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2006 29 March :: 12.16pm
:: Mood: irritated
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ok this irritates the hell outa me.. i dont understand her at all, i finnaly start dating this girl and 2 weeks later she like i dont think i love u as much as u love me, then shes like marrage frightens me and there no reason to date someone i cant marry...what the hell does that mean, why even start dating me if she didnt want to to begin with... or did i just scare her off.. i dont get her at all.. if she doesnt love me that much why does she get jealous so easily, its almost as bad as my ex she loves me so much but doesnt want to be with me, but she gets pissed whenever i like another girl or pay more attention to them than her.. this is after she broke up with me of course... i really shouldnt have to deal with all this.
but i will...
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2006 29 March :: 8.03am
:: Mood: contemplative
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not so sure anymore
Well lets see here. Update is....I got my class ring, its beautiful. I had to go to Fuqua to get it and thoughs in Houston would know what i mean. But yea. Then lets see here, Got drunk last weekand, Wish i could do it again though i probibly cant cuz i close fridays and Open saturdays...My weekands are ruined with work work work. I want to be able to go out on Friday and Saturday nights. I mean what does my manager think i wanna do? i dont wanna work like crazy. Cuz when i get out of school, thats all im going to do is work work work. Neways though, then im kinda seein Chad right now, which is weird cuz i dont really like him. Then again, i do. I dont wanna more like it though. I probibly partly deny it cuz i will always love Brady and noone else. Plus Chad teeth, gross, i dont like nasty teeth, im always scared right before making out with him cuz his teeth are nasty messed up. But ya....Then i made out with my friend Jessica, My girl Val wants to date me, which is AWESOME! but sux at the same time. My girl Val lives in Austin so :'( Well neways, I think thats all my updates cept oh ya! I finally talked to Brady. It was a great convy even though it made me miss him all over again. Made me cry all over again too. We talked about 2 hours last weekand, he told me i called him at a perfect time....I was happy, he wants to got o my prom but says he cant. So i understand. Well i guess i gotta jet now, Writing assignment in English class, Later.
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2006 26 March :: 1.25am
:: Music: Silence, but the ringing of bowling sounds still in my head
Update
Wow. Tonight was another interesting night at work. Saw my first fight. Well, almost. There were 3 girls and 2 guys leaving through the door right next to where I was working, so I heard it all. Apparently the one guy looked at the other guy wrong. He was trying to go after him and his girlfriend was holding him off. The other girls and guy were egging him on. And the one guy, finally says to his girlfriend, "Do you love me?! Do you love me?!" And, quote of the night I swear, she proceeds to say, "Not right now, you're being gay!" And I didnt really see the end of it, but it was pretty funny. It was all I could do not to laugh over the burger I was frying.
Ugh, Im so hungry, but Im sick of cooking. You don't know how much will power it takes for me to get myself to make me some food, even without spending a day cooking for thousands of others. My feet and butt hurt T_T
Anyway, so I helped clear tables for the bar people and waitresses too, cuz they needed it. Saw Sandie tonight, haven't seen her in ages =) Funny that the first person that would see me at work is one I haven't seen in forever.
Danielle, a girl who works with me, reminds me of someone, almost like I've met her before, but I can't think of who it is. At first I thought my sister Danielle, but then the more I thought about it the more I thought that it wasn't her, but someone like her...or close to her...or something. But it bugs me, and I can't figure it out.
Had Stephen Lynch stuck in my head all day. Its odd to be cooking burgers with lyrics like "Oh to have two testies would be so nice!" going through my head =S
Got my first paycheck! $25 bucks! woo! lol. Thats cuz the first day I worked was last monday, and monday is like their last day of the week as far as paychecks, and so its like i got a check for one day. lol. This weeks will be tons better. It feels good to have some money just sitting around waiting for you to use it. My wallet actually has some weight to it, and it loves it XD
Tips today were really awesome. Had a party from Verizon wireless come in, they were a-holes.
Saw Kelso, gave him a hundred bucks to strip for me, but he just gave me a bunch of 5's back instead.
Umm....I have a feeling there was more I wanted to say, but I can't think of it right now =S Well, thats why I love the edit option, If I think of it later, I add it on. All in all, things are getting easier, I like that. =)
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2006 25 March :: 9.29pm
:: Mood: just a little pissed
okay, i'm just a little bit pissed right now, beth's parents were supposed to give me a ride to work today because me and beth stayed at her house last night, they never showed up, so i had my mom come and get me, no big dea, but now beth's siblings and reeba are all here, its not that i dont like them cause i do, its just i'm feeling really really crowded and shit and i just want some alone time, meanwhile her little brother is sitting here watching tv while i'm trying to have some me time....
fucking parents, i'm so pissed right now.
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2006 23 March :: 10.01pm
Woo. Work tonight was....interesting heh.
First, I get there and the teachers bowl is going on. Crazy lights, loud music. Tons of fun. Then I look right in front of me...and there are teachers wearing skimpy loungerie(sp?), I mean...wayyyy gross. I feel sorry for the kids who have to be taught by these women. But anway, then I noticed some teachers from Cedar. Seeing teachers outside of school is just wierd. I saw maybe 5 or 6 of them. I only remember one name, which was Mr. Martens. Most of them were middle school teachers. Then Mr. Taylor came in later. So that gets over with and the leagers come in to do their stuff. One customer comes up to me and says "Hey beautiful, I need a pepsi!" Flattering, and yet oh so creepy. Thats the first time thats ever been said to me. So the rest of the night passes on rather smoothly. Oh, and this job rocks, because its one of the few I know where we get to pick on and make fun of the customers to their faces, as well as pick on and make fun of each other. Everyone there is awesome. Theres a guy Matt who works at the main counter, hes pretty awesome, and can't forget Kelso! Ugh! So hott. lol I've only got to work with him once so far though. Ummm....yeah anyway. So its about half an hour before I get out of there, and a guy who was bowling in the lane right in front of the counter comes back from bowling a frame, just super pissed. And he proceeds to knock over chairs and then kicks his bowling ball across the floor, which shoots back towards us and hits the counter. Aparently its not that uncommon for that to happen. People really get worked up over their bowling I guess. Then Connie and Danielle were telling me stories about all the fights they usually have on the weekends. I can't wait! lol. Drunk people are funny. The smoke really gets to me sometimes though, I get really nauseas. =S
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2006 22 March :: 5.23pm
Wow, its been a while. =) For those of you who don't yet know. I finally got a fricken job! I'm excited, and yet horribly depressed about it at the same time. lol. Worked two days so far. 5 to close. That takes a lot out of ya. Ill get used to it though. Its a lot of standing around, and everyone does everything, theres no assigned things. Work thursday and this saturday and sunday. Sat I probably won't get out until like 1:30 in the morning =S But a paycheck is a paycheck right?!?! Oh, heh. Forgot to mention where I worked. I work at Westgate bowling alley. $6 and hour plus tips, not to bad for starting out.
In other news, I "skipped" school today. Had Lynne call in. I needed a day to get myself caught up with my life. I needed to do laundry and I needed a nice long shower and a few extra hours of sleep. And I got it, and it feels great. Going work clothes shopping tonight with my mom. Need some pants. We can't wear blue denim and thats pretty much all I have. Ummm.....backstage pictures!!
......will be posted later because I just ran out to my car to get my camera and realised I left it at home =S
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2006 21 March :: 10.48am
i play harvest moon, so what!!!
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2006 18 March :: 4.17pm
I'm kinda pissed, why is it that she gets to go to a hotel and stay then night and go get spoiled at her cousin's house while i'm at home busting my ass trying to find a better job while working at the one i'm at. Also I havn't had any money in my pocket since i spent my last dollar buying some hamburger last week wednesday.
No hotels, no new clothes, no new shoes, nobody spoiling me, I've got to work for everything i have from now on.
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2006 17 March :: 1.05pm
this is a must watch.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49IDp76kjPw
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2006 17 March :: 12.51pm
well, lost my job tuesday and i'm picking hours up at howies today and tomorrow
yay me.
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2006 16 March :: 8.33pm
[x] this is stupid.
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2006 16 March :: 8.26am
it only gets worse
yesterday box and i were being stupid and drove through the road closed signs on summit, there was a bout a foot of water going through there and it stalled my car out, no biggie right, we get it to dry land and try to turn it over and its hydrolocked (where water gets into the cyilder and the pistons cant compress the water) no biggie right, we'll take it home and pull the plugs out of it and then turn it over, put the plugs back in and it'll fire right up...
we leave it there beth's dad coems and gets us, We go back to my house go put some apps in at belmont construction and do some other shit, My mom gets a call from the courthouse saying a cop was just there and the windows were gone out of my car, i'm pissed now, my dad was yelling at me in the background and shit like this, so a bunch of other uselss stuff happens and we finally get to my car with a trailor at like 11:30, The passanger side window and back passangerside window were shot out with a bb gun, nothing missing at all, i'm just pissed that it happend.
so now i'm jobless, car less, and my dad is pissed at me.
oh and i spent my dollar.
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2006 14 March :: 8.33am
so.... friday, my boss tells me that he'll call me over the weekend to tell me what we're doing on monday, sunday night he calls, tell's me that i have monday and tuesday off because we dont have any work, okay, so i make some plans to go job hunting and such because my boss is a cock.
he calls me up yesterday and asks me to stop by last night to talk about the schedule, he tell's me that he's got a meeting at 5:30 so i decide to show up a bit later, I had to go to my uncles(who lives next door to my boss) so i stop by around 7:30ish, Nobody was home, so i helped my uncle and went home, i get an aleart on my 2way this morning, its my boss asking me where i was last night and the such, i tell him what happened he's like oh... well you've got to be at york creek at 8am. I say to him "hey man, i've already made plans today you cant be doing this to me" and he replies "I guess i'll find somone else then"
and that was the end of our conversation, Here it is 8:38 AM and i'm still not down at the york creek maintence building.
I can't belive this guy tricked me into thinking that he takes care of his employee's and convinced me that he'd be a much better boss than Andrew.... At least when Andrew was my boss and i worked at howies i had fun... I havn't had much fun at all since i've worked for Robert.
So today, i'll continue my plans at finding a better job... I've got to now.
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