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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 13 October :: 10.48pm

I dreamt that I bumped into Debbie. Her hair was short and straight. She hugged me and she understood.

And you're practically dead.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 12 October :: 10.29pm

yeah i'll be your true story.

*schemes

not possible to not look foolish.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 October :: 10.03pm

don't watch french porn from the 80's.

absolute turn off.

true story.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 9 October :: 1.54pm

money-check
gas-check
sluts-check

going to the renisance festival.


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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 6 October :: 7.52pm

There is nothing like cleaning to make me feel better.

I
swept the basement
did the dishes
took out the recycling
took out the compost
cleaned my room and closet
changed my sheets
dusted


and i'm done with my english.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 5 October :: 9.51pm

In the summer I kind of kept hoping that I would fall down a flight of stairs. And today I started feeling that again.

I don't want to start over again. It's too much work and not enough time. And after all that misuse it doesn't feel right.

I know that I don't want anymore secrets.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 4 October :: 10.29pm

I felt so sad when I left today.





I still feel sad.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 26 September :: 4.36pm

I'm just a bursting bubble of potential.

all the things i'm going to do this year and next year

it's so good.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 25 September :: 11.13pm

Lord Voldemort must die.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 23 September :: 10.12pm

if you were turning eighteen tomorrow, would you think of me?

will you think of me when i turn eighteen?








let it pass

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 19 September :: 9.15am

is it possible to be happy AND have a broken heart?

yeah.

prime.

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Rachely

:: 2004 18 September :: 2.06am

I'm done

woo =]

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 9 September :: 9.37pm

Mom and Aaron keep talking about him going to boarding school. I don't like it.



ps- boys are useless. and mean.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 6 September :: 10.10pm

I spent a lot of today in the place where a year ago I spent time with my boyfriend.

I just want to stop thinking about it. it's not as harsh as before, but i still miss the smell. at least i'm beyond any sort of crying.

I forgave a lot of things that I probably shouldn't have. Being late all the time, not calling, drinking, never letting me meet his friends, calling people spiks, for making me rethink my morals, for cheating on me. . .on and on.

But I won't forgive him for stealing my summer, for taking all of my good memories and tainting it with lies, for making a fool out of me.

that bastard. he came back and ruined everything again. i was going to be okay. he lied lied lied and manipulated me. he's always been good at that. now when i drive past fulton i want to go to his house and crawl into his bed because i know he's in europe. and then i'm so creeped out by thinkng that, that i want to take a nap.

and i don't want him to forget me. and i want to stop transfering my emotions to other people.

god.

at least i still have two things that he didn't destroy: my virginity and my pride.

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Rachely

:: 2004 5 September :: 12.38am

2 weeks, but technically only 3 days...

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