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daisymae

:: 2004 26 February :: 4.38pm
:: Mood: gleeful
:: Music: no

yay
today was grand. no school for moi.

linsey picked me up kinda late so we decided to screw ist and went to breakfest. where we were FULLY planning on going to school after that...then we called carrie and she brought over adam and michelle.

moral of story: we skipped all day, had so much fun and saw eurotrip which rocked my socks right off my feet.

i love my boys :)

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daisymae

:: 2004 26 February :: 5.49am
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: death cab for cutie- tiny vessels

in a better mood this morning. i kind of feeling like dancing...anyone want to be my dancing partner?

*Queen Emily*

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daisymae

:: 2004 25 February :: 6.13pm

oh my goodness i am so exited!!!
Sally
You are Sally!


Which Peanuts Character are You?
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daisymae

:: 2004 25 February :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: wet

so yes sorry if i was mean to anyone, i was mad...dont ask why.

i stayed after school for geometry and mrs.miller made me feel better. afterwards i went to the center to wait for my ride and i ran into my little maria. we talked and i realize i really like that girl and we need to hang out! yup

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daisymae

:: 2004 25 February :: 11.23am

QUE ES BOGOTA!
so it is lunch and it is raning so i do a rain dance. and there are screams of zenobia echoing through my mind.

if anyone knows what my title means please tell me. :)

lenny is my bu'tt'y and she is hot like flaming greek cheese, yes FLAMING greek cheese. charles is a big gayfer and eating lunch inside...pah who does that HONESTLY

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daisymae

:: 2004 25 February :: 5.40am
:: Mood: sickish
:: Music: the printer

bleeeeeeeeeeep
so on our way home me and linsey definitley saw tar and collin looking like a bunch of mexicans sitting in the back of the truck. and i must say that some people look pretty darn attractive sitting in a truck smoking. we also saw fro...twice...walking home im assuming. yup

donnie darko is my new lover. lennile is my lover as well for telling me to watch it. its so weird, i dont know i think its about how if we went back and changed just one thing that everyone would be affected by it...it was deep. very good

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daisymae

:: 2004 24 February :: 9.53am
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: too many ppl in the library

thinking things i shouldnt be thinking. somethings tend to consume me and wont leave me alone

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daisymae

:: 2004 23 February :: 9.32pm
:: Mood: wishful
:: Music: saves the day-cars and calories

if you look really closely you can see venus out tonight right next to the moon. it makes me really happy

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runningaway

:: 2004 23 February :: 10.41am
:: Mood: okay.
:: Music: jordan laughing about ninjas.

woot woot.
well, like i said before friday night and saturday was amazing. i love those guys.

saturday i went home w/ lenny and then went to the movies. we ate some salad and ran into annie flector and soshi. i got to spend time w/ my adam. yay. :)

then i went to walmart w/ my mom. i was sleepwalking. i was so damn tired. she asked me many times if i was on drugs.
me and lenny were acting so crazy at the movies cause we were so tired. it was great.

so, i went home and slept.

then i woke up sunday morning and my mom and i started to fight. had to have been one of the worse ones lately. we were screaming profanities at each other and slamming things around. and of course it ended in tears. so, now im a "fucking selfish bitch."

then, my mom felt bad and she took me shopping. yeah...i got some new things but it definitely did not solve things w/ my mom. just too different. just another life battle.

all my love.
xoxo.

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daisymae

:: 2004 21 February :: 10.36pm
:: Mood: dead
:: Music: the prom- the city gets lonely

i do nothing for attention
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone


another wasted breath,
again it goes unnoticed.



In my nightmare I feel so alive
In my dreamscape escapades
I make the grade I save the
day

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daisymae

:: 2004 21 February :: 4.50pm
:: Mood: drained

there are things that people dont understand about others. there is nothing wrong with that. no one was made to understand everything. we tend to pass judgement too quickly when we dont truly know the situation of the other person, i am guitly of this too, im not saying im not. some people cant help things that happen, they cant control what they do. some people are sick, some think they are, some arent. we dont know who is what or who isnt, theres no way to tell. people, inculding myself, need patience to understand things. there are some things in this world we can't fix, we cant handle. everyone is different.

you are my savior, i would have been gone so many times without you. you have no idea how much you mean to me, that you save me everyday. i dont know who i would be, if i would be, without you.

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runningaway

:: 2004 21 February :: 12.20pm
:: Mood: chipper.
:: Music: my adam on the telly.

lunch...melons go first.
so...yesterday at school was pretty lame...but thats nothing new...

but then i went to the mall w/ lenny and michelle. we had good times there.

then...i went to mo mou's house to party. mo mou, danison, anna b, lenny, ernie, maria, and kaytee came to play.
we ate lots and lots, and danced, and talked. it was fun.
we got yelled at by some mean old lady and her dog cause we were sitting in a drive way. we were "trespassing." she said that she was going to call the cops and all that junk. lou lost her shoe! but we went back to get it later. it was saved.

we snuck out too. it was so great. i love crawling out of windows. i met steven and colt. they were pretty cool.

six of us all slept in the same bed. it was crazy. we fell asleep by 5:00 and woke up around 9:30. it was good times.
i love mo mou's family. it makes me so happy.

i love ernie. i love you, dearest.

i also love all the boys. you keep my spirits high. i dont even need drugs. woot. ;)

movies tonight. go...it will be good times.

tinkie winkie.
xoxo.
:)

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runningaway

:: 2004 20 February :: 11.36am
:: Mood: annoyed.
:: Music: library noises.

blah blah.
i just got a mother fucking referral.

i just needed to vent.

yay. to mo mou's house after school!

so, yesterday was fun. went to the mall w/ codes. good times.

adam went to a club last night.

sometimes i dont understand things. just dont make sense. but thats life.

xoxo.

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daisymae

:: 2004 19 February :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: deflated
:: Music: no

'why couldn't he have liked us when he was this hot?' -lenny
i hate it so much. jesus christ, i try so hard to do something and i cant i cant do it. this is the first thing that has been really really important to me and i cant do it. im trying i am really. and the last thing i need is for people that have no idea shoving it in my face that i cant do it. god, im so frustrated.

to make the day worse i realized that someone will never see me. they wont ever look at me as a person, much less what i want them to see. danison you are grand and i love that you understand what im talking about, i kiss you.

a shitty end to a shitty day

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daisymae

:: 2004 19 February :: 5.45am
:: Mood: dreamy
:: Music: just guess

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::dashboard confessionals
Are you female or male::hey girl
Describe yourself::ghost of a good thing
How do some people feel about you::so beautiful ha
How do you feel about yourself::several ways to die trying
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend::bend and not break
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend::rapid hopeloss
Describe where you want to be::screaming infadelities
Describe what you want to be::am i missing
Describe how you live::hands down
Describe how you love::as lovers go
Share a few words of wisdom::if you cant leave it be, might as well make it bleed

Bands // Song Titles brought to you by BZOINK!

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