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:: 2005 27 November :: 12.37am

By Popular Demand....
For those of you interested in playing the emo game, the link is below

www.emogame.com

Actually, you'll have to copy and paste. I'm not html literate. Also, be careful when playing in front of parents and/or younger siblings. There are some rather.....graphic scenes.

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kthpkc

:: 2005 26 November :: 12.49am

So I came up with this theory after watching too many James Bond movies and eating chocolate.

Our dear friend, Kelly Bond, is one of James Bond's many illegitimate children!

This works perfectly because, according to Rachel, Kelly doesn't have a father.

Bwahahaha.

Kelly and I saw Rent this evening. It's AWESOME!!! I want the soundtrack now.

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sike-a-delic_grasshopper

:: 2005 23 November :: 9.19pm

I'm home. And already bored. If anyone wants to do anything, call me. I'm here till sunday.

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angel_bob

:: 2005 23 November :: 4.21pm

funny! SPAM SPAM SPAM!
What is the point of these e-mails? What happens?

Read more..

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angel_bob

:: 2005 23 November :: 4.14pm

I got out of work early (3 instead of 5) and that makes me happy.

Sadly, since it's bad out, I'm not allowed to go anywhere. Stupid snow. Maybe I'll go cash my paycheck.

We all should hang out this weekend.

I'm gonna go write my paper that's due at 5. Yay!

I love you all.

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1010101

:: 2005 22 November :: 8.08pm
:: Mood: content

And thus have I returned home for the holiday ^_^. Definitely feels good to be back home, though oddly enough my room here is actually considerably colder. If anyone wants to do anything though, just call me up. Hopefully you know the numbers.

Last night I kind of wound up staying up rather late tearing my mind to shreds on a program that just wouldn't work. So, at the moment I'm kind of in the mood to just fall on my mammoth fleece covered bed and sleep.

va con dios mis amigos

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 22 November :: 1.02pm

Since I don't have much to do, and don't want to start studying for all my classes or anything, I decided to start registering for classes!!!! Right now I'm up to 14 credit hours and am looking for one more class, maybe an art class for fun.

I'm feeling better today, and the lubberly side-effects of the vicodin (sleeping and dizziness) haven't hit me yet. Le w00t le w00t. Walking is also easier, so maybe Kyle won't hafta carry me down to not-Ric's-anymore when we go!!! *dances*

In other news: I need more black yarn!!!

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Shinigami

:: 2005 22 November :: 1.45am

Hi everybody! How's it going? If you couldn't tell, I'm a bit drunk right now. Um, I'm proof editing what I'm writing so if this is well written let me know. ;D I have class in the morning and Brianna is laughing at me in the backround so I'm gonna go now. I have to pee real bad. Later all!

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sike-a-delic_grasshopper

:: 2005 21 November :: 9.06pm
:: Music: Allman Brothers

So I've got the itch.....
I think I figured out my problem. I've got the itch. I haven't been on the road in a very long time. So I'm thinking of going on a roadtrip over winter break. Anyone interested? I'm not sure if I can convince my parents but if I tell them it's a preventative measure to keep me from dropping out and taking up hitchhiking or trainhopping they might let me. However if I find it to be an agreeable way of life, moreso than college, it might become permanent.

You can go ahead and call me crazy now. I'm sure I sound insane.....

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Angel_Bob

:: 2005 21 November :: 6.09pm

I know I've probably never told anyone this (my mom just heard about it today and laughed) but here's how dorky my siblings and I are:

Hannah, Nathaniel and I were playing some kind of shopkeeping game loosely based around Chrono Cross. I was the shopkeeper, Buddy was some pet and Hannah was the customer(s).

Once, Hannah came in as a "customer," snuck in the back of my shop and I was audited by an IRS agent (played by Hannah).

And apparently, NORMAL children don't do these things.

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 21 November :: 5.05pm

Yay for naps!

According to the medicine bottle, Vicodin may cause drowsiness and dizziness. So ha to dad! He thinks that I'm on my deathbed, while in reality I'm just feeling the side effects of a drug. Wooo.

Andy's going insane, it's kinda funny. He and I acted out part of Julius Caesar in the kitchen. He was Cassius and I was Brutus. We're such dorks ;p

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 21 November :: 12.49pm

Vicodin; friend or foe
I decided, after much thinking (okay, really it was just sleeping) that I would stay at home this week instead of return to school for just two days. Hell, it'd probably take me half an hour just to walk from the bus stop to Rood! (normally a ten minute walk at the most)

But anyways, I've claimed the couch as mine, the end table is laden with cough drops, water, gobstoppers, my cell phone, and the regular phone. I hafta walk to the kitchen table for my drugs ;p

I attempted to take a shower today, so my hair isn't nasty greasy anymore. That was quite a walk, though, so I'm just gonna hang at the couch for the next few hours.

Oh, apparently dad has started up God Squad again. I don't know who all that goes, but I know that Justin Erickson and his sister go (yay for Erickson!). Isn't it sad that right after we graditate, God Squad starts up again? I DEMAND A REFUND!!! <--that might be the drugs talking

Whee, dizzy!

Edit 1:42

I just threw up. It might've been the jello's fault. I wish that someone was home right now ;_;

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shinigami

:: 2005 20 November :: 10.00pm

To all smokers
I hate you.

Hm, that's a little broad. I'll clarify.

I don't hate you, I hate the decisions you make. I may not know you as a person, but I do know something about you. You sit at bars or outside on the curve smoking your fifth pack in a week, drinking your beer (or whatever the hell you drink) and itch for another one. You try and ignore the urge to scratch at it but it's always there, always in the back of your mind. And when the itch gets to be too much, you light up. It relaxes you. But it hurts you. The taste buds in your mouth scream at you in rage, for they have nothing to taste anymore. Your lung protest in agony trying to get a breath of fresh air. Mother Earth looks at you, ashamed that you would be hurting her and her people in such a way. You throw your last empty pack on the ground and rummage through your coat for the other pack that you bought with the last of your paycheck. You light up again and the itch is gone. The people next to you glare and cringe at you, you reek of this stuff. The tobacco companies love you for it and put more intoxicating chemicals into their product, telling you it's the better, smoother brand when in fact they just add more rat poison to it in hopes that you keep smoking and pass it on to your children. They don't care about you, you think, them people in their damn mansions, they don't care, but my cigarettes do, they're the only ones...You blow out the last puff of smoke and finish your beer. That's the stuff, you tell yourself, that's just what I needed. I don't need anyone but my itch. But there, behind you, all around you are the people who love you. They love you so much that they'd do anything for you, but you can't do anything for them. They see what you're doing; they see it and try to stop it. But it's useless, you've ignored them. You don't acknowledge their presence. And when you do notice them, it's too late; they've given up on you and gone. But they still love you and would do anything for you. Why would you hurt them? Why would you hurt the ones you love? They cry when they can't be with you, for you prefer something that can calm you and kill you at the same time. Instant gratification, just what the American people want, right? But it doesn't matter how much they love you, because you will only love your one and only itch.

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sike-a-delic_grasshopper

:: 2005 20 November :: 4.44am
:: Mood: antsy

I'm ready to pick up and leave. I like college and everything, but I don't know if it's what I should be doing. What I really want to do is just live in the woods, or on a commune, or travel around, or something equally outlandish. Because it seems like college is simply preparing me for a future I don't want. A future I never wanted and have been trying to avoid and put off. I guess what it comes down to is I'm sick and tired of being part of the mainstream. Because I certainly don't belong here. I mean, I knew eventually I'd get sick of it and drop out, but I thougt I had a few more years. I thought I'd get thru college at least. But here it is, almost 5 am, and I can't get to sleep cause I'm fuckin wired and wishing I was outside. It's what? like 30 degrees out? And I have the window open because I can't stand breathing stale air. You know what? I was never happier than I was last summer at camp. For all the bullshit I put up with, and the long days, I felt like the luckiest girl in the world. Because how many people get to be around horses all day and live in the woods? Even when I had to wake up at 5:30 in the morning I didn't mind all that much. I saw some amazing sunrises. God, I'm practically counting the days till I go back. But I just don't know how much more I can deal with. I'm sick of TV, the radio, cars, etc, etc.... I really just want to live on my own terms, is that so much to ask? I don't see how college is conduicive to that. There is a problem though. If perchance I drop out and go persue this grand scheme, and it doesn't work out, and I want to go back to school I am fucked. Because I'd have to pay for it myself. Which is probably why I'll stick it out. However I will be pissed if I spend all this time and money on getting a degree and then I never use it. Which I probably won't because to use most degrees you have to get a *shudder* real job. So...if you haven't noticed I really don't know where I'm going with this.

It's quite possible this will all be irrelevant by tomorrow.
Good night, or good morning if you prefer.

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kthpkc

:: 2005 19 November :: 12.40pm

Okay, so it ends up that my appendix was fine. But my left ovary was bleeding severely. I'll probably be here at Bronson all day and let out tomorrow...tonight if I'm extremely well.

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kthpkc

:: 2005 18 November :: 9.08pm

Just as Rachel stated, yes...I am going to be a part of the appendix-less cult in a matter of a few hours. Third one of the family this year. Next will be mom.

Tara and I bonded over stolen latex gloves in a room at Sindacuse Health Center. She is seriously the best roommate in the world. I feel bad about all that I've made her go through today ^^" Tara, you're the best!

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angel_bob

:: 2005 18 November :: 8.20pm

So Katie is having her appendix removed.

Tonight.

Please pray for her.

She's still down in Kalamazoo at Bronson Hospital. I will probably go down there tomorrow, depending on how she's doing, if she's there and how the weather is faring. So if anyone wants to come along, I'll drive.

Oh, I forgot you're all not around here. Well if you want to come, find your way over here or be ready to pay me gas money to come get you.

I love you all.

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1010101

:: 2005 18 November :: 5.50pm
:: Mood: lonely

Hmm, so suddenly, I feel very lonely. I'm not sure where that came from, but I am. I've made a decent number of friends in the dorm. They're all nice, a little bit crazy, but still pretty clean (kind of like the old group back home, but two years older). I'm still friends with Rachael, who has been the savior of my weekends (if not for her, I'd have moped my way through every single weekend here not doing anything with anyone). Still though, I feel like I should be somewhere doing something with someone right now, but there's no one.

I have some work to do, an essay and a programming project. I can BS my way through the essay, and the program should be pretty easy once I get started. Still, I just really don't want to work right now. I don't want to sit on my ass either, but unfortunately the prospect of breaking in my chair is a somewhat more desireable prospect than researching some racial scientists of the late 19th century (by the way, the topic of race... ....I'm sick of it, no matter what anyone says, it's total bullshit. The difference is in culture, we are not all the same, because we have different cultures, but we are not all different in that our bodies are ultimately of the same basic design. That's all there is to it.).

I've been trying to write again lately. I can't say I've written much, but with any luck, I'll manage to get some work done in that area. Why am I not writing now since I have nothing better to do? Well because I'm not really in the proper mood, and I don't want to force it.

So yeah, to sum things up, I'm bored and lonely. Pardon this sad little entry in my journal. 'Tis not even dramatic and depressing, or happy, fun and sickeningly cute, just kind of blah, and such a step down after my massive (and apparently generally well received) rant on xanga.

Oh, on a more useful and informative note, I'm coming home this coming wednesday, possibly even this coming tuesday ^_^ (provided my bloody writing prof. cancels class like she should *shakes fist menacingly in general direction of Dr. Fernandez*). So let me know if you want to hang out sometime once I have returned ^_^.

Oh, and a bit of a heads-up. I'm quite seriously considering having a bit of a party on my birthday (the 19th of december in case you forgot). I figure it might be a good opportunity for us all to hang out in a big group like we used to before this dreaded thing called college snatched us all away, erm, and before we all kind of became boring and antisocial over the summer (no offense to anyone, I did it too). Oh yeah, and if I do wind up having a party and any bad blood is stirred up, I will insert a sobe bottle in your rectum, broken or whole (I have about 12 of those on my desk right now, and I figure I could put them to good use). So yeah, everyone here, let me know what you all think about the idea.

Hopefully you are all having an awesome start to your weekend.

Va con Dios mis amigos.

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 18 November :: 9.04am
:: Mood: in pain

So I'm not exactly a narcoleptic zombie anymore. I just feel like someone stabbed a knife into my innards and has twirled it around. Yeah, fuck it hurts. It started last night when I was up in bed. Believe me, it was fun trying to get out of bed.

All I want right now is a cuddle buddy to hug me and give me backrubs, and my mommy.

And some medication would be highly appreciated as well ;_;

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 17 November :: 1.29pm

So....I feel like shit.

I want to sleep, even though I've slept for more than 12 hours.

I am a narcoleptic zombie.

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