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2004 24 April :: 10.29am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: bling bling
ugh..
yea my dad didnt show up last nite to pick us up..itz nutten new..but i wuz countin on him to take us out somewhere..i havent done nething in like forevvverrr..cuz im still grounded and all..blahhh..so dat made me kinda pissed..so im home..bored..he sed he wuz gonna pick us up today wen he getz off from work which is aroun 4-ish..so itz juss me n jon..mom n pat had to work overtime today..bcuz the company is movin into another building and they hafta help..sucks for them..i can tell already that 2day is gonna be a lazy bum day..watchin tv in shit.. ehh..oh well..x0x0
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playmate101
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2004 22 April :: 7.55pm
shopping til' ur dropping.
Carol :
+$200 in Hollister.
+$160 on a D & B bag.
+$ 50 on Makeup.
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=$410 total.
Booty Girl :
+$150 on Coach shoes.
+$100 on Makeup.
+$ 80 in Hollister.
+$ 50 on a Coach Wallet.
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=$380 total.
Me :
+$ 68 in Hollister.
+$ 95 in American Eagle.
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=$163 total.
spending g's.
i haven't eaten anything but two candy bars today. i'm so scared.
what i've tried to do isn't right... and i can't succeed... but i'm not going to give up trying. i need to feel good again. really good. not even shopping does me anything any more... maybe because.... yeah. i'm done. i'm going to do homework.
<3 Carol & Booty. i've found new people to shop with, and talk with. that's that. i don't need anybody else anymore. i've tried getting together with people & doing those girly things with someone for too long. i'm sick of searching. i don't care how old these two are. Carol = 36 & Booty = 22. they both look 19 yrs old & some guy thought we were all sisters. so i'm done.
"this doesn't do anything for me."
"b, u wanna sign?" +in front of the Coach Manager+ haha, <3
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boricuababy
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2004 22 April :: 1.54pm
:: Mood: pain
:: Music: where tha party at??
ouchhhh..it hurtssss..:(
i got a major fuckin beat down in P.E today..lol..carlos hit me wid tha basketball twice..he sed sorry but i got really mad..not at him tho..juss because of tha fact that i got hit and because i got hit in tha face..u guyz kno how i am bout stuff like dat..well tha first time it hit me like on my neck/ear/jaw area and i heard a snap in my jaw..wooo..dat freaked me out..i thot like i broke my jaw or sum shit like dat..lol..den i checked my earring and it got dented!!! omg..dat pissed me off..der my NAME EARRINGS!! i wear em all tha time..hopefully i can get it fixed..but dat got me more mad..and den i got hit on my back..lol..but yea..datz wha happened 2day..
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playmate101
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2004 21 April :: 10.13pm
:: Music: listening to michael jackson sing on south park lmao
chemistry: did our lab write up. i nailed that. it was so easy. gotta have a good grade.
stats: 74% on the mock AP test. awesome. nooo cheating at all. <3
economics: listened to epstein lecture, & took the practice test 29/60. yikes.
art hist: passed notes all over. nothing special.
bus ride home: hadda boy talk between me, danielle, ashley c, and ashley t. nice stuff. i loved that.
came home, typed up all epstein's notes. now i'm stuck with writing morone's paper... which i don't want to. damn.
what to do, what to do?
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playmate101
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2004 21 April :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: grateful
An Email ThaT a FrienD sEnT me.
TO REALIZE
To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has
Given birth to a premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.
To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has
Won a silver medal in the Olympics.
To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.
Time waits For no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.
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bocaheath05
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2004 21 April :: 9.16pm
i forgot to add that my quarter was stolen by this black girl in the lunchline. she came up and asked if her taco could be rang up with my chips, and i gave a dollar ( the chips were $0.75). never got my quarter back.
fucker
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sameen
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2004 21 April :: 6.51pm
i cant fuckin do this nemore. it's not fair. no one understands.
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bocaheath05
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2004 21 April :: 5.24pm
just saw christina's journal and noticed she said she was watching cluless last night....HAHA i was too, i totally love that movie.
i think that i am like cher because we both have guy problems and stuff. i so want to be her. clueless has seriously changed my life.
last night i tried to help alex with his algebra, i forgot it. he was so stoned, maybe i knew this because he kept saying "heather, i'm so stoned"
oh, how i can love certain people and hate certain people at the same time
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boricuababy
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2004 21 April :: 5.19pm
:: Mood: blahh
i am so0o confused and i dont like it..anyways
"i exist in the depths of solitude pondering my true goal trying to find peace of mind and still preserve my soul..constantly yearning to be accepted and from all receive respect never comprising but sometimes risky and that is my only regret a young heart with an old soul how can there be peace..how can i be in the depths of solitude when there are two inside me..this duo within me causes the perfect opportunity to learn and live twice as fast as those who accept simplicity.."
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playmate101
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2004 20 April :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: light headed
lalala
i'm walking on sunshine. so alone in this state of mind. someone join me? if u do, i'll wipe all the dirt off ur shoulders.
just be my friend.
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1o - 12 - o3
i love how u call during the bad times, like when i'm ABOUT to fall asleep. cause when i get off the phone, your simple talks release stress & energy... and it makes the world go round... much easier. i love u.
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Lizzy
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2004 20 April :: 9.20pm
quick update:
life's been good(ish). today practice was canceled and my mom and i went shopping for upcoming birthdays for mis amigos. i like spending time with my mom :) love.
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playmate101
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2004 19 April :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: dreamy
2nd entry for today.
i was just over at Carol's house. and for those of u who don't know, Carol is about 32 yrs. old, and she is the coolest person u will ever know. she's a sucker for hollister, AE, A&F, Coach, D&B, etc. she's like my second mother. <3
anyways, i told her about my day. then we got into stuff about her marriage. and then we got into shopping... we picked out the purse that we are gonna go buy thursday after school. Booty Girl (22 yrs. old, went to atlantic, her real name is Carol *also* and she used to be an eagle ette) she is goin' shoppin' with me & Carol too. "how could u not tell me that u 2 are going shopping?!" hehe. so yeah, it should be fun. anyways... i'm out for the night, a nice bubble bath & the Usher CD will do me some good.
that college lady didn't come tonight. perhaps she will REALLY come tomorrow... considering she has cancelled two times already.
let me step out of reality
and into my fantasies
with just a touch of my toe
into the rippling flow
escape from my mentality
and enter my world of love.
this place is insanity
everywhere i go
someone is asking me
they just can't let me be
where can i go?
what can i see?
some place i can call home
have my love
and not feel so alone.
written = briana.
i want my... boyfriend. send me a kiss through your prayers and into the heavens, tell god to let it land on my cheek. when i softly rub down my cheek i will feel that love and know it was there.
heaven let me feel this good. i love... love.
1o/12\o3 jonah & bri.
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playmate101
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2004 19 April :: 6.14pm
:: Mood: love to love.
:: Music: everytime:: britney spears
ride or die. no in between. love or hate. nothing else matters.
i love to sing.
i love to dance.
i love to cheer.
i love to love.
i love to give.
i love to hold his hand.
i love to have friends.
i love to love my family.
i love to do things right.
i love to be pretty.
i love to try.
i love to succeed.
i love to listen to music.
i love to work.
i love to earn.
i love to kiss.
i love to flirt.
i love to have fun.
i love to shop.
i love to travel.
i love to sleep.
i love to write.
i love to be a girl.
i love to be me.
i love to live.
i love to conquer.
i love to have money.
i love to take pictures.
i love to love pink.
i love to talk.
i love to design.
i love to be with him.
i love to pay attention.
i love to argue.
i love to fight.
i love to have attention.
i love to have strong feelings.
i love to be ambitious.
i love to be optimistic.
i love to have creativity.
i love to have brains.
i love to have my personality.
i love to have my body.
i love to do the things i do.
i love to be girly.
i love to be strong.
i love to be bubbly.
i love.... to.... love... who i am.
I LOVE YOU LOVE IT OR LEAVE IT LOVE IS CHEAP MAKE LOVE NOT WAR LOVE HURTS LOVE STINKS GIMME SOME LOVE LOVE ME OR LEAVE ME LOVE FOR SALE YOU CAN'T BUY LOVE TRUE LOVE CONQUERS ALL I LOVE NEW YORK LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT I'M FALLING IN LOVE YOU NEVER FORGET YOUR FIRST LOVE ALL I NEED IS LOVE I LOVE YOU, TOO Y
i love to know who i am and how i feel at all times. i never like anticipation. patience is so hard.
i don't like to wait.
i don't like to attend school.
i don't like to be a whore.
i don't like to be the same.
i don't like to have imperfections.
i don't like to hate.
i don't like to hurt.
i don't like to cause problems.
i don't like to sit.
i don't like to become numb to pain.
be confident, like you are the only person in this world & that you are even better than britney spears. even if it isn't true. i wish everyone could feel as great as i do all the time.
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playmate101
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2004 18 April :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: some ReGGae Stuff on 103.5
HOLL-ER
up til 5:30am with jonah on the phone. i love him s0-o much.
woke up around 3:30pm. but i got up for like a 1/2 hour cause my sister made me cinnamon rolls. s0-o cute. <3
did hw. talked to danielle. junior came over after paintball. so when he walked in my room, i walked out =D (junior's dad, dave, got a DUI.... uhoh) then antonio came over later for dinner with his family. my dad made this huge dinner for everyone. i didn't eat. well.. i had 2 pieces of lettuce. +shrug+ antonio was a biatch,
antonio:(on the phone w/ his friend from a band) dude, i'm at this girl's house, she's so boring, she's not doing anything, but her homework.
HELLO... i have a boyfriend, and why would i touch u... or talk to u after the shit u've put me through???? i really wish neil had beaten antonio's ass last year when he had the chance.
neil is funny. game OVER. hehe. song sux i swear. but yeah... 9o mg=speed. u f*ing psycho, thank u.
¿what's ahead for this week?
+ MONDAY: Art History HW #1-7o due.
Stats Multiple Choice Test.
Economics Substitute. skipping to 3rd lunch.
+ TUESDAY: Cheerleading, uniform fitting & candy sale starts.
Spanish ACT Packet.
English= stupid test on analyzing poetry.
Biology=damn lecturing.
+ WEDNESDAY: Art History #71-14o due.
+ THURSDAY: 1/2 Day. Shopping with Carol <3
+ FRIDAY: Economics Test.
Stats Short Answer Test.
WEEKEND PLANS, HOPEFULLY: see jackie, alex, jonah, neil, hema. damn, mommy is going to chicago... 2 cars... one adult... the other car is free... MWHAHA. estoy bromeando.
peace. c u 2morrow.
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