bathtub gin

:: 2005 6 June :: 12.30am

Yeah, so we all smurfing suck.

:: 2005 5 June :: 2.30am

Life's pretty good.

Yeah.

Anyone know if Jessa's had her baby and how she's doing? I know the baby was due on the 30th, I'm kind of nervous about calling some chick I don't know to ask if she's doing okay. But maybe tomorrow I will.

:: 2005 3 June :: 10.20am

Blah Senior assembly was today, and BAcklight Banguet was last night. I didnt cry today or last night, its very suprising. I would have cried last night if the end of the year video was better, but it was all actors, acting and such. So that had no affect on me. In the senior video today there were parts where i was dancing in pep band. And there were a lot of times where i was like hey! i was standing right next to that person but i got cut off. And of course there was the part with me and david from turnabout. And now im in the library because i dont know what to do, and i didnt want to do anything i wanted to just sit in the music department but they wouldnt let anyone sign in so im here. But im alone i dont know where patrice went. Which is why i am tlaking to myself in this wornderful journal entry. so today is the last day of school. and the bell just rang and i dont know what that means, no one is moving. I still have to sit here in severe boredom for much longer. poop.

:: 2005 1 June :: 1.41pm

I love you.

toki	:: 2005 27 May :: 9.21am Not much time again. I don't know what to say. No playing in band today! Concert was fun last night. I'm ordering my computer after school today. Woo! Maybe It'll actually work for longer then a week. martini?

:: 2005 27 May :: 9.20am

Last night was the last band concert...but i didnt cry. Im suprised. I really thought i was going to. O well...Assembly today woo! that means 5 minutes less of boring classes! :) that makes me happy weeeeeeee! i did pretty well with my color slides yesterday, thats sweet i can finish today, and then do my final woo hoo! :D!!! Things are goin dude....they're goin

:: 2005 26 May :: 9.04am

i am very disappointed in myself. I left my slides in my car, so now during study hall i am in the library instead of the photo room where i really should be...im going to fail photo. stupid infared that didnt work...i still have to do my final!!! AHH this is screwing everything up all due to my stupidity.

:: 2005 26 May :: 7.46am

I GRADUATE FROM HIGH SCHOOL AT 7:30 PM TODAY!!!

THANK GOD!
REALLY!

:: 2005 25 May :: 2.09pm

I'd love to blame all this crying on Fred but I think I just realized that my grandfather died.

:: 2005 25 May :: 11.21am

I had a dream last night that I had two babies.

Actually, they were some other lady's babies but she sort of dumped them in my car and left.

It was awesome. They were cool people.

Except they started walking within five minutes and I knew something was up.

:: 2005 25 May :: 9.42am

So im back to updating every day now...i was uber busy b4

i deleted all my email today! :) it felt good everything is gone! woo!

I have a presentation in government now, wish me luck, except i dont care anymore so wooo okie bye bye

toki

:: 2005 25 May :: 9.41am
:: Mood: irritated

More time to write. Yay.

So, as I said yesterday, this weekend was amazing.
I�m getting very annoyed with the habits of certain people. And that�s bad. But they make no sense, and that angers me. There is no logical reasoning behind their actions, so it just pisses me off. You know that people are acting that way just to make a statement. Or because they don�t want to prove someone else right. They want to be in control. And if they can�t, Kablam. Things will go their way or they won�t go at all. Does that annoy anyone else?
Patience for people is slowly disintegrating. Shonsky was driving me crazy yesterday, Ms. Bennett was, Lestina, Phelan, and anyone else who just talked on and on. Usually I can stand it, but I think I�m just overly tired. Which is not good, my dudes.

Not looking forward to next week. Many reasons. Will not discuss here. The pants movie comes out Wednesday! Woo! :-) That�s good. Madagascar is going to be hell.

:: 2005 24 May :: 9.57pm

Is it possible to say that everything is perfect right now? because it is.

Im so happy right now.

Prom was great

I wish ditch day could have been better...but i solved a crazy craving...doughnuts and french fries...hehehe

i just cant say it enough i am so happy right now. The art show was awesome i saw my good ol' friend shosty he was good. ...yaaaa

blah! :)

:D!!!!!!!!!

:: 2005 24 May :: 12.09pm

My dad's father passed away.

I didn't know him that well. None of us did, really.

My dad was kicked out of the house when he was 16. His mom was having another child and couldn't afford to keep my dad fed and stuff too. He's the oldest. His other siblings are all girls.

George DeForrest Greggs, Jr. He has his father's name.

So my dad and his family have never been on good terms. When Dad came back from the army, he went home and the house wasn't there anymore. No one'd told him about it.

I woke up this morning to the phone ringing and my dad running to answer it. He answered all cheerful and happy, talking to his sister. Then he got really quiet and asked how everyone was and how is mom was. My dad isn't a quiet person.

So I don't know what's going on funeral wise. I don't know if we're all going out to Pennsylvania or if just my dad is going. I heard him say something about trying not to make the funeral on Thursday because I'm graduating but really, it'll be okay if my dad has to go and can't be there. I think that stuff is more important than sitting around forever to hear my name be called and watch me walk across some stage.

Anyway. Just thought I'd let everyone know that I might be gone later this week. I didn't know him very well. I don't know anyone on that side of the family well. I don't even know the names of all his sisters.

And that makes me feel horrible.

I love you all.

toki	:: 2005 24 May :: 9.43am I had something to write about, but no time now. Poop. In short�Prom was awesome. That night was awesome. Sunday was awesome. Lots of awesomes. Monday was boring, but relaxing. And that was my weekend. Theres the bell. Oops. martini?

:: 2005 24 May :: 1.14am

Because Jackie couldn't use a smurfing cut tag...

I make fun of her survey! YAY! Fun for everyone!

Read more..

I love you all.

P.S. I love you, Jackie!

sweetyas

:: 2005 23 May :: 8.49pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: 50 cent

My purse smells like tuna
Senior ditch day was awesome. We went down to chicago for Shika's birthday and hung out. It was so much fun. We were so annoying we laughed/talked so much we made some guy change seats on the bus and the other guy was laughing with us it was so much fun. Mil park was cool too. It was amazingly fun.

:: 2005 23 May :: 12.08am
:: Music: Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap

Say goodnight and go (for goodness sake)
This song is so awesome. The music video is awesome too. (Bonus points for being on her mailing list.)

Even though I hate the show (coughsoapoperacough), I'm glad she got her music out there again.

I love you all.

Read more..

sweetyas

:: 2005 19 May :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: crappy

House Managing
I know i messed up today, but if anyone comes and tells me about tomorrow i'll be mad. I get it. I let people in when i wasnt supposed to whatever, Bo and Phelan didnt say anything to me other than to fire my ushers. (Which by the way is hard to do). Sorry i just expect Jason or Mike to come up to me tomorrow and tell me that and i know ill get mad. I hope they have some sense. Yea i suck at house managing but i actually do it. I mean i dont thlink anyone who reads this journal has ushered outside of the show ( some havent even ushered during the show) so its a tad difficult to find people to usher. Ok i swear im done ranting about this.

You guys did an awsome job on the lights. I totally loved them. I am sorry to say but Patrice won. i really liked her lights maybe it was the dance cuz the two indian dances happened to be my favorites. :)

Yasamin

:: 2005 18 May :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: confused

Congratulations cuz we've made it...
Today was my last day of high school.

It didn't really hit me until Katie and I were hanging out with Ben, Nick and Jackie.

And now I want to cry. I guess I'll go play WoW or something...

I have songs for occasions. Because I'm a dork.

This is my graduation song:

Lost at Sea by Eisley
Read more..

I love you all.

sweetyas

:: 2005 16 May :: 1.39pm
:: Mood: tired

My headache is making me think.
I am really tired right now, i have spent this whole weekend doing stuff.
Ok forget it i dont wan to do this. Di d you guys see the music video on my page. Its awesome. i did something technologically advanced. :)

:: 2005 16 May :: 2.43am

So I stayed up all night. Kelly's going to pick me up in about two hours.

World of Warcraft is just finishing its stupid installation.

I didn't finish my government stuff so I'll be up late tonight/tomorrow night, whatever you want to call it.

My organs hurt.

I'll probably take a shower in an hour or so.

Have an awesome day.

I love you all.

P.S. Kyle, I hope you had fun yesterday.

:: 2005 15 May :: 1.27pm

A Midsummer Night's Dream pictures are up.

I'm the dorky looking one.

:: 2005 15 May :: 1.08pm
:: Music: All You Need is Love

Tomorrow, Kelly and I go to Cedar Point with our Physics class. It's going to be awesome. Sort of. The bus leaves at 5:15 in the morning. It'll be really awesome because Kelly and I rode the bus together in 8th grade to Cedar Point so it's like we'll be little kids again. I think I'll pull an all-nighter tonight so I can get my government stuff done and it just feels lame to sleep for 2 or 3 hours.

Last night was the final night of the play. It wasn't that fantastic and it didn't really feel like anything. Maybe it's because I wasn't acting for anyone I knew or maybe it's because I wasn't going to the party afterwards. I don't know.

It was pretty final though. My friends in that play are juniors and freshmen. The junior I only see at lunch and Tuesday's the last day I'll ever have lunch.

Wednesday will be my last day of high school.

Finally.

My parents are in Las Vegas all this week so if you guys want to hang out or come over, feel free to do so because I'm not doing a thing.

I love you all.

:: 2005 14 May :: 2.28pm

The play on Friday night was pretty awesome. Way better than Thursday night.

Nick, Ben, Kelly and Jackie came. Which was nice of them.

Something important...blah blah.

Final show is tonight. I don't really feel like doing it. Everyone wants me to go to the cast party tonight but I'm not a party person and there's going to be alcohol. People drinking makes me anxious.

I love you all.

:: 2005 12 May :: 10.07pm

Tonight was opening night for the play.

We had a few bumps here and there (anything that could have gone wrong did, I'm glad Nick is going tomorrow) but overall it was awesome.

Katie made me the cutest thing ever.

I made the crowd laugh.

I'm so excited for the next two performances.

Thanks to everyone who came!

I love you all.

5 three drinks behind | martini?

:: 2005 11 May :: 10.28pm

Yeah, we're sexy.
I cut my hair, not that you could tell if you don't know me/have never seen me.

That handsome man is Nick. Happy 11 month anniversary early, darling.

Hover on it to get rid of the words.

4 three drinks behind | martini?

:: 2005 9 May :: 9.32pm

Just got home from play practice.

It feels like Tuesday.

My costume is different from all the other faeries so I'll stick out a lot.

Bought tickets for Ben, Jackie and Nick. Fourth row back, stage right.

Love you all.

:: 2005 8 May :: 3.35am

Prom was awesome.

Everyone was so beautiful and/or ruggedly handsome.

I loved getting out there and dancing without a care in the world.

I felt like a grown up.

I love you all.

:: 2005 6 May :: 8.16pm

Prom is tomorrow. I'm excited.

I'm upset that I still have a week more of the play. I miss being home right after school. I don't have any time to be with my family or talk to anyone at all.

I miss that.

On Monday, we get to run through the play in costume. I can't wait.