later. It sucks, those fucking jackasses that work below him always fucking call in sick 'cause they work the odd hours, so my dad has to take over for them! Fucking asshole. >_<
But it's getting better because in less than two weeks, on the 28th, Dad's quitting that job because he got a new one. A better one. It's a monday through friday normal work hours no getting called in better pay welding job. Which kicks arse.
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2004 15 May :: 1.47am
Me and Armando...
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:00:04 PM): hi
amandizo7 (10:00:12 PM): hi
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:00:17 PM): whats up?
amandizo7 (10:00:44 PM): not much
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:00:56 PM): i see
amandizo7 (10:01:29 PM): and u
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:01:36 PM): the same pretty much
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:05:06 PM): so...
amandizo7 (10:05:38 PM): so....
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:05:48 PM): lol
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:06:24 PM): you still have a gf dont you?
amandizo7 (10:06:51 PM): ummm
amandizo7 (10:06:55 PM): yea
amandizo7 (10:07:04 PM): but things aren't that good
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:07:12 PM): oh
amandizo7 (10:07:27 PM): hold on i'll give you the info right now
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:07:31 PM): okay
amandizo7 (10:13:17 PM): k i'm back
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:13:30 PM): kk
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:16:22 PM): so us, today, meant what?
amandizo7 (10:16:42 PM): well it happens to be that my girlfriend has been talking to other guys and her friends told me about it
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:16:59 PM): oh
amandizo7 (10:17:35 PM): i asked if it was true and she denied it at first but then she told me that they were just friends
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:18:13 PM): but you dont believe her?
amandizo7 (10:20:42 PM): so i'm mad about that
amandizo7 (10:21:23 PM): but if she doesn't prove that her friends are wrong on monday then i'm cutting her off
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:21:35 PM): so was us today just to get back at her?
amandizo7 (10:21:50 PM): no don't take it that way
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:22:06 PM): then how do i take it?
amandizo7 (10:22:22 PM): i really enjoyed the time that i spent with you today
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:22:35 PM): so did i
amandizo7 (10:22:43 PM): it was like a dream and i didn't wanna wake up
amandizo7 (10:22:53 PM): you get me
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:22:57 PM): yea
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:23:19 PM): i just dont want to be something on the side, thats not fair
amandizo7 (10:25:18 PM): inoe how you feel amanda
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:25:41 PM): okay
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:26:01 PM): and i dont want to get hurt again
amandizo7 (10:26:16 PM): and trust me i don't want to have you like an unkown obsticle next to me
amandizo7 (10:26:29 PM): you mean a lot to me
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:27:30 PM): okay
amandizo7 (10:28:55 PM): the last thing that i wanna do to you right now is hurt you more than what i already did in the past
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:29:36 PM): thankyou
amandizo7 (10:30:05 PM): for what
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:30:23 PM): not wanting to hurt me
amandizo7 (10:30:46 PM): oh it's nothing
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:31:00 PM): its something to me
amandizo7 (10:31:30 PM): see, today was a proof of me not wanting to hurt you
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:32:06 PM): yea, except for the fact that you have a gf
amandizo7 (10:33:01 PM): i know that was my mistake today
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:33:46 PM): because now you've got my hopes up
amandizo7 (10:34:25 PM): but oh maan! i couldn't help it, you were right there in front of me and i hadn't had you like that in a long time
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:34:50 PM): i guess
amandizo7 (10:34:51 PM): it was just so irresistable
BR0KEN STAR xo (10:35:17 PM): hey i have to get offline so call me if you want k
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2004 14 May :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: somewhere between happy and terribly confused and
:: Music: Pat Benatar || Heartbreaker
You're a heartbreaker, dream maker, love taker. Dont you mess around with me
Woo yeah this week has been purty good, not the best but it was good. Today on the hand was another story...lol.
So yeah school was, eh, boring. XD at 6th period we almost had a cat fight. Sal wasn't there today so Mr. Davis was our sub and he was outside talking to some teacher. Denise and Krysi and Melissa have something unknown against Joana. lmao on day Jo and i were talking and she said something about them being 'wanna-be surfers' XD the funny thing is, they so are. Haha so i guess Miguel was there too and he told Krysi and Krysi was like "If you have something to say fuckin' say it to my fuckin' face." haha then Jo goes "Okay" So yeah...the rest of it was Denise likes Daniel. haha i told him and he goes. "Oh my god, that horse?!" XD yes "that horse." So yea I was sitting over by Jo and Jimi and Kiri and Monique and they said something about Daniel and then Jimi, knowing Denise likes him, goes "Who does Daniel like now?" And i was being all loud and i said "Duh, Joana." lmao. Then Denise, under her breath goes "Yeah thats why hes not going out with her anymore." Stupid bitch, hes not going out with her because he respects his parents. Lmao and if it weren't for his parent he and Jo would still be together. XD He wouldn't want to go out with that fat bitch anyways. lmao we were making fun of her like loudly, but i doubt she knew we were talking about her. Okay, at banquet, she wore this ugly, tight white skirt with granny panties. XD you could see them and everything....so disgusting. So yeah, she was wearing that skirt today and we were making fun of her. haha. Im completely on Jo's side for this whole "ordeal." Oh haha and the only reason Melissa told Daniel that Krysi wanted her to come to her party was because Denise likes him. Duh, why else. He said he wasn't going. I dont know if im going either. The twins are going to be there and i could just see the drama now. Anyways...this wasn't the "whole 'nother story" part.
Armando told me to stay after school and play soccer so i was like okay and i stayed. Miquel O'Maly was there and Daniel, and Wade and Daniel's brother, Alex. So their ride came and they left. Now its just Armando and i and Miguel. Then like 10 minutes later miguel's mom came and then i was just mre and Armando. :D lol. So we shot and crossed and stuff and then we had this bet that whoever scored the most P.K.s got to give the loser sex hair. Long story short, i lost. So yeah my hair got sextified. Woo. Anyways, we shot around some more and then he sat down and goes its halftime. lol alright. so i sat down kinda next to him. Then he started throwing flowers and grass in my hair and i was throwing then back. And then he was trying to mess up my hair some more and so i messed up his. Then i rolled over so i was laying on the ground and he sorta leaned on top of me and held my hands above my head and messed my hair up with the other. So yeah...then we were like wrestling and throwing grass and floweres at eachother and then he pinned me down again and held my hands and just looked at me. Then i was like "What?" And then he leaned down and kissed me. Of course i kissed him back, im in love with the kid. What else was i supposed to do? so yeah then we stayed till 4:00 just talking......and kissing lol. The only thing bad is he still does have a girlfriend. God, i wonder how many girls he's cheated on. Seriously. This isn't fair to me. For him to get my hopes up like this and then hurt me again. It just isn't fair. I dont know what to do. I dont know if he likes me or what. Im so confused. He kissed Melissa just for the hell of it so he very well could have did the same to me. God, why am i the one always getting screwed over. Us kissing just felt, so right. I dont know how else to put it. It felt good. I've missed being close to him so much. It took me 45 minutes to walk home but i didn't even realize it took me that long because i was lost in my thoughts. The flipping sky could have fallen and i wouldn't have noticed. Damn, now i've got myself in tears again because im so confused. I dont know what to do. My heart is telling me to give him another chance to tel him everything you feel and ignore what everyone else thinks. But my head is telling me to not give in, because all im gonna end up with is a broken heart. Im tired of being stepped on, but ive been told to follow my heart. well, i guess im gonna go and see if he calls me. :shrugs: Goodbye
<\3 Amanda
I told Melissa what happened. I dont know if that was such a good idea, she going to tell Krysi and Denise the first chance she gets and then it'll be all over the place. Damnit.
Me=BR0KEN STAR xo
Melissa=lckyducky613
lckyducky613 (9:03:53 PM): hey
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:03:58 PM): hola
lckyducky613 (9:04:03 PM): whats up?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:04:08 PM): nothing much u/
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:04:10 PM): u?
lckyducky613 (9:04:14 PM): nothin
lckyducky613 (9:04:19 PM): so did you win today?
lckyducky613 (9:04:20 PM): lol
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:04:23 PM): lol no...i lost
lckyducky613 (9:04:27 PM): aww
lckyducky613 (9:04:29 PM): what happened?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:04:45 PM): haha we took pks and he scored one more than me
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:04:48 PM): rawr
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:04:49 PM): lol
lckyducky613 (9:04:50 PM): haha
lckyducky613 (9:05:02 PM): so what did you lose? like what happened?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:05:11 PM): lol he gave me sex hair
lckyducky613 (9:05:16 PM): haha
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:05:30 PM): yea it sucked, it was all messed up
lckyducky613 (9:05:33 PM): how long did you guys stay after?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:05:44 PM): like until 4 i think
lckyducky613 (9:05:52 PM): oo wow!
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:06:04 PM): yup yup
lckyducky613 (9:06:14 PM): anything else happen?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:06:18 PM):
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:06:21 PM): lol
lckyducky613 (9:06:30 PM):
lckyducky613 (9:06:35 PM): what else happened?!?!?!
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:06:42 PM): lmao...he kissed me
lckyducky613 (9:06:52 PM): are you serious?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:06:56 PM): yes
lckyducky613 (9:07:01 PM): wow!
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:07:11 PM): yeah
lckyducky613 (9:07:23 PM): like a peck or tounge?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:07:33 PM): XD no comment
lckyducky613 (9:07:38 PM): tounge
lckyducky613 (9:08:31 PM): did he break up with his gf?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:08:52 PM): i dont think so
lckyducky613 (9:09:10 PM): what did you do when he kissed you?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:09:32 PM): he had me pinned down so i kissed him back loil
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:09:34 PM): lol*
lckyducky613 (9:09:40 PM): whoa! amanda
lckyducky613 (9:09:45 PM): how did he have you pinned down?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:11:23 PM): lol well we were like messing up eachothers hair and throwing flowers and grass and then iono lol
lckyducky613 (9:11:36 PM): oo
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:11:53 PM): dont tell anyone k?
lckyducky613 (9:12:02 PM): dang thats another gf he cheated on
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:12:07 PM): ..i know
lckyducky613 (9:12:20 PM): dang i would never get with him
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:13:06 PM): :shrugs: im probably just gonna end up getting hurt again
lckyducky613 (9:13:16 PM): are you gonna get back with him?
lckyducky613 (9:13:42 PM): or would you?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:13:45 PM): i dont know
lckyducky613 (9:14:26 PM): honestly i think thats a dumb move if you do....b/c he juss cheated on another one of his gf's
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:15:07 PM): yea
lckyducky613 (9:15:24 PM): did you invite him to our games this weekend?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:15:43 PM): he said he was gonna try to go
lckyducky613 (9:16:03 PM): oo
lckyducky613 (9:16:47 PM): did you talk to him today after you guys practiced?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:17:14 PM): no he said he was gonna call me
lckyducky613 (9:17:18 PM): oo
lckyducky613 (9:17:37 PM): do you talk to him alot on the phone?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:17:46 PM): like every night
lckyducky613 (9:17:52 PM): dang
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:17:59 PM): lol
lckyducky613 (9:18:00 PM): what do you 2 talk about?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:18:10 PM): iono
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:18:19 PM): nothing special
lckyducky613 (9:18:19 PM): does he like you?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:18:34 PM): :shrugs:
lckyducky613 (9:18:44 PM): you dont know?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:18:54 PM): no
lckyducky613 (9:19:00 PM): oo
lckyducky613 (9:19:04 PM): he is such a player
lckyducky613 (9:24:41 PM): anywho...
lckyducky613 (9:27:41 PM): are you there?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:27:50 PM): yepper
lckyducky613 (9:28:04 PM): what are you doing?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:28:20 PM): um nothin really
lckyducky613 (9:28:28 PM): oo
lckyducky613 (9:28:34 PM): your not talking very mucho
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:28:55 PM): i know...i dont have much to say
lckyducky613 (9:29:00 PM): why not?!
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:29:07 PM): iono
lckyducky613 (9:31:10 PM): oo akie dakie
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:31:21 PM): uh huh
lckyducky613 (9:31:33 PM): are you thinkin about mando?
BR0KEN STAR xo (9:31:44 PM): ...yea
lckyducky613 (9:31:50 PM): oo
lckyducky613 (9:32:08 PM): well i hope you make a good choice if he wants to get back with you
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2004 14 May :: 4.42pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: The View - Modest Mouse
Finally. ¬_¬
I am soooo totally back on the computer! >_<
I got two new CD's last night, Franz Ferdinan and Modest Mouse. I haven't opened the Franz Ferdinan CD yet.
I really hope I get to visit Michelle or she gets to come down here sometime in the summer, I really miss her... And in a year she'll be going off to college so I will see her even less than aobut once a year if that's even possible. ;-;
Tonight is the last concert of the year! Yay!
This is what we're playing [In order. ]:
-Motown [Stop! In The Name of Love, I'll stand with you or something like that, and I'll Shop Around. ]
-James Bond theme: die another day
-Disney Marches [Supercalifragalisticexpealodocious {I think I spelled that right... I wasn't looking either!! O-o, The Elephant song, Mickey's March. ]
I'm so tired.. Good thing it's at the highschool, so we don't have to sit on thoses wooden pull-out blechers. They got a new autitorium that has like movie theater seats, but less padded.
Sunday I'm going to be on my best behavior as I'm going to the movies with Lauren and her sixth grade friends. ^^;;
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2004 14 May :: 9.59am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Very Loud... classmates.... >_o
I wish I was listening to Modest Mouse.
If I beg enough, maybe I'll be able to get o nthe computer at home, classmates are loud, giving me a head ache. Short post, you don't care.
That sounded poetic. XDD
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2004 13 May :: 1.04am
If I let you, you would make me destroy myself. But in order to survive you, I must first survive myself. I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you. There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you. I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain. I will use my mistakes against you. There's no other choice. Shameless now. Nameless now. Nothing now. No one now. But my soul must be iron cause my fear is naked. I'm naked and fearless
[more of an update about this week tomorow >.<]
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2004 12 May :: 9.47am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Same as before.
>_O;;
Ehh... I wasn't able to go online after school yesterday afterall.. ._.;;
Well I have spelling home work today so then I'll be able to use my grandma's computer afterschool, and I'll get it done quickly so I can jsut mess around online..
Well.. I don't mess around, I actually do important, fun stuff... >__>;;;
Ehh... It's way too loud in here! >_<
Well, Modest Mouse came on MTV this morning, so I turned it up really loud 'cause that song is so awesome! ^___^
CD's I need to get:
-The Von Bondies
-Modest Mouse - Good News For People Who Love To Hear Bad News
-New Found Glory - Catalyst
-Cauterize - So Far From Real
-The Killers
-Harvey Danger
Bands that I really want to come out from underground [Or something like that.. ]:
-Good Night City
-[I forgot the band name.. >_< ]
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2004 11 May :: 9.43am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Classmates Being Crazy
WHEEEE!!!!oneone1!!!uno11111!!!1
Yay!!!
My May donation letters finally came in!! ^_^
Anyway, I took some cool neat emoish... kinda.. pictures Sunday, which I might end up using for my new icon. Though I still really want at school-zone picture. >_o;
Saturday band went on a trip to Kendell Ice Rink, but I think I said that already.
*Huggles Journal* I ish glad it didn't get deleted!!! ^___^
Okay, I'm still in trouble, but Grandma is letting me use the internet at her own after school cause she's so nice, and I can sometimes get to use it at school too, like, during first or second period if I'm lucky. Or just stay after with Mrs. Manaher and use her computer. She has a really comfy swivel chair! ^^;;
Anyway, Whatever.. Oo;;
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