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2004 18 April :: 2.39pm
:: Music: reach-- twisted method
yesterday i went wakeboarding w/ bailey and her family and some of their friends. i cant wait til mia gets home.. im bored. i think im goin to the xfest!! yay.. mah dad just got me the twisted method cd. itz pretty good. their from cape coma s0 thatz pretty c00l. um. kayla got me yesterday.lol. "im moving in 2 months". grrr..
my bro got into cape. lol. his 3rd choice so he's just goin on the waiting list for mariner. lol. i hope he gets in. I DONT WANNA GO TO CAPE. lol. is there still gonna be school choice next year tho?
im burned. it hurts.
minutes have gone by and i still sit and wait for mia.. lalala
wow. i really cant imaginelife w/out her. hmm
im goin to target to get a cd.. cant decide what to get tho.. hoobastank?? iunno.
i like the song the reason but kristi claims thatz her song s0 i dont want to take it [[cough cough]]
who made up the word cough? thatz funni ..
well i guess ill wait for mia alone.. wouldnt want you to be put thru the misery.. well, most of you ne way. lol
love
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2004 18 April :: 11.58am
:: Mood: sick :/
:: Music: the postal service
lets stay forever in a star-wrapped imagination
and im looking through the glass where the
light bends at the cracks and i'm screaming
at the top of my lungs pretending the echoes
belong to someone i used to know
and we become silhouettes when our bodies
finally go
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2004 16 April :: 2.49pm
i dont understand people.
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2004 15 April :: 6.53pm
:: Mood: HAPPY!! :D
:: Music: hem of your garment - cake
im baaaaaaaaack!
ok i wrote this a coupla nights ago
i was EXTREMELY bored
april 13, 2004
time: 9:06
music: way away - yellowcard...love this cd!
hmm. computer is broken. oh joy
we took it to best buy today
hopefully (cross your fingers!) it will be up and working tomorrow
anywho
went to my little cousin ryan's baseball game tonight
if you live in southwest florida as i do, you know of the terrific, wonderful weather we have been having lately
it drizzled the whole time at the game
i'm sure the little kiddies playin loved it. "no, ma, i'm just all muddy cause i HAD to slide in to home."
the whole entire time when ryan was on the field he had like a.d.d
not paying attention to the game what-so-ever
he was tilting his head back trying to catch raindrops on his tongue, blowing bubbles with his gum, trying to stand on one foot, and many more things that have NOTHING to do with baseball
both little teams line up, high five, then run a-muck on the wet, muddy field
-game over-
so we were walking out
still drizzling
i was looking down at the puddles as i walked
"andie! andie! come and jump!" those devilish puddles yelled out to me
the "no fun" part of me was like, "no, you are 15! no way are you going to jump in the puddles and look 3!"
halfway between that arguement
my feet were in a puddle
the legs of my jeans soaked
but i could hear my little hot pink toes thanking me
so i grinned
and splashed through more puddles
fifteen shmifteen
a puddle is a puddle and i'm jumping in.
:)
andie*
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2004 15 April :: 6.37pm
:: Music: dead mans party
lying to yourself again?
hey.
my kitten came home today her name is Nyx. she is biting my arm as i type this. the other cat is sunshine. he is very noisy.
she is so sweet. i love her.
she was spayed today, and now she has an s tatoo.
she is really jumpy, but willing to be loved. on the car rinde hom she sat in my lap and harly moved.
:D.
assesments monday.
i am totally FUCKED.
yes in caps my friend. even caps cannot convey how INCREDABILY fucked i happen to be.
going to paint.
with love
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2004 14 April :: 7.57pm
f__ckin drama queen..
itz the following traits that make a best friend.. lying, stealing, hitting.. good friends always do that right?? its all about popularity, boys, and friends... right?
yea.. ok. for the person who this is about.. you know.
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2004 14 April :: 6.33pm
DO IT!
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
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2004 13 April :: 10.41pm
:: Music: twenty3-- yellowcard
i was at mias today.. watching maria break down. her tears are running down here cheeks making puddles of sorrow.. i cant satnd seeing ppl cry.. but itz the cycle of life. her best friend's husband died today. and they were madly in love.. 2 kidzz. he was dry walling a house, and fell off the edge. 2 stories up. the doctors told her that he wasnt gonna make it. and the kidz had no idea until they came home from school.
imagine
be strong, beleive
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2004 13 April :: 8.58pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: in the shadows - the rasmus
cobwebs of silence echo through my ears
so here is my easter, and the joys of easter-ness. feel the burn, santa.
i got a gift certificate for a cd and chocolate. i also now share the brother bear dvd with my sister and brother.
went over to aunt sue's house. sue is cool. we talked. i ate food, and my grandmother gave me one of those big bags of m&m's. yum. it couldve gone better, i know. but hey. at least my cousin wasnt stoned.
as most of southwest florida knows: angry rain sucks.
i had no power this morning. well, i did. but you see, it flickered on and off like a hyperactive six-year-old with a lightswitch obsession. and you know that can never end well. so my power went completely out and had to do almost everything in candle light. oh. joy.
my computer is fried. im updating on my mom's. but, im pretty sure i cant fill you in on much more because she is having a fit that i take too long online.
anyways, here is a poem i wrote. feel free to point your fingers and laugh.
"Alone with myself"
Soft jasmine fills the night air
the ivory scent a sweet pleasure
as i walk into the drizzling horizon
the tiptoes of cold dancing on my face
alone with the stars as they wink and fade;
alone with myself
Dew-covered grasses cold from the night
the feel of emerald between my toes
i make my way through deepening rain
the embrace of chill skies a rose in my cheeks
alone with flowers soaking in life;
alone with myself
Small whispers and secrets seep into thoughts
a smooth flow of music given by clouds
stepping in the symphony of ebony and pearl
the caress of sounds soothing rogue dreams
alone with the wishes of thunder and fog;
alone with myself.
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2004 12 April :: 6.20pm
:: Mood: indifferent
Easter weekend is over. Can't say i had much fun at all. Thursday was nice though...went to barnes and nobel with my buddy. Other than that it blew...work and weird relatives. wonderful combo right?
Went to barnes and nobel again today. Its been rainy all day and it was a perfect excuse to go get a mocha latte and an expresso brownie. Yummie :)
Im so sick of people. I cant wait to get out of this place (highschool) and into the real world. Too much drama and its just so boring. People are so naiive. Id like to see them fall backwards when reality smacks them in the face, it would be mildly amusing.
Carina is being a dork. I wanted to see a movie or go get some stuff at target but no, she waits untill the last minute to do anything. idiot.
next week is x fest. ^_^
I dont have to work this week untill friday night...but thats only 3 hours so i'll be home by 10. Watch me have to get up at the crack of dawn to go back though. thats going to blow.
Id really like to hang out with my buddies more often but no one has time or money anymore...what happened to the good days where no one worked and ur parents paid for everything? i need to make some calls.
Id be nice to hang out with stang...Josh...hmmm. Im so fed up with him and his bs. But none the less i think we should all get together and hang out.
Sadly im looking foward to school tomorrow. As soon as wednesday comes along i will wish for the weekend and the whole vicious cycle will repeat its self.
I need a hug.
Bored now.
Later.....
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2004 11 April :: 12.08am
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: spitting games - snow patrol
run through the constellations in a breeze of loneliness
i thought i should update. so here am i, look at me update.
happy easter, everyone :)
i went to old navy with sydney yesterday. we got the most awesome bags. they say 'rock & london roll.' how sweet is that??
erg. i dont want to be here. i hate doing nothing. and then knowing that i should be doing something.
one of these days, i will write a long entry. it will have poems and stories and jokes and you will enjoy it very much. i kid you not.
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2004 10 April :: 4.01pm
:: Mood: mellow
okay. Where shall i beginith? Yeah ok that was dumb who cares. Just got back from work which sucked ass. Like big harry monkey ass. Like that picture??? Last night i closed so i got home around 11:30 and this morning i opened so i left home at 7 this morning. Good God. Ah i hate work, lothe, dispise, with a burning passion. You get the picture.
I wanted to go to a concert last night but i had no one to go with. I would do anything to see the Lost Prophets in concert! They were playing at FGCU along with hoobastank and im a robot.OOOOO the sorrow! :*(
Im going to x fest. Floor seats. YES!
Alright. I haven't talked to Josh since prom night. Sure i could have imed him but why should I? I always do. He ims Sam....but not me. My philosophy you ask? Fuck him he can im me if he wants to talk, and if he doesn't ever want to talk to me again ( is it b/c jonelle is on the jealous side??) then fuck him b/c im leaving the damn country.
Okay, so maybe thats not exactly what i want.
If i had it my way, we would at least talk, hangout more than we do (which is never b/c "jonelle would get jealous"), and be all buddy buddy. BUT NO. Maybe he will grow up in the time that im gone and by then i'll be witha wonderfull person and i'll look sooo good and he'll think to himself "God i was a moron to let her get away from me!" Only in my dreams....i know i know....
BORED.
I think umm....yeah im not going to say anything. okay i need to find something constructive to do because im just overwhelmed with boredom over here.
Alright then...leave a comment any comment and it'll make my day. Kinda sad huh? oh well....later
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2004 10 April :: 12.51pm
:: Music: hoobastank-- the reason
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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2004 10 April :: 12.48pm
:: Music: hoobastank-- the reason
im not a perfect person
why is life so hard.. why cant everything be easy.. wouldnt that be good for everyone? if god loves us why does he make pain, suffering, guilt, and hate? why are ppl always upset? unhappy?
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2004 9 April :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: okay//silly sore throat!
:: Music: get what you need - jet
how NOT to scare people...
once upon a time..
ok no just kidding
anyways
when i was younger
i was at my aunts house
something clicked in my noggin
and i came up with the idea
hey i should go hide
and pop out
and scare people as they walk past
so i checked out potential hiding spots
no not the hall closet
or under the bed with the dust bunnies
or under the cabinets with that spider
eureka!
i can hide in the hamper
in the guest room that was built in the garage!
so i jetted off to the room
quietly, wriggled myself into the about 4 ft(h)X 2.5 ft(w)x2.5(l) white hamper
so i smiled to myself
thinking of how i would scare the unknowing passerbys
and i waited
and waited
and bein about 7/8...you have very little patience and you dont like to wait on things
so i figured out that no one was comin
i decided to not try and scare anyone
i started gettin out of the hamper
only to realize that i was stuck
i started to panic
i yelled out for help
the only part of my body out of the hamper was my head
i was crying
they didnt know how to get me out
then i started wondering if they would have to call the fire department to get me out
that thought made me cry even harder
finally my uncle came in with a knife
and cut a big slit into the wicker hamper
and i crawled out
my face all red from crying
and from that day on i promised myself that i would never hide in a hamper again
hmm i wonder how many calls the fire department recieves to free little girls from hampers
andie*
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2004 9 April :: 9.10pm
:: Mood: _hAPPY_
:: Music: 99x
last night was ok.. i had a softball game that kayla went to. "wow, she had straight teeth" lol. we (unfortunatley) lost 3 to 7.. i made a run.. then afterwards we went to kayla's where we watched swimfan.. [[good movie]] ate matzo and left the cream cheese out. stayed up til 2.3o talkin. woke up at 11 ate yogurt, talked, discussed our plans [[what plans?!]] lol around 2 chris came over looked thru the yearbook. lol. we walked around blind and chased the ice cream man, and butterflies. we hung out at kaylas til like 6. went to the mall. had s0 much fun.. chris got hit on by some scary gothic chic. lol. we went and got pictures taken lol. got 20 cent lollipops, window shopped and left lucky pennies behind. the trip to the mall was followed by my dad interrogating chris.. lol. "im a skateboarder dude" lol. chris searched for his house.. him and kayla had some arguments about where he lived.. and you know what?? we still cant find that dam beanie!!! lol..
iight ne wayz, now im back at kaylas spending the night AGAIN lol.. tomorro i hav to wake up at like 9.3o b/c i hav to go home, and get ready for the play.. chicago. afterwards is roberts party,, should be alright.. we'll see.. lol.. ne wayz today was AWESOME!!!! and i love chris and kayla this much more> ... lol.. we gotta go!! muah!!
love
LaLa
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2004 9 April :: 1.54pm
how lucky is this: last night i was listening to that nirvana thing on 99x right. and i wanted to her that song where did you sleep last night.
i heard the original, so i wanted to hear the nirvana version.
and i fell asleep. and i woke up for that song!! how lucky. i wanted to listen to the whole thing but i was so tired.
i am in my bathing suit.
reer hott.
i am on a break. we are cleaning our lani for stefie's birthday party this sunday.
maybe ill get a nice tan. i hate tanning lotion, it makes me feel greasy. eww.
omg lol. i was talking to my mem a few minutes ago , and i asked her if she thought i was fat.
and she was like yea, you need to start doing some exercises. LMAO.
i cant believe she said that. i laughed.
but hey, i gotta get into shape. i stopped doing my exercises ever night when i came back from seattle, and now i am sick so. blarg.
its health food for me baby, all the way.
ciao
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2004 8 April :: 11.15pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: this is who you are - beautiful mistake
when you wake in a world of darkness and mystery, remember me along the way
oh man. hey you know that math test that i christmas-tree'd? 55% BABY! all guess, and i almost passed. how much does that fucking rock!
ana, you are too cool.
me and sydney are british geeks!! dont hate. we are going to be the coolest children in london!
my dad's friend tim came down from pennsylvania. he brought his wife and two daughters. (alliy and beverly). we went to the bistro 41. then we went to brookstones. then we went to black hawk cafe and i got a mocha. mmmm boy. i didnt talk that much. it was kinda boring, really. alliy is sixteen and beverly is in college i think.
i think im still a bit wired from that coffee.
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2004 7 April :: 7.52pm
:: Music: usher - yeah
je suis a lui
that song by usher gives me an orgasm everytime i hear it.
and i dont much care for rap, but that song gets me every time. i love it.
ill be back in school tomorrow everybody. so you wont have to miss me anymore.
even though i dont even see half of you during the day but o well.
some people truely make me sick.
today i went to the doctor.
and as most if you probably do as well i go to a pediatrition.
the nurse woman asked me if i had any problems doing pee pee.
i wanted to laugh at her. i mean everywhere else people think im in college and my little cousin is my daughter, and here at the doctors off i must look like i am 5 again, because that was the last time i referred to peeing and doing pee pee.
that was priceless.
and i only have an infection in my tonsils. i was glad it wasnt anything worse.
lol how immature am i, maybe the nurse said that because she knew my mental age, i went and got a happy meal from Mickey D's
i wanted the toy. so sue me, those dog keychains are just too cute.
but sadly i got the one i already had.
well im going to go make myself clean for school tomorrow, so i do not look the way i feel.
au revoir.
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2004 7 April :: 5.25pm
:: Mood: happy//sore throat
:: Music: real good man - tim mcgraw
take me out to the ball game...
last night i went to my little cousin ryan's baseball game..
balls were whizzing through the crisp air,
the lights shone hope on the emerald green fields,
and the wind blew the smell of sweat and grass and the many dreams of homeruns and wins.
after yelling and banging my fists on the old picnic table, cheering the team on, i glanced over at the stands.
in the mini-stands sat a black woman, a spanish family, and white people
now i know that we are a little past the civil war but you would be surprised at the racism that i hear today
the next whack of the bat, instead of hollering with the crowd...i listened.
i heard three different kinds of people all
cheering on the team and i stopped and smiled
behold, baseball the melting pot
i'm sure martin luther king jr. was grinning from ear to ear as he looked down from heaven
fixed his baseball cap
and cheered for the home team
andie*
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