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2006 10 April :: 8.06am
:: Mood: rushed
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this weekand...
what can i say about my weekand? well uhm lets see here, i went to work on Friday and then when i closed the store, i went to my friend Jessicas apt. Then we played another game of strip poker, though cuz i was getting sleepy Jess and me forfit the game hahaha. Though Chad and Nick had been nekked at least once a peice. Same with me though. Then Jess and Nick ran off to the bedroom, We were going to sleep but then something happened, we began to kiss, they were soft kisses but it got me going, Then i got up, turned out the light and got on top of him, basically we ended up having sex. He says about 2 hours we were going but who knows, all i know is he got me off like 15 times. Then i went to work Saturday night. Worked till closing again and came back to Jessicas apt. Chad was the only one awake this time, Then Nick and Jess got up for a few, Then Jess soon disappeared in the bedroom, Then Nick put a movie on, Chad and I laid down on the couch, it wasnt long before Nick left the movie playing and passed out. We began to make out again but it didnt last this time, i kept falling to sleep because i was extremely tired. I remember falling asleep like 3 times and then he would kiss me, But then i passed out. I guess it didnt work anymore. Then yesterday i helped my buddy Chad move his parents out of their house. That was fun, we filled up a storage unit. Then i took Chad to my sunday dinner, which i found out a little later that he was nervous, i thought that was a bit weird after all, he did actually start talking after a little bit but he kinda followed me around my house, which i thought was cute. He didnt eat though and that worries me, he needs to eat i mean at least a few things here and there. but neways, then they loaded my car up with all their shit and i sat in my driver side seat, with a blanket on my lap. They were crushed in with stuff all around them. I felt bad. But ya know, then we got back to jessicas and we chilled for a bit, then i had to go, went home, called Chad and talked to him till almost midnight....Which i have quit starting now on Smoking. Its going to suck at first but i shall love it soon enough and im going to start exercising too. Hopefully ill be able to stay in Shape as well. Neways though, there aint much to really say other then that. so Later!
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2006 9 April :: 5.43pm
Its home... Finally.
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lovelykittykat16
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2006 7 April :: 10.46am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Kermit The Frog on Weed
another bad night...
this week has been the longest week i have had in a long time. I am ready to just let go. I want to walk out on my mom, see how she feels after im gone from her life. She is trying to rule over me cuz i may not graduate. Well screw that, outside of school isnt going to do me any good. Next week i have alot of shit i gotta do anyways. Im going to start running and walking on monday, maybe sunday night, who knows but this weekand i am still gone from my moms. I think, i hope, and i really need a break from the damned drama. I need to like rent a hotel and just sit in it for 24 hours, do nothin but get food and snooze. Chad was funny last night when i saw him, he started to get a little clingy and i dont really want clingy though i dont mind on Occation. i mean i know i like him but at the same time i think im pushing everyone away which is kinda scary to me. i mean i dont think of "him" as often. the one i will always love but yet at the same time he somehow gets back into my life. Without even having contact with me. I want to move to alabama. Though i dont wanna leave and hurt people. Though at the same time though i do need away from all that i know, including my normal self in order to fix my little problem. I want to get lost and not be found for like 2 weeks. Then i will be back on Track. Well im not sure if i have anything else to say, i wanna see Chad and try to figure myself out, try to work it out in my own head. I mean i do wanna see him and he does make me happy when i let him. There isnt too much to say though so, Later.
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2006 6 April :: 8.33am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Ne-yo - So sick
so sick of love....
Last night, What can i say? it started more around 2:30pm when i called my manager to tell him i couldnt work cuz i had to take my brother to School. he got pissed and told me some shit then i said whatever and hung up with him. I cant stand this job anymore. I need something new or to just quit for awhile. I need a vacation. I need to get away from it all, My mom, My brother, School, Work EVERYTHING!!! i just want to run away. I wish i could even though i technically can. My mom just doesnt understand, but then i went to pick my bro up and my friend Jess came with me, After we had played a lovely game of Strip poker hahaha! well neways, we went to pick him up, on the way my mom called me and she talked with me, Then my brother called me to bitch that i wasnt there. After i was ready to hang up my mom called back so i told him that i would be there late and i was sorri then i got back on the phone with my mom, Then i got bitched at by her because i told her i would be late home because i had Jess with me, Well fuckin shit, Then i got to my house around 10:45pm. i got to Jessicas in leauge City only 5 minutes later so i stayed for another half hour, Then i went home. I got home around 11:40pm. My mom this morning bitched at me again and now im prolly grounded which is fuckin bullshit. I just want out of my moms life. I love her but she needs to get away from me and off my back. I mean she is basically begging me to move out with how she is acting toward me. I dont understand anything anymore, i need to keep my mouth shut and finish school so that my mom cant bitch and complain about how one of three did not graduate. I dont want her to be upset when i move out again but i cant do it, i cant hack it living with her. I am gone all the time because i cant stand being in her house, its something that bugs me, I wanna be at Jessicas all the time to visit with her and make out with Chad and to chill. Maybe drink on occation but nothin special. Well im not sure of what else to say, im just sooo pissed/sad/depressed/angry/and shot down. I just cant wait till the end of today at school so i can see Chad, even if for a little bit, he will help me feel comfy. later yall.
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2006 5 April :: 8.33am
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: Nickleback - Hero
woah
Well last night was interesting, first i called into work. Though i still had to go in so i took Chad, Jess, and Nick to Chads parents place. Then i went to work and it was boring as all hell. so i finally came up with an excuse to get out of work and i left. It was about 7:30. Then i went back to Chads parents house, Chilled for a few when i got a call from my friend Brooke who i havent heard from since forever ago!!! So i went to visit her and i got to see her new baby and he is BEAUTIFUL!!! ugh. :-D!!! Kamrin is his name and how its spelled, Brooke is just so lucky to have the perfect guy for it. But then i went back to Chads and then got them all to say goodbye and then we went backt o the apt. Well then as i was saying my goodbyes to Chad, It got a little Hot n Heavy. Haha....Well ya....Maybe ill tell more later today, I gtg, Class is almost over!!!
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2006 4 April :: 9.16am
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Kid Rock & Cheryl Crow - Picture
whatever it may be
well this weekand sucked and this week is turning out all ready to suck balls. I work everyday this week, including Closing on Friday and Saturday! Its retarded. I dont wanna work it lol. Then my mom is pissed at me for my OE coarses that i havent completed and if i dont complete them then fuck it, ill take some summer school and then get over it. But i will finish High School FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! FINALLY! man and then my sorta guy Chad didnt want me to leave my friend Jess's house last night, and i almost didnt but i had to so i told him that i couldnt. Felt bad but i got over it lol cuz i talked to him for like an hour or so. I cant wait for this shitty week to be over cuz now i cant go Dancing with Krystine and that makes me sad, i was gonna be her dance partner even though i cant dance. It really sux. I feel like drawing but im too lazy to do so. oh well though, ill be alright i guess and eventually ill get over it. But ya, i am preying for these scholarships. Now i have this guy in my class jamming out to this Raving song, he seems like a fun party guy, i need to invite him to Jessicas house lmao. That would be fun. Hes a funny guy named Clayton who knows my Ex Dustin, Weird.....But ya, Hes kool. Neways though, Gtg, Listening to my Fav song now, Lata!
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2006 3 April :: 2.06pm
apparently i'm an asswad.
now i'm a hunny bunny and a snookems
cause bethhy loves me.
but after asswad i was a dick and a fucking cock.
:D
i should keep a list of names she calls me in a day, cause that was like 5 minutes lols
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2006 2 April :: 4.14pm
Why is it people feel the need to freak out on you when they don't get their food in minus 30 seconds? Beats me. Anyway, my wallet is nice and fat, I can't even close it anymore, no kidding. Its a wonderful feeling I tell you what. I guess this job is really taking its toll on me too. I just weighed myself out of curiosity, and apparently I've lost 10 pounds in 2 weeks. Whoa. The last time I lost that much was during my surgery when I couldn't eat anything. Then I gained it all back, and was back where I started (125) and now its gone again. Yay for muscles! lol.
Oh, and I forgot to mention something about yesterday at work. Remember I talked about that fight I saw? Well theres this really big girl in the group that looks like she has waaaay too much testosterone in her system who is pretty much doing all the fighting. Well, I saw her again last night. And guess what she was doing? Yep, she was fighting, this time she was coming in the door. Getting started early I guess. Oh well, serves for nice entertainment.
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2006 2 April :: 3.51am
Oh my GAWD! I am so angry! Just got home from work like 20 mins ago, and I have to go back in at 10. Im debating if I should even sleep. I probably should though, Im glad I have Mon and Tues off. anyway, thats not what I'm angry about. Im angry cuz it was like, 10 mins to close, everything is going slow, so we start cleaning stuff up so we could get out faster, then all of a sudden theres this mad rush for food when we're supposed to close, and our manager won't let us close because we were so busy. Whats worse, it was only two trainees that were there, me and Amy's sister who was hired about the same time as me. So were trying to do all this stuff, we both wanted to strangle someone, mainly Sherry,(our manager who made us go longer) UGH!!!!!
Still waiting for more takers for HIM! It would be nice to have like a small group go =) Even if you're not like a super huge fan of HIM. Come on, its like a freaking road trip! plus a concert!! Thats like F-U-N to the max man!
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2006 1 April :: 11.02am
she's coming home tomorrow. no more nasty ass welding dust.
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2006 31 March :: 11.02pm
:: Music: James Blunt
O.O
Who wants to come see HIM with me in Chicago on the 17th of May @ the Congress Theatre?!??!!
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2006 31 March :: 9.24am
:: Mood: bored
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not so sure
well there isnt a hole lot to say or talk about cept that Chad is really into me and im only part into him. So im not so sure about anything anymore cept that i love Brady with my whole heart and knowing he isnt going to be here for my prom or my grad just makes me soooo sad. i love him and i know he loves me even though its in a different way. so ya.....there isnt much more i guess that i can say. Early out today so i can skip out of my IPC class woot!!!! lol. Ok ok i know, im a genious! Later!!!
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2006 30 March :: 4.48pm
i'm not getting any oil pressure in the grand am now...
its not looking good...
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2006 30 March :: 10.46am
so yeah, I've been watching car shows lately on tv, i want to get my cutlass running, i've said it a million times before, and i've never done anything a million times before. its just talk, an idea, i need a garage to put it in for a couple weeks to get it put together, thats all.
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2006 29 March :: 12.16pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: none my damn speakers dun work
ok this irritates the hell outa me.. i dont understand her at all, i finnaly start dating this girl and 2 weeks later she like i dont think i love u as much as u love me, then shes like marrage frightens me and there no reason to date someone i cant marry...what the hell does that mean, why even start dating me if she didnt want to to begin with... or did i just scare her off.. i dont get her at all.. if she doesnt love me that much why does she get jealous so easily, its almost as bad as my ex she loves me so much but doesnt want to be with me, but she gets pissed whenever i like another girl or pay more attention to them than her.. this is after she broke up with me of course... i really shouldnt have to deal with all this.
but i will...
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