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2004 13 January :: 7.34pm
""I will not say "do not weep", for not all tears are an evil."
~Gandalf LotR: RotK"
It was Britany's away messge I liked it. Not only is it from LoTR, but it's awesome. ::nods::.....Grrr, so do you want to know how STUPID I am?! So, I'm excited..only one final tomorrow...guess what the ONE THING I forget at school is? Just guess....yep...my chem book....Gaaaahhhrrrr...and tomorrow's gonna suck cuz I have a first period final and no fifth and no 6th, and no1 I know is leaving till sixth....gahr. I'll have to find Meenal. Meeeeennnaalll? Where are you???... :-(.....So who's going to crew tomorrow? I wanted to go tonight, but once again FiNaLs!!! Joyous....::rolls eyes:: So, tomorrow I will try to go. I don't have any hard finals thursday...well I have band....::SHOCK:: OH NO PATRICE! HOW WILL YOU LIVE WITH THAT?!?! I don't know, I don't know....
So I dled the song Pippin sings in RoTK. I wanna see that movie again soo bad. Mel and I might go after finals. You come too. It'll be a par-tay. I watched Tuck Everlasting. I love that movie. Stupid Winnie. I wanna kick her. If those eyes....gaaahhh... I would drink 30 pounds of that water to stay with him forever...Hmmm hmm..newho..dinnertime..then back to chem....see yous later! Luck on finals!
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2004 12 January :: 12.03am
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: iuno
theatre fest
okie so this is a long story, and if you went, chances are you know it all and wont need to read this......well....no one needs to read this, its more a matter of curiosity. yes...done analyzing.
so we left after seventh period on thursday...and i had to pee the whole trip. we watched blues brothers, well i talked mostly...brittany mead slept and casey slept on angelique...wender fell asleep doing his latin and chris nearly fell asleep...eventually jackie ended up next to wender (who would have guessed) after he woke up and they talked and brittany woke up too...okie...so enough of that...um...we stopped to pee....um...then we arrived and we went to the hotel, which was several seperate cabins, each containing eight rooms. the downstairs rooms, i believe, are smaller, but the upstairs rooms had two levels, a bed on each, a couch and two tv's, a kitchen with a fridge, dishwasher, sink, stove, microwave, pots and pans, cutlery, a strainer, a measuring cup, a spatula, a serving spoon, and a ladle! twas exciting...oh yea and two bathrooms...twas nuts..it was a large apartment...patrice and jackie slept upstairs, jill and i slept downstairs, and angelique slept on the pull out couch.
spencer, neil, wender, nick, and chris slept in a room in the next building upstairs on the other side of the building....its difficult to explain...well...they went to the gas station to stock up on food because, well, you know guys...and i had gotten sick the day before and complained and blew my nose the whole time...my throat hurt and the only lozenge i had i accidently swallowed...so we had twenty minutes or so before we had the orientation meeting...thats when the guys went...but they didnt tell us so i couldnt get any soft kleenex's (my nose really hurt) or sore throat things...then we went and it was sort of boring, but meh...the lady told a story and she spent too long on the introduction part so it was like blah! but it was a good story otherwise. then we went back to the hotel (motel?) and i asked if neil and spencer would go with us to get food and my stuff from the gas station...and they told us after they figured out what we were doing because we had about twenty minutes between returning and going to the meeting where we would get our tickets for shows. but we didnt end up going and then it was nearly lights out...but jill wasnt feeling well and they had hot chocolate (the guys) and so we wanted some, but we all had changed into our pajamas already, and they were still fully dressed, at least, everyone but neil. when i called he said "hold on, let me put some pants on" ::rolls eyes:: he was wearing shorts. so they made us go over to their cabin (gr) to get food and then spencer was like 'tell jill to feel better', which, he probably should've come himself to tell her that but no matter.
the next day is another longer story, so ill tell that tmro...i need sleep. finals are this week.
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2004 11 January :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: blank
Hey!
Hi!!! Patrice is home! I'm so not excited. Finals. Blah. Theatre fest was awesome!! The hotel room was amazingly awesome and the workshops...well I loved two of them. And...most...of the plays were good. There was a hot guy...with cool shoes...hehe. I saw him alot. I liked him. Then Harvey was really good. And so was the Murder Room. I laughed. Make up was ok...I mean, wasn't what I expected. But I did get cool face paint ::wink:: pillow fights were fun. Chicken props pie...Theatre education workshop was fun too. I wanna go to ISU now and study that with a minor in english. ::nods:: Hopefully i can get in. I talked to Justin when I was there. That was cool. I haven't talked to him in forever.
So today, I got my haircut...not much of a difference but it looks "tame" according to jill. Lol. Then I studied. then I uploaded a story to fictionpress.net and another to fanfiction.net. Anywho, Off to shower and study. So I shall see you bright and early tomorrow ::SMILE!!!::
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2004 7 January :: 7.02pm
:: Music: I Hope You Dance
Horoscopes
So, sometimes horoscpes seem so far fetched while others seem so WOW ITS LIKE ITS ME TALKING! And other times, it's just like...No shit...I coulda told you that...this is one of those...gave me a jolly good life. Kinda weird that it came today though...
Taurus(April 20 - May 20)
If your own insecurities have been worrying you about your abilities as a communicator, now may be the time to push through these self-made limitations. It's really not about what others might be saying (or not saying). It's what you feel about yourself. If you are starting off from a place of low self-esteem, then nothing on the outside will make you feel any better. This is about the inner work you now must do in order to feel fulfilled.
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2004 7 January :: 4.42pm
I scored a 59% on the "How Vernon Hills are you?" Quizie! What about you?
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2004 7 January :: 4.07pm
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: incubus
i found her!
so i found jen! i lost her...she went home...she wasnt feeling well...im sooo excited for theatre fest!!! yea......thats all i got...
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2004 6 January :: 12.42am
I promise no more surveys, I was just bored...
What is your favorite.. | gum: | Strawberry bubbleicius..yeah freshmen health | restaurant: | Pappadeaux | drink: | Orangish drinks | season: | Winter or Fall | type of weather: | SNOW!!! Or rain | emotion: | Loved..is that an emotion? You know..feeling included and like someone actually cares about you | thing to do on a half day: | Sledding...we should have a half day ::nods:: | late-night activity: | Being with friends...when I'm allowed to be out past 10:30...and being outside, its purdy | sport: | gymnastics, crazy flexible people | city: | London..never been... | store: | World Market | When was the last time you.. | cried: | One hour ago | played a sport: | Today, I bowled | laughed: | An hourish ago...Nick sent me the Badger video thing..Wooo | hugged someone: | Jorie...after New Years...thats a long time comsidering the people I know are all huggy types...well one or two.. | kissed someone: | My cat... humanwise...my parents a long time ago... | felt depressed: | Today at crew | felt elated: | Bowling | felt overworked: | Now...damn me being easily persueded.. | faked sick: | Not since the good ol' cross country camp days | lied: | Today..about something stupid..can't remember | What was the last.. | word you said: | Good night | thing you ate: | Tacos | song you listened to: | Concrete Angel | thing you drank: | water | place you went to: | crew | movie you saw: | Freaky Friday | movie you rented: | One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest | concert you attended: | TSO...Hehe..yay | Who was the last person you.. | hugged: | Jorie | cried over: | | kissed: | My cat | danced with: | Benton...at homecoming, i dont dance often | shared a secret with: | Jill | had a sleepover with: | Jackie | called: | My sister | went to a movie with: | Jackie, Yasamin, Melanie, Meenal, Katherine, Benton, Wender, Hul, Kyle, Lisa, Jessica...is that all?? | saw: | Nonfamily would be David | were angry with: | Senor Jerkhead Phelan | couldn't take your eyes off of: | Not your first guess | obsessed over: | Your first guess | Have you ever.. | danced in the rain: | Yeah!!! | kissed someone: | Nope..and proud of it! Not really..optimism is good right..? | done drugs: | Nope :-) | drank alcohol: | yeah...its not good...never again though | slept around: | Yesterday...haha...nooo..Never! | partied 'til the sun came up: | Ummm...New Years...yep....I stayed up til 8:30 watching the Tribe....Abe Messiah | had a movie marathon: | Yeaaah! At the Moore's house, I think was the last time...Wishbone was it?? | gone too far on a dare: | On a dare?? Umm, I plead the fifth... | spun until you were immensely dizzy: | yeah! It was so much fun...in the good old days of midsummer...until stupid people tryed stuff...grrr.. I ahte Matt | taken a survey quite like this before: | Yeah, thousands |
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!
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2004 6 January :: 12.22am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: matchbox twenty
bah! bah to my own head!
you know how you have those habits and you try so hard to get rid of them...but you cant stop? but then once, you finally succeed, or maybe you havent yet...my habits were chewing my nails and eating too much...so i stopped cutting my toenails, which goes in with chewing fingernails...and i got sick and got off my normal eat everything in sight schedule...i lost ten pounds and got real toenails...but i gained the weight back and my toenails are gone again!! gahhh fuck the holidays...fuck being bored (jen lol salt will!) aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh am so pissed....so now i gotta start all over on everything!
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2004 6 January :: 12.14am
:: Mood: playful
:: Music: matchbox twenty
lol
battlestarre: i love you to death but your stress isnt going to kill me lol
BlkCandy: i like that quote it makes jen sense
battlestarre: the i love you to death? lol
BlkCandy: lol
BlkCandy: ya
battlestarre: i dont know if i like htat phrase tho....."i love you to death" is saying....the moment you die...i wont love you any more...and everyone and his brother knows that you miss and still love people when they die
battlestarre: right?
BlkCandy: i love you till complete death
BlkCandy: i duno
BlkCandy: we gotta make somthign up
battlestarre: til complete death lol?
battlestarre: does that mean til youve checked and are shur?
battlestarre: lol
battlestarre: i love you to my death :-D
battlestarre: its kinda hard to love when youre dead
battlestarre: its kinda hard to do much of anything
battlestarre: you can lay
battlestarre: you can look like yourself...maybe a little discoloured and stinky....well.....maybe a little discoloured......lol
battlestarre: the smell doesnt always change much
battlestarre: we shud shower the dead people
BlkCandy: jorie
BlkCandy: shh
battlestarre: what?
BlkCandy: read waht you wrote and then tell me that's a normal conersation
battlestarre: it is with myself
battlestarre: i always think about weird stuff like htat
battlestarre: lol i just forget before i get to tell anyone
battlestarre: and theyd only have that reaction anyway
battlestarre: but the girl who used to race oreo o's is telling me am strange
battlestarre: ::sigh::
BlkCandy: yea that's why i dont' talk to her
battlestarre: lol
battlestarre: hey jen...i was thinking about dead people and that brought to mind the book pet semetary cuz the animals come alive....and smell and they cant wash away the smell...and that made me think of animals i had and that made me think of my hampster and that made me think of my hampster from today and that made me think of loren and then i rememberd how you said you wanted to go to church....well if i dont go...cuz you know how things keep ending up...ama pray for you....you and lisa...but more for you...lol........lisa to find something....anything to hold on to that will hold her back
battlestarre: you to relax a bit
battlestarre: all that thought took like a second
battlestarre: then i was just hinking how youre sick so much* and you could be a pharmacist and i could just imagine you pulling out a prescription and going cannibus...hey wait...um....i know what that means in latin! lol
BlkCandy: lmao
BlkCandy: i love you jorie
battlestarre: yea i love you too!
battlestarre: wait why do you love me now?
*with asthma and allergies
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2004 5 January :: 11.07pm
I feel like I'm gonna cry. I don't know why. Crew sucks. Everything sucks. I hate feeling jealous. Wishing I was somewhere where I wasn't and wanting to talk to someone who someone else got to spend time with. Jealous that everyone gets recongition when they deserve it except me. I hate watching phelan talk about the crewheads when I think I deserved to be up there. I hate feeling liek an idot. I can't even stack stupid wood!!! Urgh!!I I hate being selfish. I fucking hate crew. I hate Phelan. I hate myself. GAHHHR! It's onyl Monday and I already wanna just give up. this weekend needs to come faster.
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2004 5 January :: 5.02pm
:: Mood: excited
MAIL'S HERE!!!
EEP! ive never gotten so much mail in one day! not even on my birthday! i ordered a book from b+n online...that came...and for xmas i asked my parents for a subscription to national geographic so i got a thing...it was just to order more but it was exciting and then if you ordered a subscription you got a free stuffed polar bear so i got a box and i was like ::gasp:: and its soo soft and fluffy!!! and cute too! and then i got college stuff for carthrage...which i dont even know where that is but ill look at it later! it was sooo exciting! okie am done...:)
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2004 5 January :: 4.54pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: buzzz
horoscope
Greetings Virgo!
Here is your horoscope for the week of January 5 through January 11 You will feel a rush of relief as Mercury turns direct. Many of your precious plans and organized timetables may have been disrupted, and you had to go with the flow. But from Tuesday you will notice a real speeding up in your affairs. On Wednesday there is a Full Moon in Cancer, which may bring a number of issues to a head concerning aspects of your social life. Venus aspects Pluto, and brings a touch of intensity to relationships and your interactions with others
*Cuz you know, i was short on those.
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2004 5 January :: 4.30am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: ::swishh:: {cars driving by in the SNOW!
::rolls eyes:: this is stupid.
This entry is to all who think that I am in a fight with lisa.
I’M NOT
that’s all there is too it. She called me a bitch and decided to make several other accusations, some true, some entirely out of nothing…and I wrote back telling her exactly what I thought. There is nothing left. I was never really pissed off, just a little flustered that someone who hasn’t talked to me honestly in so long can say that. If you are reading this lisa, stop telling people that we wont get along. You can handle sitting in the same room with someone and not speak to them. You started this…you are “fighting” wasting your energy. I'm not scared. Its stupid. You havent talked to me in ages, and suddenly you make accusations as if you talked to me yesterday. Seriously. If you were mad at me “months ago” you should have told me…but you didn’t, so its your own fault. And honestly, if people are mad because I told them they should get a haircut, or because I said their dress makes them look younger (I did not say five), then people need to get problems. But I doubt that is all they are mad about if they are mad at all…and if they are mad, they should tell me. Otherwise, nothing gets resolved yup.
Sweet dreams to you all!
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2004 4 January :: 10.31pm
the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge! Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
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2004 4 January :: 9.39pm
World Market. You are a cultured one. planning on traveling?
What Store Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
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