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:: 2005 4 April :: 4.55pm

I am spoiled
Nick was talking about prom the other day. I started looking at dresses (a little late, maybe?) and I showed my mom this dress that I wanted and mentioned that prom was coming up soon.

So of course, my mom being who she is, goes to multiple online stores before ending up on ebay.

And buys three dresses.

I can't wait to see how they look and try them on.

I love you all.

:: 2005 3 April :: 1.21am

Happy birthday, Kyle!!!

Angel_Bob

:: 2005 2 April :: 6.20pm

This made me laugh
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:: 2005 2 April :: 5.42pm

How much do prom dresses cost? On average.

:: 2005 2 April :: 12.14am

My first day of spring break was pretty cool.

I woke up late, met Katie downtown, stopped by Kyle's, watched Finding Neverland (cute) with the Wilt's and ate dinner with the Wilts.

It was a nice way to spend the first day of break.

I can't believe you people sit around reading about people's lives and their boring days! Go outside or something.

I love you all.

Angel_Bob

:: 2005 31 March :: 10.17pm

Kelly, Julius Sumner Miller died in 1987.

:: 2005 30 March :: 10.07pm

Stradlater
Rain kind of makes me very happy.

And this thunderstorm rocks.

I hope it stays warm for spring break because I'm not going anywhere.

One more day this week...

I love you all.

:: 2005 29 March :: 10.43pm

Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.
I live in New York, and I was thinking about the lagoon in Central Park, down near Central Park South. I was wondering if it would be frozen over when I got home, and if it was, where did the ducks go? I was wondering where the ducks went when the lagoon got all icy and frozen over. I wondered if some guy came in a truck and took them away to a zoo or something. Or if they just flew away.

"You know those ducks in that lagoon right near Central Park South? That little lake? By any chance, do you happen to know where they go, the ducks, when it gets all frozen over? Do you happen to know, by any chance?"

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People never notice anything.

:: 2005 28 March :: 9.51pm

My half brother just asked me what I wanted for a graduation present.

Which was when I realized that we graduate in less than two months.

I turned 18 two months ago.

Wow.

I love you all.

waiting to grow

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:: 2005 28 March :: 7.11pm

I don't care what you think.

I love you.

loner-skyz

:: 2005 28 March :: 5.44pm
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: Mrs. Potter's Lullaby - Counting Crows

if dreams are like movies than memories are films about ghosts..
FACTS ABOUT LGBT YOUTH

* Gay and lesbian teens are more likely to commit suicide than their heterosexual peers, accounting for up to 30% of all completed suicides among teens.

* 50% of lesbian and gay youth report parental rejection because of their sexual orientation.

* Up to half of the gay and bisexual males forced from their homes engage in prostitution as a means to support themselves.

* The average age at which lesbians and gays acknowledge their same-sex orientation is between 14 and 16 years of age for males, and between 16 and 19 years of age for females.

* The U.S. Department of Justice has stated that homosexuals are probably the most frequent victims of hate crimes in the United States.

* 42% of homeless youth identify as gay or lesbian.

* 19% of gay men and 25% of lesbians report suffering physical violence at the hands of a family members as a result of sexual orientation.

* 97% of high school students report hearing homophobic comments made by school staff.

* In 1992, the Hetrick-Martin Institute reports that 80% of gay and lesbian teens experience feelings of severe isolation: social isolation (having no one to talk to), emotional isolation (feeling distanced from family and peers because of their sexual identity), and cognitive isolation (lack of access to good information about sexual orientation and homosexuality).

waiting to grow

Angel_Bob

:: 2005 27 March :: 2.23pm

I suck.

Really.

I drove my family home from eating brunch this morning.

And almost killed them all.

My mom was trying to be all light about it ("You kept control of the car, that's a good thing") but she was scared to death. I was scared to death. Everyone in the car was.

The sad thing is, I was doing fantastic up until that point. My parents even said so.

I just want my license.

I'm not feeling that great.

I love you all.

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loner-skyz

:: 2005 27 March :: 10.55am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Ghost Man On Third - Taking Back Sunday

i cant stop this anymore than you can...
happy easter!
::grin::
im rather happy today.
dunno why.
but i suppose it doesn't really matter, so long as i am.
anyhoo.
i love the smell of the house right now, it smells sooo good!
the lovely smell of turkey, veggies, and just general cooking.
yeahh.
dad's old highschool buddy and his wife are coming over for supper.
i got lucky, their daughter is staying home to do homework.
so i can pretty much do whatever i want after the meal.
yay.
i think i mgith come up here and a watch a movie on hmy computer.
last night mum and dad bought me Fly Away Home, and then today i got Shrek 2.
:)
speaking of movies, justin and i went to see Guess Who last night.
twas a lot of fun.
oh, and the movie was good too. ;)
hehe.
i stayed up late reading The Twisted Window, again.
i checked out a bunch of my old favorite books from the library.
yeahh.
i got a bunch of Caroline B. Cooney books, and then The Twisted Window (Lois Duncan).
i just couldn't sleep without reading the whole thing.
it only took me 2 hours.
hehe.
i got pretty paranoid last night, and actually ended up looking under my bed.
it didn't help any.
::sigh::
my whole nighttime paranoia is getting worse.
but i'd feel so stupid telling my parents about it...
i dont even know why im scared..
mean, i know what im scared of, but i dont know why.
ever since i moved my bed over there, ive been freaked out.
but, i cant move it.
::giggle::
anyways, i think that's about all i have to say.
have a great easter everyone.
<3
-holly-

x-cosmic-sunday-x

:: 2005 26 March :: 6.15pm

Hollie: "I retended the grudge"
Tianna: "retended?"
Hollie: "rentened*"
Tianna: "rented...?"
Hollie: "Yes, fuck I feel retarded"

Well yikes. Not a lot to report. Ive been really happy lately. Were on spring break now and its pretty fun.
Im in woodwork and it is so much fun!
Im still failing socials.

Joel is sleeping over tonight, tommorow is Easter:)
He is coming to my Easter dinner and is meeting my family!!

Happy Easter Everyone<3