ooh...has been time...
Hello to you all…ive been really hyper lately…and jen has been bugging me to update so I figure I should. I kinda miss this journal; no I haven’t moved on or anything its just the computer holds less entertainment than it once did, owed mostly to the fact that my computers don’t fucking work. So sandy…I reset it. ::hug:: how did he find it? I asked jill…

Jen got a hamster! Her name is GODIVA MILK CHOCOLATE…we think shes pregnant. I want a doggie. But I don’t have a doggie. Last night I watched independence day at neils…he watches that movie soo much its like me and harry potter holy geez…I mean…cheese and rice! Lol (see just married) ooh I watched loads of movies which I put in here…I shud probably finish telling you about theatre fest, but another time. Um…last night I was playing with neils cologne cuz he has adidas, tommy, and calvin klein and I wanted to smell them all…well I sprayed calvin klein on him cuz he already had some on and he wasn’t going anywhere so it didn’t matter if he smelled too much…and then I put tommy on a Kleenex and just about died cuz it was so strong at first…and I got up to get the adidas and opened it and it poured on me! Eep! Cuz it was a pour top rather than a spray bottle and I didn’t know that so I smelled like sweet shit all night and bahhhh…so I don’t like that one that much. Its good he uses calvin stuff that’s my favourite…but I think he smells better by himself anyways………eeehh…that sounds wrong but you all know what I mean. My eye hurts. Its being weird.. like watering and heating up and shit its strange

theatre fest
okie so this is a long story, and if you went, chances are you know it all and wont need to read this......well....no one needs to read this, its more a matter of curiosity. yes...done analyzing.

so we left after seventh period on thursday...and i had to pee the whole trip. we watched blues brothers, well i talked mostly...brittany mead slept and casey slept on angelique...wender fell asleep doing his latin and chris nearly fell asleep...eventually jackie ended up next to wender (who would have guessed) after he woke up and they talked and brittany woke up too...okie...so enough of that...um...we stopped to pee....um...then we arrived and we went to the hotel, which was several seperate cabins, each containing eight rooms. the downstairs rooms, i believe, are smaller, but the upstairs rooms had two levels, a bed on each, a couch and two tv's, a kitchen with a fridge, dishwasher, sink, stove, microwave, pots and pans, cutlery, a strainer, a measuring cup, a spatula, a serving spoon, and a ladle! twas exciting...oh yea and two bathrooms...twas nuts..it was a large apartment...patrice and jackie slept upstairs, jill and i slept downstairs, and angelique slept on the pull out couch.

spencer, neil, wender, nick, and chris slept in a room in the next building upstairs on the other side of the building....its difficult to explain...well...they went to the gas station to stock up on food because, well, you know guys...and i had gotten sick the day before and complained and blew my nose the whole time...my throat hurt and the only lozenge i had i accidently swallowed...so we had twenty minutes or so before we had the orientation meeting...thats when the guys went...but they didnt tell us so i couldnt get any soft kleenex's (my nose really hurt) or sore throat things...then we went and it was sort of boring, but meh...the lady told a story and she spent too long on the introduction part so it was like blah! but it was a good story otherwise. then we went back to the hotel (motel?) and i asked if neil and spencer would go with us to get food and my stuff from the gas station...and they told us after they figured out what we were doing because we had about twenty minutes between returning and going to the meeting where we would get our tickets for shows. but we didnt end up going and then it was nearly lights out...but jill wasnt feeling well and they had hot chocolate (the guys) and so we wanted some, but we all had changed into our pajamas already, and they were still fully dressed, at least, everyone but neil. when i called he said "hold on, let me put some pants on" ::rolls eyes:: he was wearing shorts. so they made us go over to their cabin (gr) to get food and then spencer was like 'tell jill to feel better', which, he probably should've come himself to tell her that but no matter.

the next day is another longer story, so ill tell that tmro...i need sleep. finals are this week.

i found her!
so i found jen! i lost her...she went home...she wasnt feeling well...im sooo excited for theatre fest!!! yea......thats all i got...

bah! bah to my own head!
you know how you have those habits and you try so hard to get rid of them...but you cant stop? but then once, you finally succeed, or maybe you havent yet...my habits were chewing my nails and eating too much...so i stopped cutting my toenails, which goes in with chewing fingernails...and i got sick and got off my normal eat everything in sight schedule...i lost ten pounds and got real toenails...but i gained the weight back and my toenails are gone again!! gahhh fuck the holidays...fuck being bored (jen lol salt will!) aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh am so pissed....so now i gotta start all over on everything!

lol
battlestarre: i love you to death but your stress isnt going to kill me lol
BlkCandy: i like that quote it makes jen sense
battlestarre: the i love you to death? lol
BlkCandy: lol
BlkCandy: ya
battlestarre: i dont know if i like htat phrase tho....."i love you to death" is saying....the moment you die...i wont love you any more...and everyone and his brother knows that you miss and still love people when they die
battlestarre: right?
BlkCandy: i love you till complete death
BlkCandy: i duno
BlkCandy: we gotta make somthign up
battlestarre: til complete death lol?
battlestarre: does that mean til youve checked and are shur?
battlestarre: lol
battlestarre: i love you to my death :-D
battlestarre: its kinda hard to love when youre dead
battlestarre: its kinda hard to do much of anything
battlestarre: you can lay
battlestarre: you can look like yourself...maybe a little discoloured and stinky....well.....maybe a little discoloured......lol
battlestarre: the smell doesnt always change much
battlestarre: we shud shower the dead people
BlkCandy: jorie
BlkCandy: shh
battlestarre: what?
BlkCandy: read waht you wrote and then tell me that's a normal conersation
battlestarre: it is with myself
battlestarre: i always think about weird stuff like htat
battlestarre: lol i just forget before i get to tell anyone
battlestarre: and theyd only have that reaction anyway
battlestarre: but the girl who used to race oreo o's is telling me am strange
battlestarre: ::sigh::
BlkCandy: yea that's why i dont' talk to her
battlestarre: lol
battlestarre: hey jen...i was thinking about dead people and that brought to mind the book pet semetary cuz the animals come alive....and smell and they cant wash away the smell...and that made me think of animals i had and that made me think of my hampster and that made me think of my hampster from today and that made me think of loren and then i rememberd how you said you wanted to go to church....well if i dont go...cuz you know how things keep ending up...ama pray for you....you and lisa...but more for you...lol........lisa to find something....anything to hold on to that will hold her back
battlestarre: you to relax a bit
battlestarre: all that thought took like a second
battlestarre: then i was just hinking how youre sick so much* and you could be a pharmacist and i could just imagine you pulling out a prescription and going cannibus...hey wait...um....i know what that means in latin! lol
BlkCandy: lmao
BlkCandy: i love you jorie
battlestarre: yea i love you too!
battlestarre: wait why do you love me now?

*with asthma and allergies

horoscope
Greetings Virgo!
Here is your horoscope for the week of January 5 through January 11 You will feel a rush of relief as Mercury turns direct. Many of your precious plans and organized timetables may have been disrupted, and you had to go with the flow. But from Tuesday you will notice a real speeding up in your affairs. On Wednesday there is a Full Moon in Cancer, which may bring a number of issues to a head concerning aspects of your social life. Venus aspects Pluto, and brings a touch of intensity to relationships and your interactions with others

*Cuz you know, i was short on those.

::rolls eyes:: this is stupid.
This entry is to all who think that I am in a fight with lisa.

2 three drinks behind | martini?

mas quizzies

You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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You're goin' down! FOR KIDNAPPING!
Please rate if you liked!


If you're a goth please visit
groups.msn.com/gothicteensoftheworld and join
up cause it rules!


What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes)
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WOW! You're a lot like me! You're fun, caring, and
just life-loving! You dont let bad things keep
you down for long and you always try to get
through things the best way you can! (please
rate this)


.:.:.:.WhO ArE YoU?!.:.:.:.
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You are a true nature girl!


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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^ ooh...i took that one before...

You are Romans.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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Complete sincerity: You believe in being
straightforward with others, and you expect the
same from them. People would consider you a
good listener, and one who is calm and mostly
serious.


Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.


What feeling do you represent?
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You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


Which kind of candy are you?
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Fire Fairy
Please rate my quiz I worked very hard for this


Which Fairy are you?(for anyone many out comes)
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Tomboy


What's your sexual appeal?
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another one ive taken before^^

Your serial killer name would be Diablo! You would
be a mastermind in what you do. You would come
up with perfect plans on how to do your bad
stuff, and send out your minions to do it for
you. That would prevent you from getting
caught, because for one reason, they would not
rat you out. Your real name might not be known
and you would be greatly wanted, because as
long as you're out on the hidden streets, there
will still be danger! You're the big guy/girl!


What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As?
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You really would not kill anyone because you find
human life to be valuable. It's just not in
you. If you slew someone, it would be by
accident or out of defense. That's good for
you. You know that people live their own lives,
and you live yours. Killing is bad. Very bad.
Unless of course, you're in a situation where
you must.


WHY Would You KILL Someone?
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You have the eyes of a hawk. You're very much aware
about your surroundings and the situations that
you're in. People can't touch your things
because you would immediately notice what's
been touched or what's missing. You can analyze
people's thoughts and actions quite well.
That's good for you. Don't lose that sharp
vision of yours.


What Animal Eyes Do You Have?
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I'm sorry, my friend, but you would have been
quartered. Ouch! Your arms and legs would have
been strapped to four different horses and they
would all run in different directions. Your
hypocritical and backstabbing self would have
caused you to get to that horrible fate. You
would have turned your back on your masters.
Shame, shame.


How Would You Have Been Executed Back in the Day?
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Yes, you will always be remembered for your good
ways. You seem to be close and caring around
your family and other people you really know.
You will be a major loss for them. There will
be an empty spot once you are gone. It may
sound morbid to you, but it could also be good.
Keep on with your great ways. You will have a
beautiful funeral.


What Type of Funeral Will You Have? Will You Be Missed Once You're Gone?
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quizzies...
i made some quizzies!

this one is old...if you haven't taken it, you should...

What Kind Of Milk Are You?

and this i made today

What Store Are You?

quizzies!

perfect. thats why guys like you. you are perfect!
plain and simple! you are a little bit of
everything...tomboy, cute, sweet, innocent and
sexy all in one! and you always know the best
things to say! [please vote]


whats your sexual image?(anime pictures and lots of results)
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EYEBROW piercing. you are kind of unique but once
in a while you feel like you need to follow the
crowd. you have a bit of a spunky, hyper tomboy
and you are probably well known and well liked,
but you don't let yourself become too popular.
you hate how they act so preppy and cute.


What Piercing Is Best For You? --PICS!--
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SNOW
omg its snowing! woooooooo am soooo incredibly excited! did you see did you see!?!? its deep! and white and B-E-A-UTIFUL!!!!!! ahhhhh! ooh and incubus is on and i went to world market today and got my cinnamon bamboo blinds!!!!! eep! am trying to hang them up but the hook is too big so my dad is going to bring home wire cutters and then ill finish and neils coming over after the game. i need to clean...
ooh last night, i hung cds in my door; the ones i put in the microwave and the ones i burned on the stove and the ones with the lighter and the one that i melted over a can...they look awesome...i even have some blank ones that dont have anything done them. yesterday i went to world market too and was looking at the home stuff and bought pillows for my bed and the blinds (had to return one today) and i drove and then i went to target with neil later on and got a lampshade and plastic drawers for my art stuff. we saw stainless steel garbage cans and he said that he wants his kitchen to be stainless steel...and i sayd "and black" and he agreed...so we ended up walking all thru the aisles saying black plates and stainless steel and black with medium gray counter tops...and i told him my bedroom is going to be asian...i dont care what my husband says. [my comp screen is freaking out] then we came home (my house) and he took the "What's Your Signature City?" quiz and got seattle, just like me. so it was an odd day. i started thinking about college and leaving and neil leaving and it made me cry. so he left soon cuz his dad sayd if he didnt come home before one (it was one ten), he would be grounded (::rolls eyes::) and i went and talked to my mummy and she sayd i could get a puppy cuz they took away sydney when we moved here, who was bought especially for me. and then i took a shower (i smelled and my hair was yucky) and then came to my room and painted chinese and japanese and korean characters on my new lamp shade in black; the lamp shade is a parchment colour with a black rim at the top and bottom and its square. its pretty-ful. ooh yea i also got pictures for my bathroom because its really plain and they are pretty too! i just need frames now. there was this one picture that i really wanted to buy for jennifer but then i didnt because i didnt want to spend money...im doing my best not to spend on unnecessary-ness...so yes...thats all folks. :) adios.

cleaning room

You think about things more than anyone you know.
You have a fresh perception about things and
are ultimately very clever and intelligent. You
tend to think you are superior without actually
meaning to, which can come off as slightly
annoying to others. You also tend to think your
maturity is far superior to those around you.
You also can be shy at first, but then charge
into rampant discussions about God at any given
moment. You tend to be independent and
original.


Which Words Do You Live By?
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good
i finally know what am good for! yup...teaching lessons...not math and english (although i throw that in for free) nor love and caring...leave that to everyone else...i am a teacher of trust. who, when and how to trust. more like not. through betrayl and hurt i teach such things. how to hate is a lesson to end the session, as we all need that somehow.

yes, ive discovered im a tick...i coax myself under your skin by offering companionship in return for a place to live. some of you can extract me before i entirely envolope myself in your fleshy substances. but others of you i live peacefully in until i feel the hunger burn in my stomach, at which time i bite...after which you may burn me from your body...but some dont...some just pinch, hoping to squish me enough to stop the biting...but you must know...'twill all come again...until i am gone. then i must find another host, someone unsuspecting. but the world can only last so long. you will tell your friends and soon no one will accept my burrowing.

horoscope
Greetings Virgo
Here is your horoscope for the week of December 29 through January 4

Your desire to mix with those who may be able to help you in the future may be particularly powerful. It would help you to be a little more patient and not quite so pushy at this time. You have what it takes to achieve the goals you have long desired. Venus conjuncts Neptune, and Cupid could be on patrol, so be warned. Mercury, your ruling planet, continues to be retrograde, and this may be causing you some frustration. Stay calm and know that you are meant to try and relax at this time.


wonder if its a sign.

simpson's monopoly
im not really in that mood...i liked the sound of the word...but i dont know what to do with myself. i want to go places but no where is open cuz everyone was out late last night getting drunk/high and probably all have awful hangovers. neils still at spencer's and jen's in chicago. i havent even tried sandy yet...but i still odnt wanna get dressed. there isnt a point. so i tried making beads...but it was an ugly pattern and i got bored really fast. i have to say, last night sucked. it was the worst new year's i think i've had. it even beat the badness of last year, which i spent babysitting kids i didnt even know. monopoly was fun, i wanted to keep playing but kyle and spencer started getting restless and no one was paying attention and shit...so it ended. all the other girls were calling each other on their phones, so am glad i wasnt over there cuz i dont have a phone and would be like woo fun... the guys missed the ball drop an d all that...they were getting sparkling grape juice stuff...that tasted strangely like sparkling wine...fermented would you say? its been awhile since ive written; hope you guys dont mind if i dont go back and read all your entries...i wouldnt know whats going on, cept for sandy, cuz i talked to her recently. my dad was sick this morning and it was strange to come down and see him sleeping on the couch with the tv on. i watched barbie of swan lake the other night and it actually wasnt all that bad. it was to the music of tchaikovsky and the little elves, played by the little kelly and the little boy character dolls, had the funniest accents and i liked them. yup. :) okie i think thats all thats remotely interesting

three days~
three days til xmas and i cant wait...but i can...like i need to get some prezies still but if i havent contacted you yet, the afternoon of the twenty third everyone shud come over and get their gifts. um...yes...not much to say...gnight

::twitch::

Tomboy


What kind of little girl were YOU?
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oooh believe it or not, i loved climbing trees!!!

so, i wrote an entry, it had soemthing about sandy's entries being too long and the fact that ive heard the new incubus song three times and its in my head and i love it so much and i cant wait til february third for it to come out, which is shortly after january twentyninth, when the linkin park concert is. i went to TSO and it was awesome! and ummm.....i babysat...freaky friday(eh..) um....sleepy time!

so long, so long
"its been awhile" since ive written in this thing! i think a whole two days! but its all result of getting home late and laziness...in fact, ive become enthralled with the sherlock homles stories and therefore havent felt like turning on the computer...i came up with an idea for asking neil to turnabout. you know how the alphabet can correspond with twenty six numbers? for instance: A is 1, C is 3, Z is 26...and so on...yea...and my original idea was to give him cars, like matchbox (cars the size of match boxes, hence the name) lol...and write notes you know? but what if the numbers spelled out "TURNABOUT" and on the bottom was a poem to give him the hint that its the alphabet numbered cuz god knows i wouldnt get just a bunch of race cars lol...but there are nine letters in turnabout and then i want one with a load of question marks and he leaves for lunch so ill have to give it to benton or something... but yea...::sigh:: that was what i was thinking about while i couldnt sleep last night. jen was singing ohhh ohhh oohh...just like in latin my arm is shaking cuz i actually did work in gym ::bows head and shakes head:: im a failure. speaking of which, i got a thirty nine out of a hundred on my research paper; it was fifty nine but it was two days late hmmmmm...yea...i need to start my mythology project really badly. i dont even knwo what to do for it. sandys wearing her cool shirt today...but almost everyone is wearing pastels its nuts youd think it was easter not xmas! jen is wearing black...sandy light purple, melissa light pink, melanie and i are both light blue (ballad)...and spencer is wearing red. i never thought id see the day that he would wear anything but black. its nuts! like a squirrel! (lol trix, joey!) today i watched spongebob while waiting for jen to pick me up and patrick is eating popcorn in the episode where they dare sandy to take off her helmet and then they have to go on land. well hes eating popcorn and he says "we arent chicken!" then he drops it and proceeds to peck up the popcorn like a chicken lol! it made me laugh! and then there was an advertisement i think for milk and the little girl is sitting in her backyard drinking milk and eating cookies in the summer and she has this pink easter bunny hat, like the ears on. (jill, this reminded me of you) and then she looks at the milk bottle and it says "MILK HELPS YOU GROW" and so she takes the straw and holds in the milk with her finger and pours it on the ants. her mum calls her in and shes washing her plate and then this gigantic ant goes in the window and shes like ::gasp:: and it goes to the picture outside and its the pest control and the guy gets out of the van with the big ant on it...oooh ::sigh:: twas hilarious!

quizzies

You are an earth shadow runner. You rusle with the
wind in the trees, pure and natural. You are a
true believer at heart, knowing that you can do
it no matter what has happened in the past.
You can sometimes be taken as a wild,
untameable spirit, but you see things no one
else can.


what kind of shadow runner are you?
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You are WATER! You are a very gentle element, but
you can be rough when you need to. You are all
over the place and can do tons of things at
once. You calm and chilled out, and some
people consider you cool. But really, you are
hyper and sugarhigh, and you will always be
there for ur buds!


Which Ultimate Power Do You Control?
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YOU ARE NOT EVIL!!! Oh...My...GaWd! Become a nun
or something! You have never, EVER done
anything particularly evil! Are you a SAINT or
something? geez!


How EVIL are you?
You are a dolphin. You are friendly and
individual. You usually stick with one group
of buds, but you let other join you. You love
horror and comedy movies, listening to the
radio, and hanging with your friends!


what is your inner sea creature?
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You are the Cheetah. You have lightning fast
quips,you are funny, and though you aren't the
most popular person ever, you have friends, and
you'll stick by them no matter what!


What is your inner wildcat?
You are a rainbow jewel(Mystic Fire Topaz). You
are creative and interesting, often judged as a
freak or a queer. All of your friends are a
different as you are, though, so who needs
those popular people. You like to be yourself
and stand out!


What Color Gemstone Are You?
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You are a mystery dream. You show things that
people usually don't understand until a certain
time. You are mystifying and amazing, but you
can be confusing at times.


what kind of dream are you?
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quizzies

You are a paper clip. You help organize and come in
many colors.Your very useful at times. Other
times your just a loop in the way.Some times
you are a bit confused...:s


What dumb object are you?
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Pheonix--you are a fighter. you never give up, and
when you fall you get back up, you will always
rise from the ashes, no matter how badly you
burn.


which mystical creature are you?
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You are the Warrioress. Your are strong and
determined. You are extremely clever, always
standing up for what you believe in. You are a
fighter and will always defend your buds!


are you a witch, an angel, or a warrioress?
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You are Michelle Branch! You are a funny person,
and the first time you heard your song on the
radio, you turned it up so loud you blew out
your car speakers! You are a normal person,
and you would rather do your own thing than
work with a band.


Which Rock Chick Singer/Songwriter are you?
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You are a ferret! You are frisky and mischeivious,
and you love to pull pranks and watch the fun!
You are adventurous and lots of fun! You like
to stick with your friends!


what is your inner pet?
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xmas

am soooo excited! new incubus song coming on the radio! theyre coming out with a new cd on third of february and there is a linkin park concert january twenty ninth so jen and i are gonna go and ama take sandy for her christmas present! woo! i cant wait til incubus goes on tour! itll be my third time seeing them in concert! ahhhh yayyyy!

quizzies

You are a very conservative and introverted person. You live in your own world and you're not very easy to approach. Which Blogging Tool Are You?

You are not very reliable but people like you anyway because you are so easygoing and fun to be with. And cute, too. Which Blogging Tool Are You?

threatened?
i went to the orchestra concert tnt. it snowed woo! i wanna know if milton has returned yet. um...i want it to snow here...what else is new. it snowed the other day but im talking a good foot...at least enough to cover the ground! um...i talked to sandy about this, but neil is always talking about goli (ooh cookies done!) and its starting to get to me...like every story he tells is either about her or includes her in some way. i suppose it wouldnt be as big if he spent time with her outside of school because thats like talking about spencer, who he spends alot of time with...of course spencers a guy...but i trust that goli isnt doing anything. i guess am just scared. girlfriend shit. but yea. it was really bugging me tnt because im finally thinking...i think am starting to kind of love him...like its different. hes not just neil. its...different. and i sort of let myself before...but i forgot why i stopped allowing myself. so im back off track ama have to wait to trust more...but i told him (yay jorie!) and hes like i didnt notice...am like sandy can notice too! hes like oh. im sorry. am like tis okie...i dont mind you hanging out with her, but if shes on your mind so much. and i know that doesnt necessarily mean anything, because i was like that forever with (sry jen) edy and trix (jackie?) always made fun of me..."you like him la de da de da da" ::blows raspberry:: ::sigh:: i dont know...am just protective? i told him its like a dog. he pees on a fire hydrent or tree to protect his territory...cept im not a dog, so i wont pee on you. :) lol. so i baked cookies jen...am bringing you one for breakfast. i dont see anyone else so youre all S.O.L. (Short On Luck) no cookies for you!