And with our broken smiles we walk away

And with our broken smiles we walk away

:: 2003 1 November :: 12.12am
:: Music: the battle of 1814

to the gulf of mexico!
there is someone out there who's bones do not deserve to be jumped....and that is the pyscho pres. andrew jackson. he's crazy and i like to gossip about him. he's seriously was a big llooosssserrrrrr. whatev. but henry clay is super hot. i'd jump his bones. if he wasn't like 200 years dead.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 1 November :: 12.07am

i just like to be home.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 30 October :: 9.32pm
:: Music: queen

you know that thing where you're falling asleep and then you get up to put your pjs on and get ready for bed, but then you actually try to sleep and you can't? it sucks.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 29 October :: 9.50pm

right now i am lost at what to do.

i feel like i'm moving through a very thick liquid.

no one understands anything.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 29 October :: 6.52pm

boil

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 29 October :: 6.23pm
:: Music: love shack

is it so wrong that i love candy? i get cavities all the time. i got one filled today. they gave me a shot again. and whilei don't feel loopy like last time, my mouth does feel very cool.

i am also in shock. i didn't realize the extent of the problem.

Its raining inside my head

danibean

:: 2003 28 October :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: cranky

this makes me happy:

danibean05: i'm sitting in a lion costume and i'm having fun
plymouthrr383: hmm
danibean05: yeah..see...you wish you were me in the costume
plymouthrr383: ha
danibean05: then you'd be having more fun
danibean05: and you'd be fuzzy
plymouthrr383: and i wouldnt get my homewor k done
danibean05: this is true
danibean05: but really, who needs homework?
danibean05: we can ditch school and run off and be lions together....it would be way more fun
plymouthrr383: hahaha
danibean05: good idea huh?
plymouthrr383: i dont know if my parents would approve
danibean05: oh...well, you don't have to tell them
plymouthrr383: i think they might get worried
danibean05: hmm...this could cause confusion
danibean05: and distress
plymouthrr383: yep
danibean05: what could we do?
plymouthrr383: elope to las vegas
danibean05: oh gosh let's do it now!
plymouthrr383: k you drive down here and pick me up
danibean05: oh i want to!!!!!!!!!!!!
plymouthrr383: then do it
danibean05: right now
plymouthrr383: yeah
danibean05: yikes...is sooooo very tempting

and jessie and i playing christmas music at the voight house....yay!

things that don't make me happy:

people doubting me
ass wipes
blah blah blah...............

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 28 October :: 7.31pm

a-ron is a crazy man.

and my tuba tried to beat me. i have a bruise. echt.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 28 October :: 2.46pm

i hate thinking about it. it was last winter and it still upsets me. i am scared for alice. she deserves much better. thinking about it ruins my whole day.

and as i sit here with that feeling that i'm going to start that kind of coughing that turns into sobs i feel gratitute for hilary because she's so purely sweet and nice.

and the more i go to church the more i question my religion and the more i just want to live live live without guidelines. i believe in god. but i want to enjoy what he gave me instead of being bogged down by rules. does that sound wrong?

and i think i had a dream that things were okay again. but they're not. and i feel helpless about the whole thing. i'm sick of waiting.

i also feel really sorry for mrs. hansen. she gets stuck with all of these annoying people all the time. no one listens to her. it's really kind of a difficult class. it's so frustrating because everyone is so dumb.

.grood.

8 comments | Its raining inside my head

Rob

:: 2003 27 October :: 8.01pm
:: Mood: fine
:: Music: 97.9

Woohu really is a community
Sorry I have updated in so long, I didn't really have any teen drama going on or any important issues I needed to post on the net.

I have developed an OCD about my bedroom and its neatness. It's very Monica Gellar of me

I am almost positive that my radio hasnt been turned off in like 3 weeks.

Mellow has been my emtion for the last couple of hours

Did anyone else forget about Ninjas?

Me and Molly are gonna be Gansta Ppl for Halloween, and Kate's gonna be my Whore

That Bother song is on. I like that

My parents have gone away for like 2 weekends now, and If i was such a pussy I'd through a party lol

Peace out

Rob D.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 27 October :: 7.06pm

best history class ever.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 26 October :: 8.45pm
:: Mood: grood
:: Music: vertical horizon-best i ever had

what do you do with feelings that are bigger than you?

you sit and wait.

but i'm happy for myself. i have restraint. i'm still intact. aaaah

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 25 October :: 9.55pm

i am now 35 dollars richer. and closer and closer to the the epitome of my week.

and marching band is over over over over. for now anyway. me gusta.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 23 October :: 10.04pm
:: Music: having the time of my life

look at your six grade year book.

weirded out

2 comments | Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 23 October :: 8.41pm

yay for me. i found my ligature. i don't know how it ended up in my car, but it did and we've been reunited once again for clarinet love time.

and my tuba progress...is progressing. or it's constipated. i don't know.

but i do know that my dad is no longer a sock and he told me lots of neat things about nana and papa.

sigh. i am troubled with a decision

but everything else is fine fine fine.

Its raining inside my head