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:: 2005 18 July :: 5.38pm

So I've layed prostrate enough now, it has to be worth mentioning.

Either there are no single ladies looking at my journal

-or-

They simply don't want me.

Now being the pathetic pessimist that I can be sometimes, I would choose the latter option if I don't get some encouragement soon. So

ENCOURAGE ME!!!!!

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danibean

:: 2005 17 July :: 11.51pm
:: Mood: sad

sad
sad
sad

i hate this feeling...i wish it didn't exist

i miss my friends
i miss chad, dan, tyler m, ryan j, and all the pizza boys, and kyle and erica and keegan and becky and andrea all my cast family. i miss being on the stage. and h...and drama class and being a clown and loving every moment lived.

aodljlgjaldjg..........i hate that i'll never get to feel the feelings i had again....ever....a new chapter, but never going back one to read it again and feel it again. ugh........

don't boys know how to freakin call or type!? i guess not....geez

shopping tomorrow with mama....i miss her so much, and i see her every day. how am i going to move away from her????? tomorrow will be grand...and beans and jessie at night and reminising and giggles and fun....

farm....yay.......maybe i'll see everyone at the farm and be able to linger a little longer

CAMP:
mmhmm i want to linger mmhmm a little longer a little longer here with you
mhmm it's such a perfect night, mhmm it doesn't seem quite right that it's my last night here with you
aww shit...i can't remember the rest...where is katherine johns when you need her??? beans..help me out here....

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crazygirl

:: 2005 17 July :: 1.06pm

mexico city is insane.
glad to have gone.
happy to be back.

jedibumblebee

:: 2005 16 July :: 3.59pm

how much would you pay for this computer?

"selling dell dimension 8100

specs:
Intel Pentium 4 Processor 630 with HTTechnology
Intel Graphics Media Accelerator 950
3.0GHz, 800 FSB, 2MB L2 cache
Microsoft� Windows� XP Home Edition
512MB Dual Channel DDR2 SDRAM at 533MHz
Dual Layer Cd-R Drive
Floppy Disk Drive"

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jedibumblebee

:: 2005 15 July :: 7.30pm

HEY!!

What about me? :(

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Upchuck

:: 2005 14 July :: 10.05pm

When I say I"m going to someplace liek the Whitecaps game Friday night, and that I would like some female company, that means if you're single and female, I would like you too accompany me. You must be post-high school though.

So I'm going to a Whitecaps game Friday night. (hint hint).

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upchuck

:: 2005 14 July :: 12.13am
:: Music: "Red Rag Top" Tim McGaw

It's really strange how that song really gets at the heart of what is going on in my life right now. Don't get the wrong idea, I'm not responsible for anything right now, thank God.

Anyway, I'm coaching the Northview league this year ond two of my players, who are both between their Freshman and Sophomore years showed up to the game last week talking about this thing called Xanga. Their explaining to me what it is, "like an online journal thing." Telling me, like I'm ancient and am completely naive. So I responded, "Kind of like Woohu, huh?" And their like "Yeah. But Woohu was like the first one." Now these girls are from Cedar Springs. I thought some of you old timers would appreciate something like that.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2005 10 July :: 5.45pm

does anyone go to grcc and want like. a week of free parking tokens? i found some while I was cleaning out my car. i'll mail em to ya.

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crazygirl

:: 2005 9 July :: 11.59pm

my flight leaves in 6 hours..
it's probably time to pack.

upchuck

:: 2005 4 July :: 10.14pm

Kim and I are no longer together. IT's been a heart wrenching three weeks. I would tell it all, but it's very personal. Maybe someday the truth will come out, but it's just somehting i can't talk aobut right now.

On the bright side, I'm single again. I saw Lori in Sand Lake Friday night and gave her my number. I hope she calls me. I'm in somewhat desparate need of affection.

We had big weekend. The band made almost $1000. We took first place at Lake City Battle of the Bands against some very good competition. Smoody took second and Praise band took third. It was a good time. Sand Lake sucked so bad. The stupid idiots that were running the board didn't know how and really screwed up the sound. The band that took first, their singer was screaming into the mic and you couldn't even hear him. But we took second, which is reverse of last year. Then we played Saturday night in Luther and Sunday night before the fireworks. IT was a good time. I got to know Josh's family and Colleen (Josh's g/f) and I seem to have this natural chemistry, kind of like brother and sister.

I was disappointed though. Zack started playing "The Dance" by Garth Brooks and Ashley told all the couples to come up to dance. Well I wanted to know if there were any single ladies out there who wanted to dance. Nobody came up. I would have unplugged my bass and gone out and danced if it was a pretty girl.

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crazygirl

:: 2005 28 June :: 11.31pm

baby, i'm falling away
baby, i'm falling away
you were always good at putting words together
about how you always liked me better when i never came around
you were always good at putting words together
and wearing them loud

danibean

:: 2005 27 June :: 11.18pm

mmmmmmmm..........the beach tomorrow

camp
counslers
named
tom

band camp

shaved legs and naturally dried hair

longing to be there again

need to talk to beansy

sigh

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infinite

:: 2005 27 June :: 10.54pm

people are fuckheads and need to hurry up and die to make room for others with open minds and hearts. people with loving souls (unlike me) the world needs less angst and all you cock jockeying, ass mongers can just shit off and fuck yourselves. i hope my child rules the world and rids it of your seed.

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crazygirl

:: 2005 23 June :: 10.40am

the older that i get
seems like everyone is dying
we're all dying for a change
and i know i'm dying for some action

crazygirl

:: 2005 21 June :: 11.12am

mix it up until there are no pedigrees