Kitty Kat's Journal

Kitty Kat's Journal

:: 2006 16 February :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: renewed
:: Music: Elvis - Gospel

"There's a heaven somewhere"
(So Valentines Day was completely unexpected. It was very nice for a change. I have no regrets. And I'm very happy to see a change in the writings I read.)

So things are good now, i'm happy. Work is fine, although we're moving the store which is going to suck, mainly because it's going to be moved into a tiny little store a forth the size of what we have now. Oh well.

I learned a few new songs on my guitar, one being a song that two lovers once shared, an Elvis song.

Must go and get ready for work, later.

Bradley

(I miss you)

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lovelykittykat16
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:: 2006 16 February :: 8.59am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes

i dont really know
Well yesterday was interesting. I had some fun hangin with Tracy, Tony slept for most of it lol. I was drivin around like crazy. I had no stopping time to relax till about 8pm. Which did suck, Although i did get to have some fun before i went home so its all good. Then when i got home, my mom complained that i dont spend enough time home and blah blah blah. Ive also decided to invite Brady to my Prom and hope he accepts, if he dont then im still sending him an Invite to my Graduation. If he dont accept that one, ill be one sad little girl on both days of this year. In a few months. Then i got invited to go to the rodeo. I will prolly go, it will be fun like last year. Neways though, i missed Balfour being at my school yesterday, it sucked. My mom is going to be pissed off. oh well, means i gotta drive to Balfour sometime when im off of Work next. Or my mom can go, either way, it dont matter. Well yea so thats about all i can think of to say, Besides that Final Destination 3 was a kickass movie. I wanna go see it again! lol. Later yall.

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lovelykittykat16
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:: 2006 14 February :: 9.07am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Simple Plan - Crazy Video

This Day....why?
V-day for me is one of the worst holidays. I mean i hate them all but this one is the worst. I never get i always give and yet all i want is not a material thing. I want him back. Ill even move to Alabama for him. I want him back sooo badly. I hurt him three times and the third time that was it for him. I understand but it hurts me so badly everyday to not have him. When i moved back in with my mom, she knew i didnt want to be with Jason, she knew i wanted him and she told me to go back to him. It took me a bit but i finally got rid of Jason and since then ive been trying to take you back baby. So where are you now that im out in the cold. Im vulnerable but only for you. I shut the whole world out except for you. Why cant you love me back the same way? i love you deep down and it hurts to know there is so much more out there but you wont love me back when i know we are Soulmates. Well i love you again and im sick of hurting so i will end this fast like all the other ones. I cant handle it no more. Dont blame yourself. I love you always.....Goodbye.

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lovelykittykat16
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:: 2006 13 February :: 8.13am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Avril - things ill never say

ugh...Too early!
Well its around 8 something in the morning and im in 1st period but it sux that ive only been up one hour and yet...Im already back to being tired from all the runnin i have been doin this morning. I have a pizza party planned and im always the planner of them because of my workin for Papa Johns Pizza. :-\ So yea...Other then that, last night i cried on my drive home while thinkin of Brady (love of my life) i wish to find someone worth the time to forget about him. Although i dont wanna forget him at all. I want him back and i know that aint gonna happen so why am i still bitchin? beats me, Hes in College now, prolly met some beautiful girl that he will finaly loose his virginity to. He dont needa loose it to me. Since im such a back stabbing bitch. Fuck em. Ya know? I just wish i could have fooled around with him sometime while i was visiting him, so that just maybe he wouldnt be a virgin to everything. Oh well though, He says he dont want me hurt but he dont wanna hear about my pain cuz hes over me. Just gimme one more chance to love. Please oh Please.....Goodbye....

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skife

:: 2005 13 February :: 8.56pm

so tonight me and box went to the mall to get beth somthing for valentines day, He picked up guitar hero, and now i'm addicted, its better than DDR, yes... it is.

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eddy

:: 2006 12 February :: 5.58pm
:: Music: John Mayer

Snowcoming!
Woo. Snowcoming was so much fun! XD (TC's equivalent to Swirl) I got a little bummed at then end, as Jessica and Mindy know why, I won't say anymore. But I still had tons of fun =D and now for some pictures!! Yay!! I know, I still have to post some from Spring Hill. Ugh. I'm so lazy T_T

Everyone at Katie's house beforehand

We all went to Chinese to eat before the dance

Chelsea and Alex
Jessica looking confused
Alex choking on his food
Chelsea...being Chelsea
John enjoying his ice cream
Mindy doing the same
Ashley!
Me, you can see John in the rearview mirror, lol
Lauren! With Katie in the background enjoying her ice cream

I seem to have a lot of pictures of people enjoying their ice creams. (yes, ice creams) What does this mean I wonder?

Quote of the evening:
John: "Hey Alex, guess who I saw today?"
Alex: "Ummm (someone's name, don't remember)"
John: "No, you don't know him"

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tesunai

:: 2006 10 February :: 5.12pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: adema - pain inside

eveytime i write in this thing its always bad, is there ever gunna be something good to write about... i really wish i had something good to right about.. but i dont and i wont for a long time.. cuz nothing good ever happens to me.. but i must find the bright side of things..i cant let these feelings i have destroy me. i cant change that im alone, ill always be alone, why cant i accept that, i was fine with being alone before why cant i be now..... i really am a pathetic creature..

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lovelykittykat16
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:: 2006 10 February :: 8.12am
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: Avril - Things ill never say

Bah! lol
Well im still a bit irritated. Sick of being alone. I want someone to love me like i love so many. But at the same time i think im pathetic. I want so much and yet i dont want to hurt anyone cuz at the end, i find out i love Brady in the long run. I want him but i want someone else so that i can get over him. I like soooooo many. There is a list in my head but noone cares about who i like. Including some in the room im in for 1st period and one in 2nd, none in 3rd. I dont think it could work out. I like Luke too and he seems like such a great guy but he wants to get to know me first. I know thats good but im so afraid that he will end up thinkin of me as a sister or something. If he dont like me then i just hope he tells me someday. In my world everything is perfect but i cant hide in my world all the time. I used to and it worked for me for so long but now that i have some people i truely care about i cant hide from people. Just like i cant lie to people. Which sux but ya know. Its kool too cuz i would rather tell the truth and see tears then to lie and see a smile. While i hide it away. the only thing i dont ever wanna say is if i like someone as more then a friend. Maybe someone right beside me dont even know. Which is all good but i dont think he would like me neways.

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:: 2006 9 February :: 7.59am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Simple Plan - Perfect

Why cant i be perfect?
What is this feeling? im sick of hurting inside. Im sick of the heart ache. I want Happiness. My pain though ceases to fade as i sit around and all i do is think of Brady. I love that man. He is perfect in so many ways. I miss when he held me in his room. I miss when we tickled each other and just had some fun. We didnt think of the future but we knew we loved each other. I know my heart loved all it could for Brady or else i wouldnt still be hung on him. Its been near a year and a half since we were together last. I dont want to go any longer with out him. Then the next item to talk about is my mom. Shes been being a bitch since ive been staying at my best friends house. I have been helping Tracy out with her Baby Tony and so why cant this be okay? i go to bed on time. I get enough sleep and i get up when im suppose to. Shit sometimes i get up at 3am thinkin its 6am and i get outside to my car turn it on, only to find out that my clock in my car said, 3:11am. I was pissed but happy too. lol. Then i went back into Tracy and passed out. Thats all, Besides that im going to have to move out again soon. My mom and I arnt getting along no more. Its retarded. So later.

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:: 2006 6 February :: 8.19am
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: Girl you Shine- Aaron Carter

*burp*
Woo....I am winding down from being up two hours now. I spent the night with my best friend, her baby Tony, and her dog Mable. I loved it. We went to bed around 2 am and i got up around 6am. So its all good!!!! hahahha.....I am still celibate. For the most part. Im hoping that i can make it untill im Married. I dont wanna go through the bullshit anymore. So it kinda sux. I really wanna get laid but i cant. I want it to be special, i dont want it to just be a one night thing with a friend. I want someone who will love me for me and hope for forever. So fuck it. Guess ill be single for awhile, i know a bunch of guys will walk away once i say i wont fuck em, even if i date them. They will have to marr me first. :-P Later yall. Im too bored to write, Well actually i just really dont have much to talk about besides that i saw Broke Back Mountain last night as well. Very good, its about two gay guys meeting up but yet they dont end up much together, One goes and gets married, Has two kids and the other has one kid and gets married. The movie all in all was great though. I think i saw sex in that movie about four times. lol. It wasnt bad though. So yea. Im ready to move out again but i dont have a place to go this time. I wont move in with tracy cuz of Jo (her bf) hes the biggest ass on the face of the planet. I cant be around him long before i go nuts. He is better then he used to be though. so you know. blah blah blah!!!! Jason sux balls too lol. I miss Brady, This kid Max is hitting on me, I like Luke, Think James is cute. Greg loves me still, Dont love him, Jason finally has a gf, and im about to die being single. Later yall. And yes this time im done typing!!!

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eddy

:: 2006 5 February :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Sawyer Brown - All These Years

I really don't think this is correct.........ARBITRARY!!!

Take the quiz:
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I thought there was a picture with it, but aparently not.
These were my scores I guess

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Brad

:: 2006 2 February :: 9.57pm
:: Music: J.C. - Sunday Mornin' Comin' Down

So, we finally got the internet back..like it really matters. Anyway, I got a new job. Nothing special but it's work. I'm assistant manager at a place called "Back in Time" at the mall here. I enjoy working there, plus they sell tons of stuff that I like. Lots of Elvis and Marilyn and things of that nature.

Other than that, all I do is sit around. I am yet to have any friends so far. I sit alone every night doing absolutely nothing. I wake up at like 2:30pm everyday because there is absolutely no reason for me to bother getting up early. I honestly have no life right now, and I'm lonely as fuck. At least Stacy got what she hoped for.. I guess I just dont care, there isn't much that gives me hope now days. Whatever.

I was talking to Chad today and I guess him and I might go to New Orleans for six months to work. Coming home for a week every 3 weeks. I would be making $1200/wk but that's working 11 hours a day 7 days a week. If it happens, i'll go, if not, oh well.

Other than all the terrible shit, I do like Knoxville, a lot. And a couple people from work want to take me out on my birthday, rather than me sitting at home alone like usual. It'll be nice to get out for once.

Well, there isn't much else to say. Other than, goodbye.

Brad

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eddy	:: 2006 1 February :: 10.47pm :: Music: Matchbook Romance - My Eyes Burn Sigh The closer and closer it gets, the more I want to turn back time, and do this all over again. And the more depressed I become. I hate time.... Hit me Back

skife

:: 2006 30 January :: 7.16am

play some open play last night, e-cocker was down because of a leaky silinoid, cheese is rebuliding it for me.

borrowed tim's stock class carter pump.
did a run through with it up the left tape/snake
shot 3 people out.
I win.

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