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sendmemoney

:: 2002 27 December :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: trina featuring luda - b r right

THIS IS A ROLLING EMERGENCY !!!
ohh man . MY CAR is so hot . i got a white 98 nissan sentra gxe , it's so fucking beautiful . i am like obsessed ! so everybody , now that i'm not worthless , let's hang out ? mmm in my hot car ! the only rule is , you can't get out of the car . or you can , but i refuse to , because i am in love with it . actually , i am sitting my car now haha just kidding <3 bye ladies .

3 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 25 December :: 9.23am

and the xmas recap :0P actually we cheated and opened our presents last night lol wow i just realized the times still in eastern time and i'm in western time... so excluding this one all of the other entries i've made here in Cali are supposed to be 3hours earlier :0P
~ gold watch (because I never wore silver jewelry but now everyone got that 4 me sooo i may reevaluate lol)
~ skirt
~ lots of ca$h :0)
~ about $5000 i can't get my hands on
~ ipod <- someone please enlighten me lol

about the whole ipod deal.. my uncle had me guessing all day what he had gotten me telling me that it started w/an "i" and was related to music... of course i'm living in the damn stone ages so i had no idea what a freaking ipod was... so yeah. before my brother opened up his last gift he was already willing to trade with me. Now, what the hell do you do with it!

hope everyone had a great day <3

4 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 24 December :: 9.48pm

Merry Christmas to everyone <3

So yeah. I made it to Cali in 1 piece (go me!) Went shopping today.. the mall here is GREAT! They have a Zumiez board shop here which is excellent! I got a very pimp pair of Dickies and a little Dickies purse and very kick ass shoe laces :0)

The plan:
25 - Christmas
26 - Dinner @ some French guys house
27-31 - VEGAS!
31(night)- Big New Years party
1- Tal sleeps over!
2-4- Skiing up at Heavenly (& Tal's coming :0P)
5 - go home :0(

I had forgotten how ridiculous my uncles house is... its SOOO big! He was saying how the property value is going up like crazy and his house is now worth 2.5 mill more then he payed for(yikes!) I really do love Cali though... I'm guna live here one day... ohhhhhh sooooooo many hot boys!!!!!!!! haha Betty would be in heaven... but with all the hot boys are soo many incredibly pretty girls... I don't know how you're supposed to compete!

Have a great holiday everyone!

1 lover | i love susan.


sendmemoney

:: 2002 24 December :: 9.29pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: the rocking horse winner - miss you

this one goes out to the friends i've never had.
so maybe i’m a little rough around the edges … maybe if you grab me a little harder next time it will smooth me out . is it so wrong to want your touch to sting a little ? the next morning when i’m cleaning myself up with alcohol and band-aids, i’ll think of you. the next night when you don’t want to see me because of the state i’m in, and because you don’t want to hold me so tight, i’ll think of someone else that will.

i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 22 December :: 11.39pm

I leave in 5hrs. You can reach me at my cell, i'll have it with me. Other then that I'll definately be on to update and tell ya'll bout skiing and Vegas :0P

1 lover | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 22 December :: 3.07am

Metalic punk: talking to els
Metalic punk: a
picsxstarsxdream: oh
Metalic punk: and this other cute chic
picsxstarsxdream: my favorite Wagner piece is Elsa's Procession tothe Cathedral
picsxstarsxdream: nice
Metalic punk: but she lives in cali
picsxstarsxdream: whats elsas sn?
Metalic punk: why?
picsxstarsxdream: i wana tel her something
Metalic punk: its
Metalic punk: fatuglytwins
Metalic punk: oh gosh why do i get a bad feeling about this
picsxstarsxdream: why would i talk bou u
Metalic punk: i dont know
Metalic punk: why wouldnt you
Metalic punk: i dont know
picsxstarsxdream: don't give yourself that much credit
Metalic punk: you know what
picsxstarsxdream: what
Metalic punk: sometimes i wish i had never met you
picsxstarsxdream: i bet
picsxstarsxdream: i'm sorry i'm a bitch.
Auto response from Metalic punk: i love the way people change in the blink of an eye. Everyone is so fake and so devious. I hope ou fucking die (you know who you are)

picsxstarsxdream: wow. nevermind i take it back

isn't that just charming?

i'll write bout my bday later.. it was excellent though. tonight went 2 Lo's party then to Mizeraks w/Kev till bout 1:30 when we called it quits. I'm determined to learn how to play pool well b4 I see Alex again :0P

why do i even let matt bother me anymore... i wish i could just not care. that would make things soooo much easier let me tell you.

3 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 20 December :: 12.00am

and its my birthday. the end.

9 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 19 December :: 11.15pm

hmmm 44min till I turn 17 :0)

saw Bright today... shes with Chris :0) YAY! heh shes happy & soooo i'm happy for her. She has a ridiculously loud car & we picked up some guys on the road that followed us to the mall.. it was kinda creepy

so yeah. my bdays in 41 min now.. Alex hasn't called... I know it shouldn't but it does kind of upset me... first time since I last saw him we haven't talked. Thats okay, i'm sure i'll get over it.

Matt & I went to hell and back. I'm not really talking to him... I just don't and I don't know if I really care either.

Shane... yeah.

Same shit, different day. Thats it.

I leave on Sun for Cali... you can reach me @ my cellphone.

38min! I'll be back to update at midnight :0P <- cuz i'm a dork

i love susan.


sendmemoney

:: 2002 18 December :: 11.18pm
:: Mood: not high yet . give me an hour . haha
:: Music: nelly - air force ones

Less than five hundred feet away from my house, my cell phone rings. I pull it out to answer and it's my mother, at 1:02 a.m.
"You're not home yet … it's past your curfew, and you're always home on time. Is everything okay? I was waiting for you to come home; I brought you cheesecake." I'm rolling my eyes, because it's two minutes that I'm late, but I can't help laughing. My crazy mother, who argued with me about how baggy my pants were minutes before I left the house, is ready to make up and sit down with me to hear all about my night. I walk in the house, on the phone with her, halfway through my account of what I did, and we both hang up our phones and sit to talk and eat dessert at one o'clock in the morning.
Three o'clock rolls around and we're still sitting there, tears rolling down our cheeks from laughing so hard. Each time we attempt to go to bed, one of us comes up with another anecdote from last week that somehow made it this far without being recounted. As we finally stumble upstairs, sleepy-eyed but animated nonetheless, we say our good nights, not even remembering that we were fighting just hours ago, and will probably be arguing about something equally trivial in the morning. However, she is always quick to come up behind me with an apology and a chocolate of some sort (because she knows it's my favorite). Ever since I was little, when she'd brush my hair and tell me how pretty I looked in my dress, we've always been close. Now, 17 years later, she is my constant source of inspiration, my therapist, my cook, my tailor, my maid, my chauffer, and my best friend. And when I tell her good night and that I love her, words seem ineffective, but I know she knows how much I mean it.

3 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 18 December :: 5.08pm

3 down, 4 to go!
exams that is...

band i know i aced(duh!) Eng I rocked! and Chem.... we'll see.. hopefully I got my B.

Tomorrow = Espanol + Biology.... ick... butttttt its the bridge between today & Fri! (MY BDAY!!) So really I have to study enough to get a C in Spanish and it doesn't matter what I get in Bio.. i think... then Fri(MY BDAY!) lol <- sorry.. Math which I need a C to keep my A and History which I just need a D to keep my B sooo all in all its looking pretty darn good!

KEVY COMES HOME TONIGHT!!! I proly won't get 2 see him till Fri though.. hes taking me out for Bday breakfast :0P Last year they all threw me a surprise breakfast bday party.. it was really fun :0)

2 DAYS!!!

3 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 17 December :: 6.38pm

So yeah. Ashley & I found presents for the guys :0P

~ provocative boxers
~ super sensitive condoms
~ ky jelly
~ chocolate

lol. imagine that.. it was pretty embarrassing if you ask me... I must have been bright red when we went to check out.. it was pretty terrible lol they BETTER like!

Chemistry and English exams tomorrow... joy

3 days till my bday!!!

5 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 16 December :: 6.18pm

lol soooo much studying to do but noteworthy stuff

Ben W. got into MIT!!! then again thats his 2nd choice and hes still waiting on Stanford sooo we'll keep our fingers crossed :0P

Eddie got in2 Harvard! and Georgetown but Harvards his 1st choice sooo YAY EDDIE!!!

Tahira got in2 Harvard too!

Gorav... hasn't sent any of his applications in yet lol

Ummm saw Maid in Manhatten...

Exams start tomorrow

I leave on Sun for Cali

MY BDAYS IN 4DAYS!!!

write later :0P

3 lovers | i love susan.


sendmemoney

:: 2002 15 December :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: incubus - deep inside

susanis a winner (10:40:18 PM): i;mon my own i cvan't see straigh t.
susanis a winner (10:40:26 PM): deep inside cause i'm so stoned i can't see straight .
WunderBrat (10:41:02 PM): hahahaha
WunderBrat (10:41:12 PM): susan owns
susanis a winner (10:41:41 PM): hahaha why ?
susanis a winner (10:41:48 PM): because i'm so stoned i can't see straight ?
WunderBrat (10:41:50 PM): because she always makes me laugh
WunderBrat (10:41:52 PM): hahaha that too .
susanis a winner (10:41:52 PM): i am putting that in my journal .
WunderBrat (10:41:57 PM): oh yea let me send you this stuff
WunderBrat (10:41:59 PM): hahha okay
susanis a winner (10:42:00 PM): but i cam going t5o stpell ever word right .
susanis a winner (10:42:01 PM): okay <#
WunderBrat (10:42:07 PM): No no
WunderBrat (10:42:26 PM): thaht wulod taek laa the unf out of itti.
WunderBrat (10:42:30 PM): see what i mean ^
susanis a winner (10:42:31 PM): hahahahahaha
susanis a winner (10:42:36 PM): hahahah where the fuck are we ?!?2
susanis a winner (10:42:37 PM): 1 '
susanis a winner (10:42:38 PM): 4#et4#^
$%
susanis a winner (10:42:40 PM): \
susanis a winner (10:42:40 PM): haha
susanis a winner (10:42:43 PM): i loooove marijuana .

"i'm on my own, i can't see straight. cause deep inside, i'm so stoned i can't see straight."
incubus "deep inside"

hahaha <3

2 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 12 December :: 5.38pm

my Alex <3 <- hes the one in the chair

Smoke627: you know...... you are such an amazing girl

I miss him soooo much :0( I'll post pics of us when my lazy ass gets up & gets them developed... lol
Why the hell does Jacksonville have to be sooooo far away??? GRRR! ummm 4 days till my first exam

8 days till my bday!!!



1 lover | i love susan.


sendmemoney

:: 2002 12 December :: 2.27pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: the specials - jamaican ska

can you stab me in the front so i can see your smile one more time ?

2 lovers | i love susan.

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