loserxdork
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2006 5 December :: 11.42pm
:: Mood: frustrated
Sooooooo I've sent countless emails to many people for babysitting positions and I'm just waiting on getting replies, I've looked into live in positions as well so that way I could move out of the house, and that would be nice. I'm not getting my hopes up though. All I really need to make is like $250 a week and I should be ok. I put an ad up on craigslist too and hopefully that brings a few responses. I made a channukah list which consists of:
1.a pair of uggs
2.the rent soundtrack
3.panic! at the disco CD (which my moms ex boyfriend broke)
4.the movie patch adams
5.the movie jack
6.the movie click
7.giftcards to stores
8.a juicy tracksuit, or just the hoodies
and I haven't really though of much else yet.
So, I'm waiting on my capital one card to see if I get accepted and I applied for a bloomingdales card so I can get 10% off when I shop. I feel bad cause I told my sisters that I would get them uggs for channukah and if I don't get a job before then I definitely wont be able to afford them but whatever, it isn't my fault, my dad had to fire me righ before the holidays.
You wanna hear something really fucked up? The day my dad fired me, like, before we got to work, he let me buy him breakfast. HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT? Whatever.
My mom wants me to see a psychiatrist and I should go but I don't know, I guess I will, whatever.
That is all for now, kinda tired so I'm gonna get off the computer soon.
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2006 5 December :: 10.12pm
Things I hate:
My keyboard randomly changing to Dvorak. WTF, keyboard? I'm trying to write a paper at the last minute and you were fine TWO WORDS AGO. Seriously. Plus you are only using Dvorak in Word? And only on this sentence? WTF? Did I press the wrong keys or something? I closed Word and you better work when I open it back up or I'm taking you out.
Back to my paper.
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I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2006 5 December :: 9.38pm
Why I love Emily:
I have to or else I will have no friends in France :p
She's going to France
She introduced me to The Decemberists and my newest love Regina Spektor
She has a doppelganger
Regina Spektor
She is just the best person in the world
...uh...minus you guys?
She rocks, Emily does.
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2006 5 December :: 8.11pm
I hate money.
3 broke me |
I think im broken
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xsilentxsuicidex
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2006 1 December :: 11.45pm
i'm heartbroken. newly single.
and in love with "just a friend."
3 broke me |
I think im broken
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xsilentxsuicidex
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2006 30 November :: 7.06pm
things are slipping away from me.
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2006 27 November :: 10.49pm
omg there are only like ten days of this semester left before exams and then like omg i m totally going to france!!!!111oneone1!!one!1
2 broke me |
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2006 26 November :: 11.35pm
doppelganger
My friend has a doppelganger.
Read more..
2 broke me |
I think im broken
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1010101
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2006 24 November :: 1.49pm
Hey! Everyone here! I'm trying to get everyone together at my house since we pretty much almost never get together these days, but so far, thanks to a shortage of numbers and a severe lack of people PICKING UP THE BLOODY PHONE (!!!!! O_O) I have only managed to get ahold of Katie. Soooooo, if anyone would like to join me in doing whatever the hell we wind up doing (movie, games, food, skipping naked through the streets beneath the moonlight screaming showtunes, virgin sacrifice, mass orgy, sitting on a couch groaning about how much our respective college experiences suck, any combination of the above and maybe more...? (and damn I write massive statements in my paranthesis)), just give me a call at home.
1 broke me |
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2006 24 November :: 2.47am
I haven't even left the country and I already lost my passport.
5 broke me |
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2006 21 November :: 10.30pm
Things that I never knew were awesome:
The Decemberists
I think I'm a hipster/indie kid. I want the glasses and cool outfits.
5 broke me |
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2006 20 November :: 11.09pm
Apparently Danny got in a really bad car accident.
If when I come back from France I've gained a lot of weight, will you still love me?
8 broke me |
I think im broken
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mudpiegrl
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2006 18 November :: 1.20am
:: Mood: contemplative
I'm at a strange point i never thought i'd find myself at...i could easily find myself in a relationship in a week. i could also easily find myself in temporary consolation with a few guys. logically, one says, the relationship. but i've weighed the circumstances. i'd be hindered to a certain extent...rather than doing what i want when i want. i kinda like going out to dinner or lunch with whomever asks and not worrying about who's going to care.
on the other hand, it'd be nice to have someone who i can always call and they're prepared to come see me. but that also means that i'd have to be the same way...or that they may be over too much...::cringe:: i dont know what i want right now and i really dont want to drag anyone into my life without really caring for them.
i somewhat feel like a whore, as well as like im walking away from something that i need...but i dont know waht i need or want right now...just that im having fun in my classes and making anything i care to make. it's nice...
I think im broken
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xsilentxsuicidex
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2006 17 November :: 2.06pm
i can't do it.
1 broke me |
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2006 17 November :: 2.03am
Things that are awesome:
Doing a last minute presentation preparation on Nintendo and procrastinating by watching videos of people playing the Wii for the first time. Tee hee. The old Japanese couple is so cute! It's really funny to see how they react to the controller. I want to see my dad play the Wii. That would be hilarious.
1 broke me |
I think im broken
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