:: 2004 6 October :: 3.39 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: cutting crew - died in your arms tonight

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:: 2004 5 October :: 6.58 pm

i think i pissed someone off yesterday, i realllllly didnt mean to. and if you read this, im sorry. i was just kidding. i suck at being a friend

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:: 2004 5 October :: 6.50 pm
:: Music: big girls dont cry

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:: 2004 3 October :: 1.54 pm

awesome weekend!
oh man, great times!

friday: me, dork, janet, mel, danielle, craig and meaghan did the dubkeh (sp), all go to eat, then go hang out in danielles room and play apples to apples, and amy (who i didnt dis with the high 5 ;-) ) came for a while, yay. i went back with janet and mel to their room and me and mel played like a million songs on our guitars including dualing banjos while janet died of sickness/tiredness.

it was just fun having all of us together, and me and craig being morons with the kicking of butts game. love it!

saturday:
played tennis, danielle won all the games, even the doubles ones. then we got pizza. me janet and mel went back to their room, then walked around, then went to cold stone where only buttcheese eater got ice cream bc it was sooo cold. i tried sushi, it didnt taste bad, but the texture was sick as hell and i was like gagging, literally, like the dry heave business. gross. then me janet and mel went to dennys, then to danielles room again, and this is where all the fun happened. oh man crazyness! i cant even explain, i was the arms and legs and dork wasthe body and head and oh shit it was hilarious. heres some good quotes and actions......

"janet!!" (in low voice) *scratches head with both hands*

"someone just came online" *hands raise while saying that, then point at the computer*

*rubs danielles leg* "i kinda like that leg"

too many good ones to put them all, but next weekend im getting a copy of that shit!

good shit, if i left anything super awesome out, just put it in a comment so everyone can laugh their asses off

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:: 2004 30 September :: 11.09 pm

hey dork, if you read this before you go tomorrow...what time are you going anyway? i'll be there friday at like 5 or so probably. if you want the video camera you'll have to pick it up from my house, its in my room somewhere, i think in the closet

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:: 2004 30 September :: 12.45 pm

whateva!
for some reason "my united states of whatever" just got in my head, and i felt like you all should know that.

i miss stein, but im glad that i get to go to the green day concert with him in november, and maybe see him in 2 weeks, but maybe not bc thats the weekend of his homecomming....

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:: 2004 30 September :: 12.40 am

wow
if you plan on reading any book for pleasure any time soon i would suggest "warriors dont cry" by melba beals. it was excellent, its about the integration of little rock central high school.

i think i grew like an inch of hair on my legs while reading the last couple of chapters bc i had chills the whole time

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:: 2004 28 September :: 7.33 pm

haha kids, here we go
How many Michigan college students does it take to change a light bulb?

At Michigan State it takes two thousand. One to change the bulb, and the other one thousand nine hundred ninety nine to riot and set it on fire.

At Grand Valley State and Alma it takes ten, one to change the bulb and the other nine to sit around and watch because it is the big entertainment of the evening.

At Central Michigan it takes nine. One to screw it in and the other eight just screw each other in celebration.

At Wayne State it takes zero. Who wants to be in Detroit after dark anyway?

At Albion it takes zero. They have Mommy and Daddy pay someone to do it for them.

At Macomb it takes zero, they live at home, mom and dad control the lights.


there that should cover everyone who reads this..

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:: 2004 28 September :: 12.04 pm
:: Mood: excited

so today i had health class for a total of 25 minutes. my professor....the head football coach tell us that we have an "exam" on thursday, and everyone shuts up, he then tells us that it is take home, and we dont have class till next thursday when it is due......that means i dont have class till 10 am untill next week, minus this thursday having a 9

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:: 2004 25 September :: 10.09 am

yesterday
yesterday was a fun day, other than class that is, and class wasnt even bad, my first class we got sent back from early bc no one had read (down side we have a quiz monday) and my second one we just had a discussion about title 9. then i came back to my room, hung out for a little while and then me and my roommate (katherine or KT for short) went to the dow and played basketball for like an hour, then played tennis, and it was a lot of fun bc we're pretty equal at both, shes probably a little better than me at bball (shes on the team, and is therefore in better bball condition) and im a little better at tennis, but its more fun when youre close to equal. then we ate and came back and did wahtever, it was a good day.

oh yeah when we were going back inside to return the tennis raquet kt had to borrow the entire football team was comming out and the first one out was derek. and i had never done this before but for some reason i started like giggling (lame) it was crazy!

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:: 2004 24 September :: 9.55 pm
:: Mood: excited

YAY!!

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:: 2004 22 September :: 4.17 pm
:: Mood: sad

my feelings for everyone to see
Weezer10GK: thats my new philosophy, if people want to hang out with me they have to call me, bc im sick of always being the person who calls people bc im bored out of my mind, and its a good way to see who your real friends are

Weezer10GK: bc the ones who realize youre not calling call you and want to do stuff

Weezer10GK: the ones who dont probably were annoyed you were calling them or didnt want to hang out with you in the irst place

guajiragoddess: hehe yeah. but i always tell people, "dont feel bad, im not ignoring you and calling 10000 other people. i dont call anyone at all"

Weezer10GK: lol

guajiragoddess: sorry if i never called you

guajiragoddess: i'm a hermit

guajiragoddess: i cut grass and play with matty and morgan

guajiragoddess: thats all i do

Weezer10GK: thats alright, at least you have an excuse

Weezer10GK: i think last year when you and laurence got closer it kinda made me mad bc it felt like i was losing him to you, so i got mel and janet. but in the long run i think it worked out better bc i have more in common with them than i do with dork. me and janet and mel all listen to the same music....everything leaning towards punk mostly, and we have basically the same morals, hang out with the same people (church people) where as me and dork now really only have our past and our morals in common, i dont listen to interpol, and stuff like that anymore, i mean of course i like nirvana and bush and all that still, but i dont know too much "modern rock"

Weezer10GK: now criag just kinda dumped everything he knew/believed/liked before and adopted everything meaghan, so now all we have is 80's music and our past

Weezer10GK: so i feel like all my best friends have been stolen from me

Weezer10GK: not that i havent changed at all, bc i have, but just not as much/obviously

guajiragoddess: aw nic

Weezer10GK: there, thats whats wrong with me

Weezer10GK: and i hope my roommate doesnt coem back any time soon bc i have tears pouring down my face

guajiragoddess: nicole!

Weezer10GK: and over the summer, i would for sure saymy best friend was jeff stein from church, but hes only a jr in hs, so he's at home and has all his school stuff to do now and stuff like that, i mean i still talk to him online and on the phone but thats about all

Weezer10GK: danielle!

guajiragoddess: why didnt you talk to us about this before?

Weezer10GK: bc i hold everything in till i blow up

Weezer10GK: thats my style

Weezer10GK: it sucks but i cant help it

Weezer10GK: bc when im with everyone and when i would say something we would be doing something cool and i didnt want to wreck the good time

guajiragoddess: but we love you

Weezer10GK: and now i feel like i dont ave a best friend at all, bc you and dork are, craig and meg, janet and mel, adam and ryan

Weezer10GK: nicole and _______

guajiragoddess: aw, i dont really have a best friend, seriously, its not that important...everyone hangs out with everyone

guajiragoddess: i mean think about it, i didnt have a "best friend" all through high school

Weezer10GK: but it is important for me bc i dont just share my feelings/emotions/shit with anyone, i tell one person and thats how i get it off my chest so i dont blow up, before i would tell dork, then craig, now no body so now i just blow up like last night. it might not be important to you, but i have a reason why its important to me

Weezer10GK: its not about hanging out with someone a lot

Weezer10GK: its about talking

guajiragoddess: ah

Weezer10GK: and i cant talk to anyone

guajiragoddess: you can talk to me

guajiragoddess: you dont have to label
me "best friend" to be able to do that

Weezer10GK: i know i can talk to any of my friends and they would listen, but i just cant, i dont know why i just cant

guajiragoddess: i'm probably the most open-minded liberal you'll ever find....

Weezer10GK: i know and thats why i dont talk to you bc its probably harder for you to understand the meaning behind some of the things i woudl say bc you are so open minded and im not

guajiragoddess: lol

guajiragoddess: nice point

Weezer10GK: lol, thanks, i know what im talking about ;-)


and if you guys actually read all of this youre awesome....thanks danielle

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:: 2004 22 September :: 12.12 am

shitty night
had a 3 page paper due tomorrow on how this one article applies to my latin america class....its quite obvious...the article takes place in brazil and it focused on the progress of the nation, and thats exactly what were talking about in class. there isnt much to expand on there, so my paper is the shittiest paper ive ever written in my life and is only 2 pages.

part two: friends

ive been thinking a lot lately about my friends from home.
1. has changed so much and is being an asshole and i dont want to talk to this one and wont crawl back when i get really bored one night.
2. wont listen to me when i know from experience exactly what im talking about and am trying to look out for this one so that they dont fuck up like i did
3. i never see this one very much. when i do i dont have as much fun as i used to, its my own fault though. things change even when people say they wont.
4. ive only been really mad at this person once in my life and it wasnt even a big deal, but lately ive been in a super shitty mood and they made me feel better, thanks, dont take my mood personal, im sorry if i take shit out on you.

some people are in the clear. if you really want to know who the numbers are just ask me.

i might even be able to tell you more tomorrow bc i probably wont sleep much tonight....oh well, shit happens.

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:: 2004 20 September :: 7.49 pm

the weekend....
good news: the church looks awesome. me and aaron are going to the beastie boys concert at cobo on the 5th of november!

bad news: i had a wicked blister on my palm from leveling out two huge piles of dirt at church and i was sick as hell sunday and am still sick.

sunday after church: i pass out onthe couch, eat a piece of pizza and fall asleep. wake up at 5, am dizzy as hell, and everything is moving on its own and ihave a fever. mom drives me back to school where i went to bed.

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:: 2004 16 September :: 4.52 pm

OW my hand hurts from playing my gee-tar too much today! :-( doesnt it just look like it is in pain and kills when anything (like the keyboard) touches it?

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