And with our broken smiles we walk away

:: 2004 18 January :: 9.14pm

I don't want to go to school.

:: 2004 16 January :: 11.19pm
:: Mood: loved

antipation is half the fun
So it ends up being for the better. Because in those few minutes....it would have been the worst agony ever fathomed.

I saw the car...and I just knew. So I ran, and I was right. Bad things happen for a reason. You just don't understand why right away.

Sometimes a car breaks down and you cry about it.

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Rob

:: 2004 16 January :: 4.26pm
:: Mood: annoyed with myself
:: Music: By The Way-RHCP

Ok Ok I get that I am too needy from everyone and am I spoiled little asshole. But I dont know what to do!

I know that I require lots of attention
I know that I am rude and inconsiderate

I'm sorry but still am lost

:: 2004 16 January :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: hungry

It was supposed to be the most glorious have day ever!

But that thing always happens.

I suppose that I'll try again. There will be more chances for fun.

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:: 2004 14 January :: 3.37pm

i kind of want to take french again. it's prettier than spanish.

Make your own Fairy Tale at fuali.com

:: 2004 14 January :: 3.15pm

FAIRY TALE

nce upon a time there has a young TURD BURGLER named FLAMING SEAN. He was NONCHALANTLY KISSING in the WET forest when he met SWEATY JERRY, a run-away SMELTER from the MASSIVE Queen HEATHER B..

FLAMING SEAN could see that SWEATY JERRY was hungry so he reached into his WAMPUS CAT and give him his THICK GOOLASH. SWEATY JERRY was thankful for FLAMING SEAN's GOOLASH, so he told FLAMING SEAN a very MESSY story about Queen HEATHER B.'s daughter BECKY. How her mother, the MASSIVE Queen HEATHER B., kept her locked away in a FISHING LODGE protected by a gigantic BAYO, because BECKY was so PUFFY.

FLAMING SEAN SEXED HIMSELF. He vowed to SWEATY JERRY the SMELTER that he would save the PUFFY BECKY. He would EAT the BAYO, and take BECKY far away from her evil mother, the MASSIVE Queen HEATHER B., and MUTILATE her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a FUNKY FIRE and SWEATY JERRY the SMELTER began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic BAYO from his story. MASSIVE Queen HEATHER B. STORMED out from behind a SWEATER PUPPY and struck FLAMING SEAN dead. In the far off FISHING LODGE you could hear a TOOT.

THE END.

2 comments | Its raining inside my head

:: 2004 13 January :: 9.24pm

always waiting.

2 comments | Its raining inside my head

Tbaby92588

:: 2004 13 January :: 4.12pm
:: Mood: anxious

Rain falls on everyone, the same old rain.
And I'm just trying to walk with you,
Between the raindrops.

:: 2004 11 January :: 9.15pm

We're lucky the guy was real laid back...but what if it had been a person? GGGGGaaaaaaaaaaah.

I'm so stupid.

:: 2004 9 January :: 9.44pm

I'm a lucky kid.

:: 2004 6 January :: 9.24pm

i hate tuesdays.

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:: 2004 5 January :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: distraught

I'm a nice girl. I don't see what the big stupid deal is. We're kids.

And maybe I wouldn't seem like such a slut bag if you would just leave us be for like three seconds.

You're so scary, you don't even know it. If you could just stop looking at me like I'm crazy and making up these stupid rules I could warm up to you, and you wouldn't suggest awful things.

And I'd like you to know that I didn't push anything. It just happened. Coercion and guilt were not factors here. I am not a crazy obcessive kid. School nights are crap and weekly visits...it's not a big deal okay? It's supposed to be fun.

:: 2004 4 January :: 6.12pm
:: Mood: hateful

i'm so annoyed right now. i don't want to eat dinner because i think i'll grumble at someone and then get yelled at.

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Rob

:: 2004 3 January :: 11.55pm
:: Mood: fine
:: Music: Fine Again-Seether

i cant believe I did this
New Year's Survey

[01] What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? Alot

[02] Did you keep your New Year's Resolutions, and will you make more for next year? what resolutions?? Lack of fat, guess it didnt work last year, lets try again.

[03] Did anyone close to you give birth? Nah,

[04] Did anyone close to you die? not too close to me, but to my loved ones

[05] What countries did you visit? America bab-ay

[06] What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? Lack of teenage drama

[07] What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Dec 30! i beat FFX

[08] What was your biggest achievement of the year? Nothing, I suck the free world

[09] What was your biggest failure? Sam Dine

[10] Did you suffer illness or injury? My pacreas still doesnt work

[11] What was the best thing you bought? I love the presents I bought for people.

[12] Whose behaviour merited celebration?WTF?

[13] Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? Sam Dine

[14] Where did most of your money go? Movies

[15] What did you get really, really, really excited about? My birthday

[16] What song will always remind you of 2003? any Blink 182 songs or Staind Songs

[17] Compared to this time last year, are you:
>happier or sadder? sadder,
>thinner or fatter? take a wild guess
>Richer or poorer? Took a big withdraw for sam to go to college

[18] What do you wish you'd done more of? Optimistic descions

[19]What do you wish you'd done less of? Hurting people

[20] How will you be spending Christmas? This year? Family Stuff

[21] What happened to this one? I wasnt very excited

[22] Did you fall in love in 2003? yes I did

[23] How many one-night stands? are you shitting me?

[24] What was your favourite TV program? Buffy

[25] Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? prolly, I am a hater tho

[26] What was the best book you read? Fifth Harry Potter

[27] What was your greatest musical discovery? Blink 182 and older stuff

[28] What did you want and get? Better friendships

[29] What did you want and not get? Buffy on DVD

[30] What was your favourite film of this year? X-men 2 and Freaky Friday

[31] What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I had a party and I turned 14

[32] What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Lack of dumb descions

[33] How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? hoodies

[34] What kept you sane? friends and FFX and movies and Kate and Star Wars and Music

[35] Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Dave Matthews

[36] What political issue stirred you the most? politics pffff

[37] Who did you miss? I dunno

[38] Who was the best new person you met? Well meeting, The north kids was nice and Arie and Audrey and Libby

[39] Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003? Grass is greener on the other side, see the other perpespectives, if your not careful you will lose prescious things

[40] Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. Brand New Day-Forty Foot Echo