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Upchuck

:: 2003 6 October :: 6.44am
:: Mood: sick

Art
Well, I had my art exam today. It went okay. I think I'll get a good score on it. For some reason I think the prof likes me. Maybe he sees potential, I don't know.

So I've got like 3 hours before the CPR starts so I figured I should do some homework. I've already got the chapters read for my history class. I don't have my books with me to revise that paper. It requires an actual computer instead of these stupid email stations to do any work for my computer class. I need a TV to watch Recess for diversity. And last but not least I need a small child to experiment on for my Psych class. I don't have any of those things, so what is left? Art.
We have to do these formal analysis thingys. Such as analyze color, shape, line, space, time and motion in different works around campus. Since I don't feel like leaving Kirkhof, and one of the allowable pieces is right here, I guess I should do that one. So all of you bear with me, this is my creative process.

Self (look, I learned how to use html, yeah me) by Maryann Schmidt
Self seems to be an abstract of the artist. It is a painting on a flat piece of canvas. It features the subject of the painting (which I assume to be the painter) sitting in a chair on the left side of the painting. She appears to be sitting on a balcony outdoors. It is a sunny day in the painting with a blue sky. It is hard to determine however because much of where there is should be sky, there is a black curtain of some kind. The painting features many formal elements including color, texture, balance and motion.
The painter uses contrasting colors effectively in this painting. The main component of this is the placement of the black curtain behind the subject. Contrasting the black curtain, the woman's coat is a light sea green. Both of these colors contrast, but they also help lend definition to the third color element in this area, the red chair. THe chair that the subject is sitting is a bright red and clearly contrasts bothe the black curtain and the sea green, fur lined coat of the subject.
The painter has chosen to give texture to the black curtain. Through the use of light reflections on the curtain one can clearly see the waves indicating motion in the curtain.
The balance of the painting is assymetrical. It features the subject in her chair in the left side of the painting. All the major content is als relating to that side of the painting. By contrast, the rigth side of the painting seem empty. With the exception of what I assume is the subjects hat, and the sky, the right side of the painting is virtually empty.
Implied motion is prevalent in the painting. The subject appears to be drawing her right leg close to the chair. this is evident by the fact that there is skin exposed between the bottom of her pant leg and the top of her sock. In addition to the leg, the wind also apears to be blowing. The curtain in the background appears to be billowing somewhat. It does not look as if it has ripples merely where it is resting.

Well, that is about it. I hope that will get me through most of the required two pages for the paper. It is hard to formally analyze a piece of artwork without trying to determine the meaning behind it. Well this entry keeps getting longer and longer. It will stop eventually. Well it will stop...........................................................................................................
.......................................................................................now!

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danibean

:: 2003 5 October :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: chipper

who knew you could be so cold yet so happy at the same time? red flannel day was absolutly wonderful. i think my favorite part was sitting on float waving at all the smiling and clapping people and blowing kisses at all the little girls staring at you in awe. it's wonderful and i don't think i could have asked for a better day than yesterday.
last night i had a dream about someone and i called him today. it had been a while since we talked yet he said it seemed as if we had known each other for an eternity and yes, he said the word eternity. i guess i might go up and see him friday when he'll be at CMU. that would be so cool. anyways, hope everyone is healty happy ect. lots of love :)

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Upchuck

:: 2003 3 October :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: "In The Light" DC Talk

Again
I saw it again. I heard it again. All those familiar things that she used to do and say to me. I see, she knows I heard it. It was to someone else. He was a little more obvious about it, but she tries to make it so I don't know. But I know.
The same reactions. What was once mine should always be mine kind of reaction, a jealous reaction. Then I picture them together. Not together together, just together in a certain situation. And I just get more and more angry.
I always have felt that way towards anyone who was like that with her. I didn't like anyone she choose, well except for one. I know that they treated her right. But for the first time i was finally able to accept who she was with. I got outside information that said that they were decent, despite the seemingly contradictory evidence I got from her. I accepted that. I didn't accept how she treated them though, it wasn't fair, and now I wish I hadn't been a part of that.
But all these feelings just flow out of me normally, always have and I thought they always will. I can't shrug off and ignore those things that happen, but I can control myself. I can let those feelings go. And I did tonight. No one believes me, how powerful He can be. How He can help. But those feelings are gone now. Now all I feel is pity for them, because I know they can know, but they don't. He is awesome, that is all I can say.




Shout out to all you kiddies out there. Brianna, you should come tomorrow, celebrate your roots. Jessa, don't get down, be who you are and not what we expect you to be. And don't worry, all good things come to an end, if it is truly the end. Peace out.

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danibean

:: 2003 28 September :: 11.26am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: buddy rich

Pageant Results as of last nights 2003 Red Flannel Queen Scholarship Pageant are in!!!!!!!!!

Red Flannel Queen 2003:
Missy Marquez!!!!!

Court Members 2003:
Sarah Noreen
Kale Tissue
Radine Towns
Dani Lauer (that's me!!)

thanks to everyone who supported us!!!! we can't wait to see everyone at the festival next saturday!!!!

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danibean

:: 2003 24 September :: 9.02pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: buddy rich

things that belong to me as of today:
drivers licence
tan
happiness
contestant #1 badge
friends who call me by name (andy)
an oreo flurry i hid in bean's freezer that i bought with friends while i drove without parents
a car
buddy rich cd
moose

things i need as of tomorrow:
money for my nail app.
a parking permit
sleep to get up in the morning so i can get my parking permit and put it in my car before school.......guh...like that'll happen....aljfajfljalj
patience

wish me luck on saturday...red flannel pageant....7:30 if you wanted to go...:)

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danibean

:: 2003 18 September :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: buddy rich

operation internet date at 9:45 has failed. i was right, he's not the same person anymore. i suppose its way overdue for me to give up but once again i refuse. a direct refusal from me to whoever to give up. we're meant to be and i'm not going to argue. sigh....*cries*

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Upchuck

:: 2003 15 September :: 8.11pm

Yeah, sure I knw it looks stupid. But hey, I need to be able to see it when I'm at school.

CPR tonight, I hope it will put me back wher I belong.

I had a First Draft of History paper due today. I think I did pretty good. One of the twins read my paper, but some things were not as in depth as I would like them to be. I'm sure Dr. Smither will totally obliterate my paper. There is no clear thesis, I did not do a good job of abstracting the works, and my conclusion sucked. Oh well. I think I did better than the paper I had to critque. YOu couldn't even get an idea of what she was trying to prove, she hadn't sited anything, and the paper was filled with spelling and grammatical errors, the like I've never seen since spell check was invented. I know I'm harsh, but it's a 300 level class, c'mon.

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danibean

:: 2003 18 August :: 1.26pm

The Afterlife, V1.0 by silentounce
Name
Favorite Color
Your fateAppointed God's court jester
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

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danibean

:: 2003 18 August :: 1.23pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: alkfjagjsdg

beans- you will be proud....

i was just reading everyones journal and all the homecoming busniess. i was thinking about homecoming. and i got butterflies in my tummy about taking joel...if i ask him. hehe...i wrote him a letter. i might see him on saturday......ALL DAY.

woot...ps...i didn't talk to ryan last night either...he wasn't home.

that is all

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danibean

:: 2003 16 August :: 12.08pm
:: Mood: confused/bored/tired/ehhhhh...
:: Music: on a hymn song of philip bliss- CMU music camp band

it's been a while...
this song is so beautiful.
it's been a while since i've posted...so.... i don't really have much to say to anyone, but that's okay...i just wanted to share my schedule for the 1st semester.

marching band- robuck
US history- norkus
american lit (also known as english 4)-eilola
general chemestry- jungkind
AP stats- andrus
modern busniess bmmt 1- hansen

so yeah...i have A lunch as of now...you never know what might change with this school but overall it might not be the absolute worst year ever....woo hoo for juniors.

talk to you guys later........

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Upchuck

:: 2003 14 August :: 6.12pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: "Mrs. Robinson"- Paul Simon

Yuppies
Those stupid people on the East Coast. After I found out it wasn't a terrorist attack all I could do was laugh. I appreciate my creature comforts, however, I can live without them. Ohh, your power went out, wow, big deal. That's the great thing about living in a "hick" town. I've been through sporadic power outages. Some as long as a week. A high toleration for life without those creature comforts.

It kind of reminds you of how small and insignificant we are. All the things we construct, all the things we try to conquer. All out great cities, all our beautiful buildings, all powerless. Now is the time to take stock in nature, the beauty of it. The simplicity of it. Naturalism.

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Upchuck

:: 2003 10 August :: 8.50pm

"The argument stated about being "against nature" is quite frankly absurd. ALL studies on the topic have shown that nearly every species on earth has about a 10% homosexual population. " –PaulR295

Is this a random phenomena? I would have to be for this large a percentage to show up in all species on earth. A brief evolutionary and genetics lesson if you please: Homosexuality in the general animal population, if genetic, would quickly be extinguished. Homosexuality is a trait that runs contrary to natural reproduction. If animals were homosexual it would seem to indicate that they would only have sex with others of the same sex in their species. Therefore these "homosexual" animals would never reproduce. If they never reproduce, how can they pass on their homosexual genes? Now I do have to grant to you the idea of bisexuality inherent in animals. I’ve seen squirrels try to have sexual relations with a power transformer before, it does not mean that the squirrel is irreversibly attracted to a power transformer, it’s just that it feels good (or felt, considering the electrical shock quickly extinguished the squirrel’s life). However lending credence to bisexuality in this argument can have no other conclusion that homosexuality is not genetic.

"b/c people are finally being able to realize that gay people are a very real part of our society and it is our duty as Americans to accept it." –Tony

Marijuana smokers and drug addicts are also "very real" parts of our society. Is it our duty to accept their "lifestyle" too? I know that goes to a certain extreme, however, the American people don’t have a duty to do anything that they disagree with.

"Perhaps the best evidence to support the fact that being gay is genetic comes from BYU.BYU had a scandal were they took gay students and they forced them to buy homosexual things that aroused them like gay porn.And then they gave them electro-shock therapy,making them watch the porn and shocking them everytime they were aroused.the results...all of the students still came out gay." –future world dictator

Behavior modification therapy is not always 100% effective. Psychologists have repeatedly tried to influence peoples’ behavior in this manner, and they have found that the mind can endure excruciating punishment inflicted on the body without changing. For example, the POW’s from WWII, the Korean Conflict, and Vietnam, they were subjected to beatings and starvation, and while some of them caved into the pressure to renounce their actions, others did not, because they had set their minds to it. Gay teenagers are very persistent. I do however agree with you on your point about Republicans and their hypocrisy on states’ rights.

"This is how we are treating homosexuals. We are denying their rights and even forgetting they are human…..But to deny the average middle class human being their rights and respect is just wrong"

–Armedatwar

Please, somebody give me one instance where the law is denying homosexuals their rights to be homosexuals? I do agree that there is discrimination out there against homosexuals, however, as long as the law remains blind to this, there is nothing we can do legally to stop people’s discriminatory feelings. Plus homosexuals are not the average middle class human being. Homosexuals, on average, have higher incomes that most middle class people. They tend to live in large cities. If we want to talk average middle class citizens are predominantly white, married, with a minivan, children, and live in suburbia.

"It's great that you think that gays should have the same rights as straights in all cases because they are EQUAL under the Constitution; that is very true. But, why then are you against seeing homosexuality on TV? If the treatment for gays and straights should be the same , as you rightfully say, shouldn't both be allowed to be shown on TV? There are TONS of acts of heterosexual affection shown on TV every day. But homosexual affection shouldn't be allowed? Can you explain yourself here, cuz that doesn't make sense." –PaulR295

Now this is just straight our homosexual propaganda you are asking for. Why, if 10% of the population is homosexual, should 50% of the affection, or sex, on television be of homosexual nature? At this point you are revealing the true nature of the homosexual movement. That is, we have been oppressed, accept us, and because we think we have been oppressed we want 50% of everything. Why, only 10% of the population is homosexual? The Gay Rights movement is no longer about attaining equality it is about obtaining special rights. If I could give it a historical context it would be the Korean Conflict. MacArthur was told to just fight back until South Korea was reestablished, but he pushed, and was eventually defeated.

I know that some of you may be misinformed on the facts. Of course I also know that some of you downright, out and out, disagree with me. That’s fine. This is America and we both have that right. I have a right to object to homosexuality. And while it may seem that when conservatives talk about this issue in broad contexts, they seem like heartless bigots. To be honest, I have worked and went to school with quite a few homosexuals. I find them to be remarkable individuals to endure everything that they do. I feel it is my duty to my God, to love that person. My love for that person has nothing to do with their behavior, which I happen to object to. Thank You for taking the time to consider my statements.

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Upchuck

:: 2003 28 July :: 6.25pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: "Torn" Natalie Imbruglia

Torn
I'm torn between two things. I'm torn to the point that I don't know who to be. Am I the confident one who knows exactly what he wants? I could be that one, but last time that happened it got me in trouble. I could be the one who knows what I want to do, but not be aggressive about it. Then all I have is regrets and no problems. I don't know what to be anymore. The confusion doesn't end with age, it just increases. I don't know who I am, so can you help me? DO you know who I am? Or do you just know me how I want you to know me? There's only one of you out there that I've really showed both sides for extended periods of time. I sought you out. Us was a mistake, but it was my mistake. I was blinded by what I wanted. Completely and utterly. I don't know what to do. I'm torn. I'm so out of place. This is how I feel.

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Upchuck

:: 2003 10 July :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: inquisitive
:: Music: "Mary Jane's Last Dance" Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers

Great Men
I sometimes wonder about Great Men.
Did they feel unsure of themselves?
Did Dr. King ever feel unsure of himself?
Or perhaps the evil was so apparent,
Like Churchill against the Nazis.
I don't know anymore about any of it.
It's a helpless feeling really.
I'm trying to climb back on my feet.
The frustrating thing is all the others.
They're going to be stuck their forever.
I almost forgot about Plato.
Maybe I haven't and that is the problem.
Maybe I've been trying too hard.
One cannot see the light unless they want to.
Plato did say that at first, everyone was scared.
Scared of the light, scared of change.
People are inherently conservative.
Well at least the ignorant are.
You can be conservative and not ignorant.
Of course you can also be liberal and ignorant.
Not for the sake of principle, but because there's more.
Liberals give away more stuff.
So they should be more popular I guess.
I guess.

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danibean

:: 2003 10 July :: 9.16pm
:: Mood: crazy

okay...so here's the dealyo...i'm leaving tomorrow morning not saturday morning for the mission trip...sooooooo i'm spending the night at ashley's house tonight and i'm leaving for there in a few minutes. anyways, i'm coming back next friday night (july 18) around 11 pm or midnight. then i'm getting up saturday, doing laundry and leaving for WOLVERINE BAND CAMP. i'll come back from that on sunday afternoon and be home and ready to go for marching camp monday morning. PHEW!!! just wanted to update you all on that if you had any ?'s.... anyways...have a great 3 weeks you guys!!!!!!!! i'll miss you all very much and look forward to spending time with you when my schedule is slower paced. GOD BLESS and be safe !!!

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