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2004 16 September :: 11.49am
I just had the funniest conversation EVER with the madre today. Ooooo man. Ask me, I might tell you.
her- "Im serious, Patrice."
::as I die laughing::
me- "So am I"
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2004 16 September :: 9.07am
Dreamtime
So I had this dream. It was weird. Jackie and I and Elisa were at school and Jackie offered to drive us home. But then she remembered she forgot her car at home. (?). So yeah. We had to walk to Elisa's house then to my house then Jackie was going to walk back to school.
Then Elisa turned kind of into Jill. And we were walking down Milwaukee and all these stores were there that I never saw before. Jackie told me it was because I never took the time to look for these stores, but they were always there. It was because I was walking instead of driving past them.
So we went into this one and it had all these weird dresses and such. Then we went into a christmas store and I started coughing up blood and the store owner told me to stop before I ruined her xmas decorations. So then we left and Jackie was complaining about walking back to school, so I told her my dad would drive her back. Then we got to my house and my dad wasn't there and everyone's stuff was gone except mine. So I figured they moved without me. But I really didn't care.
So yeah. That was that.
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2004 14 September :: 8.05am
:: Mood: crappy
Schools not going to be fun today.
I feel so gross, I haven't had a good nights sleep in about a week, my back hurts, my head hurts, I can't stop coughing, and just AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
-.-
Ok. I'm done complaining. Adios Chicitos.
-Patrice
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2004 13 September :: 9.18pm
:: Music: Back 2 Good- Matchbox20
My brother asked his ex-girlfriend, Sam, to homecoming tonight. I had to drive him over to her house and my mom had bought special teddy bear shaped cookies, flowers, and a tiny stuffed animal for him to give her. So I watched from my car. She gave him three hugs. I laughed. Then he got in the car and i asked him if he still liked her. He said yes, even though they had gone out in like 7th grade.
"Actually, it was 6th and 7th" he said.
"Ah long term relationship" I laughed.
She broke up with him if i recall it correctly. She was a nice girl though...i can see them being one of those couples...the football player and cheerleader...and going out for like a few years. Scary.
Ah well it was cute.
~Jackie
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2004 13 September :: 1.12pm
:: Mood: crappy
i was going to put this under friends only...and then private...but i figure no one reads this anyway...not only that, but maybe everyone should read this.
a few days ago i meant to post a letter i wrote to everyone. i just forgot to bring my notebook with me. it apologized because im taking opportunities from my friends and people around me that deserve them more than i do. and so for that i apologize. i dont feel as bad any more because those opportunites are coming around to them.
last night i upset neil, again. as well as sandy. and for that im sorry too.
just dont listen to me.
i dont think ill visit neil this weekend. i promised i wouldnt call him all this week. he watns to miss me.
you probably shouldnt talk to me this week either...because i can almost guarentee i wont be in a good mood.
so im sorry for all of that and whatever else i should be.
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2004 12 September :: 11.08am
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:-\
The two greatest faces ever.
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2004 11 September :: 12.57am
:: Mood: blah
Today was not my day.
Work was odd. Was $40 under because of damn Ken and damn ticketing and damn damnness. Urrgh. Saw Jackie and David and Melanie though. That was fun.
Took a box of popcorn home from work. The sister and I are still working on it. Yuuuuuuummmm.....
-Patrice
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2004 8 September :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: calm
so tonight i went to the BEAT (Bringing Education About Tobacco) meeting today.
it was fun actually. im really starting to be able to get out ideas so that'll be a help in those horrible officer meetings where i cant come up with any good ideas.
erm...i didnt bring my notebook...i wrote what i wanted to post next in here...ill go get it.
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2004 8 September :: 10.13pm
My Dream
My family...or maybe just me ...we had a slurpee/smoothie maker. And I went to this place and I thought it was cool because it made those in like minutes (cuz it doesn’t anyway??? lol) and so I made 4...1 for each member of my family
Then I was with my gym class and like this spirit came...or a ghost or something (he was somehow connected to my family too) and we were getting ready to meet him (he came out of like a magic lamp or something) so someone was like...we should give him the smoothies...I’m like....err.... but I didn’t tell them that they were meant for my family because I figured I could make more
So someone (it may have been Melanie) helped me to make more...but we had to make 4 different flavors because they were all out of the ones I was supposed to make and I had no idea how I’d explain the fact that the flavors were wrong to my family. So anyway the guy came and he put up walls all around us and Mr. Morrello tried to explain that we had to go to classes but the guy wanted us to stay with him and never interact with the outside world.
Everyone was kind of freaking out...but at the same time no one quite understood what the walls meant. Then he was like I can do this too and he grabbed me and put up walls around the two of us and Mr. Morrello was like...that’s not cool you shouldn’t do that
So then I think I started getting claustrophobic and I was panicking and the guy felt bad. I was complaining that I couldn’t breathe because I started realizing before everyone else that we were going to be stuck here. So everyone got on a bus to go back to my house but he rushed me back there with him. We went to the like the attic and he started kissing me and he was all happy and didn’t want anyone to come ruin it. It was like his first kiss or something (don’t know how I kissed a ghost lol) and then people arrived and he was trying to find anyway to keep us from the rest of the world. That’s all I remember. It was weird though.
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2004 7 September :: 10.49pm
:: Mood: Hmm...
:: Music: Grease
"We convince ourselves that life will be better after we graduate, when we get a boyfriend/girlfriend, when we break up with the boyfriend/girlfriend, when summer gets here, when we go to college, when we get married, when we have kids...and on it goes. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when we get our driver's license, when we get a car, when we get a nicer car, when we can afford a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Alfred D. Souza said, 'For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin-real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first-a rough week, the big game, an injury of a cold. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.' This perspective helps to see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with special people, special enough to spend your time with...and remember that time waits for no one.
So stop waiting until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you lose ten pounds, until you gain ten pounds, until Friday night, until Sunday morning, until sport season, until you turn 16, or 18, or 21, until your song comes on, until this day is over, or this week is over, or this month is over, or this year is over. Like who you are. Like who you are with. Like what you have. Like where you are. Happiness is a journey, not a destination."
Thanks Sarah-dude. You started a trend. ;-)
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2004 7 September :: 9.00pm
Dream
So you know those crazy flashback dreams? I had one of those the other night. It was weird. 6th grade stuff. Which means no fun. Yeah. Ok. Bye.
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2004 6 September :: 10.20pm
So I decided that I'm going back to the good old days...you know, the days where I worshipped actors and musicians... Melanie and I worked out guys into three groups according to Hanson.
See, theres Isaac, who is a 'Hot Guy', Taylor a "Pretty Guy' and Zac, "The Chunky, but still cute guy"
See Johnny Depp is inbetween being pretty and hot...hes definitely both, Orlando is pretty, Shawn Ashmore...pretty, Heath Ledger...pretty. Lots of pretty guys. Haha it was a fun night.
I was thawing out. (Melanie would get this hehe)
And falling in love with fake people instead of real people. Fake guys are sooo much better to fall in love with. You can obsess over them and they will think its normal becuase lots of people do it! Isaac is so hot when he sings "Ain't No Sunshine When Shes Gone" :D ::Deep sigh:: See everything is better when you think about how great a fake guy is lol. I really like those guys that sing...or sing and act...like Heath in 10 things i hate about you. When he sings to her from the bleachers ::SIGH:: That was the best movie moment ever. And the poem at the end is cool...
I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick --
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh --
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way
I don't hate you --
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
And then they get together and its all happy.
Ok back to my Hansoness and working on my Purdue Application to turn in tomorrow. Bye
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2004 6 September :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: angry/exhasted/sad/tired/rushed/accomplished/sick/
i just finished a three day, non-stop working weekend.
building and painting...
im not trying to do my homework and find time to go get my work clothes for tmro, my first day of work.
wed. we start crew and thurs. im training.
i have a job, im in all-state, im an officer, im trying to do my homework, im making friends, im not a total idiot, im in two anti-drug programs...
this is better than anyone on either side of my family, yet im not good enough.
im still getting yelled at for my room...
who the fuck cares? no one sees it, not even me!
all i wanted to do this weeked was see neil because i miss him so much.
but all i go to do was use ten gallons of paint in ten hours.
woo.
im tired and i want to sleep.
i have a headache.
my gums/teeth hurt. (wisdom teeth are moving in)
i wasted my weekend with people i dont know.
i have so much to do.
and have done so little of it.
my voice is gone.
and my body hurts.
all i want to do is sleep.
but this is just my break and then hello to another day with only a few hours of sleep
so if i look tired tmro.
that's why.
goodnight.
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2004 6 September :: 1.28am
:: Mood: Congested. Yum.
Awww Look At The Dog
So. I am officially sick. Woo yeah.
Saw Garden State again. Amazing, as usual. Can't stand Zach Braff still. Urgh.
Sandy was so funny. There's a part..where the dog humps the guy's leg. Right before that, the dog walks up and everyone else in the theatre can tell whats about to happen. Sandy goes "awwwwww.." then the dog starts..umm. yeah. I almost died. Haha. Good times.
Work wasn't bad. I'm too "innocent" I decided. Don't know what a "square" is. Well. Now I do. Poor innocent me.
Now I really don't feel good. So I'm going to try sleeping. Although it won't work. ::shrugs:: I want Caribou, in case anyone's wondering.
You know what I'm going to tell myself wheneveer I feel like complaining alot or over-reacting? There are people who have it worse. It helps. makes you feel bad for wanting to complain.
So yeah
Much love my friends.
-Patrice
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2004 4 September :: 3.45pm
:: Mood: chipper
Chipper makes me sound like a bird
So. my horoscope told me today that either I should A) completly slack off all day and not do anything productive or B) Finish all my "chores". Then my other horoscope told me to over-indulge. That made me think of chocolate cake. Haha.
So. Screw photo. Screw lit. Screw trig. Screw cleaning my room. Screw colleging. I need a day off. Atleast until 5:45. :-P
So take that. Ha.
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