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2002 2 August :: 1.20 pm
EXCITEDNESS!!!!!!! ahhhhh Warped Tour 2002 TOMORROW!! heh. this will officially be my 5th Warped Tour :0) Amazing how the years have passed.. i sat there the other day trying to remember my first one.. all I remember is the condom tent <- it was CrAzY! and how Eminem was all pissed off cuz he couldn't say Fuck soo he gave most his set to Less Than Jake ahhh INCREDIBLE performance!!!!! Then the next year was um... I don't remember lol ohhh Sevendust was at the first year too.. that was AMAZING!! one of the best performance i've ever seen.. 2nd year just kinda died lol I really don't remember much cept i went w/ Bryan & Megan .. I think that was all lol 3rd year i went w/the Pope crew.. that was soooo much fun! Mud wrestling year!!! heh last year wasn't too special .. went w/Kat, Bear , James & Nathan.. Wow. I've seen a LOT of bands heh. crazy.. its fun though to be talkin 2 someone & b like haha I've seen H2O twice or LTJ 4 times :0) heh i'm rambling but i'm just ohh soo excited haha. <- Geekiness. Lata
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2002 1 August :: 5.53 pm
:: Music: ... i'll be under your stars forever...
I think that I am happiest late at night... (you) know <3 Hmm I wonder if you thought of me at 12:20... I hope you had a good day...
Beautiful
beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sun
wonderful, you're wonderful, as wonderful as they come
and i can't help but feel attached
to the feelings i can't even match
with my face pressed up to the glass, wanting you
beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sky
wonderful, it's wonderful, to know that you're just like i
and i'm sure you know me well, as i'm sure you don1t
but you just can't tell
who you'll love and who you won't
who you'll love and who you won't
and i love you, as you love me
so let the clouds roll by your face
we'll let the world spin on to another place
we'll climb the tallest tree above it all
to look down on you and me and them
and i'm sure you know me well, as i'm sure you don't
but you just can't tell
who you'll love and who you won't
who you'll love and who you won't
who you'll love and who you won't
don't let your life wrap up around you
don't forget to call, whenever
i'll be here just waiting for you
i'll be under your stars forever
neither here nor there just right beside you
i'll be under the stairs forever
neither here nor there just right beside you
<3 u...
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2002 30 July :: 8.57 pm
I'm BACK!!! heh I bet most of you didn't even know i was gone :0) welll. I went up to Disney w/Kevin & Izzy otherwise known as Kizzy & Iven or Kevy Wevy & Jizzy. Right heh. "aka" my two best guy friends in the world who graduated 2002 & are leaving me in a few weeks
:0( very sadening grr. Well. We left 7am Sun morning & went 2 Typhoon Lagoon or as Izzy would call it Ty-Poon Lagoon. Right. Dirty boy heh. It was sooooooooo freaking hot! yeah. well it was okay, the tube slides were fun. Then we went 2 the evil body slides ::shudders:: the stupid slide.. No mats which meant that when i got 2 the bottom my bathing suit rode up & i was rubbing my bare ass all over the stupid slide. It hurt.. kinda like rug burn on my ass. Then the stupid lazy river... there was a section where people from on the bridge could shoot us w/water .. well when i tried 2 get away from them my bathing suit decided 2 break exposing my right boob for the whole entire world to see <- not fun. Yes. If things couldn't get worse I lost Kev & Izzy 4 like 3 hrs. Grr. I almost died of heat exhaustion in those 3 hrs so i went shopping and eneded up spending like $80 on practically nothing. Fun. Dance competition yadda yadda yeah. I got really pissed at Izzy.. not really guna get in2 it but i really wansn't talkin 2 him by the time he left. Kev & I just chilled the rest of the tiem.. slept a lot & had a billion cups of soda heh. 15 cups right?!? hah. we played this sensor bowling game in the arcade & i got on the high score board!! 4th place baby!!!!! wow i rock heh. I got 155 tickets and redeemed them for a flashy star necklace & temp tattoos <- they're sparkly & stars! yes yes yes! Mucho happiness. Well its Tuesday and we came home today.
3pm I got home went 2 the T-bone/baritone sectional at 4.. that was soooooo much fun! we now have 8 marching tbones.. 2 freshies! this new girl Vanessa kiks ass! another little asian punk girlie!!!! how awsome is that! The baritone sections got a pretty cute freshie named Gabino (Gabe) yeah. well. thats just bout it.. update later i suppose
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2002 26 July :: 7.59 am
Today is going to be WONDERFUL because you know that I love you...
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2002 26 July :: 3.04 am
onelonelystarrrr: i was planning to get off
ShadowCowX: whoa...
ShadowCowX: that's kinky
onelonelystarrrr: nooo off the computer dummy!
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2002 26 July :: 2.33 am
ick. 2:34am I woke myself up purposely (I know you said not to but I couldn't help it.. been doing it since 9...) and you're not here :0( ehh.. slightly disappointed but hey.. some people actually sleep at night huh? lol I'm talking to Matt right now (brodie)sooo its not alll bad... i just wish i could talk to you, thats all... I look forward to talkinng w/u around 8... <3 good night
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2002 25 July :: 12.58 am
tonight was loads of fun! sooo many people in the woohu chat!! Made some new friends which was cool & Jenna found me a new emo boy lol <3<3
HI MATT!!! heh. & Teresa! and Josh ... yeah.
Things are pretty much back to normal.. cept according 2 that stupid personality thing i'm guna go kill myself or something.. Vivi, antisocial?!? NOOO!!! sleep! good night <3
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2002 24 July :: 10.44 pm
Michiganders... how stupid sounding :0P hehe us Floridians are FAR cooler then EVERYONE! ah. well not really but :0) heh.
Michigander.. have fun 2nite.. i'm glad we straightened things out and such.. i really missed you <3
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2002 24 July :: 8.42 pm
o boy... is this telling me something??? lol
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2002 24 July :: 6.21 pm
Suddenly I feel very much relieved... Communication... what happens when there is none ::sigh:: almost 100% better now though... no more hurt, no more crying.
u.o.y.k.n.a.h.t
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2002 23 July :: 9.30 pm
its all so mechanical,
i almost wish you could see the tears streaming down my face,
god it hurts so bad,
i can't make it stop
-stop stomping on my heart...
suddenly i recall memories of why i don't give my heart away,
have i began paving my own path of destruction?
how can i fix this situation
how can i fix my heart...
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2002 23 July :: 9.24 pm
waiting is what hurts... i wish you'd understand... i know you can't, i don't know how... maybe i'm just selfish...
s.t.r.u.h.s.i.h.t
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2002 23 July :: 9.06 pm
as i sit here and tear my heart out, where are you.. why aren't you holding me like you always promised you would... why have you left me here alone.. what have i done to you, why do i deserve this... i hate you for doing this to me... i hate myself for letting it get like this... why can't you just love me...
rambling. seems as if thats all i ever do. Confusion hits like a tornado... I begin to question myself, what do i really want? yes. It has taken a 3rd party to make me realize how confused i truly am. My poor heart is being torn in all directions..yesterday.. i thought i knew what i wanted and yet today i am once again lost. Make my decisions for me for my indecisiveness will forever be the root of all failure.. my failure.
e.m.p.l.e.h
on a lighter note... Craig (camp director) pulled Zach and I out today & told us that we were the best counselors in the camp!!! go us!! heh. That really made my day... Zach and I make a pretty kick ass team :0)
after a bit of reluctance I gave him my #... he hasn't called but I'm beginning to think that wasn't such a good idea...
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2002 22 July :: 7.48 pm
"It's now 2:45 and I'm feeling all adventurous and I just wanted to just throw some caution to the wind and say that... I think I love you."
The only thing that scares me more about this is... I very much think that I feel the same way...
...uoy.evol.i
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2002 22 July :: 7.06 pm
today... was a GOOD day!!! :D heh. First day as a camp counselor for Camp Invention. My partner in crime (the other 3rd grade counselor) Zach and I had such a good time today. Yes. Zach and I are the counselors for the Zeppelin group (3rd grade) we have a group consisting of 23 boys and 5 girls... the kids have absolutely no attention span and i swear, they don't know how to shut up! Despite how bad our kids are Zach and I had such a great time! For just meeting in a day we really hit it off.. you would never guess that we'd never met eachother before today :0) This week might not be so bad afterall heh. Good stuff.. anyways.. had a t-bone sectional today, loads of fun :0) we played for a lil while then got food and stuff. We are now up to 7 t-bones!!! Made me beary excited heh.
Twister 10: I am a Tbone chick. Hear me roar.
heh. Jessica's sooo funny... ohhhh look at the ideas for the t-bone shirts this year
1. BONERS... its not our fault ours are over a foot long
2. T-bones.. we do it in 7 positions!
3. ahh.. i forget lol
Cast your vote!!
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