please don't break me...</3

:: 2006 7 July :: 11.35am

When did Becky's mom pass away?

4 broke me | I think im broken

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:: 2006 7 July :: 1.28am

Well, not sure if anyone here even knew I had a girlfriend to begin with since I never really posted on the matter here anyways, but I don't know. The relationship lasted all of 18 days. Kind of pathetic really.

And now the search for a girl continues. Quite annoying really.

Though, on the plus side, it was a very gentle almost mutual breakup. Aaaand, I'm single again! woo..?

Ah well, in any case I'll live.

Other highlights of the day include:
-Acing my last calc quiz
-Hitting my first animal on the road today (an american woodcock (see my xanga for full details)
-Coming up with a new novel ideal (and this one is really good, possibly replacing my original project II)

Also, I'm starting to really think that I may need glasses. As I type, I can barely focus on the letters, and every now and then I find myself unable to read a word. And I'm only sitting 3 feet from the screen tops.

And, that's all for now.
Va con dios mis amigos.

4 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 6 July :: 9.48pm

I hit my first woodland creature today.

I cried and called Nick. He reassured me that the poor chipmunk had cancer and I relieved it from its suffering.

I didn't get a chance to brake.

Read more..

I have on the job training tomorrow. So basically my first day of my second job. I'm nervous.

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 5 July :: 6.19pm

how i honestly feel.
i will never stop loving zackary taylor lilly, no matter what happens to this relationship.

this is the most beautiful thing i've ever experienced in my life,
and i believe that i will never forget it.

:: 2006 5 July :: 4.55pm

I'm so tired. I have training again today, I don't know what else we need to learn.

Tired...

I think im broken

5 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 4 July :: 4.14pm

I guess I passed out yesterday or something. I insist that I just fell but Nick says it sounds like I passed out.

And that's what everyone has been talking about it as.

I haven't told my parents.

It was embarrassing.

I love you all.

mudpiegrl

:: 2006 3 July :: 3.14pm

im in between workings. i just returned from the studio and now am going to yardhouse.

i hate how everything is right now. i want to be able to just sit and talk to someone. but the only people i ever want to talk to always have someone else with them wherever they go. or dont call me back at all.

my mum went through the table. of course, she was drunk...what else is new. so it's broken; im surprised she isnt.

so i really wnat to make a trip to the hospital...take a gander at opportunites for detox for her. she needs it badly.

work time.

:: 2006 3 July :: 9.25am

"It is not time or opportunity that is to determine intimacy; it is disposition alone. Seven years would be insufficient to make some people acquainted with each other, and seven days are more than enough for others."

I think im broken

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 3 July :: 1.51am

i've never been as overwhelmed by a feeling as i am now.

it's refreshing,
it's exciting,
it's love.

2 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 30 June :: 2.59pm

I am an official member of:

And we are welcoming visitors and new members.

(We will be updating our graphic when time is available to do so/when I'm home.)

2 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 28 June :: 12.23pm

The scholarship I was dependent upon for France and was confident I would receive has been cancelled because of poor stock investment or something like that.

The funniest part is that the scholarship is giving to those going into an international business field. It looks like investing scholarship money in the stock market was a poor business move.

So France continues to grow farther and farther out of reach.

5 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 28 June :: 9.17am

Superman Returns was awesome.

He's a sexy beast.

5 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 27 June :: 9.37am

Oh. By the way.

Happy Birthday, Jessa you sexy person you!!!!!

I love you! sex!

8 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 27 June :: 7.11am

I am going to be tired for the rest of my life.

I now have two jobs and I'm going to see if I can squeeze in a third. Training went to 10 last night. We have training again on Wednesday then again next week on Monday and Wednesday.

I usually go to bed at 10:30.

We're going to see Superman tonight at 10 and I'm just so tired.

I'm all alone at the office again today.

Good thing I don't have to work until noon on Wednesdays or I'd collapse.

I love you all.