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2005 6 December :: 9.03pm
algebra final finished. i can say that i paid attention, never skipped class, passed all of my tests, did all of my homework, asked questions.
i even though i understood most of it.
that's never happened before.
so if i don't pass we can finally say that i don't get it. and then i can take it again.
or drop out of life. whatever.
and if i do pass. . .hmmm. it's cause for celebration because i can't even add in my head. or count.
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2005 2 December :: 1.07pm
some people make me so sad. if you're drunk at 1 in the morning and wake everyone up and get written up for it you should probably just go to hell. cause i'm sick and even if i wasn't i wouldn't want to be woken up at 1 in the freaking morning.
i almost passed out in target yesterday. that was fun.
and i'm kind of sad to be moving out. christan is being very cool.
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2005 28 November :: 10.12pm
there is a violence in me.
anger and resentment all the time. uhhhhhhh.
i'm sorry sorry sorry. i pray all the time, but i don't think i'm doing it right cause i don't feel any better or changed.
and avoiding the situation? is that good or bad? is it right to sit here in the tension and the silence wishing i could not be so mad.
ok.
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2005 28 November :: 4.04pm
:: Music: motion city-when you're around
sssoooo. tizzle was gizzle. more like grizzle though.
i think i love kids. seriously. i thought i hated the sixth graders, but i don't. even the ones that i thought hated me don't really. they make me feel good even when i don't do anything. and they make me feel weird because i don't remember much of being 11. i don't know exactly how to treat them, but still. . .i'm in complete and total awe.
and the preschoolers are so great and sweet and smart. i love them. if i were a kidnapper my tiny little room would be full of little kids. that sounds kind of sick. that's okay.
ho ho ho. i love cheese its. but you know what i hate?
Nextel Phones. They are stupid and also dumb and redundent. I hate them so much I want to smash them into the ground. No one wants to hear your stupid conversations or that stupid ugly chirping noise. and you don't have to talk so loud. no one cares that much. What is the point of having a walkie talkie unless you're on some kind of crazy mission to save the world. but you're not saving the world, you're annoying me please die in a horrible accident.
chirp chirp die. i will bury your grandchildren.
i'm moving out of my room with jenna skenna. she is nice and isn't stupid and doesn't have a nextel. i won't have to cut myself anymore. and she lives on the cool third floor. i can get away from chuck and all the gansta wanstas.
i love robots, puzzles and jake huizenga.
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2005 27 November :: 9.44pm
:: Mood: exhausted
So Tired....
I worked 11 1/2 hours and made $40. How pathetic. but its money and i have no other job. Frankly, I don't mind because I love the job. I am around the horses and leraning a ton about them from side conversations that the boarders have. Right now I am having a hard time moving around from being on my feet all day but in the end it is worth it.
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2005 27 November :: 4.15pm
my stomach hurts now. i think i left my english folder at home, but how could i have done that? i remember packing it.
everything isn't shitty and still i want to throw up and die.
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2005 26 November :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: cold
So many things to do, so little time to squeeze them all in. Everything is crazy busy, and I need to get together with my english group. I have a feeling we're going to be half assing our way to a B.
I swear I can hear music comming from somewhere in this house, but everytime I walk around I can't find the source. Maybe I'm finally going crazy. Maybe my house is haunted. These things I do not know.
Whatever it is, it has a good beat.
I think I figured out the reason why I shake when I drink. See, I get cold really easy, and when you drink you're body thinks it feels hot, and your blood vessels open up to let off the heat, which isn't really there, so it cools you when you're not hot, making your normal body temperature go down instead of a hot temperature go to normal. Then I shake because I'm cold. Just shivering, that's all that it is.
This imaginary music is driving me fucking nuts.
I want to be done, I want to be out. I'm not quite sure what I want to be doing instead, but just not this. All this shit. I hate it. I don't want to be stuck anywhere, I want to do what I want. I guess that's what everyone wants, but, as in Ethan Frome, "only the smart ones get away."
I hope I'm one of the smart ones.
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2005 23 November :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: frustrated
God I hate my parents
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2005 19 November :: 6.40pm
:: Mood: overworked
It is so much better now. I don't know why but really do love him. Even if he is younger than me.
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2005 15 November :: 12.18pm
here's a warning for everyone. don't hang out with AARON DANIEL COHEN. not only does he listen to the backstreet boys and billy joel, he has really dumb ideas and makes people cry.
but only i can say that because he's my dumb brother and i love him*
*sometimes.
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