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2003 12 September :: 4.57 pm
:: Music: calm/amused/the normal
9.11 ~ I Remember ~
OKz well, school went fine I guess :\ The Jr High girls had a softball game and they was gone all day (meaning my friend Laura wasn't at school along with one other girl in our class) and the High school boys had a tournment and was gone since 2nd hour (meaning Aaron and Billie wasnt' there dragging along half the class) so half the class was gone today (despite that, we still had work -.-) I was going to say to Aaron good luck but he was out the door before I even had my mouth ajar :\
::sigh:: ^^ but besides that the day went fine. 6th hour I drew this really cool lookin head :D anime head ^^' and the neck/collar bone/ and sholders xD that's as far as i can draw before it gets lookin weird ^^ anyway I gave it to my friend to color (I know she is gonna screw it up but I can't color either >.<)
Oh, in humanites, we was studying sculputures and we was making stuff out of playdough ^^' and we watched this one tape today made by the creator of 'Chicken Run' xD omg it was too cute!!! It was called 'the something Trousers' ^^ it was soo cute. It was about this dog and his master and than they had alot of bills to pay and had to rent out a room of their house, and the renter was a penguin and he did all the stuff the dog did and the dog got jealous and sad and went to sleep in the doghouse (than I went to the bathroom and missed some ^^') when I got back the penguin was doing something and anyway it turned out that the penguin was evil (the thing held a gun to the dogs head for crying outloud!!!) and was using the dogs owner to steal a dimond ^^' and anyway the dog (with some help from his master) catches the penguin and gets the reward money that pays for the bills ^^' oh and the trousers were like robot legs that was remote controlled and well they... ack anyway just ask around or something it's like 30 minutes long and my friend said she saw it on Cartoonnetwork so maybe you could catch it on there.
Anyway, I made a purple cat with the playdough ^^' it was supposed to be an old digimon that I had saw a loong time ago, but I just couldn't cut it :\
Aaron.... boy his shorts today ::rubs back of head:: I love it when he wears those.... white looks nice on him.. and I like it when Billy wears his red shirt or his grey and white shirt :D yes I'm obsessed ^^'
Oh Yeah! Tonight is the Night! Yeah I can't wait till my parents wake up ^^ we are going to watch Lord of the Rings, the Twin Towers :D yeah yeah yea! I want to see my elf boy! ^^' Naw I like Lord of the Rings now :D It made me want to play IceWind Dale 2 ^^' (we have that game but it got boring cause I couldn't beat the orgs :\)
Anyway, I'm making good grades and guess I'm gonna try for OLAP but I don't care. I was reading something in the Bible last night:
4-"What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if he loses one of them, does not leave the niety-nine in the wilderness, and go after the one which is lost untill he finds it?
5-"And when he has found it, he lay it on his sholuders, rejoicing.
6-"And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbors, saying to them, 'Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep which was lost!'
7- "I say to you that likewise there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repennts than over ninety-nine just persons who need no repentance.
LUKE 14:32
Anyway, I found this strange, I was just flipping though the Bible just to see what it was all about and I found this... I like it and it is true. I don't know if it's a 'hint hint' thing for me to repent or what :|
Anyway, I don't know how much I'm big on god. Jesus... do I believe he died on the cross? I say I do. I stand when they ask who does, but only because everyone else does... I think the Bible is ...interesting and I will read more and learn more before I deside... I have my own kind of religion. I ... it says in the 10 commandments that I should not have any other gods before him... does that mean I can't have any other gods below him? I dont' know. I don't know if I believe that god created the world and universe. I believe that a powerful being did yes, but God? I dont' know if I believe in heaven. I believe that when we pass on we go to another world. Not meet God (well maybe), we go to a whole different world and start over, not as a child but as a young adult, or whatever creator we are reborn as, also haveing knowledge of our previous lifes. I don't know what I believe yet, but I do prey to God, I do... so I guess I believe in him, Yes I believe in God, but to what point? About his son?...
Ack anyway off that subject, Inu Yasha is really good XD I cried on last nights episode.
Humm, what should I do with Aaron? ^^ Gahh Billy is just so good looking... damn... he really is. I try to get oer him and keep my feelings true for Aaron but... I find my self staring at Billy... This morning while I was eating at school, Aaron sat at the table infront of me and Billy came along a little while after and sat at the same table, my eyes followed him. As he sat I was watching him, as he ate I was watching him ^^' sipping his milk, I was there with my eyes xD damn I'm Not A Stalker though! (him and his brother have no table manners by the way) anway, I watch Aaron too, but I think because Billie is taller than me, that I am more drawn towards him... I don't know... but anyway, when Aaron spots me looking at him he turns away shyly pretending that he didn't notice me looking at him. Does that mean he like me? Gosh I don't know. If he does like me he would have to tell me out of the blue cause I won't bring it up! ^^ yep, after Billie turned down my feelings for him I just don't really care about boyfriends... I mean if I had one yea! Someone to kiss... but would I make a big deal out of them? I have my studies and anime... that's enough for me ^^ and my friends (talking about Laura and Jessica)
Ok Ok anyway, I don't have any homework and I just can't wait till I get to see the Twin Towers, Oh Jahsem came over today, just for a little while though. ^^' my bro came in and I heard a honk outside and went out and Jahsem was on the porch and his mom was in the car waiting on my brother. Anyway I gave him a hug and I stood on the steps and we talked little talk and than my bro just walked past us to the car so we looked at each other and than I said bye and gave a little wave and was waiting for him to move before I went inside and he just looked at me ^^' he's like 'that's it? That's your goodbye?' I'm like ^^''' and outstreached my arm for a hug and he grabbed my hand and shook it ( ^^' 6'6 dudes have big papa bear hands xD) and anyway I'm like ._.' and he smiled (love his smile. He's my best friend you sick-o's!!) and laughed and gave me a hug ^^ damn he smelt good. I waved to him and we said see ya later to each other and I went inside and I could taste his colone in my mouth xD weird but yummie ^^' jk >.>'
The friggin pill popers was sniffing something today in class >:| they really frigging piss me off. Oh that Tenn Hick that I really can't stand had to go to the office and she came back all huffie puffie (I ain't hatein on people from Tenn just trippin off that girl) and anyway she was all cussin and saying that the principal is tring to get her kicked out of the school ^^ I'll second that! xD anyway~
About the room thing, I decided that I want my brothers room cause it's the biggest and all the crap I want done to my small room just ain't gonna work out :| but in the Bible it says to give your friends and family the best before yourself than inreturn they shall be their for you (also read that last night) so I told my mom and she got upset (cause it's my brothers room and he'll reallly make a fuss) anyway, he has tons of junk in his room that just clutter the place up, while I don't have nearly as much junk as him and my room is just as cluttered. But anyway, my mother agress that I should get his room because he's not paying rent and he goes to college and stays in town with Jahsem most of the week, and doesn't stay in his room but to sleep and have a place to keep his junk at, so... I don't know what is gonna go on, but I do know that I won't be getting my room done this month. I could of told ya'll that. But I like to believe my parents and imagine things, but they go to that damned Indian casino and spead all our money -.- so I know we have to pay bills instead of paint prices so... I'll just have to wait. I don't think I really mind. I feel greedy taking my brothers room, though I have the smallest room in the house and my brother has the largest, and he has always had a larger room than me so I guess that I did good to him it's time to make due on that good and take his room ^^' Anyway I don't know how my brother will react, though I know it wont' be pretty, that's why I don't know if I really want his room or just wait 4 more years or what not ( I really want his room) because he will make a really big fuss and yell and cuse and him and my mom will get in a fight and my dad ain't gonna put up with that and has been wanting to kick him out of the house (he's 19) but my mother won't allow it ._. anyway, am I being shelfish?
Ok Ok! umm... if I think of anything else well, ya'know
Oh, many questions today... humm well I guess I just think too much ^^ I'm always thinking and was humming the whole day today ^^ willie wonka and the chocolate factory song 'want to change the world? there's nothing to it' and so on~~
Gomen gomen gomen
Ja Ne!~
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2003 11 September :: 11.25 pm
:: Mood: calm/achy
:: Music: Escaflowne 'Your Not Alone'
^^ omgoodness, ok for starters school went great (dah) and remember how I was complaining about how I didn't sit by Aaron no more? ^^ well, the computer I was at wasn't working correctly so I got moved >.< right next to Aaron!! :D and I'm at the end so it's just him next to me! ^^ omgoodness I'm so happy ^^
Oh, ok my friend wanted me to go to church, anyway, she said it was fun and that Billie and Aaron went to that same church :} so anyway, I'm like 'sure'! ^^ so I went to her house to wait for the church bus to come pick us up, we drove by Billie's house and stoped by (gonna pick him up) anyway, he must of heard I was going to church today because, I guess his little cuz, came out and said to move on that they wasn't going today >:| well humf! ^^ naw I don't care xD could Care LESS!!! I have AARON!!! We got to the church and me and Jessica was just walking around with her brother (I don't go to church, I have no clue about anything in the Bible :| sad no¿) and we went to 'class' and like a few secs right after the 'teacher' was talking (I don't know what to call them ^^') Aaron walked in xD omg he walked by _me_ and WAVED!!! Omgoodness HE WAVED TO ME!!! ^^ it was a shy cute little wave *_* awwwwww I was soooo happy! ^^ than at our next 'class' (these 'classes only last 30 min. meaning church is only an hour) he sat down infront of me ^^
Oh, ok question: Who wraps their feet around chair legs? I do. Anyway, I was tring to hook my left foot around the chair leg ^^' and got this dudes foot instead of the chair xD I didn't Even Know the Dude!!! xD he was like 'oh sorry' and scooted his foot away quick! Omg I'm like 'oh sorrry!!!' and all turned away and quickly stuffed my feet under my friends ^^' was tring to find Aaron feet but he was sitting sidewayz in his seat xD
::clears throat:: anyway, we have a frickin uniform we have to buy for church ._. naw that's cool, I don't mind ^^ it's gonna be tight. It's really fun and a lot of laughs, and what I like about it most is that they don't preach alot :| I don't like it when people preach... I don't know why.... ::shrugs:: anyway, I'm going back next week ^^ and the week after and all the times I can catch it :D
>.< Aaron has a lot of little brothers and anyway at the end I was walking up the basement stairs (last class is in the basement of the church... it's big down there) and anyway, as I reached the top some little kids (including Aaron's brothers) was going down stairs and I heard someone call my name so I turned around and Aaron's eldest younger brother yells 'Buda likes Aaron!' I'm like O.O and all rushed to my friends mom's car xD omg! If he don't know I like him >.< he needs a good slap ^^ naw I would never do that to him xD
Ack ok anyway it's late (again) Inu Yasha was tight and so I got my homework done when I got home than took a shower and played cards with my mom (Phase Ten) and for the 2nd time in a row I beat her ^^ I wooped her yesterday xD really bad! She said she should of taken me to the casino with her ^^'
Oh and about the room, no one has even taken a baby step towards completing it :\ Ohz well ^^/))
Ja Ne!~
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2003 10 September :: 11.29 pm
:: Mood: calm
Well, school went great as always, and unfortunately in computer class we got asigned seats and now I don't sit by Aaron :( he sits behind me and this weird ass mean annoying dude sits next to me -.- 'least I'm at the end and only have to have one person to sit by -_- aww Aaron... I was looking forward to sitting next to him all year -_-' even though he always wanted me to do his work for me (do it once and it's like feeding a stray animal -.- just want more and more)
Well, have a test Friday and I don't remember what it's over ^^' something in Oklahoma History I thinks.
We did a fun art project today... well.. it was kinda fun, better than doing writtin work that's for sure. We had to cut stuff out of some magazines and than glue them to paper to spell out our name ^^ gahh the table I was at was a total mess!
My friend let me borrow her DVD 'Lord of the Rings' watched that and it's cool. The elf dude grew on me ^^ Legus or whatever, my friends like him and I said I didn't but now I do >.< we have the second one on DVD but I will have to watch it some other time cause it's late and they are really long ::rubs back of head::
Anyway, gotz to get to sleep and dah I have school tomorrow, the moon is really pretty tonight. I went outside and just stared at it for a few minutes. Have you ever stared at the moon and not blinked? I try and try, if you stare at it long enough and not blink and only concentrate on looking at the moon than everything around it turns a foggie gray than black. I've tried to do it, but tonight I just couldn't :\ I think I've done it once before but I don't remember ^^'
Ack, ok... umm.... well... Inu Yasha is tight :D okz well
Ja ne~
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2003 8 September :: 10.18 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
i just wrote alot of crap and another window poped up and it got deleted so i'm not gonna write alot now.
ok yesteday my brother called me a stupid bitch
nothing has happened between me and arron yet. the guy that sits next to me 3rd hour wasn't there today and aaron sat there :D hummm what does it mean!? ^^
ok went into town, cause i had to pick up some stuff for these hives i have ._. a side effect of a pill i had to take last week -_- (still haven't had my follow up yet) if it doesn't clear up soon i will have to go to see the doctor again..
omg today these girls was poppin pills in class!! omg they are soo friggin annoying they was making total asses of themsleves -_-+ besides that school is going great. Making good grades... understanding things pretty well, taking good notes.. blah blah
well for my birthday present my parents say that i will get to remodle my room :D !! coolz!!! i already have it all drawn up and all the materials will need written down and a list of things than need to be changed and new stuff and everything :D
-_- though with my parents, i know that it won't happen anytime soon, they say something than a few months later they remember it :\
ok after i picked up the stuff i went and picked up my dvds (pilot candidate) from my friends house (i let him borrow them) than went to another small gas store and got me a drink than me and my dad drove home (i got to drive a few miles ^^) than read some manga and than went to the baseball game (i got to drive again :D ) and worked for free in the cussion stand with my friend jessica.
her mom took me home and took jeff with her to get his hair cut. well jessica didn't have her book with her so i got to go to her house so she could use my book. i got to see jeff get some of his hair cut, than i ate, and played outside in the dark. me and her little brother was playing on the hammock and it knocked my glasses off so he had to run inside to get a flashlight lol than they took me home and here i am now, and what am i doing? typing ... what do i need to be doing? ^^' homework :D anyway so i gotz to go now. and i had a crap load of more details in here but it all got erased or whatever you want to call it so .. ack anyway!
Ja~ -.-'
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2003 4 September :: 4.03 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Some Japanese Rap Song
Well, did I mention that we have two new students? ^^ the girl I guess wasn't doing good or something cause she got bumped down a grade o_o she's not in our classes anymore she's 'special' ^^' and the guy is really ugly and keeps looking at me and freaking me out! xD
School is going great ^^ Aaron... oh Aaron ^^' xD he sits next to me 4th hour! So Happy!!!! ^^ I try and flirt >.> he's shy ... awww so cute >.< anyway!
I lost a bid on these shoes that I wanted :| they was all red nike shoes... -_-+ was out bidded by one friggin $ -.-' ::sigh:: yepiers
OH! wow!! Gahh Paradise Kiss is awesome!!! ^^ my friend let me take it home since I didn't get to read it at school so I have it with me now and I haven't read it yet ^^ it's good so far xD gahh can't believe it's only T 13 !! Should be OT 16!!! (Teen-Older Teen) ^^' anyway it's really awesome xD has a few gay/bi guys on it ^^ anyway, I got Marmalade Boy vol. 7 yesterday XD OMG so busy in that vol.!!! Gosh I had tears in my eyes like 5 times!!! I can't wait till I get the last and final vol. ^^ 8... xD omg I can't wait!!!
Oh my brother gave me like 10 CD's ._. it's like really dance/fast beat music ^^ I like it! :D there is Japanese music on it too!!!! ^^ there is this one Rap song that is tight >:D (only skimed though 2 CD's so far ^^')
-_- my parents are gone into town to shop for food *T_T thank god* -.- least my dad left me a note this time... >:| they LUCKY I HAD MY KEYS!!! OR I WOULD OF BEEN LOCKED OUT OF THE HOUSE!! ::rubs back of head:: well I ... got my DVD's out Pilot Candidate and my friend is borrowing them now and now I want to see them :[ ::pout:: guess I want to see them cause I don't have them anymore ^^'|) oi :D
Haven't gotten my Japanese book out of that college libary thing yet ::rubs back of head:: Kinda into manga again >:D so many I haven't ready yet!!! I got into this other manga that I read at Hastings yesterday (took Jessica with me too) and FAKE is coming out; I want to start getting Demon Diary; also, I want to get Paradise Kiss and Peach Girl and I still have one of Marmalade Boy to get and there's a shit load more that I want to read! OH! I want to get Under The Glass Moon too!!!!!! xD
I NEED A JOB!!!!
>.> and a boyfriend o.o
^^ oh I have to go for a follow up at the doctors o.o but my parents are gone >:| and I'm not gonna miss my shows to go pee in a cup so I guess we'll go another time ^^'
Oh, I also read I.N.V.U. ^^ I like that manga too but I haven't seen nor read it in months :\
Gosh, I thought I had more to write ._. guess I forgot :\ gomen..
^^ /))
Ja Ne ~
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2003 2 September :: 8.17 pm
:: Mood: whatever/calm/stuffie head/eating/bored
Well, nothing much happened today. Walked to school, and exchanged manga's with my friends :D omg it's so cool! I bring Marmalade Boy and eva one passes it around and I also brought Kare Kano ¬_¬ but no one likes it (it's 'ok' but I stoped buying it) and than Jessica brings Peach Girl ^^ I got her hooked on it, and this girl Kellie brings Paradise Kiss xD omg! That is frinkin awesome!!! ^^ I am totally hooked on it now!!! >.< I have no money and she said she'll try to get vol. 2 this week. Oh and vol. 3 of FAKE is comming out this month o.O I think and I'll have to get that :9 ya'know I have to get that! ^^' (yaoi dah) anywayz, after school I went to town and got a zip up sweat shirt and than my dad droped me off at the boys' game ^^ we lost the first game and won the second! :D yea! ^^ I cought Aaron looking at me sometimes in school and than at the game he looked at me for like a few secs (witch freaked me out ^^') and than he turned his head to the side and I saw him smile!! XD Yes SMILE!!! Argh! >.< what does this all mean!!! -.- anyway, I saw Billie at the game too and he gave me an agravated look -__-' like always and so I'm like >:] heh and I'm like 'GO BILLIE!!' ^^' I bet that ticked him off >.> heh well anyway, that's about it. Oh my friends exchange student came to school today ^^ he's umm.... not that great looking but not ugly and no cute but o_o ya'know what I mean. My friend drove me home (friends friend) and than ... ack I have to take a shower -.-' *forgot* well anyway, Aaron is keeping me guessing about his feelings and I'm haveing second thoughts about _my_ feelings towards him... :\ he is _really_ short ^^' Billie is alot taller o_o and they are younger than me ._. I'm turning 16 at the very end of this month .__. ^^ $$$$$$$ is what I want! XD ack anyway!
Ja ne~
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2003 30 August :: 9.27 pm
:: Mood: calm
I'm doing fine. School has been going great. Feel asleep twice though ^^' oh well. I don't know if Aaron likes me yet or not :] but he _has_ been looking at me an aweful lot ::smirk:: wonder why¿ ::puts finger on lips:: it may be because he likes me _or_ because he heard a rumor that _I_ like him (would be true) and is just checking it out to see if it's true or not ::shrugs::. Beats me ^^'
Oh I had to go to the doctor a few days ago but I"m doing much better now that I'm on med. But the med. they gave me is starting to make me have the side effects o_o
Anyway, my mom got sick too. The docs dont' know what's wrong with her. She was just thinking it was an inner ear infection but :\ they did kat-scans and eva thing: blood, etc...
Got (me and my friend Jessica) like 3-4 girls into manga! :D Peach Girl is #1 fav than Marmalade Boy than Kare Kano ^^ I'm so happy eva one likes them (made fun of us before ::gives them the finger:: ha! What Do You Think Now!!!¿) ::clears throat:: anyway, the dorks read my books during class (dah, though I mean when the teacher talks) and they get in trouble... -_-+ If they get my books taken away Ooo xD
ah hem... anyway that's cool that they like manga now. Jason is rumored to like Jessica. He is a drugie so she won't go out with him even though she thinks he's 'cute' (okay looking...) Jeff is rumored to still like Laura... Laura I guess never really got over him (asked her out 2 year ago, but her dad said no so she had to turn him down) but she thinks he's cute and would say 'yes' if he asked her... I hear Jeff would ask but is afraid of her dad o_o' frickin weird huh? anyway, I hope someone frickin likes me! Aaron!! I dont' like Billie anymore... I just think he's cute... yep I really think I'm over him. Laura likes him... but wants to go out with Jeff... If Billie asked me out.. humm.... I think I would ... say.... no... cause I don't know him and I see Aaron wayyy more than him and I _talk_ to Aaron ^^'
Went into town today and read the rest of Demon Diary; was gonna read Peach Girl vol. 2 too but they didn't have it :| anyway, ..... Oh it stormed today o_o'
::rubs back of head:: umm oh, school is keeping me busy x_x gahh is it. That and going to games. I dont' get on much so I won't be typin much in here... maybe only on weekends like this. I just don't have time. Homework -.- anyway I can't quite think of anything else at the moment so guess if it pops in my head I'll write it next time ^^
Ja~
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2003 24 August :: 11.56 pm
:: Mood: aggravated/tired/kinda happy
Wow a lot has happened. Ok first I spent the night with 3 of my girlfriends last night. It was really fun. Instead of watching Japanese animation (anime) like I had hoped (I brought 4 DVD's) we watched my friends Spanish tapes ^^ they was cool though. Than We went outside in the dark and ran around and played with some little puppies, I walked towards the hamock thing and I triped on some hidden bike and I now have two bruises on my shin ^^' it really hurt but now it don't that much. We swung on the thing (3 or 2 at a time) it was fun ^^! They didn't have like any food though :| so we didn't eat dinner ^^' just alot of snacks. We went back up to her room and watched tv. ^^ this one show with like thumbs playing the people and than this gay show called 'Queer as Folk' ^^ omg I wish I got Showtime cause I liked it xD yes I'm upsessed with gay guys!!!
::clears throat:: anyway, my friend Shay and Jessica went to sleep after the thumb show and me and Laura was awake watching the Queer show. I turned off the tv and we all was on her bed (4 girls on a queen bed) Laura was on there and than when I woke up around 6 (wanted to watch anime) I was searching around the floor with my hand for the remote and I found a mass of hair ^^' Laura was sleeping on the floor! Anyway she took the damn blanket with her so I had to sleep just in my clothes, :\ it got cold. Jessica hogged the other blanket so me and Shay was out of luck -.- I went back to bed and kept waking up every like 45 mins to check the time cause my sister was saying something that me and her was gonna go shopping around 11 today so I had to get home around 9. I finnaly desided to get out of bed at like 8:20, called my dad, got my stuff ready and left, Laura still knocked out and Jessica and Shay half awake ^^' Oh well I had to go and didn't want to wake them up.
OMG I had soo much fun with my sister. We was gonna go to the city but their car wasn't running well so we just stayed in town (she lives in a few towns over from me so we shopped there) It was really fun. She has like a 2 year old doughter and she was a good girl today T.T damn I'm so glad she wasn't a brat xD anyway her damn husband was the brat!!! But she spent over $160 on me today for clothes and she wanted me to get more ^^' but I didn't. Than we went to her house and ordered pizza and watched Spirited Away (we listened to my Japanese/Anime music in the car ^^) I was done with my pizza and on the couch and the cat was sleeping on my leg, and my sis called my dad and he was on his way to pick me up. I was all relaxed and than there was a knock on the window (my dad) and the cat like freaked and climbed up my arm and ran across my face! I have 4 straches on my face! One is kinda deep and will take a few days to go away :\ boo -_- anyway my dad picked me up (Oh I missed the baseball game where Japan played; but my mom said that Japan won by like alot... ) Anway,
Our town was having a party tonight (and last night and tomorrow night) and my friends was already there (was at my sis's so I couldn't go there with them) so I got home and started to get ready than remembered that Kenshin was comming on than I had to stay and record it ^^' (I don't like commericals in my tapes) so I was like halfway thew and my mom yelled for me (she had been cooking) and my show was on so I opened up my door and yelled 'I told you I don't want to eat! My show is on so leave me alone!' lol than she came to my room and told me two of my friends was outside ^^' oops lol they wanted me to walk with them to the party but I told them in like 20 I would be there so we could just' meet up' ^^' I didn't want to miss my show >.>
Anyway got ready and went there after Kenshin was done and meet up with Laura and me and her walked around and saw Aaron but he didn't talk to me :\ but! Laura said he smiled at me when he walked by! ^^!
>:| me and her was just standing and fucking Jessica's little brother ran by us and sprayed us with fart spray!!! Omg we smelled like dog shit! xD I'm soo gonna kill him next time I see him!!! Anyway luckie break for us cause Laura's sister had some bodyspray ::wipes forehead:: I soo didn't want to go around Aaron smellin like shit ^^'
I didn't see Billie but saw his brother and talked to him and he said that he was in the car, and I wasn't about to go and check so I'm like oh ok that's cool lol my friend Laura likes him too xD she wanted to know but I asked! Oh well ^^ that's the kind of friend I am ::brag brag::
Anyway, Aaron left and we had nothing to do so we just sat around (still just me and Laura) and got up and walked.... sat and walked than we was playing with this light up string necklace thing (dont' reamember what it's called) than we left and now I'm here ^^ anyway my day was loong.
Man I miss spending time with my sister Oh! Omg can't believe I forgot, before we got the pizza and went home me and my sis (just us two) went to the college libray and than Hastings!!! Oh yeah! Awesome! I got Demon Diary vol. 2 and sat down and started reading. I got like halfway through and it looked like my sis wanted to leave so I thought it was a good spot in the manga to stop so I put it back ^^' she was gonna buy it for me but I'm like no, she already had done so much (witch is kinda weird cause it's the first time we've ever hung out like that) Oh and at the party thing ^^' I lost that watch my bro got me o.o I don't care though, my mom will ^^' so I'm not gonna tell her I lost it there xD I'm gonna say I lost it in my closet! That it fell off a shelf or something! ^^ lol anyway, I smell all weird so if I remember something I'll write later so I'm gonna go take a show so
Ja~
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2003 21 August :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: calm
^^ nothing has happened. xD it wasn't Japan that played today!!! I'm so mad!! ^^' well not really cause TX and MA played an awesome game xD !!! OMG it was awesome! TX was down by like 4 and than (MA 10 TX 6) TX got up to 10 to tie the game!!! They went to a 7th inning and omg it was awesome!! TX scored three!!! OmG than they hand to feild and >.< MA scored one and the bases was loaded and all the guys was cring thinking they would loose (awww) and!!! This guy hit a line drive (I think) and TX just couldn't feild it and it passed the dude and MA scored one (now 13 to 13) than when the dude threw it at home xD it was waay over and another guy got in and MA won! ^^ gahh poor TX. They was almost winning and they was.. gahhh I really thought they would win. They didn't play very well before and that win would of really helped them out. Oh well, they played a good game.
Oh ok Japan plays Sat... with ain't so great cause my sister is taking me to the city (OKC) to go shopping Sat. :\ oh well ^^' I ain't gonna miss up free clothes xD
OH! yeah today when I went to type something up for Oklahoma History, I was all typing and Jeff came up behide me and leaned in to look at the screen (his face was like over my friggin sholder) and he asked me why I called him 'Peanut Shell' that one time ^^' I turned to look at him and he was like 'right there!' omg my heart like skipped around ^^' gahh too close xD I liked it though ^^' gahhh xD ack but anyway he like left cause he was there with his partner typing too.
Aaron.. humm... Billie... nothing about them to talk about... still ain't so sure about Aaron... :\ OH! These guys down the street was in their Go Kart and was in our alley and they stoped and was talking or something (some dude on a motor dirt bike too) and anyway the little bastard crawled under our fence (bobwire; for horse that we don't have anymore) and got our old basketball (the dogs ran to the back door so I knew someone was out there) ^^' I was folding towels and saw him and opened the door. Joeie!!! You little faggit! Put the ball back!!! xD damn little ass gahh I'm gonna grip out his brother tomorrow (in a few of my classes) ^^' yep eva one calls him a fag so it just like poped in my head. xD it looked like he was surprized that someone saw him take it >:D heh heh heh! I was gonna let the dogs out than he would of really shit in his pants xD
::clears throat:: oh this morning when I was walking to school I passes Jason and he was smoking. And when I was walking home he didn't waist no time pulling out and lighting up a cig :| dumbass....
^^ well got school tomorrow so
Ja~
-|| ok just some info: that watch my bro got me came uncliped and fell in the tolit -_-' I think that maybe a sign ._. no¿-||
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2003 21 August :: 4.14 pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable/calm/hungry
Well, school was cool.
I've kinda desided that I'll go out with Aaron now if he'll ask me. I don't know how serious I'll take him but... I don't know... I may just be blowing it out of proportion and he might not even like me. :\ I don't friggin know!
I was tring to not giggle and smile when I saw Billie. If I pasted him (happened alot today for some reason) I tried not to make eye contact or smile. It was weird, when I try to see Billie I have to make like an effort but today when I didn't care, he poped up everywhere :\ strange...
Anyway, I only cough Aaron looking at me once, I just didn't care today... Nothing has happened... oh yesterday my parents went to the casino while I was at school -_-+ my dad won $80 or something like that.. they was all happy and I'm like (my mom had told me he had won) 'Dad won you didn't!' ^^' that pissed her off, and than when my dad took me into town (still yesterday) I'm like 'well in my book, that money you just won is about as much as mama had blown off so now mom's even as far as that's concerned. (wow I coudln't word that)
Anyway ain't nothing happening, last hour is ... well you don't do anything. You just sit in a room full of computers and get on the net and watch stuff or (like I do) bring in work from other classes and do it... :\ we get credit for that ^^' Yearbook is gay o_o
Nothing else guess if I remember anything I'll write...
Ja~
-|| Oh this dude crawled under the table I was at and I didn't even notice ||-
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2003 20 August :: 10.03 pm
:: Mood: annoyed/calm
Well, school went cool. I think that kinda new dude Jason likes my friend Jessica. And I think Billie likes either my friend Jessica or my friend Laura :( not me -_- I think Aaron likes me (damn I hope someone does)
Went to town, bought a braclet and took the charm off and made a necklace out of it. Umm... watched more Little League Baseball. It was AZ vs FL ... FL won 4 to 1 ( I think ) man AZ couldn't feild for shit today :( OH!!! OmG! I can't wait! Tomorrow Tokyo, Japan and Mexico City, Mexico are gonna play XD omg I can't wait to see Japan play!!! Dang I can't wait *_* can't wait can't wait CAN'T WAIT.
My brother got me an early birthday present... a watch :\ I now have one that works... it's from walmart though.... -.- oh well. My brother got stoped by some cops for like going 5 miles over the limit and he had college money in his car in cash (over $300) and they was thinking he was a drugie and crap and it was for books ^^' and anyway my bro is pissed... like really pissed :\ idiot is all I have to say ::shrugs::
Anyway it's frigging late and I need to get some rest... Billie... damn... I guess he just never liked me at all... I be thinking he looks over at me and he's checking out my friends -_- ..... damn... Aaron... -_-+ Aaron.. damn short dude... shit... gahh.... that sux... but he's sweet... ah whatever
Ja~
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2003 20 August :: 4.13 pm
:: Mood: hungry/calm
Miki Koishikawa!
Everyone loves you for WHO you are. Especially the
opposite sex. But in truth
you've had so many ups and downs with the opposite
sex, and you try to
stay as uncomplicated as possible.
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2003 19 August :: 10.50 pm
:: Mood: sleepie/lazy/kinda hungry
School was tight. Gahhh frigin computers was boring as heck -_-+ can't stand our teacher. Got some science homework (dah) and I got my math done but I have a few questions to ask the teach tomorrow.
Went to the girls game and watched my friend Laura play (she pitched) the boys game started like 45 min after the girls so I walked over there so I could see Billie ^^ and Aaron (:9 Billie)
My chest started to hurt so I just wanted the games to be over (girls and guys would play two games each today) The first boys game wasn't even over yet and I didn't know how long I could wait cause I just wasn't feeling good at all. I asked and my friends mom wouldn't let her drive me home so I walked down to the girls feild and asked my other friends mom (Laura) if she would drive me home after Laura was done pitching but she said she would after the game. (girls had just started their 2nd game) so I sat and I was waiting cause the girls play a heck of a lot faster than our boys.
Anyway my frineds mom came to pick her up and I got a ride with them. The boys lost to the 'run rule' they friggin lost 14 to 0 (zero) or something like that. They didn't even play a second game.
-.- man our boys sux.
Anyway, got home and had to do the dishes and crap before my mom got home. Took a shower, ate, TV and than got on here after I munched on some candy that is now killing my stomach. :| Libra's are know for their bad eating habbits ::shrugs::
Ja~
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2003 18 August :: 9.46 pm
:: Mood: tired
Man am I tired! Ok, lets see, today in computers (with the guys) Aaron was sitting next to me (heh he used the game as an excuse to flirt ;}) anyway, he was sitting next to me and his hand was on the arrow keys playing the game. (Midtown Maddess 2 I think) Anyway, when I turned around his arm was like 'right there' above my thigh ^^ I didn't mind xD but anyway, something happened on the game and he laughed and I guess his voice is changing cause he squecked kinda >.< it was soo cute! :p lol it was funny. We was also like keeping eye contact for a few secs. I was just looking up to be looking up and met his gaze and I was just thinking that he was just gonna like short glance it and well (that's all I was gonna do) he liked hid a smile and kept looking at me ^^' I guess that's flirting o.o ::rubs back of head:: he's like 4 foot something and is like up to my shoulders (I think) ^^' I kept telling myself I wouldn't go out with him.. but now I'm questioning myslef. xD don't worrie I saw Billie! ^^ oh did I see him >:p dah I saw him…
After that I went to the girls softball game (guys was having a game too at the feild next to us) so I found my friend Jessica and we watched our friend Laura play for a little while than walked over to the boys game. Aaron was playing ^^' xD he looked so short in the baseball outfit! ^^ he looked like one of those little TY bears that you buy for your fav. team ^^'' >.> anyway, we watched for like a while than walked back over to the girls and than back to the guys game and than we went to her Grandma's house. (too far of a walk if you ask me) It was fun! We ate and than we went outside and we chaced the geese (2 mean biting ones) and ginnie hens. Man I got all sweatie xD it was soo fun though!!! ^^ (haven't chased birds in forever) than we chilled for like a few min and than walked back to the feild.
The girls game was over but they guys was just in the 2nd inning. (girls and guys played two games today) So I sat and it was all nice and cool and getting somewhat dark. (nice outside instead of being hot like before) Laura came and sat down with us. It was cool, I watched Aaron and was hoping that he would look my way to see that I had showed up. (I won't say just for him cause I mainly went for Laura but hey, he don't need to know that ;]) He didn't look at me thoug.. well ^^ least I didnt' notice >.>
Oh lol this dude Jeff was on deck (next to bat) and his aunt was sitting next to me and she's like 'Jeff you better not strike out!' and he's all like he won't (he didn't, he hit a 2nd baser thingie ^^') and anyway xD she asked him if he was wearing his peanut shell!!! You don't know how bad I cracked up! Omg he got sooo embarassed and he wouldn't look at us and we was all laughing and he droped his bat and was all pacing around lol it was funny. (boys lost 2 ta 7) I hear the boys (high school) have a game tomorrow >:D heh ya'know what I'm talking about! xD BILLIE !!!! Anyway ^^' I'm gonna try and make the game. ::grin::
Any my friends mom droped me home and than I got in the shower, did some math homework since I just wrote down the answers and she wants us to write the friggin problems out -_-+ and than I was kinda eating while I did that and than I got on here and now I'm going to bed cause my legs are killing me and I'm t.i.r.e.d. ^^
Ja~
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2003 17 August :: 7.31 pm
:: Mood: aggravated/hungry/whatever/calm
:: Music: Revolution
Well, got up and my parents left -_- did you guess where? Yep to the casino... but not before I yaked at them ^^'
>.> so I got on the computer and turned on some music, got bored and did the dishes than turned on the tv and watched Little League Baseball :\ it was AZ vs TX xD gahh does Texas suck!!! Omg, it was like 1 to 9 and than some dude on the Texas team hit a homerun and scored 3 runs. Alot of the little kids got hit... alot of times ^^' little knicks here in there o_o' Got some food and ate and than the game was won by AZ 9 to 4 ^^ (I didn't know they had a Japan team, but they didn't play :\ ) Than MA and WA played but I got back on the computer and didn't watch much of it (watched LL baseball for like 2 hours) Yep I was bored... :\
I was feeling a bit neglected today
Than turned the tv off and turned some music on and threw a tennis ball all over the house -_- anything I could bounce it off of without knocking anything off the walls. -.- got tired and turned on some music and got back on the computer, called the casino and found that my parents where still there and my mom said that they would be home in a little while (meaning 1-3 hours; they could of called me! I was worried) got bored and turned the music up real loud and than went outside and played ball with the dog that I don't like (that's when you can tell I'm reallly bored)
I brought a radio outside and put in a different CD so I wouldn't have to have the door open and than it only played the CD for like 2 mins than wouldn't play -_-+ (it's like that) so I had to listen to the radio instead :\
I was walking towards the ball (stupid dog wouldn't bring it) and something jumped out of the grass. Dah grasshopper, so I chased it down and cought it and a little friend and threw them in a spider web ^^' and than I found another one with spikie legs so I snached it up with some tongs and tossed it at the web. ^^ it fell through so I kept picking it up and tossing it back (my type of fun.... ._.') and it finnaly got stuck ^^ yea! And than I watched it wrap two up and the little one was like in shock or something cause it didn't move ^^'
Sat down and got bit by bugs so I went inside and took a shower. My parents finnaly got home while I was in the shower and didn't even bother to knock on the door to see if I was alright. >:| I could of cut my throat and was bleeding to death in the tub and was too weak to turn the water off and they wouldn't of known -.-
Got out of the shower and put my towel up and my dad asked me how much money I owed the school so far for lunches and than how much it would cost a week. I told him and than he gave me $15 ($9 a week to eat lunch and breakfast) and my mom was in the kitchen and asked 'do you eat or fuck around?' -_-+ grrr I know what she ment but still.... <.< I snaped back and she snapped back and I'm like -.-!!! and just took the money to my room and yelled out my door 'what you wanted to take my lunch money to the casino and feed one of the machines?!!' -_- I know it was mean.
And here I am now... :\
I kinda didn't mind being alone though... but... still.... I don't know ^^' It's cool with me though >.> long as I get money.. maybe they are right... maybe I do only care about myself o.o .... :| .... I don't know... I like money... I like my parents... -_- they went shopping after the casino and I had wanted to go and my mom asked me what I wanted her to pick up and I said that it didn't matter.... I guess she dont' get it... I don't _want_ anything... I just want to go there and shop for groceries. Before I didn't think much of it.. but I kinda miss it now.. Just being there... walking next to my mom AND dad... but now it's either my mom and dad or me and my dad... never the three of us :\
Ok I'm in 'poor me' mode so I'll shut up…
*Billie*
Ja~
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2003 16 August :: 10.13 pm
:: Mood: whatever
Well, got up and my friend called and asked if I wanted to go to the boys base ball game today. Well, I was already ready to go into town so I said no...
Went into town got some clothes and the other school supplies I needed than we was on our way home. When we passed by the feild (it's like right there next to the road we take) I saw that the game was still going on. So I had my dad drop me off. ^^ Boy am I glad I got there early enough >:p Billie was on second and I got to watch him run home ^^ :9 and than he was pitching (omg his windup T.T yummmmie!) and than after that he catched (.... ::deep sigh:: ... damn.. he looked good in that get up ^^')
o.o But when I got there he struck out :\ I think it was cause of me ^^' >.> if I mess up his game he's gonna end up hating me even more -.- maybe I just shouldn't go to the boys games anymore, cause when he saw me he didn't seem very pleased :(
Anyway it was ReAlLY hot!!! My arms got burnt! Gosh ^^ my butt was all sweating and it made my pants all wet and sticky and every time I moved around on the bench thingies my butt squecked ^^' it was funny. And my friend had shorts on and she was stuck to the bleachers xD
But damn... Billie.... I must be upsessed or something -_- gosh... xD ack I'll shut up! ::blush::
Anyway got home and cleaned the house and washed my new clothes... ... watched tv.. got on the computer... watched tv .. got on the computer ate and watched more tv and now I'm on the computer ^^' I'm hoping to go into town again tomorrow.
Maybe when schools starts Monday my sunburn will be gone and it will tan >:D oh yeah! ^^' :needs tanning: anyway, my dad's tooth was bothering him today :\ and my mom is maybe getting another job... my bro is an ass like always and... I don't know anything else ...
Ja~
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2003 15 August :: 4.09 pm
:: Mood: calm/blah
:D school was fun!!!
^^ well to start things off :D I saw Billie *dah* and he looked good as always ^^
When my friends and I was outside waiting for the bell to ring (have to wait outside the school -.-) we saw this new guy, and anyway eva one looked to see who he was ^^ kinda cute, anyway we didn't think he would be in our class (looks too old)
Ok, I was sitting in first hour and just talking to my friend behind me and was sitting sideways in the desk thingie and the door opened and there he was! That new guy, well he really isn't a 'new' guy cause he's been to this school (can't remember if it was last year or the year before :shrugs:) Anyway !!! He sat down in the desk infront of me!!! xD omg omg OMG!!! Those desks are small!! and I turned around to read this paper that the teacher passed out and his neck was like 'right there'!!! xD you don't know how bad I wanted to turn into a vampire and just sink my teeth into him >:D *gahh he smelt good T.T*
^^' heh and than I like went to cross my legs and I hit my knee under my desk and it like made a noise and I guess Jason (that new dude dude) could feel it on the back of his chair and he all jumped and turned his head to the side and looked at me, ^^' I all frooze and was like o_o''''' ^^' what? lol xD
The rest of the day went by cool. In math glass Jason sits in the seat next to me o.o and omg >.< that class is sooo hard!
Anyway, it was all fun ^^
o.o My mom said she was playing like this bingo machine at the casino and it frooze and the screen went black and was making funny noises and it spat a 20 dollar bill at her ^^' >.> and of course she didn't take it and run, she fucking played till that $20 was gone -_-++
Ja~
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2003 14 August :: 9.26 pm
:: Mood: content
:D School was cool !!!
^^ it was either fun! or boreing :\ ^^ mostly fun though !!! :D our new math teacher is cool !! She seems nice.
Omg!!! I thought I was over my all time love Billie but XD I was wrong !! Omg when I saw him I total stuck my head in my locker!! ^^ *well not really, just giggles and grabing the arm of my friend ^^'* :D he is sooo damn hott !!! Well, I don't know if I would call him _hott_ but he is really rEally cute!!! In that 'I would soo date you anytime' way ^^' He's like the only guy I like in the school/whereever :D gahhh damn ::swipes forehead::
anyway o_o I'm all confused about my classes. -_- that new dude has eva thing screwed up~ so my classes aren't all desided yet ^^ witch doesn't bother me cause I get to run around between classes >:D
Anyway I got not an end locker but one next to it, and a bottem locker ^^ *better have two*
Awww there's this guy in our class that's like four feet something and he was cute last year and now he has braces!!! Omg he is soo cute! ^^ he just looks so adorable :D and not in the way Billie is >:D
Man, I thought I would have enough school crap >.> but all the teachers keep adding stuff -.- so I'll have to go school shopping again this week end >:D witch doesn't bother me cause I'll snach me up some more clothes too ::tilts head back and laughs with hands on hips::
::coughs:: >.> anyway, nothing much else happened ^^ there was this blackout thingie on the news today o.o that must suck :\ ^^ but I hear in NY they are having a big party since all the food will spoil ^^'
I'm all ready for school tomorrow! ^^ I love hanging with my friends :D (2) ^^ okz (>.> well 2 that I like the most) well anywayz I guess I should get to bed ^^ don't want to wake up late :D
Ja!
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2003 13 August :: 11.25 pm
:: Mood: blah
School is tomorrow...
Some dude I admired turned out to be a fucking ... -.- ah what's the point? *still though... -_- i'm so sad*
Anyway ~ umm... Oh I went shopping today >.> got 3 shirts... and some junk food ^^' (my money) ^^ oh I can't wait to see if we have any new guys at our school !! >< ahhh I hope some hott ones !!! :D or maybe a Japanese dude or something :}
^^ we also have new teachers and I can't wait to see what classes I'll be in ^^ (we only get to pick a few -_-) My friend and I are gonna walk together in the morning ^^
-.- man.. my mom >.> goodness..... anyway i can'tz think of anything right now so I guess lata ^^ /))
Ja~
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2003 13 August :: 11.03 pm
:: Mood: depressed
I'm tring to think of what's happened today...
I listened to music... oh last night before I went to bed I found out how to set my alarm on my raido... ^^ I woke up to Japanese music. Heh..
I got up and ate a hot pocket and cooked my dad and I some eggs... watched Bebop Movie and than a little bit of Marmalade... got on the computer..... than I did some chore thingies and listened to more music... went outside... climbed the tree again, this time with shoes... stayed in it till dark...
The street lights lit the rode dimly... and I saw a family of cats like half a block away. I wanted to go look at the little kitties so I began to climb down... it took longer than I planed. I couldn't see where I was putting my feet.... I finaly got down and went through the gate and I saw the kitties in the light of a passing trucks head lights.... they ran away ... so I just went back inside the house, and went to my room and turned on more music....
Oh I drew another picture today... I guess I'm in the 'drawing mode' ::lightly shrugs:: ... ...
The casino thing has gone futher than I thought.... ... nevermind...
... Ja~
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2003 12 August :: 1.19 pm
:: Mood: ouch/hungry/calm
Goddess of Wind, calm and cool and under control.
You don't like getting personal with too many
people.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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2003 12 August :: 1.11 am
:: Mood: hungry/calm
^^ well, lets see.
I woke up around 6:45 I believe and listened to the CD's (Japanese/Anime) my friend had sent me. Than I was all relaxed and my dad opened the door and said 'I'm going to town, want to come?' -.- So I got up and ready. Went to K-Mart and found _nothing_ that I liked -.- (talking more to Kud than the boys ^^')
_anyway_ got home and listened to music and drew ^^ (it truned out to look like a girly boy or either a flat chested tomboy -.-') than my 'parents' went off to the casino -_-+ with the money that I didn't spend -_-++
Soo.... when they left I turned my Japanese music up really loud and went into pout mode ^^' and got on the internet and went to the forum forum forums ! ^^
-.- parents got home went back to my room and listened to music and drew somemore than got bored and went outside and sat... ^^ sat in the chair and ... looked .... o_o just blankly stared at nothing ^^' than I got bored and went inside and got my paper and a pencil and went back outside and sat.. ^^ and drew our fence and than tired to draw the dog >.> but it looked like an over grown rat so I erased it. ^^' so I relaxed and it was surprizingly not too hot ouside (like around 90o with a very cool breeze) Started getting aches so I got up and streched and climbed our tree o.o bear foot -_- not gonna do that again T.T my hair got stuck on a branch and when I leaned my head towards where my hair was being pulled I got poked in the side by another branch -_- the tree didn't like me today. ::shrugs::
Got down went to my room turned some music back on and went to writing absolutly nothing important and than my friend called and I went over to her house to look at Avon stuff (what girl doesn't like Avon?) and 2 of my other 'friends' was there and we had lots of fun ^^ (was only going over there to order and ended up staying still FLCL came on... like 3 hours) anyway I ordered some Haiku (try it Kud) and some 'other' stuff. Gosh my friend's uncle is c.u.t.e. ! ^^ that's why my other friends was there -.- you could _sooo_ tell ^^' (that's the reason everyone wanted me to come ^^) and omg his doughter is sooo funny ! She's like 3 or something and you look at her and she Cracks Up!! :D it's sooo funny! She's soo cute and she's Spainish and doesn't speak close to no English! (her mom speaks English and her father... well I haven't heard the cutie say any English words ^^)
Anyway, I didn't want to miss FLCL (I know, show over friends, but hey school is starting up in 2 days) I just _had_ to tape it ^^
Well, than I got on and ^^ well you know the rest, typed up this.
Oh! Someone write graffiti on our neighbors house !!! (like one word in red... witch I can't read cause it's all... weird looking ^^') That is soooo wrong ! >.< I mean I don't like the old farts but they are our elderly and should have atleast more respect than that ::dissapointed look:: that was just plain wrong.... anyway that's about it I guess.... :\
Ja ~
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2003 11 August :: 6.13 pm
:: Mood: amused
My version of Hiei's little song (little song)
Hiei's got it goin' on
Hiei's got it goin' on
Hiei's got it goin' on
Hiei's got it goin' on
Hiei, can I come over after school? (after school)
We can hang around by the pool (hang by the pool)
Did you read what I last posted in the forum? (in the forum)
It was about what we did before (did before)
You know, I'm not the little girl that I used to be
I've grown wiser, my senses are keen
Hiei's got it goin' on
He's all I want and I've waited for so long
Hiei, can't you see Kurama's just not for me
I know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Yukina's bro
Hiei's got it goin' on
Hiei's got it goin' on
Hiei, do you remember when you last killed that man? (last killed that man)
I watched the blood drip from your hands (from your hands)
I could tell you liked what you had done
The way your eye's glowed, you had fun
And I know that you think it's just me
But Kurama agrees, your the boy for me
Hiei's got it goin' on
He's all I want, and I've waited so long
Hiei, can't you see Kurama's not for me
I know it might be wrong,
but baby, I've waited for sooo long
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2003 10 August :: 7.00 pm
:: Mood: calm
Kurama
Which Yu Yu Hakusho Character Are You?
^^ *just like me, well half of it anyway -.- don't know how book smartie I am -_-'*
Well, nothing much has happened today. My dad and I went intown and I saw a friend at Wal-Mart he's cool and tall !! 6'6 ^^ anyway, after that we went home cause my papa wouldn't take me to Hastings like I wanted *T_T Demon Diary* Got home and watched more Marmalade Boy ^^ Oh! My avatars are all done ^^
http://www.seki.wbbhost4u.com/wbb2/index.php?sid=
If you join you can check them out :D it's a great forum so look around you might like what you see and want to join ^^
On our way out of Wal-Mart I saw this Japanese girl ! She looked around my age ^^ she was pretty and had strange hair ::rubs back of head:: like one of those J-Rock people but it looked cool ^^
My friend called me today ^^ (the one that was supposed to call me yesterday) she had stayed the night at the lake and that's why she didn't get to call me. I'm glad I didn't go cause I wouldn't want to stay the night at the lake with her family ::rubs back of head:: not to say they are _strange_ or anything ^^'
(just blabing)
I have this pen downstairs in the laundry room so I can write down how much laundry I do and I went to write with it and it wouldn't work. When I got to looking at it, it must of leaked cause all the ink was gathered at the bottom and it looked like a blood test tube ^^' anyway, I went out side and tried to break it open. I was sitting in a chair and got it bent in half and started chewing on it and a wasp flew by. I totaly flenched. My father tought me not to be scared of them 'don't bother them and they won't bother you' but ever since my mother got stunge by one I am totaly afraid of them -_- so I went and sat on a piece of wood (we building a loafing shed for our horse that we got ride of so it's like not even close to done) and I was just sitting and chewing on it ^^ that's what I call having fun ::rubs back of head and laughs:: -.-' anyway, I'm hungry :\ all I've had was an apple today -.- lazyieness, another side effect of hunger ^^'
I guess I've yaked enough for now Ja !
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2003 9 August :: 11.00 pm
:: Mood: little tired
:: Music: Marmalade Boy
Well, I've been watching anime all day ^^ Cowboy Bebop movie and I had my own little Marmalade Boy marathon ^^ watched Bey Blade this morning too :D it's alright. Umm... my father and I was supposed to go into town today to get me some more school clothes but I got so cought up with watching my shows that I forgot how late it got and it was too hot to go into town -.- I don't mind tough, I rather go Sunday. I'm still working on the avatars, I have over 40 made now ^^' I also cooked some rice and broccli ^^ and the rice was soft not hard this time! :D *how come I always make a complete mess out of the kitchen when I cook? -.-'* My friend was supposed to call me but I guess she forgot :\ I don't care though. I hate our pet ferret (it's running around the house right now -_-+) Well, that's pretty much it ^^ Ja!~
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2003 9 August :: 2.56 pm
:: Mood: calm
+what genre of anime best suits you?+*<
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Heh ::smirks:: who already knew this?
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2003 8 August :: 6.33 pm
:: Mood: happy
:D !!!! I get to make avatars for the forum !!! ^^ if anyone wants me to make them an avatar or spice one of their own up I'd be glad to :D
Nothing much has happened today. Ok, well I got some mail from a good friend today xD it had DVD's and I watched some of the episodes on one of them. Than I just got started making the avatars ^^ :D
-_- my parents are at the casino right now -.- I was gonna spend the night with my friend but they are going to the lake tomorrow and my mom don't want me on a boat :\ I don't care.
School is wayyyy too close. I want things to slow down. I'm just not ready for school to start up again T_T having too much fun -_-'
Lets see.... :\ umm... oh I got some CD's in the mail as well ^^ I love them xD A friend burnt them for me! (Japanese/Anime)
Ja!~
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2003 8 August :: 12.00 pm
:: Mood: happy/hungry
:: Music: Blue Gender (ending song)
I said I would post so here ^^ I love FLCL !!! Omg is sTrAnGE but it's funny !!! I'm always craking up xD anyway, nothing else has happened ^^ I might get to make some avatars for a fourm I signed up for ::glares at Hiei:: ^^ that would be neat :D *this is more like a forum than a journal* Umm... lets see .... :\ well.... gezzz. oh! I really need to start getting up early cause of school starting up soon -_- ... gezz.. well... Ja.. o.o /))
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2003 7 August :: 5.02 pm
:: Mood: calm
Well, around 11:30 I went out with my friend and her father for lunch. The food was good, but to many stares o.o (her mother's work place is where we ate) Got home and a little while after my parents got home o_o and my dad went straight for the computer and pulled up online bingo at pogo .__. than my mom played for awhile and she wouldn't let me on the computer xD she made me play! So when she fell asleep I got on my name ^^ (bingo is evil) anyway, nothing much.. OH! there was a bug in my room !!! An ugly beatle thing >.< I was laying down on my bed and I felt something on my hand (had it on the back of my head) and I thought it was my hair so raised my other hand to brush the hair aside and the damn hair held on to my fingers xD omg I jumped off that bed !!! I guess I flung it to the floor cause I heard something hit my papers (tons of papers on my floor with anime drawings and stuff on them ^^') anyway, I couldn't find it so I went on and watched FLCL (I taped it) And than I heard something buzz behind me, I didn't bother to look I ran out of my room ! ^^' (girly I know -.- sad huh?) and anyway I got my mom and we looked for it, and it was on my raido, my mom didn't know what the heck it was so she yelled for my dad (didn't want her to kill it on my raido :\ ) and he put it in a cup and threw it outside o_o' (too kind to bugs -_-+) Anyway, that's about all that's happened ^^' write more later I guess ._. /)) Ja!
(ps my parents won $0.00 -_-')
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2003 7 August :: 9.59 am
:: Mood: content
My parents are at the casino again... I was in bed and I heard my dad say 'you gonna go tell Buda that we're leaving' and my mom says 'I already told her last night' -_- I find that rude. And so I got up and raised a brow to her. But anyway she said she didn't know I was up :\ (8:something) Anyway, omg that kitchen was a mess! It looked like we had a damn wedding or some shit in our kitchen. There was rice everywhere! xD and of course my mom's like 'the cook cleans' ^^' But I only did a half ass job and my mom endded up doing the dishes xD (lazy I know!) ^^' after I had all the plates all ready with the food and all o_o they was cold so I had to warm them up ^^' My headache is gone ^^ *bet no one even remembered* umm... ::looks around house:: -.- looks like I'll need to clean up the house (xD all those points add up and they feel guitly for going to the casino than I get what I want muwahaha !) ::rubs hands together evily:: Ok, guess I'll talk later ^^ Ja!
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