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2006 10 March :: 10.57am
242 days
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17 days
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12 1/2 hours
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I love you :-)
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2006 9 March :: 2.53pm
Jessi and I are totally having a Facebook orgy right now!!!
TRUE STORY!
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2006 8 March :: 8.43pm
I really can't wait. 3 more weeks!!!! 3 more weeks!!!!
Oh my gosh.
I'm so excited.
I can't hold this secret in any longer! I'm going to burst!
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2006 5 March :: 11.41pm
November 8.
I love you.
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We are so wonderful to each other. We belong together. We are so strong. We will become even stronger. I've never felt so peaceful wrapped in your arms. It all happens for a reason.
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2006 5 March :: 10.53am
This is going to be the hardest secret we'll have to keep. But well worth it.
It's going to be okay. It's going to be amazing.
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2006 5 March :: 10.27am
My parents just dropped 50 on an SSR yesterday! Holy crap. They were working and saw it and then just decided to buy it. It's really cool and I get to drive it to the beach this summer. It's a convertible, too. And the color changes. Aqua Blur. AHHHH.
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2006 2 March :: 2.24pm
I want to go on a trip. A big one. I'm so excited.
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2006 2 March :: 1.55pm
Hmmm. Well, my car finally did start. AHHH. That always happens. And I didn't have any class to go to or anything. I was just waiting around. Today was interesting. My table service class is going to be fun. I think.
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2006 1 March :: 8.16am
GRRRRRR
THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS!
DANG YOU! ! ! ! !
Now I'm stuck here. Probably for hours.
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2006 24 February :: 12.43pm
There's a fire forming, not too far from here
Along the east coast maybe, it resides in you, my dear
Worn out on our courtesy, we've made our curtain calls
Like vampire bats deprived of blood, into the New York City night we crawl
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2006 21 February :: 10.14pm
Oh my goodness.
That was an awesome time. Went to the Grand Culinary Affair. Pretty cool. My feet ache like whoa though cause I wore stupid shoes. It was worth it. Tickets were $65 so I was happy I got to go. There was a lot of awesome food and I saw a lot of people I worked with and knew. I'm glad my aunt had a good time.
The most fun was the dart game. For $20 you get 2 throws. You aim at chef hats and then people pull cards out and the number on it corresponds to a gift. Well I didn't ever think I'd play cause it was so much, but my aunt gave me $40 to do it. So I threw and won 2 things... It was so cool. I got my knife kit for school, and normally it'd be about $250 or so...And I got a cookbook so that's pretty neat. It was a good time.
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2006 21 February :: 2.55pm
Standing in the hall here. haha. I so did not write my paper......
That's not good.
Tonight is the Grand Culinary Affair and I'm taking my Aunt with me. It should be pretty nice.
I ran a mile and a half today. And didn't eat anything. But I'll probably eat tonight.
Bah. I missed class last Thursday cause of the weather, now I didn't write my paper...
Well I should probably actually go do something for class.
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2006 20 February :: 12.57pm
:: Music: The Shins
It was a really great weekend. And beautiful.Just really reminds me of why we're together.
I love him.
Sometimes it's just really nice. You have to remember the beauty in things.
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2006 16 February :: 7.17pm
:: Music: Vermilion, Pt. 2
I won't let this build up inside of me...
Ahhhhh our power is out!
I have like, 7 candles lit in my room. Our house will probably catch fire...
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I hate this crap.
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2006 16 February :: 3.48pm
So spill my blood.
Midnight skies turned scarlet red.
I told you I was really sick. Then you don't call or anything.
At least I have someone who cares.
I feel like falling off the face of the earth again to you. At least for a day or so.
Whatever. That whole entry probably didn't make sense!
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2006 16 February :: 1.05pm
Oooooh. I think I heard thunder.
Yeah. I'm not going to class today. I'd probably get stuck in GR when the storm hit.
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2006 15 February :: 10.28pm
I've never been so tired in my life.
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2006 15 February :: 10.06pm
I don't know where to begin.
It's just sad.
People get replaced so fast.
A vendor my dad worked with, a really nice guy, was trying to plan a meeting for them to work out some stuff.
Thursday my dad calls saying he's kind of busy and if they can reschedule it for Friday.
Friday the guy calls saying he's not feeling too good maybe Monday.
Then he dies.
They buried him today.
My dad really didn't want to have to call the company, but they said they'd get someone to fix things.
Someone called 20 minutes later to take the other's place.
My dad felt really weird about deleting the guy's number out of his phone.
I would feel weird, too.
Everyone just gets replaced so fast.
I haven't felt very well today.
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2006 14 February :: 8.46pm
Turn out the lights. My life, on standby. :-(
This weekend was different. Saturday Charlie and I drove all the way up to Gaylord to go to this restaurant called Legends on the Hill. It's at Treetops resort. Three hours away. It's where I wanted to go for New Years but we couldn't. He said he never forgot. And that felt really nice. When we got there it was totally different than we expected. Freezer paper tablecloths, the works. I just laughed. I don't think we needed a bigger sign that said "We're not from around here". But I laughed. The ride was nice. The talking. The silence. The laughing. Everything. All the gas stations we had to stop at so I could pee. Haha. It's a beautiful relaxing town that looks like Switzerland. I asked him to pull over on the way back so I could give him a ring that I'd gotten him.
Monday I spent the night there and waited up for him to get home from work. I stopped The Big Lebowski and jumped out of bed to greet him at the door with a hug. But he was upset and held on tight.
His mom has cancer.
But I have this feeling and I can't explain it. I've been praying so much for her to get better. I just have this feeling like it's not her time yet. How could I know such a thing? When I told him "It's going to be okay." He asked "How do you know?" And I had no idea. I just feel like how could God take such a wonderful person away like that. Maybe it just doesn't feel real. She has so many people who love her. And a new grand-daughter. She feels that our lives are pre-destined so she doesn't want to get treatment. I don't know. But I feel like she's going to be okay. I hope so. :-(
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2006 14 February :: 8.20pm
:: Music: HH- Life On Standby
I need you now, more like yesterday, the last day I could see you smile.
It's felt more real than ever before.
Waiting. Waiting.
Till I could hold you.
I'm sorry. I wish I could take it all away.
I just know
It's going to be okay.
There's too much sadness.
It's going to be okay.
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2006 13 February :: 1.13pm
I'm giddy like I used to be. I think that's a good sign. I haven't been giddy in a while. I feel a lot of love.
Today we went to the Amway. It was pretty cool getting to see what goes on behind the scenes. I almost forgot about the tour today. Then I took a test. I think I did pretty well.
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Quit coming up with excuses you're going to blow us all off anyway. You already have.
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2006 12 February :: 3.51pm
Yesterday was a lot of fun. The ride was long but it was nice. :-)
He never forgot. It felt good.
He means more to me than he will ever know.
It was a good day.
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2006 9 February :: 11.19pm
Today was a really good day. Had some fun with my good ol friend Becca. Took a test that I think I did fairly well on. Talked to my love. He makes me so happy. I played the guitar a lot and actually learned a whole song and it sounds good. I love it. Tomorrow's going to be really nice too. And fun. And awesome. I'm excited. :-) So yeah, that's what's been going on. The other night at work, we did a bridal tasting where all these brides come in, along with all our vendors, and we just make a bunch of fancy stuff. It was pretty neat. We had our Choc. fountain out too. Yummy. Works been going well.
Anyway, that's about it.
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2006 6 February :: 10.57pm
Am I sleeping with my eyes wide?
Am I alone?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?
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I really didn't go to class today. Test too. I missed it. I didn't write my paper for Survey but we can miss one so that's okay. Tomorrow I have class then work. Hopefully I only have to do prep so I don't have to work too late. Wednesday I have to get up early and go to class. Then breakfast with my Char. Then mommy's birthday. This is going to be one carazy week. We shall see.
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2006 6 February :: 4.35pm
:: Music: Copeland
Quiet now, your voice seems miles away. Yet somehow I hear your song resound, A little bit softer each day,
And from my tired heart, a little bit farther away
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It's got me wishing for the past and hating myself. I love you, now stop it. It's going to be just fine.
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"I’ll sing along
The whole day through
Just do your best to hear me
It’s all you can do
You have my attention
Like you’ve had all the while
Since that first day when you made my heart smile
With loving eyes and tired sighs that flow
You have my attention
Like a shout through an empty sanctuary
Speak but a whisper"
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2006 2 February :: 12.15pm
Let's go now, into the darkness of your thoughts.
Asleep with one eye open so i can see you breathing, I follow your chest.
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2006 1 February :: 6.22pm
It's a crazy world.
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2006 31 January :: 10.02pm
Ugh. I don't even care! Pfft.
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2006 30 January :: 4.08pm
:: Music: Aiden- See You In Hell...
Got up at 6. Went to class. Went to Meijer to get some food. Slept. Grandma called from the Greenville Hospital. Grandpa's in there. Someone hit them. BAD. Grandpa's hurt. All because of some stupid person who probably shouldn't have been driving in the first place. He's got 4 broken ribs and they're keeping him overnight. Grandma's shaken up and bruised. The Tahoe is TOTALED. I'm glad it wasn't worse though. But I'm really upset. Grandma was so happy to pay off the truck, too. Now they have nothing and they're hurt. I love my grandparents so much that makes me so upset. :-(
I'm making Char birthday dinner tonight. Stuffed shells and black forest cake. Happy Birthday.
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2006 29 January :: 10.25pm
Yesterday was a blast!
Char and I went to Townsend Park and it was really pretty out. WE went to eat at The Melting Pot. FONDUE! hahaha. Then we went to look at houses in East GR. Then we went back home and hung out. I got tickets to Arenacross for Char's b-day :-) It was soooooo fun and our seats were really really good. About 3 rows up from the tarp. haha. So we could see everything. The best part was when the 7/8 year-olds raced. It was so adorable. Char and I are convinced we need dirt bikes now! oh yeah!
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