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2004 29 February :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Hit That-Offspring
I am sick of being a rug mat!
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 28 February :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: angry
EVERY way is wrong.
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2004 28 February :: 9.33pm
:: Music: elton john-your song
oh god.
I can't do this again.
I RUIN EVERYTHING
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 27 February :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: edwin mcain-i'll be
I'm so dumb. It's like a destructive path I've taken. I find people that are very good and then...something bad happens. I get really mean. I don't know what my problem is. Must not let my fantasy take me too far, I'll be in big trouble. Again
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 26 February :: 10.01pm
No, it was way nice. I think I was really overreacting because of my frustrations. It will be sorted out soon if it hasn't mostly been already. I'm being so silly. But there's the whole point. Something stupid like that could have happened and then I'd be very sad and very tainted.
But that scary thing happened. Shudder shudder.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 25 February :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: okay
I think I have a lot of explaining to do.
Let me see...today sucked. But not when my Canadian Life Partner was around. Then I didn't feel so crappy...and I'm pretty good now.
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Rob
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2004 25 February :: 9.32pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Behind Blue Eyes
I have had hours, lonely, lonely
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 24 February :: 8.51pm
I find nothing unusual or wrong about two people getting married even if they can't procreate. They're people...isn't there something about being created equal somewhere?
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 23 February :: 10.24pm
That's just something that I'm not going to do. My life is not a Tragedy.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 22 February :: 7.43pm
:: Music: goo goo dollies
There is someone who I'd much rather see.
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Rob
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2004 22 February :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: peachy with a side of keen
:: Music: So Far Away-Staind
All the lights are off in my house. I would turn them on but I think I'll just think about doing that for about the rest of my life lol
I hate 5:00 PM
I wish it twas 2:23 PM
I watched Detriot Rock City on Friday and yes Arie and Hannah...
It Did change my life (:
A-ron was here, he so has braces
Rory smells and he slept on my bed last night and I really wanted inscents and frebreeze
Half Days are coming up! I LOVE HALF DAYS!!! I LOVE THEM!
If they were people I would so do them!
even though I am spending like all of friday babysitting some random kid, I actually have to pay attention to this one lol
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Tbaby92588
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2004 22 February :: 3.26pm
:: Mood: gloomy
If I were someone important, I would hold my head high. But since I'm not, I'll keep to sniffing the dirt.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 21 February :: 11.04pm
:: Mood: very sad
next week it won't even be an issue. but you're sick, so i have to wait.
it's like i never properly enjoy myself because i get so built up on these things and don't want to do anything else. it's stupid, i usually end up disapointed with the thing i'm excited for and have a greater time with the things i was anxious to get over with.
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2004 21 February :: 2.25pm
:: Mood: really freaking stupid
No, no, no. I keep doing the dumb thing. It isn't fair to anyone. And I'm sincerely sorry.
Some questions come to mind:
Why didn't I give it a little more thought and less impulse? Or at least more time for mourning...or handled it less like a bitch.
Why didn't I continue to be bitter and stand up for myself? Or demanded answers at least?
Why should it hurt so much now?
Maybe if I had been a little smarter I wouldn't spend time sobbing, keeping secrets, feeling guilty and not being very honest.
I would spend more time with my good friend, who I miss a lloooottttt.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 19 February :: 8.19pm
I will not take a speech class. That is absolutly insane.
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