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2005 19 December :: 9.35pm
at the hopital....
My grandmother is on her deathbed, If she does survive she will be a vegtable :(
today i woke up at chris' house in ludington around noonish, i got a phone call from my brother, he told me i had to be home at 3 because the charter guy is coming to fix out internet....
Meanwhile about this time, my grandma barb and uncle dutch were having lunch out at harvard and laughing about somthing.
my uncle went out into the shop, then went to move my grandma's car and he asked where the keys were, she didn't answer so he asked again, still no answer, so he went into her room and found her on her knees like she was trying to get into her bed.... so he help her into her bed and called the ambulance.......
i got a call at about 3 on my way home, i was just passing the landfill in muskegon when tyler beeped me on the 2way and told me i had to call my dad about grandma, it was really importiant.
so i called my dad and he said grandma was in the hospital and i have to hurry home.
I get home and we rush to the hopital, no time to take a shower or anything.
i've been here since about 4:30, most of my dad's side of the family is here. I think were missing his 1/2 brother and thats about it. and some cousins and such.
My grandma is in horriable shape right now, Everyone was crying and such, i tried to hold the tears back but it was too hard....
i dont like this, everyone was in one room, 17 people there and everyone was silent.... it was horriable, i've never ever seen my family like that, i feel so bad for my dad that he is going to lose his mother...
I feel emotionally drained right now and physically drained too....
*sigh* I hate christmas....
bad things always happen.
2 years ago: justin's dad died.
last year: My uncle had to put his dog down. :(
this year: my grandmother has an annurisum.
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2005 19 December :: 2.42pm
:: Mood: blah
i dont really know what to think bout my cousin movin to florida, im not gunna sit here and complain bout him going or try to talk him outa it, but there is something i want to say, even if he doesnt read this. i realy think the bartending thing is a waste of time when he could be doing so much more, he could make a great living with his artistic talants.. its just to bad he'll never put them to good use...its sorta disapointing... but its his life he can do what he wants, if its not important to him to do what he loves who am i to say anything..
...be happy and live well brad...
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2005 18 December :: 11.32pm
Quiz Time...
Read more..
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2005 18 December :: 11.17pm
:: Music: HIM
Sour Mood......
Dark light
Come shine in her lost heart tonight
And blind
All fears that haunt her
With your smile
Dark Light
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2005 16 December :: 11.57pm
:: Mood: Pondering
The times, they are a changin'
Well, Tony and I are in Florida. The trip was long, tiring, but well worth it. But right now, we're on another vacation, on..vacation. We're on our way to Key West. Chad(uncle) just decided today that we should just lvea tonight and head to key west. We're staying in a hotel right now, its pretty nice. We're going there for two days then heading back to clearwater and doing much more then, this vacation is going to be the best. My uncle was talking to me and I feel that somethings might be changing. He said that he'll send me to school to be a bar tender because Jason and him are starting up a bar and all that. The only thing is.. I'll be moving here. I know that it kind of prevents any particular events from happening. I cant stop thinking about how much that would change my life. But then I was thinking about my future and it seems that if I take this on, I will never hurt for money, work, happiness, or new things. There are things that make me hesitate, one of them is my cousin, Mike. I really dont want to leave him, but I have a solution in the works. I plan to fly to Michigan once every two months to see everyone and all that. I know this is a pretty heavy change in my life, but I feel that I need this. Nothing is official, I'm thinking about this option right now. If I do it, it'll probably happen within the next month or so.
Anyway, while I'm here, I am going to be earning money, golfing, riding jetskies, fishing, touring the ocean in the new boat with the local dolphins, fuckin around in the Keys, and and filling in the gaps with as much as I can. I want to make this little vacation the best. Starting tomorrow, the rest of our adventure will be video taped on Chads camera. He's going to make dvd copies for us, so that's pretty cool.
I hope ya'll are enjoying your snowy weather, I'll enjoy the white sand beaches and nice weather here :D
Well, I'm sorry if this hurts anyone to read..I'm not out to hurt anyone, just trying to make a real difference in my life.
Later
Bradley
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2005 16 December :: 9.24am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Limp Bizkit- Behind Blue eyes
I dunno
Last entry. Daniel "sushi" wrote. Hahaha. But ya, Neways though, Im super bored. Finished my first final of the 8 i have. I have one more today then im done, i get out at 11:05am Woot! hahaha. Hopefully my home number stays the same. It would suck changin numbers again. Man i am sad because of Brady and his family bs. I miss my friend Daniel. Hes still stuck at home everyday. Poor poor boi haha. I love him! Woot! i have to come visit him today too. Later yall, Nuthin to talk about and Class is almost over.
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2005 15 December :: 9.52pm
I wil let you, undress me
but i warn you, I have thorns like any rose.....
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2005 15 December :: 9.00pm
:: Music: Jewel - Foolish Games
Yay!
Awwww...I'm sad, I just opened my candy cane and it broke....just like that, fell over like it was nothing. It didnt land on the floor though, thankfully. Anyway, Today was good. :D I went Christmas shopping! I bought a little something for myself too, lol. In case Ari does'nt show, but i might keep it even if she does, lol. Thats mean. Im sorry. I cant wait till Jessica's party!! Yay! Me and her are staying after school tomorrow at her dads and cleaning alllll day. To make it nice for the party. Plus it just needs it. We gave tom a bath yesterday, that was tons of fun! Hes so adorable. lol. And we decorated Harry too! He looks very nice and festive! Bet you guys can't wait to see him! Okay.....Im done now.....
Oh yeah...gotta buy my Snow Ball ticket tomorrow. And Im singing jewel right now and its really fun. Im really bored if you couldnt tell, lol..
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2005 15 December :: 5.56pm
getting my tank back for $10.
its in alabama right now some guy has it and said he didn't want it because of the nick that was in it, i told him that joe stole it from me and he's all like "tell you what man, gimmie $10 for shipping and its yours" i'm like hell yeah, and went and put money into my paypal to send to him.
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2005 15 December :: 12.29am
went paintballing tonight, only me and justin showed up, it was strange, Ashley(the ref that tim always gives shit too) started playing with us twards the end of the night, 2 on me, it was good i guess.
I want an ion now maybe, i dont know, the timmy took a shit again, the gun has never worked right for me.
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2005 14 December :: 9.22am
:: Mood: cranky
I didn't get sexed!
And I'm pissed! I need to get sexed. How about the guy next to me, Daniel. Yeah, he's celibate, too bad. *Sigh* I heard he's hung...like a Italian horse.
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2005 14 December :: 12.25am
you know, i think emotion dump is kinda twisted....
but its cool.
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2005 13 December :: 10.38pm
i'm way way way fucking pissed off right now.
the fucking indian kid (joe deboer) i loaned him my paintball tank awhile back okay, he said that someone broke into his house and stole it, i saw alex using it one day and said something to him.
and i was looking through joe's posts on AO and i found this
http://www.automags.org/forums/showthread.php?t=180955
that fucking peice of shit tried to sell my tank on AO and i didn't even know about it.
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2005 13 December :: 8.51pm
new job.
Well, i've got a new job now, I'll put my 2 weeks in at howies tomorrow.
I start on the 27th of december.
I'll be doing remodeling and stuff. for "Affordiable rennovation"
$8/hour.
40+ hour weeks.
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2005 10 December :: 9.07pm
:: Music: Silence
Holy Fuck
I just spun my car. It was on a curve too, not a good thing. I came inches from hitting a telephone pole and a real estate sign pole. Thank God i'm okay though. Just my thumb and another finger hurts from when the air bags popped out. I can't drive it for now either cuz we gotta stick the airbags back in and the front of the car is a little torn up. Just the bumber pretty much, the normal lights are fine, so are the fog lights but they're popped out of the bumber. The people came out of their house and was making sure I was okay and stuff, they said they have like a ton of poeple that that happened to. Its a horrible curve. After my mom and darrell came and we were heading back to the apartment I just kinda started crying. I was so scared that I was gonna get really hurt. When it happened it looked like the telephone pole was gonna smash right into my door. As many things as I missed hitting there tonight, I really do believe in guardian angels. Im sure as hell glad that mine wasn't on a coffee break.....
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