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2006 23 February :: 12.53am
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not to much man
so, i have more hours at the catoring company again but i still totally need a full time job so that i can MOVE OUT...i mean i kinda sorta gave up cause i spent so much time bitching about it by the time i do move out it wont seem cool anymore and everyone will be like "matt your just a little bitch like always, cept now your a little bitch with an apartment, bitch!" and ill smile and laughing and then kill myself with more cancer. which i need to stop doing. but anyway. so yeah i guess life is at an odd odd standstill. things arent bad. things arent good.
I'm getting 80.92 cents for income tax from arbys...
Megan...not sure how to start addressing the issue.
Do you bring up past problems to fix them if your just now finding out all the really imporant details?
I should ask for some more W2's from the catoring company...cause i have gotten 3 of them...and just keep forgetting to fill them out...then i lose them and bad stuff happens to me when the IRS dosent understand how im getting such large monetary assests without having and form of a job...
But when my free time's gone will you promise me this? That you will please bury me with it?
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2006 22 February :: 11.24am
i don't know why everyone has to be so ridiculous, but they are.
on monday i had this hispanic culture midterm and i knew it was going to be hard. but not so stupid. okay. so we talked a lot about cuba and this movie we watched and i read about two million things about
puerto rico
i love lucy
the mexican revolution
the treaty of guadalupe hidalgo
the spanish american war
the cuban revolution
the bay of pigs/cuban missile crisis
dominican republic
honduras
guatamala
columbia
san salvador
hipanic television-english and spanish
hispanic politics
the rafters
the cuban adjustment act of 1966
the jones act
the foraker act
braceros
repatriation
so i had to know all this stuff. i went to every class. i participated. i read the texts. did well on the pop quizzes. everything.
did we get a study guide?
no.
did we talk about a movie that wasn't on the midterm instead of reviewing like she promised?
yes.
and you know what's on this seven question essay test?
what is a chicano?
an obscrure little detail that i vaugley remember talking about like the second day of class. and she goes on and on about how we talked about it so much and blah blah blah and its origins. and everyone's like no way, we didn't talk about it that much. even the people who knew what it was guessed.
i just don't understand how i could filter all that information when the test only had seven questions and i had no clue what they could be about.
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2006 14 February :: 6.04pm
:: Mood: loved
happy valentines day everyone! i know it's been forever since i've posted but i wanted to let you all know that i love you! muah muah muah!! kisses for everyone!!
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2006 12 February :: 5.28pm
I've been thinking. This weekend was really really great. I've got a cyst on my ovary, but that's okay.
But I'm realizing this. I hate drinking and drugs. It's all so stupid. And I'm not just saying that because I've never tried it. But I really do think it ruins things. When I'm drunk I get in trouble or I cry or I think I'm dying. When I'm sober and see drunk people I think, "what's the point?" And I'm always uncomfortable at parties where people are drinking. They scare me and it's boring. Everyone acts so stupid. Plus it's illegal and can get you into all kinds of trouble. People who are allowed to drink get used by people who are younger. Then there are the people who keep me up all night because it's Thirstly Thursday. I like sleeping. I don't like hearing your gangsta rap coming down the pipe at three in the morning while you sing along. I don't like finding girls passed out in front of their doors. I don't like people thinking I"m weird when I decide that tonight is not a good idea.
And I'm all for making weed legal, just so we can stop wasting time and money. The war on drugs seems like it's mostly bullshit. It could be regulated and people could actually make a profit without getting in trouble. But I know it's more complicated than that and also probably too late, but it would be a nice birthday present. As of now, it's screwing up my family, and it's the most horrible thing. Don't tell me that I'm wrong. I'm just so sick and tired. It's breaking my heart.
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2006 12 February :: 4.25pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Panic! At the Disco - Prolouge
FUCKING GOD!
i hate sundays so much. nothing to do but be alone and stuck in this house. everyone is always busy on sunday with god or something so they never want to hang so i end up dieing in this house. GAH. anyway so yeah someones a liar...wonder who it is.
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2006 8 February :: 4.12pm
this morning had so much promise.
doughnuts, sausage and strawberries.
but my piano teacher is hella crazy and scary.
and also i have a sore throat, mr. aleman makes me really mad and so does sarra b. ug.
and i'm sick again. it's been two years.
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2006 6 February :: 9.03am
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.Ignoring the phone,
I'd rather say nothing. I'd rather you'd never heard my voice.
You're calling too late
too late to be gracious you do not warrant long goodbyes.
this kind of friendship is too good to let go. we just had a thin part and we're used to being so thick.
i love you.
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2006 5 February :: 8.31pm
Woohu
coming to this site... it brings up painful memories. theres no reason for them they just are. like this journal is the part of my past that hurts so bad to think about but i don't want to let go. everything about this place is dark and lonely and sad. i mean even the name of my site "have you ever said good bye to a hero?" is depressing. yet time after time i come back reliving everything i've worked so hard to forget: my stupid emo freshman self. there are some memories i just don't want to remember but this site makes me relive them. there are some feelings i've worked so hard to surpress but this site makes me feel them strongly. there are some people who it hurts to remember both physically and emotionally but at this site they come rushing back into my life as if they never left. and i'm back to being emo and stupid and freshman. this site makes me revert. and i don't know if i like that. but i don't know if i'm ready to let go. espcially the people. especially that one person.
~Re~
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2006 29 January :: 5.59pm
solo and ensemble went well
Rob and mine's duet was SO GOOD.
we got a one
and I got a one on my solo......
:)
summer got a one too. I'm very proud of her.
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2006 28 January :: 2.14pm
ho hum pigs bum.
that was stupid. whatever.
it's bien though. muy bien.
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