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Kate

:: 2004 3 May :: 8.34pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: Green Day - Brain Stew

Leaving for Stratford in 6 and a half hours.

I hope someone misses me from my absence tomorrow.

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Kate

:: 2004 2 May :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: Very well
:: Music: The Clash - Somebody Got Murdered

"IHOP ith goo."
Good day.

I'd go more in-depth if I wasn't such a bum.

Let's just say.. Kate, Jay, Matt, Dustin, and Stacy at The Corner Bar = lots of water, salt shakers in coke, and ruined paper.

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Kate

:: 2004 28 April :: 5.44pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday

achem. *gets close to your ear* "meow."
I have a writing class tonight. I don't think I'm going to go. I have nothing new to read to them.
I have lots and lots of Algebra to do.. lots. You should.. do it for me. It's not cool at all.
Stacy and I may be the coolest kids in the entire school, (and you know we are,) but it sucks here. We're debating on if we're going to go to Rockford or not. What do you think? Wait, I guess it doesn't matter much.
I'm just filling up space in this journal. I paid $2.00, I might as well use it, but there's nothing to write about. I had an uneventful day. I saw the few good people, and hugged them, and that was nice. Otherwise, I'm bored. Bored bored bored. And my hand smells like Matt's cologne stuff; thanks to Stacy's fetish for sporadically spraying it on people.
tsk tsk.

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Kate

:: 2004 25 April :: 1.00am

I'm thinking.. I'll start updating a little more. Maybe. If I find the motivation again sometime. I haven't written since the 23rd. Geez. I'm a slacker. I used to write 3 entries a day. Pfft. I bet I used to be annoying too. Oh God, I'm rambling. Bleh.
The boredom is deeply impressioned in my bones. ohhhhh... I want to go have fun right now. I could run out into the rain and mosh with.. myself. What fun. You should all randomly come over, right now, (even though that would make it unrandom,) and seee meee.

Say, if you can drive, and you want to sneak out tonight and terrorize the town, I'm all for it, just tell me. I'm not ready to go to bed anytime soon.

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kate

:: 2004 23 March :: 5.05pm
:: Music: Our Lady Peace - Car Crash

Quotes from the third Marking Period
1/18
"I couldn't rape my way out of a wet paper bag." - Jay Ruster

1/19
"He can suck my dick." - Courtney Rae

1/20
"Uranus's bleeding testicle." - Mrs. Olsen

1/21
"We can play in your room." - CJ Fisk

"On your knees! Now!" - CJ Fisk

"Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sugar is crack
And so are you." - Mrs. Shaffer

"I was screwin' myself and I didn't even know it." - Adam Draves

"He threatened to rape me!" - Jacqui DeFouw

"And then I fondle your balls." - Kate
"Whoa, I missed the whole first part of this conversation." - Emily Rowe

1/23
"Except when your friends get drunk and make out in your shower; that's kinda awkward." - Emily Rowe

"I say some stupid shit sometimes. You should write that down." - Emily Rowe

"Two llamas with friends have dice." - Emily Rowe (translating ' Tu llamas el amigo y le dice.')

"Do you like to eat Italian crucifixes?" - Mrs. Crowley
"I love Italian crucifixes!" - Emily Rowe

"Look, Neilee kinda rhymes with candy!" - Emily Rowe

"Do you want to jiggle my boob?" - Kate

"I'm talking about poop-water!" - Neilee Metzger

"Hey everybody, let's ... be gay." - Alex Grecheski

"Will you please put your shirt back on?" - Sam Hamilton

"Jeff was doin' the spit yo-yo over my face, and then the phone was ringning, so I moved and it went in my ear." - Sam Hamilton

"I would rather just roll around the gym." - Emily Rowe

"You're gonna get the wrath of Reed." - Mr. Reed

"Think about it: if you had 20 pounds of marijuana sitting right in front of you, would you turn it in?" - Stephanie Lewis
"No, I'd probably sell it." - Kate

"I wish my name was Black Castle of Opium." - Stephanie Lewis

"Quiet, Bean Eater." - Matt Curtis

"Ashley's grandma pretends to pull things our of her ass." - Stephanie Lewis
"Only when I ask for something. She's like, 'oh, here it comes.'" - Ashley
"Eww, crotch items." - Stephanie Lewis

"Does anyone have any candy?" - Kate
"Ask Ashley's grandma." - Stephanie
"I don't eat ass-candy." - Kate

"My boobs are too big." - Kate
"No they're not, they're milkalicious." - Stephanie Lewis

"Did you just lube me up?" - CJ Fisk
"Ashley lubes up before every meal." - Stephanie

"It's good for the body and the soul to fuck grandmas." - Brad Blair

"I banged my grandma in the ass." - Jay Ruster

"The first girl that sucked my dick kinda chewed on it." - Jay Ruster

"I wanna put rogaine on my wiener." - Jay

1/26
"Are you achin'? Yup, yup, yup. For some bacon? Yup, yup, yup. You can be a big pig too." - Alyssa Cole

"Did he die?" - Allyn Longcore
"I don't know, he shoulda." - Mrs. Olsen

1/27
"Why is there a hotdog up there?" - Courtney Rae
"It's not a hotdog, it's a barbie leg." - Zach Ebenstein
"The leg's in a hotdog bun." - Mrs. Crowley

"I'm a pill-popping madman today." - Justin BeVier

"An enraged bedroom slipper." - Fournier

"Look, I changed the penis into a tornado." - CJ Fisk

"That's what you get for being on a Krispy Kream diet." - Stephanie Lewis

"Ashley, will you give me a butt-rub?" - Stephanie Lewis

"You're gonna be shittin' fire tomorrow." - Stephanie

1/29
"You can't have a pair of balls and tap dance; it just does not work." - Jay Ruster

"They were never going out, they were just breeding buddies." - Jay Ruster

1/30
"Can we play in the road today?" - Courtney Rae

"That is so homosexual." - Fournier

"If it smells like a dog, looks like a dog, and barks like a dog, it's not a duck!" - Sara Kies

"I had to run behind Kate while she was strapped to a harness." - Stephanie

2/2
"You were dry and I made you juicy." - Courtney Rae

"I'm just using her for her candy, I don't really like her." - Kate

"Jump rope with the intestines." - Fournier

"Shit faced, muther fuckers." - Jake Shain

"If you don't want a yeast infection, eat yogurt." - Fournier

"Ya never know when a moose is gonna take a dump." - Fournier

"Mike says 'icky' too. That's such a homosexual little saying." - Stephanie Lewis

"Underground vacuum racing." - DeAnna Ellis

"Why is he talking like a dragon?" - Ron Wheaton

2/3
"Sickly green fear pulled at their entrails. That means they got tummy aches." - Mrs. Olsen

"Yeah, I was like, 'whatever, you're hot.'" - Jacqui DeFouw

"Do you know what a buttplug is, Jacqui?" - Stephanie DeFouw

2/4
"She makes me look snagely and I am not snagely. She's the snagel here, not me." - Stephanie Lewis
"I want to kick her snagely ass." - Stephy

"Spasming below the waist." - Dusty Postumas

"You'll never be the happy Islamic woman I am!" - Matt Whetzel

2/5
"The word 'fuck' makes me have to poop." - James Golden

"Makes me wish I had 2 penises, but that's why guys have mouths." - James Golden

2/6
"I can play the fricken skin flute for an hour and it doesn't make any noise." - Stephanie Lewis

2/9
"Mr. A's hot." - Will Taboska

"Tuna is the chicken of the sea." - Jeremy Woodward

"Don't fondle my penguin." - Fournier

2/17
"When I want my finger in your crack, I'll put it there." - Stephanie Lewis

2/18
"Make sure you sanitize the poop before you eat it." - Corey Chase

"Don't go lookin' for dirty meat." - Fournier

"Did you know there's a parasite that can take over a snail's mind?" - Dan Reed

"Is it rectal exam day?" - Mr. Reed

"I eat peas and they kinda clump up on my pancreas." - Stephanie Lewis

"She's only 6, let's not corrupt her yet." - Mrs. Olsen

2/20
"Sounds like they're spankin' a baby with a cat." - Bill Korb

"Sometimes I forget to swallow." - CJ Fisk

"I can't go anywhere without my George Foreman Grill." - Will Tobashka

2/23
"You've got a hole in your butt!" - Brad Blair

"I gotta take a dump." - Megan Colby

"George Washington was known as the ghetto kitty of our country." - Fournier

"No! Don't lick it up!" - Fournier

"It was a hug-fest!" - Josh Farrel

2/24
"What's that?" - Kate
"I made it. It's a stick." - Brad Blair

"He was colored and flimsable. I don't know what flimsable means, but he could flim." - Brad Blair

2/25
"Someone drew male genitalia on my pillow." - Mrs. Crowley

3/1
*runs finger along dead, opened worm.* "I can pet it, and stroke it.." - Alyssa Cole

"Phyllis beats her meat with dirty little birdy feet." - Stephanie Lewis

"How do you masturbate a snail?" - Kate
"I don't know, ask her." *points to Ashley* - Stephanie
"The same way you probe a cricket." - Stephanie

"Yeah, I lay in bed and think about masturbating snails." - Stephanie Lewis

3/2
"I'm such a homo." - Stephanie Lewis

"You have nipples on your back." - Stephanie
"I know, Tony put 'em there." - CJ Fisk

"I see your smile, but your eyes scream sadness." - Mishy

3/3
"What is that; fried shit?" - Jessica Nichols

"Back that train up." - Fournier

"It's like a combination of blood and jiz on a sandwich." - Jay Ruster

"Wouldn't that be a pooper? You go through high school, you're in 12th grade and almost done, then you drop dead." - Mrs. Olsen

3/5
"You're so squishy and hyper." - Neilee Metzger

3/11
"... or I'll remove your reason for being a man." - Courtney Rae

"It's like tupperware for your vagina!" - Emily Rowe

3/12
"Yeah, touch my bongos." - Adam Vainavicz

3/16
"I don't hear anybody thinking." - Mrs. Crowley

3/17
"Drop your pants and let me squeeze your balls." - Stephanie Lewis

"You've never been to My-anus?" - Tyler Bauer
"No, you want me to?" - Steve Odren

"I would clean up monkey shit before I touched your penis." - Mitch Armstrong
"No, you wouldn't." - Kevin Cuppett
"Yeah, I know." - Mitch

3/18
"There's his anus! Probe it!" - Sara Kies

3/19
"Ew, now I've got beaver germs in my mouth." - Jenny Reed

"I love penis." - Justin BeVier

"Fuck you, Courtney." - Brad Blair

"I love cooter." - Courtney Rae

"Your vagina muscles squish it." - Brad Blair

"You need nipple shields." - Jenny Reed

"I get nervous when you get close to my nipples." - Tony Wiers

"Humor the old whore." - Jorden Porter

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Kate

:: 2004 21 March :: 6.48pm
:: Music: Yellowcard - Powder

I'm going to tell you a story
*sigh* I need to talk to you guys.
I don't know what to do, so I guess I'm going to.. ramble.
I want to move from Cedar. If I had the opportunity to go, I would take it right now. Hell.. if I had the opportunity to determine if the ceiling caved in and killed me right now, I would let it happen. I fucked myself over so badly..
Sometimes I wonder if I had the chance to go back and stop myself from ever meeting Jake Mol at that all-nighter, thus introducing me to this whole group, if I would. No, I suppose I wouldn't. I would stop myself from dating in the group though.
I went out with Jake. I don't remember what happened with that, but I don't think we really went anywhere, so ended up breaking up.
I had a crush on James after that, but nothing happened.
Then Justin and I started talking a lot and decided to go out. Justin was a good boyfriend. What I mainly remember about our relationship was how much fun we had. I have good summer memories because of it. We broke up by fault of mine. I'm not going to deny that Joe wasn't part of the reason I broke up with Justin, but I do know I didn't leave him for Joe.
So Joe comes in. Can't say it wasn't my best relationship. I got in deeper than I have before, or will again for who knows how long, and.. I don't even know what to say about it. I was happy, and, frankly.. I was in love. Towards the end, however, Joe played a lot of video games, and I felt neglected. Maybe I overreacted. *shrugs* We broke up, due to.. uncertain feelings. During that end, I talked to Jay about Joe and I, about how I felt and all. I confided in him. But I never cheated. I know there's apparently proof that I did, because there's emails I sent him, but I will show every one of those emails to anyone, and none of them are of me cheating. And if you think I altered them, ask Joe, I'm sure he's got a copy of them.
Anyway.. 3 weeks later, I started going out with Jay. This made Joe angry.. causing him to hate me, and Jay. One month later, or last Thursday, I break up with Jay. Because.. we don't go as well as I thought we would. Not because we didn't try, especially Jay, I just.. couldn't do it. And I can't say some of the reason wasn't because I still thought about Joe. I still miss all of what I had. I still regret giving it up. And now Jay says he's leaving the group so people won't hate me, and as much as he explains to me how that makes sense, I don't get it at all. Seems like they'd hate me more if he left. I don't know..
I got into the relationship with Jay way too early. I wasn't ready, and I should've waited. We might've lasted longer if I had.
That leaves me where I am now. I never lied to or cheated on any one of them, but I suppose if you think I did lie, you wouldn't believe that statement. If I didn't mean any of it, why would I do it in the first place? If I didn't mean any of it, why would I risk so much, and end up where I am now; with the man I used to dearly love loathing me, with people I didn't even know didn't like me, with Jay leaving his friends, with 2 close friends to confide in, but one believing deep down that I'm a terrible girlfriend. With, *sigh* so much lost.
I know I can't do anything to fix a single of my mistakes. I'm so sorry. I am so sorry. If I knew what to do, I would certainly do it. I wish I could make this all better even a little bit, but I just can't. I fucked up so so badly.. I can't make it up to anyone. I'm not asking anyone to care, or expecting them to, I just figure this is my last shot at trying to clear up misconceptions.
I did like Justin.
I did love Joe.
I did like Jay.
I never meant to hurt them, or do anything purely for the benefit of me. I mean, heh, how could it've been to benefit myself when I'm completely fucked right now?
So that's my side of it. I'm lost. I want to fix it, but my efforts seem to make things worse. Since I can't move away and let everyone forget about me, as I'm sure a few of you would like, I need help..
Does anyone have any advice?
Does anyone believe me?

I'm sorry. I wish with everything in me, that I could make things right.

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Kate

:: 2004 6 March :: 11.15pm
:: Music: The Cure - Love Song

Okay, I've got a knife and a rubber band. What to do..
I miss parties a lot. I'm glad it's going to be warmer soon and people can have more. I miss my friends. I guess over let's say, 4 months, I distanced myself quite a bit. I'm back.. and I'm.. happy. Play practice is fun. Driving is done and I've got my permit. Grades are good. Relationships are improving. I suppose things are picking up. I dwell on the past, and I dwell on my parents, but heh, it happens, eh?

I love all of you.. don't ever forget me.

- Kateness

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Kate

:: 2004 29 February :: 10.42am

Okay, I feel better now. I am glad that's all settled.

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Kate

:: 2004 19 February :: 6.54pm

I now have tickets. Buy from me.

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Kate

:: 2004 18 February :: 7.49pm
:: Music: Against Me - Cavalier Eternal

I got accepted into Yearbook, as well as Stacy. Go us. I wonder how many other freshmen got it.

Hey: Attention.
I've already told a few of you, but well.. listen again. I guess we're getting the tickets to sell for the play at the end of this week or sometime next week. Regardless of when I get them, if you want to go to the play, buy from me. Only meeeee. Because whoever sells the most tickets, gets to go to Stratford for free, and I really want to go. Very very badly. Tell your family to buy from me. Tell your friends to. Heck, buy a couple extra tickets and throw them away, I don't care, just buy 'em. They're only $7.
So, pleeeeaaaase?

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Kate

:: 2004 15 February :: 8.41am
:: Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Don't Forget Me

Fucking animals
A cat's continuous meow entering your dreams is exactly like an alarm clock.
7:54am, I hear, "meow.... meow... meow.. meow, meow, meow, meow," etc. I get up, give him a small smack. Lay back down.
"meow, meow, meow."
I sit up, give him a warning look.
"meow."
I throw a pillow at him. Lay back down.
*scratch*
Look up, he's scratching at the door. So I get up and let him out. Lay back down. A few minutes later..
*whine, whine, whine*
Get up, let dog in. Lay back down. Fail to fall back to sleep. And now I'm up at 8:30 doing nothing.

Moral of the story: ..rip out your pet's vocal chords.

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Kate

:: 2004 8 February :: 5.47pm
:: Music: Gary Jules - Mad World

Guns N' Roses - Don't Cry [Lyrics: Click + to display]+

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Kate

:: 2004 8 February :: 4.42pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Radiohead - Wish you were here (Pink Floyd cover)

Loyalty, betrayal, passion, trust, lost love, pain, companionship, devotion, blood.

I can live it.

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Kate

:: 2004 30 January :: 5.47am
:: Music: Rooney - Losing Control

After Swirl Party
Will someone please have a party after swirl? I miss my friends and I haven't been to a party in a good awhile. Pleeease? Neilee? James? Somebody?

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Kate

:: 2004 29 January :: 3.57pm
:: Music: The Get Up Kids - I'll Catch You

Conversation with Stephy
BBrandie7: is woohu down?
thiscuthurts: probably. It's down a lot lately.
BBrandie7: well thats a crack whore.
thiscuthurts: sho iz
BBrandie7: fo shizzle my nizzle
BBrandie7: Werd my...bird....
thiscuthurts: straight up my.. bait cup
BBrandie7: HA
BBrandie7: wtf is a bait cup?
BBrandie7: lol
thiscuthurts: lol, I have no idea
BBrandie7: Yo dogg my bull frog.
thiscuthurts: Werd G, my honey bee
BBrandie7: lol
thiscuthurts: so whatcha doin?
BBrandie7: gah, i cant think of anymore.
BBrandie7: web surfing
BBrandie7: u?
thiscuthurts: Sittin' here, with a can o' beer.
BBrandie7: word.
thiscuthurts: lol
BBrandie7: lookin up jokes, with a can o' coke
thiscuthurts: This really sucks, I'm talking to some stupid fucks.
BBrandie7: Ha, who?
thiscuthurts: what should I do? I'm really bored too.
BBrandie7: Im not so sure. Go out side and say Brrrr
BBrandie7: lol
thiscuthurts: lol, Actually I'm only talking to you. It's hard to think of a rhyme that's new..
BBrandie7: Ha Ha, funny girl.
thiscuthurts: Yes, I'm a funny girl. Will you pleease go to Swirl?

Then my computer messed up so we couldn't finish the conversation.

well if you insist

Kate

:: 2004 22 January :: 11.37am
:: Music: The Used

Another one of my dreams
I was at a store with my parents, and I was walking around on my own, because I was bored. For some reason I was wearing Stephanie's bathing suit. I turned this corner and saw Joe standing in the check out. I went up to him and he said, "Kate!" and smiled. Then he looked down at me and saw I was in a bathing suit. He asked, "Why are you wearing that?"
I said, "I dunno," and hugged him. Then we went out to his car, because apparently he had a car now. We sat in there, and then he started to drive away. I told him to stop. He wouldn't and kept getting farther from the store. I asked, "Where are you going?"
He said, "DEBs, then a movie."
I said, "No, we can't do that. I'll be gone too long. My parents will notice." He wouldn't turn around though. I started to panic a little and kept telling him to turn around, but he still wouldn't. Eventually I knew it was doing no good and I knew I'd already get in a lot of trouble, so I just said fuck it and decided to stay out late with him and have fun. I remember we did go to see a movie. After that we drove around some more. I sang part of a Red Hot Chili Peppers song too. "To finger paint is not a sin, I stick my middle finger in." I have no idea why.
Eventually we stopped somewhere, and somehow it was on top of a roof of an old building. There were two men on the roof with us and they were talking angerly and one was wearing an orange jumpsuit thing. They were both murderers. Joe and I knew they were, so he tried to start the car and leave, but it wouldn't start. He tried several times, but none worked, so we finally decided that we'd have to try to sneak away on foot without them noticing.
As we were walking away, one man said, "hey! Their car won't start! You get the motor, I'll take this part," and then they started toward us, so we went around this tarp and under it was water, so we jumped in the water. We swam down to the very bottom and it was a big pool. We didn't go to the surface for a long time because we didn't want the murderers to see us. We could talk underwater too.
"I can't hold my breath much longer," I said. Then we saw the legs of someone standing in the pool.
Joe said, "we'll have to try to get out without this guy seeing us." When we broke the surface, we were right next to the person, on either side of them. It was a girl and she was beautiful. She had long wavy brown hair. She smiled at me and said something about how good pinpoints are. I looked down at her chest and there were tons and tons of little balls of blood, where she had taken a small pin and pricked herself, all over. She washed herself off and said she'd help us. All I can remember is that she helped us get back home, somehow. And that my parents were really angry.
My dad said, "you're grounded for 6th months!"
I said, "What?! 6th months?!"
He said, "Okay, you're grounded for 1 month!"

Then I woke up to my mom tipping my water all over my desk.

1 you must really like me | well if you insist

Kate

:: 2004 16 January :: 1.39pm
:: Music: Thursday - A Hole in the World

Quotes from the second Marking Period
10/27
"You're a crackhead." - Peter (last name unknown)

"*sings* I could wear my sunglasses at night." - Ron Wheaton

"What does the phrase 'big juicy scoop' remind you of?" - Jake Watson

10/28
"Someone told me I looked like their grandma's couch." - Amanda (last name unknown)

"Jennifer Lopez is so hot." - Emily Rowe

10/29
"What's a homo?" - Mr. Reed

"I was spooning with my dog before I came to school." - Stephanie Lewis

10/30
"I wanna steal your lip." - Neilee Metzger

"I wanna poke your cleavage." - Kate

"Nice to know I have gopher qualities." - Kate

"Oh shit, I shot Marvin in the face." - Jay Ruster

"Now I can drink fluids out of things without putting my mouth on... things." - Ron Wheaton

"When you least expect it, I'll be there, sniffing your hair." - Emily Rowe

"They don't play gore anymore, do they?" - Mrs. Olsen
"Yeah." - Tyler Metzger
"Oh they do? Good." - Mrs. Olsen

"The world burns around us, not in us." - Joe Castine

10/31
"Shh, I'm sharin' my life here." - Mrs. Olsen

11/1
"My grandma has butterballs." - Stephanie Lewis

"Kate, I just got spanked." - Stephanie Lewis

11/3
"I'm such a sweaty mop." - Justine Gunneson

11/4
"Ya wanna dance old man?" - Emily Rowe

"I have muscle, it's just covered." - Ron Wheaton

11/5
"It's like when you stick your finger in your belly button for like, an hour, and it smells really bad." - Emily Rowe

"I grope everyone equally." - Kate

"My pee's gonna flow in a minute." - Stephanie Lewis

"I love corn. Especially when it's on my ass." - Joe Castine

"Look at that beaner juice." - Joe Castine

"They start out swearing, then get naked, then they're killing people." - Mrs. Olsen

"If you all pass out, I'm not giving you mouth-to-mouth." - Mrs. Olsen

11/6
"Good ol' pornography." - Zach Ebenstein

11/10
"A turkey-human! With squirral hands!" - Neilee Metzger

"What's mellophobia a fear of?" - Mr. Reed
"...melons?" - Kate

"Phyllis has milky hair." - Stephanie Lewis

"What's with the stupid 'A' on his shirt?" - Kate
"It's his shirt, dear. You said her." - Neilee Metzger
"Nuhuh. He said she." - Ron Wheaton

11/13
"We can dance, we can dance, everyone can look at your pants." - Emily Rowe

11/14
"Every word she says I want to slap back in her face and make her choke on it." - Stephanie Lewis

"You may be slick, but I'm quick." - Jacqui DeFouw

11/18
"If it has a penis and he's hot, I like him." - Neilee Metzger

11/19
"Mr. Carr's a fruit loop." - Stephanie Lewis

"I can't get my shirt off, I think Mike's gonna have to do it." - Stephanie Lewis

11/20
"Why are you dating tall guys with small penises? Nobody likes sex until they have it. It seems all bad till you do it. See this is my thoery on sex. If everybody was makin' love everyone would be happy. See this is why all those kids come to school with guns and shit, they're not getting laid! If they were gettin' some they'd be happy, they'd be good. Look at the 60's: everybody was making love and smoking weed. Everybody was happy living in their vans with 15 people. Everyone was good. Cause everyone was getting laid." - Emily Rowe

"I think it's stupid when boys call girls gay. Guys love watchin' girls make-out, so how is calling some girl gay a bad comment to her? I think being gay is beautiful." - Emily Rowe

"Toucan Sam, the fruit loop man." - Emily Rowe

"If you're ever in my house, you can't lick the walls." - Fournier

"He told me to go lick a dead deer before." - Jake Shain

"It tasted like runny eggs with chunks in it." - Bill Korb

"I've seen old people porn." - Stephanie Lewis

"See, like Emily said, if we were all gettin' laid, we'd be good." - Kate
"Yeah, that's why Ashley's so angry all the time." - Stephanie Lewis
"Who do I wanna get laid by, huh?" - Ashley
"Me. I'm the love master, yo. Just like Kate; Kate's a beast." - Stephanie Lewis

"Cripples make the best lovers." - Stephanie Lewis

"Morons need more-Ron." - Ron Wheaton

11/21
"Hand him some chicken and be like, 'wanna get married?'" - Emily Rowe

11/24
"Silly Kate, trix are for kids." - Emily Rowe

"Pink will never be in." - Joe Castine

"It has no flavor, no taste. Oh wait... that's the same thing." - Jacqui DeFouw

"I don't know too many people who have been fucked up the ear." - Rob Shively

11/25
"If you give me candy, you can seduce me. It's what you really want in the end." - Emily Rowe

"They're kinda hard to eat because they're so furry." - Mrs. Crowley

"Take their dildo, set it on fire, and make 'em eat it." - Amanda Covey

"She looks great and she's good with a gun; what more do you want?" - Mrs. Olsen

11/30
"When I get to heaven, I won't have to sit on toilet seats that people peed on." - Lorrie Shelton

12/1
"I didn't ask what species you are, I asked who you were." - Emily Rowe

12/2
"Think of a volcano as the anus of the Earth." - Fournier

"She was trying to do this lesbian religious belly dance for Courtney." - Stephanie Lewis

"Do you go ass diving for Joyce's ass potatoes?" - Stephanie Lewis

"I think Ashley should get hit by a car." - Stephanie Lewis
"Thanks." - Ashley
"I'll be driving the car." - Kate

"If nut had a taste, it'd taste like rye bread." - Jay Ruster

"Don't make me spit sandwich all over your face." - Joe Castine

12/3
"Her cock is bruised." - Stephanie Lewis

"They've been talking to hobos." - Mrs. Olsen

12/4
"In 50 years, you'll just be a name on a tombstone somewhere." - Mrs. Olsen

"They're throwing seeds, how is that risque?" - Amanda Bigney
"You'd be surprised where risque can happen." - Mrs. Olsen

"All those black people doin' their thing out there." - Mrs. Olsen

12/5
"My goal in life is to have sex on a moving roller coaster." - Courtney Rae

12/10
"That means 'I lick myself.'" - Mrs. Crowley

"I was president of the geek club. I was proud." - Fournier

"She'll rip a little ass for ya, if you want. You can bite a piece o' that out of the air." - Stephanie Lewis

"We don't beat people, we whip them." - Ron Wheaton

"Most of the streetwalkers I've seen wear jeans. I see 'em down on division. My husband has a lot of rentals in the ghetto." - Mrs. Olsen

"Somehow we got off on hookers." - Mrs. Olsen

12/11
"Fat cats are pleasing to me." - Mrs. Crowley

"I hate democracy." - Corey Chase

"I like to think of it as 'love makes the world go 'round.'" - Fournier

12/12
"That was diet pepsi and trail mix; my recipe for vomit." - Stephanie Lewis

"I'm a pig fucker." - Jay Ruster

"How do you knock yourself up?" - Ron Wheaton

12/15
"I didn't just draw it, it's real corn. I stole it from the field by the Cedar View. I'm a rebel." - Allyn Longcore

12/16
"Love makes death brief." - Mrs. Crowley (quoting a movie)

12/17
"I had to take my butt ball out." - Ron Wheaton

"Have you ever seen my PE shirt?" - Neilee Metzger
"The slutty one with the holes in the nipples?" - Ron Wheaton
"...no." - Neilee
"Oh yeah, that's mine." - Ron

12/18
"You kissed me on the boob." - Stephanie Lewis

12/20
"I think it's all in your plan to try to get me to die." - Lorrie Shelton

12/22
"God, if I cut my wrist open, she'd yell at me for bleeding on the floor." - Jay Ruster
"I shit you not." - Jay

1/5
"What's the plural word for penis?" - Stephanie Lewis
"Penises?" - Kate
"Penai." - Stephanie Lewis

1/6
"I'm gonna suck on some boobs." - Alex Grecheski

"I'm gonna slap Kate with my stick." - Stephanie Lewis

"Just remember, I'm rubber and you're glue, whatever you say bounces off of me and sticks to you." - Mrs. Olsen

"Yeah, I have radioactive spit." - Ron Wheaton

1/9
"Lick my ass. god." - Courtney Rae

"She's gonna make us rape her." - Courtney Rae

"They're pressing charges because it's not the first time he brought body parts to show-and-tell." - Mrs. Crowley

"Two of them go down on all fours, then the others jump on their butt." - Sam Hamilton

"Look at that pus-sack." - Stephanie Lewis

"I was hoping I'd fall on the floor so she'd start tearing my clothes off." - Some kid in the hallway

"No, I wanna eat your boob." - Joe Castine

"I realized yesterday I have a phobia of getting shot by a black guy." - Jay Ruster

1/13
"I'm about to crap my pants up here." - Mrs. Crowley

"What if the only way to get rid of chronic bronchitis was by pulling their tube out by their mouth and sucking out the mucus?"
- Stephanie Lewis

"I just stabbed myself in the milk bubble." - Stephanie Lewis

1/14
"I dreamt that Mike gave me head last night." - Stephanie Lewis

"Thirsty? Do you want to suckle my zipple?" - Joe Castine

1/16
"Sneak out, open the gates, and kill the city!" - Mrs. Olsen

"I doubt my husband could kill me. Though he says he could." - Mrs. Olsen

"Where do aids come from?" - Tyler Metzger
"Monkeys." - Mrs. Olsen
"Where do we get them?" - Tyler
"Sex. Sex with monkeys." - Mrs. Olsen
"See! They were having sex with their monkey buddies down in Africa and that's where aids came from." - Tyler

"I'm bored and horny... and hungry. These things are close to unbearable when only one is happening, but all three... it's a trio of terror."
- Ron Wheaton

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Kate

:: 2004 16 January :: 12.01pm
:: Music: Thursday - Paris In Flames

Quotes
I wish you would read a little poetry sometimes.
Your ignorance cramps my conversation.
- Anthony Hope

Beauty in things exists in the mind which contemplates them.
- David Hume

A pleasure so exquisite as almost to amount to pain.
- Leigh Hunt

The great tragedy of Science - the slaying of a
beautiful hypothesis by an ugly fact.
- T. H. Huxley

I am always at a loss to know how much
to believe of my own stories.
- Washinton Irving

There is no excellent beauty that hath not some
strangeness in the proportion.
- Francis Bacon

Read not to contradict and confute, nor to believe and
take for granted, nor to find talk and discourse, but to
weigh and consider.
- Francis Bacon

There is a certain relief in change, even
though it be from bad to worse; as I have
found in travelling in a stage-coach, that it
is often a comfort to shift one's position
and be bruised in a new place.
- Washinton Irving

Sir, I have found you an argument; but I am not
obliged to find you an understanding.
- Samuel Johnson

What is written without effort is in general read
without pleasure
- Samuel Johnson

Truth is the cry of all, but the game of the few.
- Bishop Berkeley

Children of the future age,
Reading this indignant page,
Know that in a former time,
Love, sweet love, was thought a crime.
- William Blake

Whenever people agree with me I always feel I must be wrong.
- Oscar Wilde

Journeys end in lovers meeting.
- William Shakespeare

Man will occasionally stumble over the truth, but usually
manages to pick himself up, walk over or around it, and carry on.
- Winston Churchill

The moment you have in your heart this
extraordinary thing called love and feel the depth,
the delight, the ecstasy of it, you will discover that
for you the world is transformed.
- J. Krishnamurti

Lookin back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.
- Daving Grayson

A speech is like a love affair. Any fool
can start it, but to end it requires considerable skill.
- Lord Mancroft

No problem can withstand the assault of sustained thinking.
- Voltaire

So sweet love seemed that April morn.
When first we kissed beside the thorn,
So strangely sweet, it was not strange
We thought that love could never change.
- Robert Seymour

The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one;
Yet the light of a whole life dies,
When love is done.
- Francis Bourdillon

well if you insist

Kate

:: 2004 14 January :: 9.31pm
:: Music: Korn - The Untouchables

Leave me alone.
You think women are confusing and you're just trying to figure them out. Well I'm not like other women. Don't use whatever you've "figured out" on me. Just treat me like another person. I'm not going to get mad at you for a stupid reason. I'm not going to stop you from hanging out with other girls. I'm not going to do anything unreasonable. I'm straightforward about those things to everyone. I don't hint around or whatever. I'm just really annoyed when people think I'm like other girls.
Don't assume anything about me.

I don't ask for much, and what I do ask for, is simple. Here's a few basic guidelines.

- Never call me Katie.
- Trust me.
- If I talk about a problem, really listen to me, or tell me you don't want to hear. There's no middle ground.
- I don't ask for respect from you, but I ask that you let me earn it.

The last and most important...
- Don't assume you know anything about me.

Seriously. I can't stress that enough.

Oh and, nobody comment saying, "I feel just like that!" because I doubt anyone can feel exactly as another does.

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Kate

:: 2004 14 January :: 5.14pm
:: Music: Korn

Oh, come on. Read mine too.

FAIRY TALE

Once upon a time there has a young PIRATE named JAMES. He was SUPER CHEWING in the DISEASED forest when he met CLEAR JAY, a run-away SALT LICKER from the IMMORTAL Queen COURTNEY.

JAMES could see that CLEAR JAY was hungry so he reached into his CEREAL BOX and give him his RAINBOW GUMBALLS. CLEAR JAY was thankful for JAMES's GUMBALLS, so he told JAMES a very METALLIC story about Queen COURTNEY's daughter STACY. How her mother, the IMMORTAL Queen COURTNEY, kept her locked away in a THEATRE protected by a gigantic MOOSE, because STACY was so GRAINY.

JAMES ROLLED OVER. He vowed to CLEAR JAY the SALT LICKER that he would save the GRAINY STACY. He would USE the MOOSE, and take STACY far away from her evil mother, the IMMORTAL Queen COURTNEY, and TWITCH her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a MORBIDLY OBESE TORNADO and CLEAR JAY the SALT LICKER began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic MOOSE from his story. IMMORTAL Queen COURTNEY SUCKED out from behind a HAIR DRYER and struck JAMES dead. In the far off THEATRE you could hear a "FUCK!".

THE END.

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