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2005 17 August :: 10.12pm
I wish i didnt have to play the other people liking my boyfriend game...but i guess thats just life. ill get used to it.
speaking of my boyfriend...he has friends, and they talk to him, and sometimes when my "friends" talk to him while he's at work, they tell my boyfriend about it...thanks guys...thanks a lot...
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2005 17 August :: 6.39pm
Tomorrow starts my three-day orientation at Aquinas.
Thursday, I'll go with my parents at around noon and do some things. They'll leave at 7 and I'll be stuck having to socialize. I can't believe I got into an unsocialble funk this close to school starting.
Friday, I'll get there at SEVEN THIRTY IN THE MORNING and do some more stuff UNTIL MIDNIGHT. I wonder if they realize that we're starting school soon.
Saturday, I don't have to be there until 11ish and I only have to stick around until 10 or so.
What sucks is the fact that, after orientation, I can't really hang out with anyone. I need to get to sleep at a reasonable hour and all that jazz. Anyway, Orientation information is here, if you're bored.
I start school on Monday!
I'm excited except for the fact that I spaced my classes out weirdly and I gave myself an early class. I'm not smart. Hopefully it won't be too bad.
Plus, I don't have a car so I'll be driving my mom's van until I get my own car. It's going to suck. I'm not even on the insurance yet and I start school on Monday. Maybe I can stay over at Nick's occasionally. He's only about two miles away from school.
I hope everyone's doing okay. I miss you already. E-mail me your addresses and jazz so I can send you letters.
I love you all.
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2005 17 August :: 6.13pm
Remember that hot girl I met at Aquinas?
Behold and beware for her hotness is blindingly so!
Too bad she's interested in men. Hee.
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2005 15 August :: 10.27pm
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2005 9 August :: 11.46pm
Having my driver's license is pointless without a car.
Having a car is pointless without insurance.
Getting insurance is pointless unless I can pay for it.
Paying for anything is pointless unless I have a job.
I need a job.
P.S. I have killer hiccups. You know. The kind that hurt. The kind that, with every hiccup, clench every single muscle in your body. They hurt and make me angry. And kind of ill. I just ate and they're squeezing my tummy.
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2005 8 August :: 1.37am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: All I Ask Of You
No More Talk Of Darkness....
I haven't been doing my physical therapy exercises. Ooops. Shh. It's a secret.
I feel sick and gross right now. Too much food today. Among other things, I physically just feel like crap. You know? Gahr.
For once, I'm happy. It's one thirty in the morning and I'm happy. Which doesn't happen often.
I like it. I really do. I'm not trying to rub anything in anyone's face or anything, I swear. I'm just saying. It's nice to feel loved.
I found a good boy. ::nods:: Probably the best of them all. I'm lucky.
-Patrice
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2005 6 August :: 9.55pm
Holy expletive
A Very Long Engagement is the best movie in the world. Better than Amelie.
It's directed by Jean-Pierre Jeunet, the same guy who directed Amelie. A few actors from Amelie are in it too.
Seriously, I haven't seen all the movies in the world but I can tell you right now that this is the best.
It's about a girl named Mathilde whose fiancee was killed in World War One. She doesn't think he's dead and insists on looking for him.
I cried a thousand times during that movie. A thousand. Even for me, that's a lot. I cried at parts that weren't even necessarily sad but just beautiful.
You know how Amelie had lots of red and green and a splash of blue? Well A Very Long Engagement has a washed out, yellow, old-fashioned look to it with bits of red, green and purple.
It is so wonderful. If you liked Amelie or French movies in general, you have to see it.
I love you all.
P.S. Can't do accents so you'll have to deal with some anglicization.
P.P.S. It's kind of long though. I didn't notice really, until I looked at the clock at it was 9. (I started the movie at 7.)
P.P.P.S. It has a lot of sex in it but I didn't mind it at all. It didn't seem out of place or gratuitous.
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2005 6 August :: 3.36am
So apparently, a man was shot in the parking lot next to Nick and Ben's house.
Which makes me a bit upset.
Except for the fact that the newspaper is the only source that said it happened on Madison and Franklin and everywhere else says Madison and Woodlawn.
Hrm.
Either way. Rachel = freaked out slightly.
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2005 4 August :: 5.35pm
And so I mock again.
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2005 4 August :: 2.12am
Uh, Katie?
A bodice ripper is variant of romantic fiction, often historical fiction, in which the heroine often loses her virginity by force. They are typically full of unrestrained romantic passion. Usually the cover depicts a large-breasted female whose bodice is being ripped by a muscular, often shirtless man. Often she first resists him, but is later overcome with passion.
They may be viewed a form of escapist fiction, with the historical background providing a way of allowing the (usually female) reader to indulge in a rape fantasy without guilt.
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2005 3 August :: 2.27pm
Germans, I love you.
Some pranksters in Germany have been putting little yellow flags with Bush's face on them in doggy poo.
Hee. Germans.
I love you all.
P.S. Get your flags here.
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2005 2 August :: 11.42pm
The neighbor kid band member left Eisley. You know, the one that wasn't related to all of them.
And they got their cousin to play bass.
Sigh. Changes.
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2005 1 August :: 2.19am
So I was watching Full House on Nick at Nite and this AIDS/HIV awareness commercial came on.
I recognized the song. It was Tokyo by The Books.
It's not here. It's the same concept as those four one-word ones but it has Tokyo as the song. I swear.
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2005 31 July :: 10.38pm
My email at Aquinas: greggrac@aquinas.edu
My email has "rack" in it and yours doesn't!
I love you all.
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2005 31 July :: 8.52pm
It's on Madison and Franklin, I was wrong. 737 Madison.
It's beautiful. I love old houses. It's big and old and beautiful.
I helped Nick paint and my parents came over to help move furniture and stuff. Nick's parents helped us paint. His room is awesome.
Once school starts up, I'm definitely staying there a lot.
I love you all.
P.S. The guy's name is Travis and he's nice. Piercings, Katie, piercings.
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2005 31 July :: 2.55am
Nick's moving into a house tomorrow with Ben, Katti, Oliver, Jim (Katti and Oliver's friend) and some guy with a ponytail (presumably also their friend).
Ben's out of town until Tuesday so I don't know when he'll move in.
Nick took me by the house the other day and I've seen pictures of the inside so I'm really excited.
We're going to paint his room. I love painting.
The house is on Madison and Cherry (I think) and it's right by Aquinas so I might be over there a lot.
Anyway, I'm going to help him out tomorrow with moving stuff in and all that jazz. Today, I helped him clean out his car and my parents and I took him shopping. My parents are so nice, they paid for half the things he bought.
My mom's worried about him being out on his own.
I love you all.
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2005 30 July :: 12.17pm
Katie:
Jhonen apparently stopped by Penny Arcade's booth at Comic Con and drew them something in their World of Warcraft themed sketchbook.
I am happy because it is of a warlock.
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2005 30 July :: 12.02pm
Yesterday my parents went out early and looked at cars. (They also went to Little Bohemia but I'm sore about that so we'll move on. :p)
They found this 11 year old one that they wanted me to try out. It was actually pretty nice and I liked it.
But I will say nothing else because I will jinx it.
I love you all.
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2005 28 July :: 2.08am
She thought Katie cut up her arm and took a picture of it. Katie, that's a compliment, that means it looks real!
And I think she's kind of cool, I kind of like her.
Also, it means the discussion is over and the argument has been resolved.
I hope she sees it that way. I love you, whomever you are, I did not mean any ill toward you. It was all in the defense of my best friend and I apologize.
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2005 26 July :: 10.49pm
To all women:
I've had really bad cramps all day. The kind where you can't move and feel like you want to pass out/throw up.
My mom found this heating pad stick-on thing. And it's awesome. It works great!
So it's either go on the pill or use these things. Depending on the cost, I might stick with these.
I love you all.
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2005 26 July :: 8.33pm
My driver's license came in the mail today!
In other news....
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2005 23 July :: 10.46am
Nick has his open house today at 2 if some of you didn't know. He'll have a bonfire later on too, if you just want to come for that.
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2005 22 July :: 8.12pm
I want to apologize, but then I really don't. I feel like I've been wrong. I feel like all I've done is hurt people. I feel like everything I've done in the past few months has been selfish and stupid. What happened to me? I don't deserve happyness. Isn't it sad that I honestly think that? I try to convince myself otherwise, I swear to god that I do. But it's hard. I can't do this anymore. Everything I say is wrong. Everything I think is wrong. I want a day that's like two summers ago. Or even last summer. I love the people who are here now, but I wish at the same time that those people (mainly Ryan) could have come into the picture and everything else could have stayed in tact. I guess we all grew apart. It wasn't just because of me. But I feel guilty. I just feel alone. It's been eating away at me for a while and I want to run away, but I don't know from what or to what. I don't know where I'm going. My future is basically screwed. I hate myself for not ding this shit sooner. I hate myself for being stupid. I have no future. Do you know whose fault that is? Mine. All mine.
Not that anything was ever simple (with us, simple was never a part of the equation, lol) But I guess what I want the most is simplicity. I want to be able to erase the bad pasts with people and only have the good times to look back on. I want to be able to invite everyone I know to a party without worrying who doesn't like who.
I really don't like who I am anymore. So I guess all of you who spend your time talking about how much I've changed for the worse, your time has now come. You were right. If I weren't me, I'd want to get as far away as possible from me too. I am me and I want to do that. I'm sorry that I'm not leaving next year. I'm sorry that you still hve to deal with me. I'll try to make it painless. I swear. I hate myself as much as you do.
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2005 20 July :: 9.14am
I know this has to be some kind of Catholic blasphemy and I'm going to spend years in purgatory for it but...
I don't really like the new Pope.
P.S. A spider just crawled on my hand and I freaked out.
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2005 19 July :: 6.01pm
STAY OFF THE ROAD!
I am officially a licensed driver. W00T!
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2005 19 July :: 1.22am
I have my driving test today at 1.
I'm scared.
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2005 15 July :: 6.35am
:: Music: G. Stefani
OMG
Its only six thirty in the morning time is so slow. i wish i could do something. god damn.
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2005 15 July :: 5.45am
:: Music: Foo Fighters
Movie Nights
So in these so called movie nights we no longer actually watch movies. Its sorta funny. But i actually like these movie nights better we just hang out pretty much. We just sit and talk.. Well yesterday we sat and talked and cooked it was exciting. i finally got my brother and his friends out of hte house but ofcourse he didnt come home till later but whatever. i dunno i have absolutely nothing to do. i just cant go to sleep and i've been finding this is happenin gmore and more often. alright nothing exciting is happening i get to work 40 hours for like three weeks now and so that just makes me tired. but in one week we had two people quit. The frirst perosn just never showed up saying he had research for school so my boss called him up and said show ulp or else you lost ur job and he never showed up. Ther other person just left a voice message saying she isnt coming ever again after five months of training her.
im done.
night. or actually morning.
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2005 13 July :: 10.18pm
YOu know ur a loser when...
Theres a party at your house and ur not invited. I hate my brother for putting me in this position. I'm seriously considering taking up smoking, i hate him so much.
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