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thewalrus

:: 2009 4 July :: 2.57am

"Head butt a bullet bitch"

Agreed.

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fishyrere

:: 2009 3 July :: 2.29am

Andrea:

I hate you. I don't even know why we are friends. You only hang out with me because you wish you were me. Plus you totally want in Justin G's pants and ditched me for him. What ever happened to sisters before misters?

Head butt a bullet bitch.

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gillette

:: 2009 2 July :: 11.02pm

More pharmaceutical fun. So he DID give me those pills for free. Those pills are nine bucks EACH! It was only three of them, but still...and I went in there tonight to pick up my rx and he was chatting away as usual..He asked me if my boyfriend was coming to visit me this weekend and I said no, and he said he was a jerk! HA! i was like woooooooahh there.

I'm worried about grad school. EVERYONE i talk to is like, 'oh my neice/friend/etc...got all A's and couldn't get in anywhere in Michigan for the speech path program' seriously like 6 people have told me that. I must know why! what can i do so that doesn't happen to me?! how can i make myself different? stand out? etc...UGH!!

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gillette

:: 2009 1 July :: 11.12pm

Beyonce Halo
soo it's been a long time since i've updated more than a few strange words.

so much has been happening. life is...insane. busy. spiraling everywhere. pain, love, excitement, hurt. moving forward, moving backward, sitting in the middle of it all.

work is ridiculous. i work 32 hours plus a week. i hardly have any time to myself anymore. i definitely need the money more than anyone could ever know, but it's exhausting sometimes.

i got a B+. a fucking B+. there goes my 4.0 at CMU. GONE------> ughhhhh

i miss jake. i hate just 'visiting' with my boyfriend. i want him here, with me. i hate it.

i feel alone, overwhelmed, grown up. doing things on my own. taking care of everything. trying to hold my family together, wishing my father was sober...scrounging for pills that the doctors office won't subscribe.

my pharmacist says i'm the most 'normal, mature 21 year old that comes in here," again could be just because he loves me. maybe not. but he should know at least some about me since i'm forced to talk to him for half an hour increments everytime i go in there. he is kind of attractive which is the odd thing. he's like 28. weird. especially since i always feel skanky when i go in there either in my work uniform or some sort of sweat pants and tank top. bleh

bought one bellybutton ring got four free. woohoo and bought a mouth guard so i don't grind my teeth down to the gums like i have been. it's annoying though and weird.

when is my someday. i want it now. i want my turn.

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phil-himself

:: 2009 1 July :: 6.01pm

Strange Cousins from The West will change the way you hear music

for serious

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phil-himself

:: 2009 1 July :: 4.01pm

Is there a show on Discovery that Mike Rowe doesn't voice over?

I mean that guy is awesome and he must be making some serious C Notes

Love Mike Rowe!

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phil-himself

:: 2009 1 July :: 2.10pm

This is where I say something to piss everyone off because I don't have anything better to do than argue with people on the internet.

So here it is: Testicles

that is all

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phil-himself

:: 2009 30 June :: 10.17pm

I tested my bike and it tested me

8000RPM @ 80MPH is a little scary on a windy open freeway

50HP is a lot more when it sits just in front of your legs.