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i WATCHED THE WALLS AROUND ME CRUMBLE, BUT iT'S NOT LiKE i WONT BUiLD THEM UP AGAiN. SO HERE'S YOUR LAST CHANCE FOR REDEMPTiON, SO TAKE iT WHiLE iT LASTS BECAUSE iT WiLL END. AND MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i WONT BE THE ONE TO CHASE YOU, BUT AT THE SAME TiME YOU'RE THE HEART THAT i CALL HOME. i'M ALWAYS STUCK WiTH THESE EMOTiONS AND THE MORE i TRY TO FEEL, THE LESS i'M WHOLE. MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i CAN'T LiVE WiTHOUT YOU, CAN'T BREATHE WiTHOUT YOU, i DREAM ABOUT YOU. HONESTLY TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER BECAUSE iF THE WORLD iS SPiNNiNG AND i'M STiLL LiViNG, iT WONT BE RiGHT iF WE'RE NOT iN iT TOGETHER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER AND i'LL BE THE FiRST TO GO. DON'T LET ME BE THE LAST TO KNOW. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. HONESTLY, TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER NO MOMENT WiLL BE MORE TRUE THAN THE MOMENT i LOOK AT YOU. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY i WiLL UNDERSTAND.

 

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LindseyEthatsMe

:: 2004 6 April :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: ON TOP OF THE WORLD
:: Music: The Who (this is some good stuff)

cake day!!!! the big 1-5....everyone watch out. she's only 5 feet, but she's 15 and can pack a mean punch. (not really) but let's pretend!!!
well I am the big 1-5 ---- TODAY!
I AM THE BIRTHDAY PRINCESS AND EVERYONE LOVES ME!!!!!!!!! yay. well i'm having too much fun to write in this journal so i'm leaving now to go party hardy. (not really) but let's pretend!!! :) i love birthdays.


birthday=cake.


nathan- 5 months. and i swear it seems like i only love you more. i am so blessed to be with someone as great as you. i don't know what my life would have been like without you in it. thank you. i love you - always...



-Lindsey

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LindseyEthatsMe

:: 2004 5 April :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: happy happy
:: Music: beatles

aloha to eiffel towers to you to cupcakes to llamas. this is to tyler. and tomorrow's my birthday- what?! heh i love....hmmm you can fill in the blank. thats a fun game.
let's see. this is for tyler. he is my friend. a very good friend indeed and he is going to buy me the eiffel tower and a llama to ride to his house on? and a hundred gazillion cupcake rings (whatever those are) yes he is. and our favorite word is aloha. because then you just never know. -lol- nope. not ever. love ya tyler- you're one awesome dude.




in all seriousness- thank you for always being there for me. there aren't words to thank you enough. :)


'aloha'

-Lindsey

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 2 April :: 9.09pm
:: Mood: completely content
:: Music: the laughter of chelsea in my ear.....very loud

truly happy
i finally discovered that if you stop analyzing, stop worrying, stop trying to make things go a certain way...they work out for you. or shall i say- God works them out for you. I'm realizing through my faith in him recently, that ever since I have handed my life to him, things have gone so much better. I believe that "time is just God's way of making everything not happen at once"...I really do. I have come to a place where I'm realizing what I want, without having to try every other option out also, and be content with the outcome of what I chose. I'm fine with who I am, yet am still willing to change- not who I am- but things that effect my character. I love my boyfriend, who I thank God for putting in my life. He makes things simple, when I sit there trying to find an answer, he always has the answer in the easiest way to understand. He is a Christian, and very different from most guys his age- which I love. He's willing to risk stupid reputations, and caring what people think, just for his walk with God- and that is so incredible. He keeps me on my feet, reminding me each day of what is the right thing to do; no matter how hard it might be to do the right thing at that moment. And most of all- he makes me laugh, and smile...and laugh some more. I love him; and I love the relationship we have, and how different ours is from most people our age. Also- my friends. I went through a phase where I loved the friends I had made and just wasn't willing to "let" anyone take any of their places. I met people...but didn't get close to them. (if that is understandable) But finally this year, I realized how stupid that was, and started allowing people to come into my life, and allowing myself to trust them. (Which was also a big issue I had.... trusting others.) And now I look back, and I have made so many great friends; I don't know what my freshman year would've been like without them. ... Chelsea, Heather, Gwyn, Erica (whose been there with me through it all), Rachael, Ali and Kara- all of you girls are so awesome and wonderful. I love you all, and thank you for being so good to me.

-Lindsey

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